"Li Juan, what's wrong?" Just as I was crying bitterly, Fang Zhiwen's voice came from above me.

He handed me a pack of tissues, and when I didn't answer and just cried, he gently squatted down, pulled out a tissue and gently wiped my tears.

I felt the intimacy of his action, and hurriedly raised my head, picked up the tissue, and staggered to my feet, staggering a little away.

I was a little at a loss and said to Fang Zhiwen: "Thank you." ”

At this time, I didn't expect that the scene where Fang Zhiwen helped me wipe my tears just now fell into the eyes of people with a heart, and there were a lot of waves in the future.

In the end, I didn't tell Fang Zhiwen what I was crying about, Fang Zhiwen didn't want to say anything when he saw me, and he didn't ask again, but thoughtfully asked me not to be too sad and hurt my body.

I was afraid that he would ask about Zheng Xinguang again, so I hurriedly said goodbye, wiped my tears and walked away.

After thinking about it for the past few days, I finally made up my mind, I want to go back to Uncle Zheng and ask him to take Zheng Xinguang home and back to school.

After thinking about it for a long time, I feel that the situation we are in now has buried Zheng Xinguang's future after all.

Zheng Xinguang should have lived a pampered life and studied hard to get the future he deserved, instead of being with someone like me and sacrificing his good future.

The current thing is that Zheng Xinguang took us away from the Zheng family, but Uncle Zheng is unwilling to look for it, only if I go to find him, he will take the initiative to take Zheng Xinguang back.

When I went to see Uncle Zheng, I was mentally prepared.

He looked at me with a smile like a fish on a board to be slaughtered.

"Juanzi. He called me softly, and the crisis in his tone made my nerves tingle violently.

All my courage, by this time, was gone.

When Uncle Zheng offered to let me help him, my body shook violently. It seemed that with just one step, I would fall into the abyss.

Uncle Zheng said this to me with a very casual attitude, and even said with a smile: "Juanzi, as long as you help your uncle do this, I will let Zheng Xinguang come back." ”

The last time I just used my hands, I wanted to chop off my hands, I wanted to make all the contaminated skin on my hands fall off and grow again, this time he actually wanted me to do this, I really can't imagine, I did this, how will I continue to be a human being in the future?

But Uncle Zheng was not in a hurry, he looked at me who was shaking with his hands clenched, and said slowly: "I said that I will always wait for you, Juanzi, don't worry, think about it slowly." However, I think that Xinguang is out now, and it should be about to be unbearable. ”

When I heard this, my body trembled again, and I thought of Zheng Xinguang's daily exhaustion during this time, and suddenly I came to my senses.

For Zheng Xinguang, in order to bring him back, I have to pay some price.

Still, I nodded with great difficulty.

At this time, Uncle Zheng suddenly showed a smile, and this smile was more terrifying than anything I had ever seen before.

Later, it became a frequent image in my nightmares.

By the time we were done, it was ten o'clock in the evening.

After doing that, I immediately rushed into the toilet and vomited, gargling my mouth with water frantically.

Uncle Zheng wasn't annoyed, just laughed contentedly.

Then, I didn't say a word to him and took him to the hotel where I was to pick up Zheng Xinguang.

Zheng Xinguang was already waiting anxiously outside the door at this time, and when he saw me and Uncle Zheng standing together, his face changed.

He beckoned to me and said in a deep voice, "Juanzi, come here." ”

I didn't dare to look at his expression, I just lowered my head and said, "I don't want to live a hard life with you anymore, Zheng Xinguang, let's go back together." ”

When I said this, my heart burned and trembled, and at the same time, I had a faint feeling of self-defeat, so be it.

Then came a long silence, and when I finally couldn't help but look up, I found Zheng Xinguang staring at me deadly.

His eyes were full of disbelief, and he seemed to want to see through me like this.

Uncle Zheng said at this time: "Juanzi, you go out first, I have something to say to Zheng Xinguang." ”

I did so in despair, standing in the doorway, vaguely hearing the conversation inside.

Zheng Xinguang first asked Uncle Zheng if he had told me something, and Uncle Zheng said, "Li Juan is not worthy of your treatment." ”

Zheng Xinguang retorted a few words, and Uncle Zheng said again: "You think about your future. ”

As I listened to them, my eyes were sour, and I kept shedding tears.

Thinking of what Uncle Zheng asked me to do just now, I suddenly had a feeling that I was dirty.

But it was my choice, and I had to bear it.

Just thinking like this, Uncle Zheng suddenly opened the door, walked out, and said, "Juanzi, let's go." ”

I nodded involuntarily and walked forward.

At this time, my arm was grabbed by Zheng Xinguang, and Zheng Xinguang asked me angrily, "Why?"

I didn't speak, because I really didn't know how to answer Zheng Xinguang.

And I felt that my dignity was being dismantled little by little under his questioning.

Zheng Xinguang saw that I didn't speak, and kept holding my hand tightly, I felt his annoyance, and said sneeringly: "I'm sorry." “

Zheng Xinguang was stunned when he heard my words, and then suddenly let go of his hand and left directly with heavy steps.

After returning from the small hotel, Zheng Xinguang did not talk to me again.

In fact, the two of us didn't mention breaking up, but the distance between us became as far away as it was at the beginning.

When I went back to the hospital to take care of my mother, my mother also knew about the condensation of the atmosphere between me and Zheng Xinguang, and her attitude towards me improved a little.

I saw that my heart seemed to be joyful and sad, but it was still boundless pain, and I didn't know whether it was a blessing or a curse.

Zheng Xinguang went back to school, everything was the same as before, and the rumors about him slowly subsided, Zheng Xinguang still seemed to be the same good student as before.

Chen Xi watched me depressed day by day, at first she was still hesitant and tentatively asked me what was wrong, but later saw that my mood became extremely low every time she asked, so I was a little frightened, and stopped asking, just trying to explain my emotions as much as possible.

Sometimes when I go down to take out the garbage, I will run into Zheng Xinguang.

When I saw him and Lin Keer walking together again, my heart throbbed at that time.

Although I know that he has nothing to do with Lin Keer, but now, it is Lin Keer who chats with Zheng Xinguang, and I am a stranger to Zheng Xinguang.

He communicated with everyone, Fang Zhiwen and even Chen Xi, but with me, like a stranger.