Chapter 30 is boring

After a few days of hard work, I used palm and coconut leaves on the left and right sides of the back of the hut, anyway, they all looked the same, and used the mats they turned into to enclose the three sides of the hut, so that it could block the wind, and at night it was more comfortable, and it felt more at home and more secure.

When I made the bed, I found that the hut was a little cramped with a fire, so I added a one-meter eaves in front of the hut and made a palm mat roof, and a perfect new home was built, and I found a few stones to make a fire hall, so that I could lie on the bed while cooking seafood, and at the same time I also collected some dead branches and broken wood and stacked them in the hut, so I didn't have to worry about the problem of fire in the rain.

I was bored for days with nothing to do, and I can't remember how many days I've been on this island, and when I first came to the island, I drew a time every day to keep time, but I forgot to carve a mark these days.

I smiled self-deprecatingly, I was really a fool and messed up my life, really like people in primitive society, sunset and sunrise, there is no concept of time, but this is good not to count the days, it is also good to live a muddy nightmare, less suffering and expectation, simply not counting the date in the future, don't worry about that heart, wouldn't it be comfortable.

In fact, some things have been done these days, that is, to improve the SOS to make it more difficult to find and be seen, in fact, it is very simple to use plastic paddles to dig the handwriting on both sides to the ditch, and put some shells on the side of the ditch, so that the SOS handwriting is much clearer, and also increase the fire, hoping that passing planes and ships can find it.

Blue sky and blue sea, green trees and beaches, sitting in the hut drinking coconut water blowing the sea breeze and watching the waves, this kind of comfortable life everyone yearns for, under the pressure of heavy work and stressful life, if people have one day such a life is also a kind of enjoyment, but now I face this enviable life every day but it seems a little boring, maybe it is too lonely like such a beautiful beach should be full of handsome guys and beauties bustling is very lively, and now the huge beach is only one person and one bed, those crowded beach lively scene is just a phantom。

I don't know why I don't want to do anything, I feel like there is no point in doing anything, and I don't understand whether this negative attitude of mine is hopeless or hopeless, but my heart has no waves about anything, and nothing in this world has anything to do with me, as if this world does not exist at all.

I looked at the sea in the distance and suddenly realized why I felt so empty, it was because people in the distance thought that I had disappeared from this world, that I had gone to another world, and that the concern for me in people's hearts was no longer there or was slowly disappearing.

Time is a thing that can erase everything, especially the fact that it has happened, I have been robbed by pirates for more than two months without any news, who will believe that I am still alive, I am afraid that my parents and family will have to accept this fact, so I can't feel people's thoughts and concerns about me, for a while my heart is very confused and has lost motivation for everything, like an empty shell lying on the bed, my mind is blank in a daze.

The sun rises and sets, the tide rises and falls, everything is so regular, I suddenly understand that everything in the world has its meaning of existence, since I can survive a great disaster and drift on this small island seems to have some meaning, maybe the distant family is praying for me all the time, hoping that I can turn the danger into a safe and peaceful appearance in front of them, I can't unilaterally think that they just give up hope for me, especially my parents and wife Wang Zheng They must be looking forward to my return day and night, because they are the people who love me the most in the world, I can't just give up my family's love for me, and I still have an important promise that has not been fulfilled, that is the agreement with Zou Xinyue, although it is only a written agreement, but as a man, you must do it, not to mention that Zou Xinyue saved my life.

I took out Zou Xinyue's letter to me and read it again, I admired Zou Xinyue very much, the future is slim under that kind of slave-like life, and the concern for my parents in my heart has not been put down, so I took the risk to save me, hoping that I could convey my filial piety to my parents for her, even if it was a lie, I did not give up hope, and I made me give up my responsibility and love for my family in just a few dozen days, if people knew that I was still alive, they would laugh at me for being an incompetent person, so for the sake of my family and friends, I want to live well and not give up easily。

At first, I thought I had conquered this island, but I didn't expect that in just a few dozen days, I lost the fighting spirit and motivation to survive, but now I have figured it out, no matter whether I am rescued or not, I want to live well, I want to conquer this island, I also want to develop this island.

And now what I want to do is to make my life closer to a civilized society, to make my life more comfortable, so I first plan what my future life should start with.

This small island is very rich in resources, now you don't have to worry about food, the only lack of the island is fresh water, although you can collect dew, but I also know that dew is not 365 days a year dew, dew only in summer and autumn, temperature and humidity have an absolute key, the wind will not form dew, now there is no dew for two days, fortunately there has been a moderate rain in the past few days, I saved a few bottles of rainwater.

Now I have to make more equipment to collect rainwater and more efficient dew collectors, and with enough fresh water to live on this small island for a long time, I will use my ingenuity to use the existing resources on the island to design a set of fresh water collection equipment.