What to do in Shenzhen, I don't know, there is a direction but no purpose, and there is no more helpless moment for people than this. Maybe I always want to go to Hainan Island to see, go to the ends of the earth to see, and exile myself, now exile has a nice name called tourism, but now I am really not in the mood to travel, maybe I can find a job in Shenzhen, and settle down in Shenzhen, marry a wife and have children, and have my own happy life.

Walking on the streets of Shenzhen, feeling the miracle of mankind and the prosperity of the city, I came to the window of the century, felt the development and progress of human civilization, the wisdom of the people of the world, felt the era of history, and instantly felt my insignificance, I was just a small cell of human civilization, there was no need to care too much about myself, I was so small. For thousands of years, the movement of time, how many people, how many things have been lost in the long river of history, can withstand the test, I think only this brilliant technology and splendid culture, I think I should have a little faith, so as not to lose myself in the empty world, to support me to better go through the rest of my life.

I'm here, what am I going to do, the bustling city makes me a little lonely, the huge city does not have an inch of land that belongs to me, there is not a piece of rubble that I can own, walking on the street, walking through it without leaving a trace, if there is someone to talk to, it would be great. At this time, a woman standing on the street greeted me with a smile on her face, but I didn't pay attention and walked forward slowly. As I walked, I stopped, turned around again, and walked towards the inn. When I walked to the same place, the street girl still smiled at me, and I didn't go in. I thought to myself, why don't I go in, I'm not a good person. So I made up my mind to go in, I was nervous, what if I was cheated, what if I got sick, the older I go, the more I thought about it. I feel funny. "Six hundred at a time, choose it. The bustard spoke. I looked around, but I didn't like it, I turned around and left, and there was a woman in the back who said, don't come out to play if you don't have money, as if you are sick. The bustard came over and said that you were choosing, and I turned around and gave the bustard 100 yuan, saying that it was an errand fee. Walked out of the store.

Walking on the street, I don't know where to go? Find a hotel to stay, I found a hotel, a place close to the street girl, I was alone in the hotel, after taking a shower, lying on the bed and unable to sleep. So he got up, opened the door, and walked around the corridor, and listened to the room, and looked at the door, and saw if there was any movement in it, and there was no movement at all. I came to the front desk with a red face and asked, "Is there a young lady?" "No, we don't, we can find it for you if you need it." The front desk said. "Then one. "Okay, 1,800 yuan for one, overnight, go back and wait." I excitedly went back and waited. How many years, the indulgence of my youth, the suffering after I got married, and I haven't touched a woman since my wife died, I forgive Xuejiao for cheating, but also because as a man, I can't do it in that way, and I'm very cowardly.

When the young lady came, I looked very beautiful and liked it very much, but I really wanted to chat with her, I hadn't chatted so close to people for a long time, and in the second half of the night, the young lady was anxious, and asked me to let me sleep, it was 12 o'clock, what to talk about! I hugged Miss and looked at her charming figure, beautiful face, and a little baby fat, but I didn't fight down, and I couldn't do it. Miss is in a hurry, useless play, sleep, I tell you not to move me, wake me up with you good-looking. I lay in the bed, thinking back to the years when I was less than 20 years old, I was too indulgent to myself, being a duck, seeing the sun and my eyes were green, hey! Now even a man can't do it, I take a deep breath and sigh that the world is impermanent, the axe is in the mountains and forests for a while, and the wood is not fully used. "Talk to me. I gave her a nudge. She didn't wake up, and I pushed her a few more times to wake her up. This is worth it, she showed another face gently, angry she rode on me and beat me well, scolding while beating, useless thing, not a man, go to death, dare to provoke me. If you're messing with me, you have to take your play away, don't you hear it, what should you do when you play it, it's redundant. I nodded. It's not worth a good old lady.

I couldn't sleep, I didn't dare to move in the bed, I looked at the young lady's face, I didn't know her, I looked carefully, I still didn't know. I got up and went to the bathroom. Looking down at himself, he flicked it with his hand, like a piece of dead meat, lifeless and lifeless, looked up at the ceiling, and lowered his head to tears. At this time, he was disheartened and only hated that the world was too impermanent. It's useless, I picked up the blade and pointed it at my crotch, not daring to do it, after all, it's my own flesh. When I came out of the toilet, I saw that the young lady was naked in front of me without a quilt, but when I looked down, I was still lifeless. I'll it, don't want it. I picked up the blade and ran to the toilet and clicked it. I cried bitterly, which alarmed the young lady. What to play, what to do, what kind of player are you, this is! Oops, there is so much blood, I don't have to pinch it with my hands. If you don't pinch it, you will bleed to death. No, brother, come, sister pinched you, you can't die. The young lady pinched it for me, went back to get dressed, and saw that I was really not pinching, and let the blood flow. The young lady was dumbfounded and called the police, afraid that something else would happen and call me a ruthless person. Miss has been helping me pinch, one hand to help me dress, sister said to you, can you not wish me.

When the police came, the young lady cried and said, Comrade police don't blame me, he prostitutes and got impotence, and he clicked the cow in a hurry, so he didn't blame me. The policeman laughed, and there was a little policeman comrade who stomped his feet in the back laughing. The police asked me if that was the case, and I said yes. You can't take care of it yourself. The young lady said to the police, comrade, you can take care of it, it will be ruined if you die here, thank you to the people's police. Well, then send it to the hospital. Fortunately, it was no big deal, only the foreskin was removed, and the little nurse smiled when she saw me, turned back to others and said, I really know how to click, I don't need to have surgery, and I solved it myself.

One day, I received a phone call from Xi'an, "Hey, is it Dad?"

"Is it me, is it Xiao Wanxi?" I asked.

"Dad, it's me, I'm in Xi'an now, with my grandparents, when will you come to Xi'an?" Said on the other side of the phone. "You're in Xi'an? Grandma took you there, and Dad will go in a few days." We were talking.

"The sea!" a choked voice came from the other end of the line, and I knew it was Dad. "Come on, let's have a good family reunion. Dad said over there. Hearing my father's voice, I was a little excited, and I was also a little comforted to stay in a strange city.

"I'll be there in a few days, Dad. You are waiting for me. A joyful voice came from the other end of the line.

The next day I bought a train ticket to Xi'an.