Chapter 183: Embarrassing Yourself
At this time, my mother had already come out and found Xu Weiguo looking at me, and hurriedly pulled me behind her.
She said to Xu Weiguo with a smile on her face: "I'll send you out." ”
I was a little stunned for a while, Xu Weiguo still looked at me with that kind of presumptuous eyes, and he said to my mother in a flirtatious tone: "Since you have seen it, then you don't need to hide it in the future." ”
"It's not too early, I'd better send you back quickly. My mother was stunned when she heard this, and then hurriedly said to Xu Weiguo with a smile.
My mother heard the soft words again, and finally Xu Weiguo agreed to leave.
After my mom sent him away, I stood there and my body was cold to the bone.
My mother was protective of me, but my mother was forced to do this kind of thing for me, which made me feel ashamed of myself and helpless at the same time.
By the time my mom came back, I didn't know how long I had been sitting there in a daze, and my feet were a little numb.
My mom looked at my gloomy face, pulled me straight to the basement, and told me, "If you hear any movement inside in the future, stay away from it, so as not to be remembered." ”
When I heard this, I knew that my association was not just an imagination.
My heart was sour, and I nodded hurriedly, but my heart was numb.
When I thought back to when I was in school in the village, my classmates pointed at me, whether it was neighbors or passers-by, they poked my backbone and scolded me: "You are the daughter of the young lady!"
"You're a prostitute's child!"
"It's so disgusting, who would be your friend?"
After I went to high school, I finally got a little better.
At that time, no one in the school knew about my previous situation, and my mother also lived with Uncle Zheng, and it seemed that life was more sunny and stable.
If I go back in time, I don't really know what to do.
Am I going to be scolded again?
I thought about it for a long time at night before I fell asleep, and my mother was already asleep next to me.
I had a dream that I was at school again, only this time the eyes of my classmates looked at me in a terrified way.
They started out whispering quietly, and the sound of flies surrounded my ears.
I couldn't stand it anymore and accused them, "What are you talking about?"
At this time, their voices became louder, and they came at me one by one.
They said, "You're the daughter of a prostitute! Why do you have the face to come to school? It's a shame to be a classmate with someone like you!"
When I heard this, I hurriedly covered my ears and said in a trembling voice, "My mother is not a prostitute!
The men sneered disdainfully, and oppressed me with louder voices, forming walls of sound that surrounded me.
"You're a prostitute's daughter, admit it!
"No......" I covered my ears and muttered under my breath, tears pouring out of my eyes.
At this time, in the darkness, I seemed to see a little light, it was Zheng Xinguang!
I hurried towards him, but in the blur of tears, I noticed that his gaze was deep, and he avoided me.
I woke up the next day in tears, my mom was out by this time, and the basement was filled with my sobs.
When I came to school, Fang Zhiwen came to me again because of Zheng Xinguang's matter.
He asked me in a bad tone, "What the hell are you thinking?"
As soon as I saw Fang Zhiwen, my eyelashes drooped, and I didn't know how to answer him.
At this time, he said: "Could it be that you really hate the poor and love the rich as others say?"
When I heard this, I raised my eyes and looked at him in disbelief, not quite understanding why Fang Zhiwen suddenly said such a thing.
At this time, Fang Zhiwen's face was very ugly and shook my face with a photo, and I was suddenly hit by the photo, and I was stunned.
Subconsciously took one, only glanced at it, and was stunned in place.
My eyes widened for a moment, staring straight at the image above.
The photo is a photo of me and Chen Nianmo at KTV, when I tripped over a chair and fell into his arms. I don't know if it's intentional or not, Chen Nianmo, who was taken in this photo, seems to be still looking at me with affection, and my expression is hidden in the dark and can't be seen clearly.
I was instantly shocked, and my hands shaking a little as I held the photo.
I subconsciously looked at the photos scattered on the ground, squatting on the ground, and shivering a little for a while.
Because these are all photos of me and Chen Nian's ambiguous relationship, some singing love songs to each other, and some drinking together......
These photos had a great impact on my mind, and I immediately understood why Fang Zhiwen came to ask me this question, and I was a little flustered.
I hurriedly asked, "Did Zheng Xinguang see it?"
Fang Zhiwen not only did not answer, but sarcastically said to me: "Things are like this, don't you know that it is still sooner or later? You do these things, with other people, don't you know what Xinguang is like to you? You still do these things again and again......
I can't help but think of the last time I met Zheng Xinguang, his eyes seemed to be full of disappointment, and he said, "Is it fun to play me?"
I realized instantly, as expected, Zheng Xinguang should have seen these photos, and even further misunderstood me and Chen Nianmo.
Realizing this, my body suddenly went from trembling to froze.
But in the end, I didn't say anything, squatted on the ground and silently picked up the photos scattered all over the place.
Fang Zhiwen sarcastically said again: "You treat Zheng Xinguang like this, do you really not feel guilty at all in your heart? ”
Fang Zhiwen's words turned into a sharp knife and pierced my heart.
But at this time, I was already numb to pain because of Zheng Xinguang's misunderstanding of me.
So I didn't say anything, silently picked up those photos, handed them to Fang Zhiwen and said: "Please tell Zheng Xinguang, saying that I just hate the poor and love the rich, and I don't deserve to be treated like this." ”
When Fang Zhiwen saw me like this, he couldn't help but feel a little more disappointed in his eyes.
He didn't say anything more, turned around with the photo and left, never saying a word again.
I was already very sad because of Zheng Xinguang's matter, and I didn't care about Fang Zhiwen, who was friendly before, and now I have a cold eye on me.
Thinking about how Zheng Xinguang would look at me, I was in great pain.
Those pictures seemed to be like a hot soldering iron, imprinting my heart with blood.
I felt very uncomfortable, but I couldn't say anything wronged, because I did all these things, and I was embarrassed by myself.