CH.46 The First Appearance of the Dawn (8)
Ren Faran said that he understood Wei Wencang's mood very well, and said with emotion You think you like someone, but when you are repeatedly rejected by the other party, don't you like it?
You just give up.
Just because a person has given up his belief in a flower does not mean that he will not be sad when he sees it planted in someone else's home.
Whenever you talk about her and think of the words she saw her or even saw her send, your heart still aches faintly, and this pain goes deep into the soul and carves into the bone marrow!
In comparison, falling out of love is a fart!
The most painful feeling is that you have never had it but it seems to have been lost a thousand times, and it will give you the illusion that no one will ever love, and make you feel that you are really a fucking waste, and that you can't get what you have with a wave of your hand.
Wei Wencang is really envious of Wang Xiaotian and Man Xiaoli, how lucky two people who love each other can be together.
In fact, he did not expect that, and if someone could comfort him when he was sad, he would be satisfied.
But the funny thing is that not only did no one comfort them, but there were even people who came to mend the knife.
Yesterday, due to the excessive sadness and negative energy statements he published, a sentence appeared in the little secret in QQ space, the content of which roughly means to mock Wei Wencang for always loving and being disease-free**, and he was annoyed to death.
Wei Wencang was uncomfortable all night, and a kind of aggrieved anger was brewing in his heart.
At 1:13 a.m., a critical statement full of strong condemnation was born in space:
Since some people don't understand the situation, I think it's necessary to stand up and distinguish between what is disease-free and what is emotional expression.
There are two metaphors for the disease-free **, one refers to the fact that there is nothing worth sad but sighs with emotion there, to understand the meaning of this sentence, what does it mean that there is no worth being sad about?
Maybe he is not sad in your eyes, but he is sad in the eyes of others, and you think he is innocent**, but he is not.
If this is considered disease-free**, then what is a romance novel? What is a love song? What he writes, you don't think it's worth being sad but it's sad, it's called disease-free**?
There is an animal along the street that dies, and you feel sad for him, this is called loving, full of great love, but in the eyes of others, it is disease-free**?
A person is obsessed with the past, often washing his face with tears, in the eyes of others, this is called disease-free**?
It's ridiculous, this is called valuing love and righteousness, these are not called disease-free**, these are called emotional expressions, which are obviously things that reflect a person's excellent quality and emotions and are said to be disease-free**, which can only expose your ignorance and chill the hearts of these people at the same time.
Disease-free** is to attract the attention of others, to pretend there, to get attention.
And the expression of emotions is of course also eager to be recognized by others, but its main purpose is to express emotions, one is false, the other is true, there is an essential difference.
You feel very sad, so you write a sad poem, which is not called disease-free**, it is an emotional expression, you are not sad but wrote a sad poem, which is called disease-free**.
And anyone who is sad, as long as he feels sad, is sad, and it is not worth saying.
The so-called unworthy grief is to persuade those who are indulging in grief to say comforting words, not to let you mock these people with the word disease-free **, which is not only disrespectful to them, but also a kind of trampling!
This statement did not cause any big waves in the end, but fortunately, the person who sent the secret knew each other very well and took the initiative to delete the remark. According to Wei Wencang's inference, this person is eighty percent of the girls in the class, after all, his talk has always been designated as visible to acquaintances.
Since Wei Wencang liked Qiu Ruoya, he rarely chatted with Linyue, and Linyue herself didn't seem to be very good at chatting, Wei Wencang didn't take the initiative, she almost disappeared, which was similar to Qiu Ruoya.
Although Wei Wencang usually doesn't speak, he is very rich in thoughts, so he is particularly prone to long speeches in chat, and few people can be equal to him, but unfortunately, he is not strong enough now-I don't want to talk to anyone more, especially Qiu Ruoya.
Suddenly, the sound of WeChat message prompt came from the mobile phone.
What kind of push message is it?
In the afternoon, Wei Wencang, who was lying on the wooden bed in the dormitory in a daze, grabbed the mobile phone next to his lap and glanced at the bright screen.
Lin Yue actually sent a message on WeChat: Lao Wei, why are you so cold lately?
Wei Wencang was silent for a while, and he didn't know how to explain it for a while, saying that he was so tired of unrequited love that he didn't want to chat? No, I have to change the reason.
Immediately, he replied: No, it may be that I have been addicted to mobile games to entertain myself recently, so the need for chat has decreased, maybe I chatted with Linyue just to relieve the loneliness in my heart.
Lin Yue: Was this the same in the previous group?
Wei Wencang: Did you say that we just met that meeting? Well, at that time, I was also living in the role-playing of "Joy Every Day", as if I played that role, and I was not lonely.
