But after thinking about it, I couldn't let Zheng Xinguang stay there alone, so I didn't go far, hiding behind a trash can and watching Zheng Xinguang silently.

I saw him sit down where I had just sat down, pick up his knife and fork, and slowly finish the steak.

Before I knew it, the tears were falling, and I covered my mouth to keep myself from sobbing.

"Zheng Xinguang ......" silently recited his name, and for a moment my heart was very clogged and sore, and even sad and uncontrollable.

It was supposed to be a Western meal that I ate with him, but I left, leaving him alone to eat my portion instead.

The more I thought about it, the more sad I became, I covered my face, tears blurring my vision.

Zheng Xinguang came here to get a glimmer of hope, and I also had a hint of luck, hoping that we could return to the beginning.

But in the end, I found out that I couldn't do it, and he couldn't do it, and this relationship was a drag on each other.

At this time, Chen Nianmo's voice sounded next to me. I don't know when he appeared, but I heard him say: "Do you really like Zheng Xinguang so much, what's so good about him?"

When I saw Chen Nianmo appear here, I was a little frightened for a while, and hurriedly wiped away my tears.

It took a long time to open his mouth and breathe before he calmed down.

I've actually thought about that question just now. I really like Zheng Xinguang, but maybe others will wonder why we have become like this, and in the end we still can't be together well, but make each other secretly sad.

Because our love is full of twists and turns, in the end, no one is wrong at all, and no one is sorry for anyone, because of all kinds of things, they all give up in the end.

Originally, we had a chance to be together, but by mistake, the ending was parting.

Eventually, I gave my answer, saying, "You don't like people, you don't feel that way." ”

At this time, Chen Nianmo's smile was a little bitter for some reason, but he quickly put away the expression on his face and got down to business.

He asked me, "Li Juan, were you kicked out of my grandmother's house by my mother?"

I shook my head, and when I heard him mention this topic, the sadness about Zheng Xinguang was suppressed for the time being, and I said, "It's not a rush, it's originally our dove occupying the magpie's nest." It's long overdue to return the keys. ”

Although Chen's father didn't say anything at that time, Chen's mother scolded us to the blood, saying that how could we stay in her daughter's house like this, obviously because of Chen Xi's relationship.

I was also a little surprised when I heard this, Chen Xi had passed away, but we still occupied her house, and we wanted to pray for shelter.

Although I comforted myself before and said that Chen Xi should have agreed to do it like this, but in fact she has passed away, and we have no way of knowing her thoughts, so asserting it without permission is actually a great disrespect to the deceased.

Chen Nianmo looked at me with great hatred at this time, shook his head and said, "Chen Xi must think that you are closer than our family, and you should let you live." ”

Then he helped me up, pulled me to the side and sat down, and said, "I really think that only you are worthy of living in my grandmother's house, and my parents are not even worthy of going in." ”

I smiled and said nothing, I went through so many things, I deeply felt that nothing should be, but these were actually said to Chen Nianmo, and he would not understand.

He and I are not from the same world.

Chen Nianmo sat with me for a while and persuaded me: "You'd better let go of Zheng Xinguang, he doesn't care about you at all now, what's the use of waiting for a fruitless relationship?"

When I heard this, my eyes darkened again, and I didn't answer.

It's just that my eyes stayed on Zheng Xinguang over there, and when I saw him finish eating two steaks, his expression was very sad, and then he paid the waiter in the restaurant a sum of money, which was in cash. The money looked at from a distance, and it had already been folded a few corners, and it looked like he had saved it little by little.

The waiter pinched the money in disgust, but counted it extremely carefully, and only let Zheng Xinguang leave after making sure it was correct.

I watched him leave, he was hunched up, a little decadent and a little sad, and my eyes couldn't help but fill with tears.

I think it's because of me that he is what he is.

Chen Nianmo looked at me and shook his head when he saw Zheng Xinguang like this.

After a while, he said to me again, "Did you eat just now?" or I'll take you to eat? ”

I shook my head and said, "I don't have an appetite." ”

So Chen Nianmo sat with me all the time, watching me silently and not speaking, but seemed to be a little worried.

I didn't pay attention to his condition for a while, I just thought about Zheng Xinguang's performance just now, wondered if I hurt him again just now, and wondered what we are now.

I don't know how long it took, but I realized that it was not too early, and said to Chen Nianmo: "You go quickly, don't stay with me." ”

I started to chase people: "I don't want to be scolded by your mother anymore, you should go home quickly." ”

Chen Nianmo was slightly stunned when he heard my words, but then his stubborn temper came up and said: I'll be here with you for a while. ”

I knew it wouldn't be helpful for us to stay any longer, so I pulled down my face and said, "I'm going to be angry if you don't leave." ”

At this time, he reluctantly left, a little unconvinced, but he was really afraid that I would be angry.

He waved at me, looked back as he walked, and disappeared into the crowd after a while.

I sat there for a while, covered my face, wiped away my tears, and finally took a deep breath, got up, and walked out without looking at the Western restaurant again.

Then I was walking down the street by myself.

I've seen a group of young couples arguing there.

"Isn't it obvious that I like you? your mother did that to me!" said one of them.

"How old are you, and you're still angry about this! My mom doesn't agree, we can slowly persuade her to face it together. Besides, you and I both have good incomes and don't rely on our families, so why should they care about us?"

When I heard this, I couldn't help but stop and look at them.

The girls burst into tears and laughed, and hugged each other.

I watched them smile slowly, then smiled and tears flowed down my face.

I really envy them, the society of adults may be much more complicated than that of minors, but they at least have the right to pursue happiness.

But Zheng Xinguang and I are minors now, and many things are holding us back, making it impossible for us to continue.

I felt sad for a while, what could this little couple face together, but Zheng Xinguang and I have now reached the point of no return.

You're pulling me along, stumbling and sneaking around, and you're finally embarrassing yourself.