I don't like to travel or socialize, it has to do with the environment in which I grew up. Maybe it's because of family changes, I have become very sensitive, I don't dare to raise my head to look into other people's eyes, I keep my head down every time I communicate with others, and when others tell me what to do, I will do it if I am happy, and if I am not happy, I will pretend not to hear. Over time, others shouted at me, which sometimes made me very uncomfortable, obviously I did all the work, and I didn't get the respect of others. Sometimes I quarrel with others, but every time I quarrel, it is I who hurts, and others ignore me, and I have to lick my face to contact others, otherwise I don't have a friend. Even though I tried very hard to make friends, I still didn't have any friends. Maybe it's because I've gotten older in recent years, sometimes I'm lonely, but if someone contacts me, I'm very grateful to him, and sometimes I take the initiative to reach out to my friends in the past, and I can't say a few words each time, and I don't have the enthusiasm I had before, and if anyone can talk to me for a long time, I'll be very grateful, even if it's just to talk to me. Maybe there is no room for honest people in this world. But from the bottom of my heart, I want to rely on my own efforts to earn money to support my family and make a living. Don't spend money indiscriminately, try to be frugal in food and clothing, I like the simple and ancient clothes of the ancients. But Xuejiao is different, living in modern times, catching up with fashion, like to socialize, and don't want to think about tomorrow after today. Maybe Xuejiao did the right thing, without that leader is closed and will not be sociable.

It's easy to do things with money in hand, after the compensation came down, Xuejiao pulled me to buy a BMW, I was reluctant from the heart, I felt that the BMW car was too expensive, not suitable for the two of us, and there would be a place to spend money in the future. I didn't have a smile on the way, and Xue Jiao seemed to see my thoughts, and she was a little unhappy. We don't talk to each other. If you think about it, I could also be wrong, I stirred up my own people who were unhappy, and I couldn't fit into a group for my own reasons. Now I have some understanding of the saying that people can't help themselves in the rivers and lakes.

After buying the BMW, Xue Jiao was driving, and I could feel that she was very happy. But I'm still a little unhappy in my heart, and I can't say it, let alone stop Xuejiao from buying a BMW. When the two of us got out of the BMW at the entrance of the mall, Xue Jiao showed great confidence, while I was like a frosted eggplant, a little wilted. That's the difference between people. I live in the future, and Xuejiao lives in the present.

The next thing is to discuss where to travel, Xuejiao asked me if I could go to Qingdao, and I said it was a little close. What about going to Beijing? You can't go to Beijing, it's not good to park, and it's good to go to open places by car, such as Xinjiang. My unintentional words inspired Xuejiao, and finally Xuejiao studied it, drew a picture, first went to Dalian in the Northeast to take wedding photos, and then went from the Northeast to Inner Mongolia, and from Inner Mongolia to Xinjiang.

The first stop was Dalian, the two of us were too tired to drive, we stopped and stopped, Xuejiao was pregnant again, and she couldn't resist tossing. According to what I mean, if you are pregnant, you should stay at home and raise the baby, and you can't go anywhere, and then study the matter of work, how to make money to support your family in the future, and how to live and raise a baby. But I didn't say anything, I guess Xue Jiao won't listen to it. I don't want to ruin the fun, like a wooden man, let Xue Jiao lead and run, without my own opinions and expressions. It was already evening when we came to Dalian, and we found a hotel to stay. The next day we didn't drive, and we didn't know the road and didn't know where to go. Listening to the advice of the person at the front desk of the hotel, we signed up for a tour group. Sitting on the bus, the tour guide said all the words that made people spend money, saying something like this, since you came out, you should have fun, play happy, money is something outside the body. I didn't want to listen, I pretended to sleep. I think Xue Jiao listened very seriously, and she was able to talk to the tour guide.

The first stop was a museum, and it cost money to enter, so I didn't want to go in. I bought a ticket for Xue Jiao to go in and waited outside by myself. I also like to travel, but not to this kind of crowded place, I like to go to the kind of places that are off the beaten track, feel wild and enjoy solitude. For example, in the ruined desert, three or five friends lit a bonfire, ate barbecue, and fell asleep wrapped in a quilt. I like the cold night of the storm, I also like the cold and snowy night, the cold wind outside the house, the warm and lovely house, wake up hungry at night, boil a bowl of sweet potato porridge, and continue to hide in the bed and dream after drinking. I like the darkness of the night, and I don't like the light of the day, because the night is calm everywhere.

