You must know that the deepest shadow in my heart is Uncle Zheng, plus Lin Keer still had my handle in his hand before, and I was suddenly said dirty by Zheng Xinguang, and I was stunned.

Zheng Xinguang...... Think I'm dirty?

Was it because of what Uncle Zheng did to me? Or was it because he had listened to rumors that I and the others were not clear?

I suddenly felt a wave of panic and powerlessness, and the hand holding Zheng Xinguang gradually let go, and tears fell.

A sad thought came to my mind, our relationship was already on the verge of breaking, and now we seemed to be getting farther away.

Zheng Xinguang's face flashed a trace of panic for a moment, and then he said: "No, I didn't mean that, I didn't want to say that......"

He seemed to sense that his words were too radical and wanted to make amends, but my heart had already been broken by him.

I sniffled and said with a crying voice: "Lin Keer likes you, Lin Keer is not dirty, you go and be with her!"

After saying that, I wiped my tears and ran away alone.

Even if we're not together, how can he say anything so excessive?

It turned out that he saw me that way, but I found that I had no reason to refute it.

Because when I think of Uncle Zheng and the photos taken by Lin Keer, even I have to admit that I am indeed dirty.

The more I thought about it, the more tears welled up in my eyes.

Seeing that I was about to run home, thinking that my mother had returned from the hospital, I hurriedly stopped and wiped the tears from my face.

Standing still, I struggled to suppress the emotions that came to my heart, and let the sound of my breathing slowly change from rapid to slow.

With a few breaths, I had buried all my sadness deep in my heart and hung up a mask of calm.

Pushing open the door, my mom was already busy.

When she saw me, her eyes froze at the gift bag in my hand for a moment, and she frowned.

"Juanzi, who gave you that gift bag in your hand?" my mother shook her head, her eyes were deep, and said, "You must not do anything to sell your conscience for money." ”

When I heard this, I remembered that I was still holding a gift bag, and my heart was extremely complicated for a while.

Even my mom thinks so, am I really that unbearable?

But I didn't want to be misunderstood by another important person, and there was nothing to hide from that, so I told the truth.

"No, this is given to me by Chen Xi's brother. He asked me to take him to the graveyard of his grandmother and Chen Xi, and then said to buy me clothes as a thank you. ”

My mom was relieved when she heard this.

Now that I think about this scene, I really think it's funny.

"Juanzi!" Uncle Zheng called out to me in the living room.

I was stunned, and when I saw my mother glancing at me, I walked over.

While watching TV, Uncle Zheng said to me casually: "You should listen to your homeroom teacher at school and be less involved in things that have nothing to do with you." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and then realized that Uncle Zheng had heard the conversation I had just had with my mother.

Because of Zhang Xueqin's relationship, he must have also known about the fight between Chen Nianmo and Fang Zhiwen, and I was watching from the side.

At this time, he was reminding me to stop me from making trouble for him.

With my mom watching, I lowered my eyelashes and answered them one by one.

Only then did Uncle Zheng show some satisfaction on his face.

When I returned to my room that night, I had no sleep and my mind was full of Zheng Xinguang.

Thinking about why he said that, thinking about the warm time with him before, thinking about whether I finally lost him.

Thinking about it, tears flowed from the corners of my eyes.

When I went to school the next day, Chen Nianmo stopped me at the school gate.

He frowned, looked at me, and asked, "Why don't you wear the clothes I bought for you?"

I was slightly stunned, and then said with an excuse: "It's too precious." ”

Actually, I'm afraid that Zheng Xinguang will misunderstand, I thought a lot about it yesterday, and I still care about Zheng Xinguang's feelings very much.

I think that since my mother has noticed the gift bag, it is impossible for Zheng Xinguang not to notice it, and if I wear the clothes that Chen Nian Mo gave me again, it will definitely make the misunderstanding worse.

Chen Nianmo disagreed, frowned and said: "If you buy it, you will wear it, what is expensive or not, the money has been spent, wouldn't it be in vain if you don't wear it?"

When I heard him say this, I pursed my lips for a moment, racking my brains to deal with him: "Besides, my mother doesn't like me to wear too expensive clothes. ”

Chen Nianmo suddenly got up, grabbed me, didn't let me go, and said, "What are you listening to your mother?"

When we were entangled, I saw Lin Keer and Zheng Xinguang walking side by side, and Lin Keer was still holding Zheng Xinguang's arm, which was completely swearing sovereignty.

I froze in place for a moment, in disbelief, and as I passed by, I heard a sentence -

"As you wish. ”

My eyes turned red and tears rolled in my eyes.

Despite my best efforts, my heart felt like I had been hit hard by a punch, and my body trembled for a moment, and I almost couldn't stand.

Chen Nianmo was a little surprised when he saw the three of us meeting.

He obviously didn't coax people, but he said as if he was coaxing me: "Hey, don't cry, you should be happy about this, as the saying goes, 'long pain is better than short pain', they are together, and you don't have to worry about this matter anymore." ”

Hearing his comforting words that were better than insolation, I immediately burst into tears, and my eyes suddenly turned red.

Chen Nianmo saw that I was really crying because of his words, and he was a little panicked for a while, and said helplessly: "No, don't really cry." What I just said is pure nonsense, don't take it to heart. ”

At this time, facing Chen Nianmo, thinking of what I saw and what I heard just now, I felt aggrieved in my heart.

No matter what he said, I didn't respond, but the tears kept falling.

At this time, the class bell rang, as if I had received a termination order, I wiped my tears and ran back to the classroom from Chen Nianmo.

As soon as I returned to the classroom, before the teacher came, I heard someone talking: "Lin Keer and Zheng Xinguang are finally together!"

"Yes, they are talented and beautiful, I have long thought that they are a good match. ”

"It's really the emperor's heart. ”

When I heard their conversation, I was overwhelmed.

Maybe it's because of the touching scene, my heart is blocked for a while, why is it that after a while, everyone is blessing Lin Keer and Zheng Xinguang......

When they saw me come in, they looked a little wrong for a moment and changed the subject.

Thinking of the scene just now, I felt a heart-rending pain for a moment.

As I wish?

When it really happened, I realized that what I was saying was nothing more than angry words.

And he listened, and caused me incalculable damage.

In fact...... I still like you.

My true wish has no chance to come true.