I was a little stunned for a while, because I wasn't sure what Chen Nianmo meant by this, so I suddenly remembered what he had said to me for maintaining me and thanking me in front of Zheng Xinguang, and my mind was chaotic.

After a while, I said embarrassedly: "Chen Nianmo, don't talk nonsense. ”

Chen Nian asked unconvinced, "Am I not as good as Zheng Xinguang?"

As soon as I heard him mention Zheng Xinguang like this, he poked the wound in my heart, and I couldn't tell what he said was good or bad, but I just felt that my blood was surging.

I threw up my head and said, "If you keep your mouth shut like this, I'll never talk to you again!"

After saying that, I turned around and walked away, Chen Nianmo was anxious at this time, and came forward to chase me and pull me and said, "Hey, I said something wrong." No matter how big or small, a woman is just as unreasonable. ”

Then when he saw me stop, he said to me, "Just take my mother and my sister, every time I get into trouble, as long as I say it's their fault, they won't admit it and keep reasoning with me." After a while, as soon as I admit my mistake, they will say what is wrong with you, what is wrong with you. But I don't know what I'm doing wrong, really, it's all their bending tricks. ”

I couldn't help but laugh when I heard this, and I thought what Chen Nianmo said was really interesting, so I didn't get angry anymore.

Then Chen Nianmo seemed to open the conversation box and said: "That's just them, the two of them have different personalities, and they are about to torture me to death." Like my mother, for example, she was there watching TV, which made me annoyed and didn't want to read. As soon as she entered the room and saw me sleeping with my head covered, she pulled me up and said, 'Why don't you read?' I said it was too loud, and she said in a loud voice, 'Do you blame me?' Her eyes widened and forced me to read again. As soon as she left the house, the TV started to sound again, and I couldn't reason with her anymore.

"And my sister, every time I do something wrong, I say that it is not my fault that my brother instructed, and then you have to deal with her and don't let her, she will cry and scream and make a lot of noise, until I have two big heads. ”

I couldn't help but laugh when I heard it.

I have been walking on the street with Chen Nianmo, during which Chen Nianmo has been comforting me intentionally or unintentionally, saying: "Actually, there is no need to hang yourself on a tree, you can't look for it anywhere." Moreover, I think that you can find a better one on your terms, and you don't have to think about it so much. ”

I was puzzled by this, how Chen Nianmo told me so many emotional truths for no reason, which made me feel very strange.

So I stopped and asked, "What are you trying to say, Chen Nianmo, and why are you suddenly saying these things to me?"

Chen Nianmo scratched his head, then sighed, and still told the truth: "Because I saw you and Zheng Xinguang at the school gate...... That's why I ......."

When I heard this, I fell silent for a moment.

After a while, I didn't want to be a person who accused my boyfriend of not being after a breakup, so I said to Chen Nianmo: "Actually, it's not Zheng Xinguang's problem, it's my business." It's been so long since we've been apart, and I have my mom to take care of, so I took the initiative to break up with him. He always wanted to get back together with me, and he didn't do anything to be sorry for me, and even helped me, but ...... It's me who is sorry for him. ”

When Chen Nianmo heard this, he seemed to understand some of Zheng Xinguang's personality, and also saw my self-blame and humility, so he said: "Actually, it can't be said that it's all your fault, it's a matter of feelings." It can only be said that he also gave some pressure, not a problem of one side, surely he also has some problems, and you don't have to be too harsh. ”

I couldn't help but say, "Actually, he has a better choice, and he and I won't have a good outcome." ”

Chen Nianmo said: "Emotional matters can't be forced, in fact, it's good to solve them peacefully like this." ”

I was slightly stunned, and then said with some embarrassment, "You seem to know a lot about emotional matters." ”

"Huh?" Chen Nianmo scratched his head, his eyes wandering, "Actually, I haven't been in love anymore, it's just on paper." ”

I couldn't help but be a little stunned when I heard this, because Chen Nianmo seemed to be very emotional, but I didn't expect it to be a relatively innocent person.

But at this time, in my mood, I couldn't tease him, so I laughed it off and brought up another topic.

We continued to talk for a long time, and we wandered around all the time, and the neon lights on the side of the street hit us, creating a colorful light and shadow with us.

When it was not early, Chen Nianmo said, "I'll send you home." ”

This time, I firmly refused: "I will always have to walk alone at night in the future." ”

When Chen Nianmo heard my words, he was a little stunned, as if he wanted to say something, but then he didn't say anything more, and he didn't send me again.

He just stood there and watched me silently, and I waved him goodbye and walked out into the night alone.

When I left, I secretly cheered myself up, from now on I had to live on my own, I didn't have to think about anything else, I felt that I could do it.

By the time I got home, Xu Weiguo hadn't left yet.

I was a little stunned for a while, and squatted in the corner, knowing that Xu Weiguo had done the same thing to my mother as Village Chief Guo at the beginning.

Also, I laughed at myself, we two orphans and widows, who is willing to provide some help to people like us who have had a meal without a meal, it must be paid, and this price is very painful, and it is also ...... Alas.

I heard the sparse sound of clothes coming from the basement, mixed with some conversations, Xu Weiguo said proudly: "Except for me, but no one rents such a good basement for your mother and daughter, you have to remember to serve me a few more times!"

My mother whispered, "I know, thank you, I'll talk about this later, let's go quickly, Juanzi is coming back." ”

Then I heard the man Xu Weiguo, hehe laughed a few times, and said, "Otherwise, let's go on like this, and it won't be good for her to come back and see her." ”

At this time, my mother said in a panic, "This kid doesn't look very good, let's go." “

I crouched in the corner, my fists clenched for a moment, then gradually released.

What he said made me angry, he treated my mom like a prostitute, but I was the one who drove my mom to this point......

I couldn't do anything to respond.

In a flash, the man went out, his eyes swept casually, and he saw that I was stunned for a moment, and then looked at me meaningfully.