I don't know how I survived the storm, it's probably because I lost consciousness due to the low temperature, I don't know how long it took but I felt a warmth warm my whole body, I slowly opened my eyes, and found that the storm was gone, and the sun took over the sky again, and the sun was a little dazzling at this time.

I struggled to get up and move my numb limbs, and looked at the reservoir next to me that had been filled with water, and the awning had long been blown down by the storm and disappeared, but fortunately, a large and a small reservoir had withstood the storm and not been damaged, and now it was full of clear water.

I took a few sips of water and washed my face to clear myself up, then went to see what was left in my cabin.

I was really disappointed when I walked in, there were only a few pillars and stones from the fire pit left in the hut in front of me, and I don't know where the rest was blown by the storm.

The island was devastated by the storm, and some coconut trees were blown to the point that only one trunk remained, and some were even uprooted and fell into the wood.

My watchtower could not escape the ravages of the storm, and had already collapsed to the ground along with the coconut trees, and the rain collection devices were blown to pieces.

I was depressed looking at everything around me, everything I had created disappeared overnight except for the rest of the cistern, and I was back to where I had been on the island.

It can even be said that it is not as good as the situation when I went to the island,,,,

What was in front of me was so sad that I really didn't know how much longer I could last, and what happened next made me even more desperate.

I had to grit my teeth and persevere in order to survive, and I searched around for items that had been blown away by the storm, and although there was nothing but it was better than nothing, I felt a little comforted when I found the items.

But it was at this time that I discovered something that was enough to break me.

I saw a coconut crab hit by a coconut, the crab shell was smashed, it seems that it has been dead for a long time, it must have been blown off in the storm, and it hit the coconut crab impartially, I suddenly felt that it was really ironic, a coconut crab was actually killed by a coconut.

I took a closer look at the coconut crab that was stoned to death on Sunday, and I didn't know what to do when I saw this scene.

My heart is in turmoil,,,

Facing the tragic death of Sunday, my heart is really indescribable, it is sad and crying, grief-stricken, but there are no tears in my eyes, it is indifferent, I don't care, but my heart really hurts.

It's just a coconut crab on Sunday, but in my heart it's my friend and my partner.

Sunday has been with me for two or three years, and I often talk to it nonsensically, although it doesn't understand what I'm talking about, but with Sunday's presence I no longer feel alone.

And now I was crushed to death by a fallen coconut on Sunday, which really left me speechless.

It feels like God and God are playing with me, if you want me to die, just do it, why torture me like this.

When I was drifting and dying, you made me discover that this island gave me hope, and then let my hope be shattered little by little, and when I accepted my fate and fully accepted this way of living, you made me lose everything why this is why.

Looking at the tragic death of Sunday, and the messy island, I couldn't control my emotions anymore.

It feels like everything around me is so disgusting. Everything around me was so ugly, and it all seemed to be laughing at me and teasing me, and I was at the mercy of a clown and had no power to resist.

This sudden change made me irresistible and unacceptable, and now I am like being pressed against my chest by a sandbag, and I really can't stand this suffocating feeling anymore.

I went crazy, grabbed the sand and threw it into the air, picked up a branch and waved it in the air, trying to drive away all this suffocation, but no amount of venting could calm my heart.

In the face of all this, no matter how much I resisted, it seemed powerless.

After a long time I finally calmed down and sat on the fallen coconut tree, I don't know what a person's so-called collapse looks like, I just feel like everything is meaningless now.

Life and death are the same for me, since life and death are the same, then why do I have to live with difficulty and pain, it is better to be free from this kind of torture again.

Not far in front of me there is a coconut tree that grows at a sloping distance, and in my words it is a crooked neck tree for me.

Looking at the crooked neck tree in front of me, I had only one thought in my heart, and this was where I ended everything.

I twisted a rope out of bark and rattan and pulled it with my hand to test its strength and felt no problem bearing my weight.

With the rope in hand, I looked around at the island where I had lived for five years, and felt that God had played a joke on me, and what I had experienced and endured was a farce.