I committed crimes outside, and when I came home less, Xuejiao returned to her previous life, the life before she knew me, she was drunk and didn't cook.

I don't go home every day, I take my second child to the mall, the eldest doesn't go home after school, I play in the mall, I find a place to sleep in the mall when I'm tired and sleepy, I buy food in the mall when I'm thirsty and hungry, and I don't go home.

My biggest worry is the health of my children, but the thing that worries me the most still happens, I often say in my heart that everything with Xuejiao has to plan for the worst.

Both children were emaciated, their faces were dark and yellow, and they looked at the nutritional imbalance. Every day in the mall, he led his two children to eat KFC as a meal.

When I got home, I tried my best to cook for my two children, but the two children didn't eat the food cooked at home, and they might not be used to it.

I don't want to talk about spending money on eating out, and my health is not healthy, and I don't want to think about how the money comes from. Sometimes I think about whether this family is still a family, I have to rely on stealing to keep this home running, and the stolen money can't make my children live a healthy life.

Sometimes I think about my father and mother, if we have an old man in both of our families, Xuejiao and I will not live like this.

Maybe God is destined to be poor in this life, and I often sigh, is it because I have done a lot of evil in my previous life, and I have suffered in this life, what kind of evil have I created in my last life.

Think about the two children yourself, I can't give up, I am for the children, when the children are older and spend less money, I will find a job, no more stealing, where is Xue Jiao going, I really can't afford her, now I can only let her, after all, the child can't live without a mother, Xue Jiao also loves the two children, but she herself feels that she is still a child.

Maybe Xuejiao is a child who grew up in swaddling clothes and has never experienced wind and rain. Now I understand this sentence very well, habitual children are like killing children.

It's been a year since I committed the crime, the boss is four years old, whenever I come home, the boss will be very enthusiastic to hug me, pour me water and serve tea, and will say that Dad has worked hard, seeing her cute little face, I really like it, the boss waits for me to go home and sleep every day, sometimes I fall asleep on the sofa, I will carry her to bed when I get home, looking at these two children, I secretly determined, I will not steal in the future, find a job, support the family, the child will not dislike Dad is poor, Dad will take you both to live strongly。

But my wife is not angry, before she married me, she had to spend more than 10,000 yuan every month, the money earned by the object, the money earned by my mother, and the money I earned were all spent, and sometimes I had a credit card.

I want to leave with my child when he is older, and leave this home that will never be able to plug the holes.

However, once I was found out about the burglary and was locked in the house, the person called the police, and also called the community security guards, neighbors, and relatives, and beat me violently, I did not resist, this is the first time I was beaten up without me resisting.

When they had beaten me, I did not run away, but fell to my knees and wept, when I heard a man scolding and shouting at me, beating me to death!

I finally couldn't control my emotions anymore and shouted out loudly, you guys fight, kill me, I don't want to live anyway!

As soon as I stripped my shirt and bare my shoulders, the adult collapsed in an instant. I wailed and cried, if there was no weight on my body, who would gamble his life for tomorrow.

I cried while talking, crying and saying, listen, I have a name and a surname, my name is Wang Dahai, my wife's name is Xuejiao, and I also have two daughters who are waiting to be fed, the eldest daughter is called Wang Hope, and the second daughter is called Wang Chenxi.

I'm stealing as a last resort, I want them to live three times, I want them to live three times!

I cried aloud and said aloud, blood and tears on my head flowed down, and I fell to the ground with my head, and God had mercy on me.

My head banged on the ground like I had gone mad. A bunch of people were watching. Maybe the family who was stolen was afraid of their lives, afraid that I would die at their doorstep.

He said to me, "You go, and you didn't steal anything." I said, "I'm not leaving, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired, I want to find a place to rest, it's only a matter of time before I go to prison, this time I'll go to prison, I'm not stealing once." "An old lady handed me a piece of paper and asked me to wipe the blood from my head, saying that the child was pitiful.

I said thank you and pressed toilet paper against the wound. An old man, a little unhappy, said that poor people must have something to hate, I just listened to other people's gossip and waited for the arrival of the police car.

At this time, the fierce eyes of everyone calmed down, gathered me in a circle, asked me all kinds of questions, I told my experience, my wife's parents have died, my own parents are missing, my wife spends money like water, and I can't afford to pay for the family's expenses no matter how hard I try.

There was an old lady who was very touched and said that everyone should donate some money to this child. I took out a small notebook from my arms, and the notebook recorded what time, where, what was stolen from that community, that building, how many units, and how many rooms, and I remember it in great detail, and the number of times I committed crimes was also clearly marked.

I showed everyone the little notebook and told everyone that I was just borrowing, and I would pay it back when I had the money, and I would definitely have to pay it back before I died.

"Child, I believe you can pay it back, you are still young, an old lady took out 200 yuan, said take the child, you remind me of the hard life I had when I was young, child, I believe that I will be able to live a good life. My old lady's name and money were recorded in the book, so everyone donated to me, and they donated more than 10,000 yuan, maybe they broke my head, from the bottom of my heart, everyone is human, maybe there is a sympathy between people. "Soon the police came, I got into the police car, this was the first time I sat in the police car, and the people who beat me said goodbye, to the public security station, the police interrogated, what is the name, how old, home address, the first time I committed the crime, I gave the small book to the police, the time and place of the crime, and how much money was stolen, where the stolen gold was sold, there are records on it.

At the end, the police asked me what it was, and I said that it was the money that everyone had just donated to me. The police were very puzzled when they saw this and asked me why I was stealing, and I told the police about my experience, and the police were very moved and asked to donate money to the two children.

I promised the police that I would pay back the money when I got out of prison, and in my heart I was just borrowing, not stealing.

I love life, the motherland, and the people, but I am forced by life. When the police sent the donation to Xue Jiao, Xue Jiao knew that I was in prison for theft outside, Xue Jiao cried, saying that the child is so young, and there is no labor to make money, life is not easy, how should I live with my two children in the future.

The police are also very helpless, and since ancient times, they have come to help the emergency but not the poor. You have to live your own life, and you have to rely on your own hands for wealth.

There is no source of income, so she can only sit and eat empty, no way, Xuejiao sold the house, and the 100-square-meter house in Jinan was sold for more than 2 million at that time.