When Uncle Zheng came, I was cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks that had fallen on the ground.

"Juanzi, come out, I have something to talk to you about. He called me out, and I glanced at my mother, who was already asleep in bed, and followed Uncle Zheng out.

Facing Uncle Zheng alone, I was still a little frightened.

At this time, he still said to me gently: "It's been more than a week, it's time to reflect." ”

I didn't answer for a while, I knew that Uncle Zheng said that it had been a week since Zheng Xinguang and I left home, and it was time to realize my mistake and come back.

A lot seems to have happened this week, and nothing seems to have changed.

Seeing that I didn't answer, Uncle Zheng continued not very concerned: "Your mother has too much money to live here, I'll go home to get the medical bills, come home with me first." ”

I was afraid that if I didn't go with him, he would delay my mother's medical bills, so I had to listen to him.

I nodded in agreement, not seeing the twitch in Uncle Zheng's eyes.

When I got home, I clenched my hands tightly, my body stiffened, and I remembered the disgusting image of the last time I was alone at home with Uncle Zheng.

Uncle Zheng didn't turn on the lights, and said to me seriously: "Zheng Xinguang has always had a brain fever, and this time too." Since he was a child, he has lived a smooth life under my protection and has not suffered much. Now let him suffer and suffer, although he can persevere, but for a long time, he will definitely not be able to do well. When the time comes, I may still blame you. Do you think, he usually has such good grades, and now let him give up what he is good at to do those hard jobs, can he be willing?

"He has worked hard for so many years, and he is about to take the college entrance examination. If you can't get into a good university, do you think your future will be bright?"

I was already a little skeptical of my decision, but now listening to Uncle Zheng's persuasion, I became more and more shaken.

What he said wasn't exactly coaxing, I know part of it is also true, and that's what I've been shaking.

At this time, Uncle Zheng said again: "Your mother's medical expenses are also a lot of expenses, you may not know your young age, Uncle has been watching it for a few days, and he can't help but be a little anxious." ”

I was shocked when I heard this, knowing that he was implying that I had no future with Zheng Xinguang.

Uncle Zheng clicked to the end, and finally said to me meaningfully: "Come to me when you think about it, I will wait for you." ”

By the time I left and returned to the hotel where Zheng Xinguang and I were staying, it was already late.

Zheng Xinguang was anxiously pacing at the door at this time, and as soon as he saw me, he worriedly stepped forward and asked, "Where have you been, why did you come so late? Is something happening at the school?"

I didn't want to burden him too much, so I randomly found a reason to prevaricate: "No, it's just that I was a little late on duty today, and I accompanied Chen Xi for a while." ”

Zheng Xinguang looked at my face, believed most of it, and said: "Last time, Chen Xi was targeted by Li Kai because he left late, don't go back so late, whether it's you or her." Girls who come home too late at night can also be a little unsafe. ”

I nodded, a hint of warmth in my cold heart.

But I was still a little worried, and during the meal, I tentatively asked Zheng Xinguang: "Xinguang, have you ever thought about going back?" Do you want to go back to school?"

Zheng Xinguang stopped his chopsticks when he heard this, patted my head and said, "I didn't think about it so much, I just wanted to take you to live a good life." ”

His words, if in the past, would definitely have touched me very much. But now, as soon as my heart warms up, I have more worries, and suddenly my mood is a little heavy.

The two of them briefly talked and lay down on the bed together.

We are all in the same bed these days, and Zheng Xinguang is also a decent gentleman, just sleeping with me every night.

Some time ago, he often talked to me about each other, and sometimes I slept exceptionally well one night, only to find that Zheng Xinguang's arms had some stiff necks.

I realized that I had fallen asleep on his arm, and I lowered my head a little shyly, saying that it was not my own. Zheng Xinguang smiled nonchalantly at this time, and said to me: "This is a sweet burden." ”

At that time, I really thought we were very sweet.

But today, after learning that my mother was hospitalized and meeting Uncle Zheng, my mentality has changed a lot.

I can't stop thinking about Zheng Xinguang and our future.

We are not yet adults, and Zheng Xinguang is working so hard now, I am very worried that he will lose his good future because of me.

He was supposed to have a great life, and I didn't want to dim his future because of me.

And my mother, if she sees that Zheng Xinguang and I have been together, what if her illness does not get better for a long time?

I love my mom in my heart, and I don't want to see my mom hurt again.

And my mother's medical expenses are also very expensive, what if I continue to flee with Zheng Xinguang and Uncle Zheng is not paying my mother's medical bills?

I can't afford this kind of medical expenses.

I thought a lot in my mind, and for the first time, I shared a bed with Zheng Xinguang and had different dreams.

He didn't say much, just lay quietly.

In the middle of the night, he said softly: "Juanzi, don't think about it, I believe that our life will definitely get better." ”

I didn't say a word, pretending to be asleep, but tears slowly wet the pillow.

On the second day of the school meeting, the principal stood on the stage and said: "At present, there has been a fight between Zheng Xinguang and Li Kai in our school, and the two have been suspended from school. ”

Hearing this, the crowd below was in an uproar.

Although the whole school has spread about Zheng Xinguang these days, there are some people who have not heard of rumors, and at this time, when they heard that the principal directly confirmed this incident, everyone responded very enthusiastically.

It was the first time Zheng Xinguang had been nominated in this way, and my nose was a little sour, thinking that he had been treated this way because of me.

Chen Xi next to me saw my depressed mood and whispered to me, "Juanzi, don't be too sad. Zheng Xinguang is currently suspended from school, and he should come back......"

The more she spoke, the quieter she became, because she really didn't know how to comfort me. But my sadness was sad, and she saw it all.

At this time, I murmured to her: "Chen Xi, my heart is very chaotic, really chaotic. ”

After the conference, I told Chen Xi that I wanted to have a quiet meeting alone and leave alone.

But I was still not in a good mood, and I came to the back of the school flower bed, and I crouched there alone, where no one could see, and secretly began to cry.

At first, it was just a silent sob, but slowly it became louder.