This kind of place has nothing to be nostalgic for except spending money for spending money. The next stop was a safari park, and I saw three or two animals, and I didn't have enough fun. I also went to Tiger Beach and went to sea by boat. Every place has a project that costs money, and every time I spend money, Xue Jiao and I are unhappy, although I didn't stop it, but my face was unwilling, these Xue Jiao saw it and remembered it in my mind. After a day of playing, I was tired enough, and I didn't play anything fun, which didn't make me feel the shock of my soul. At night, Xuejiao was crying in the bed, and I asked her what was wrong. Xue Jiao didn't say much, and said that it was okay. I also enlightened her that travel is about spending money to buy sin, and there is nothing fun about it.

I didn't want to get up the next day, I knew that when I got up, I would go out for a walk, and I would spend money to buy sin, and I would be tired, and I would spend money. Xue Jiao saw my lazy appearance and left tears in her eyes. I don't want to quarrel with women, it doesn't make sense to win or not, sometimes I win a quarrel and lose my family. If she wants to go out, let's go with her, and this time we came to the aquarium. Traveling is all about spending money, whether you want it or not. I have never seen the sea, and going to Dalian is the first time I have seen the sea. My name is the sea, when I saw the sea for the first time, my heart was calm, looking at the vast and boundless sea, I persuaded myself that everything wanted to drive somewhat, there must be a road before the car reached the mountain, and everything would pass. It's just that I know it's hard to make money and it's hard to live. I just want Xue Jiao to live a happier and better life in the future, so I suggested that she spend less. Maybe money is a never-ending topic between us.

I played in Dalian for seven days, and it took three days to take wedding photos, and Xuejiao and I were unhappy with each other. The photographer who took the wedding photos directly asked us if we were coerced, and the most she said was to make us laugh, we were about to get married, and the two of us were sweeter. When taking wedding photos, the two of us didn't consciously get closer, and every time it was a photo video reminder. Later, when I thought about it, I blamed myself, I was not happy at the moment, and I was talking about the future. After taking wedding photos in Dalian, the two of us returned to Jinan, too tired and in no mood to continue playing.

Time flies, the years pass, and Xue Jiao's belly grows bigger day by day. I buy groceries, wash clothes, cook, clean up the housework, and tidy up the house every day, Xuejiao also showed a long-lost smile when she saw this. There is no other ability, and it is a good hand to save money and live. Soon Xue Jiao arrived at the due date, one night in the middle of the night, Xue Jiao woke me up anxiously, saying that the oxygen water was broken, we drove to the women and children's hospital in a hurry, sleepy and confused, suddenly arrived at a place I was awake, I don't know why, only later remembered that it was the place where Xue Jiao's mother died. Maybe a mother knows that no matter life or death, she always pays attention to her daughter.

The child was born just after dawn, it was a girl, I held my daughter, I was very happy, she was my daughter, no one wanted to take her away, the doctor asked me to take the child to take a bath, I said no, the child's mother has not come out yet. When the doctor pushed Xuejiao out of the ward, he saw me holding the child waiting at the door, and shed tears, and the first thing he said was, how is the child. Then I cried out loud and said that I miss my mother, I miss my mother. I held the baby in my arms, and the doctor pushed the cart back to the ward. Mothers are selfless, and now that Xue Jiao has become a mother, I believe that in the future, he will get rid of the bad habit of spending money and not calculating for the sake of his children.

After the child was born, neither of us would take care of it, thinking how good it would be if my mother was around, Xuejiao also had no mother, and young people without old people lived as well as dogs. Fortunately, now we have money and have hired a sister-in-law. This should be thanks to Xuejiao's mother, my mother-in-law, I haven't come to call her mother for life. She left us a sum of money to get us through.

Seeing that we were driving a BMW, I was very envious, and saw that the furniture at home was new, and felt that our conditions were not bad, so the service attitude towards us was very good. The confinement lady takes care of both adults and children, cooks for adults, massages adults, and gets up at night to breastfeed children. During the confinement, Xuejiao was taken care of like a mother, Xuejiao is also a mother, and she takes care of her children very seriously, so I buy and sell vegetables outside. With children, the cost of the family is very high, and I think about finding a job and can't be idle anymore.

Soon the child was full moon, and the two of us reluctantly bid farewell to the confinement sister-in-law. Xue Jiao is very loving to the child, she can get up several times at night, the child pulls and pees, Xue Jiao can change the diaper in time, and the child can be fed in time when she is hungry. Family happiness is the result of the joint efforts of two people, and it is also the result of mutual understanding between two people. I wake up early every day to cook, do laundry, and mop the floor. Family trifles, long and long. I eat every day, cook every day, and sometimes I am very irritable, but with my efforts, life is very good. At night, when the snow was too sleepy to get up, I got up to breastfeed the child. It's hard work, but it's very happy, and now I understand that if you want a family to be happy, you have to have an economic foundation. How important the economic base is. Then I thought of my mother-in-law again, are you okay in heaven?