When the money came down partially, my mother completely changed her face and said that she wanted 2 million, saying that I have to know gratitude, it was my grandmother who brought it up, I don't know how to be grateful, it's not a beast, a beast. What I hate most in this life is the threat of others, and what I hate the most is the coercion of others, maybe I want to be free too much. My mother's unreasonable demands and moral kidnapping completely angered me! Maybe I've grown up and have a man's backbone.

I got up and wanted to leave, but my mother didn't let me, pushed the table over to block me, and in a fit of rage, I swung my fist and smashed it at the table, knocking the table over, and my hand was also scratched by the glass on the table, and blood flowed. Mom saw it in her eyes, and said with a very indifferent look: "Don't go, eat your mother's milk, you haven't given the milk money yet, you really have no conscience, brute." "Mommy, mommy. After eating for so many days, they smashed my table and lost money, animals and donkeys. I gritted my teeth, stared, and waved my bloody fists, pushing the table forward as if I was pressing all my strength and life on the table, pushing the table and the mother on the other end of the table straight back, pushing her against the wall, and I wanted to bite the table with my mouth.

I left, my heart was bleeding, let the blood on my hands flow, why was I born, why did I come to this world, is it really like God said, some people are born to be happy, some people are born to suffer, and those who suffer must taste all the sufferings of life, all the sufferings of life, and suffer before they can die. Maybe my parents gave birth to me to make me suffer, I created evil in my previous life, and I must suffer in this life, this is God's arrangement. Mom doesn't love Dad and doesn't love me, she definitely hates Dad and hates me. Why can I still be born, maybe my arrival is a tragedy, my tragedy is that I was born with a weight, a weight to be used, a weight for my mother to ask my father for money. Thinking of this, I grieve even more, and let the blood flow from my hands, and the blood will flow, and you will drain it, and it will be exhausted, so that the life of a suffering person may end. I can't die, I'm rich now, and I have a daughter, a lovely daughter, so I went to the hospital. When I was hospitalized, my father also called me and invited me to Xi'an, which I gladly accepted, saying that I would go when all the money was down.

I really want to leave this unfortunate city, run as far as possible, it is better to run to the ends of the earth, so that no one can find me, I can wander in a strange city and enjoy solitude. Now that I have money, I want to go wherever I want. But I can't worry about my daughter. What do I do with my daughter now that I'm rich? she's seven years old now, and she's still in an orphanage.

I rented a big villa, rented a luxury car, and hired a sister-in-law for another month, and I wanted to spend a month giving my daughter the most love and making her leave good memories. I came to the welfare institute and explained everything to the aunt of the welfare institute, saying that I would go to Jinan Railway Station to find my daughter in a month, and I would call her when the time came, so I took my daughter away, and my daughter was very happy, I took my daughter's hand and went home, and she also happily said that she went home.

I told my daughter that my father had made money, bought a big villa, and bought a good car, all of which were ours. Naturally, my daughter was very happy, and I also wanted to give my daughter more fatherly love, and at night I fell asleep with my daughter, told her stories, told her stories about her mother, how beautiful and great her mother was, and showed the child pictures of her mother, I think this is the happiest and most memorable childhood moment for my daughter.

When I woke up, a nanny made a delicious meal, and after eating, I took my daughter to go shopping, from 7 to 18 years old, I prepared clothes for her, from 7 to 18 years old, I prepared shoes for her, I also bought her a wedding dress, I can imagine my daughter wearing a wedding dress to get married. The two of us also went to the photo studio, my mother was gone, so I put my mother on it, this is a family photo of our family, washed out three, one for me, one for my daughter, one for my mother, and I burned it with my daughter, and I also had a family photo in my mobile phone, which was taken when Xiao Wanxi was very young, and I also washed it out. I also prepared a birthday present for her from 7 to 18 years old. For example, an 8-year-old is a schoolbag, and there is a pencil case and homework book in the bag, because the eight-year-old daughter goes to school. As an 18-year-old adult, I prepared a mobile phone and put 20,000 yuan and a 50,000 yuan bank card in the box with a password on the card. Every year on my birthday, I recorded a video of my father's blessings. At the beginning of every video, congratulations to our little cutie Li Wanxi for growing up another year, and when you see this video, Dad is no longer there. But Dad is far away and wishes you health and happiness. Daddy's 10th birthday present to you is a little bear, I wish you happiness like a little bear.