Wei Wencang: Actually, the same is true for playing games, passing the time is part of it, and the biggest reason is to get a sense of satisfaction, the feeling of not being empty, and interacting with the NPCs in the game, it feels like you are cared for.
Lin Yue: I care about Lao Wei, but Lao Wei doesn't care about me now.
How could it be...... As soon as Wei Wencang typed these three words, Lin Yue sent a photo.
In the photo, there is a short and thin girl squatting on the ground, with a dark complexion, dull eyes, messy hair, and looks a little malnourished, but her face is round, like a bloated steamed bun - this appearance is nothing more than one ugly word, if you use three words to describe it, it is really ugly.
Lin Yue: Am I pretty?
Wei Wencang was dumbfounded, he couldn't believe his eyes, he remembered that Lin Yue didn't seem to be so ugly before!
Of course, shock is shock, Wei Wencang quickly calmed down, but ...... On the one hand, he actually retreated in his heart, rejecting this dignity very much, and on the other hand, he angrily scolded himself in his heart that he was not a thing, how could he have such thoughts?
Yes, he's not a person who looks at faces, as long as the girl looks passable, but this appearance is obviously below the average level!
Ahem, it's okay, Linyue should pay attention to exercise, and then strengthen nutrition, I believe you will become more beautiful in the future.
Wei Wencang struggled in his heart for a long time, after all, he didn't tell the truth, although he was honest and honest, he was not a straight man of steel, on the contrary, his emotional intelligence was still very high, but most of the words with high emotional intelligence depended on whether the object was worth it and how tired he was.
Obviously, Lin Yue's worthiness is greater than his tiredness. The main reason may be nostalgia.
He is indeed a person immersed in the past, emotions are such things, even if they have passed, he can't forget them, just like the pebbles thrown into the mire, the fluctuations on the surface of the mire have disappeared, but the pebbles still exist at the bottom, piling up more and more.
Lin Yue: Mmmm, Lao Wei, next time you are on your birthday, stay at school, I will surprise you!
Wei Wencang was stunned for a moment, shook his head with a wry smile, what a distant word, last birthday, maybe it was at home when he was in junior high school, right?
Thinking about it this way, Lin Yue does not forget his birthday on October 20 every year, and he will always send a happy birthday on time at 0 o'clock in the morning, Lin Yue's birthday is a month later than him, and Wei Wencang gives Lin Yue a happy day is generally six or seven o'clock when he gets up.
Wei Wencang suddenly remembered that he had also talked about this topic with Qiu Ruoya a few months ago.
That day, Qiu Ruoya sent a screenshot of the space, which was the talk of Zhang Fenger, a girl in her class.
Zhang Fenger is the class leader of Class 1 next door, she has good grades, lively personality, and beautiful appearance, and she is often seen speaking on stage as the host when various activities are held, and she is an excellent cadre in the minds of all teachers.
The screenshot looks like a birthday party, with a box in the background, with elaborate lanterns, dolls of different sizes, a pyramid-like ten-tier cake, colorful balloons all over the ground, and a few girls in a circle in the shape of hearts.
A boy in a suit stood next to him and looked at Zhang Feng'er sitting in the middle with a smile, she closed her eyes, wore a birthday crown, wore a princess dress, and showed a happy smile, which can be said to be radiant, and there was a sentence below: Thank you for the birthday party prepared for me by the little cuties, I am very happy today!
The moment he saw this picture, Wei Wencang's heart was sour and sad, look, this is someone else's birthday! When he thinks about his birthday, he may only be alone in a dark corner and cry, it is completely two world-level treatment.
Qiu Ruoya also seemed to be envious of such a party, saying that it was a pity that no one would hold it for herself.
Wei Wencang didn't remember how many words he coaxed at the time, which roughly meant that Ruoya didn't need to be envious, if you wanted, I could also hold such a party for you, but if you don't have experience, you may need to find someone to ask, and then talk about decorations, cakes, locations, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on.
Probably Qiu Ruoya was also moved by Wei Wencang's serious words, and said that you don't need to break the bank, I will be happy with your words.
is obviously a victim, but he insists on pretending to be strong to comfort the person who is pretending to be a victim, hehe, it's so great, what's the use of the result?
There was a tingling sensation in his heart again, Wei Wencang slapped his chest a few times, forced himself to calm down, and continued to type and ask Linyue what surprise he said? Is it too early to talk about birthdays?
Lin Yue did not reply.
Wei Wencang stared at the screen for a long time, and finally lowered his phone and closed his eyes silently.