I do these whenever the child is asleep. Arrange the clothes of the child from 7 to 18 years old, mark the age at which they are worn, and write spring, summer, autumn and winter. Underwear, outerwear, socks, everything you buy. Shoes are also bought, spring, summer, autumn and winter, from 7 to 18 years old, girls don't grow after the age of 14. I also prepared a box, the box is my mother's mobile phone, there are pictures in the phone, videos, these are her good memories when she grows up, I am worried that the mobile phone will not be able to open when the time comes, and I will be admitted to the U disk, and I will be admitted to QQ. I think these are all good memories for her in the future.

In the blink of an eye, the time of a month is almost up, I put the children's clothes, shoes, and gifts, respectively, into a big box, this box will be sent to the orphanage after I leave, I have arranged, and wrote a note on the box: I am a father, an unqualified father, a father who does not know whether he is dead or alive in the future, these are the gifts I prepared for my daughter, please send them to the Jinan Welfare Institute, Li Wanxi collects. Thank you for the kindness.

The next morning I woke up very early, and my daughter got up very early, because I told her that I was going to take her to Xi'an to meet her mother today, and her mother was in another city. I didn't tell her about my mother's death, but she was very happy and used the money I gave her to buy some delicious food and put it in her suitcase. I saw chocolate, spicy bars, peanuts, potato chips, hawthorn chips, and most of all, candy. I dressed her in beautiful clothes and new shoes. I put a few clean clothes in her suitcase, and some money and put it in her beautiful red satchel in the shape of a heart, and in her satchel there was a family photo. I was afraid that my daughter would get lost before the people in the welfare home found her, so I put a note in her small satchel, which read: My daughter's name is Li Hope, she is 7 years old this year, her mother died, her father was seriously ill and ready to leave, and the well-wishers asked her to send her to the Jinan Welfare Institute.

Okay, daughter, let's go, I'm carrying a big bag with instant noodles to eat on the train, and a lot of things my daughter likes to eat. My daughter set off happily, the little shoes creaked on the ground, the flesh on her face was still trembling, the ponytail I combed for her was still warped, and we set off to say goodbye to the nanny. I walked behind my daughter and couldn't think about it, but the tears still moistened my eyes, so I secretly wiped them away, but fortunately my daughter didn't notice anything abnormal.

When I came to Jinan Railway Station, there were a lot of people. I told my daughter that the big baby was waiting here and that Dad was going to buy a ticket. I put all the things I was carrying in front of my daughter, and I put her in a circle, and she sat in the circle. I took a few steps forward and looked back to see my daughter following behind, poor little eyes, as if she were talking. Dad I was scared, I turned around, hugged my daughter, and carried her to the luggage. Baby, you are looking at things here, Dad will come when he goes, if our things are lost, how sad Mom is, go to see Mom has to be obedient. Well, dad came back early. I turned around, tears streaming down my face.

I watched from afar as my daughter sat there and waited for me to go back. I'd better leave, I want to leave my daughter with good memories, and I can't let him know too much. I didn't leave anytime soon, but kept watching from afar. Looking at my daughter's cute appearance, I really want to go back, pick her up, and live the rest of my life. But I can't, I'm a man who will lead the child astray, because of what happened to me, I have problems in personality and spirit, which will affect the growth of the child. So no matter how reluctant I am now, I have to leave, just like my mother left me, but also for my growth.

The child, not crying or making a fuss, sat there, sat for an hour, and the aunt from the welfare home came, and my mother also came, which surprised me. The aunt was talking to her daughter, but the daughter just didn't agree to leave, and the aunt from the welfare home and my mother were waiting there. Waited until noon and waited there. My daughter had to wait for me, but my mother disagreed, and picked up her daughter, and her daughter cried heartbreakingly, scratching and biting, but fortunately, an aunt from the welfare home followed. I saw all these things in my eyes and hurt in my heart.

In the afternoon I bought a train ticket to Shenzhen.