Chapter 164: Chen Nianmo's guilt

During recess exercise, I was called to the office by Zhang Xueqin.

She asked me, "Li Juan, are you very close to Chen Nianmo?"

At this time, her attitude was very gentle, and I was a little confused for a while, so I did not rush to respond.

Then Zhang Xueqin smiled and said: "The teacher knows the situation between you and Chen Nianmo, but Chen Nianmo doesn't know me, the teacher is afraid that he will hear some rumors and have any misunderstanding about the teacher, and I hope you can help explain." ”

When I heard this, I thought about it for a while, and vaguely guessed why Zhang Xueqin suddenly had this attitude towards me.

If there are any rumors that can make Zhang Xueqin feel uneasy, it is probably because Chen Nianmo is Chen Xi's brother.

Chen Nianmo's family is powerful and powerful, and Zhang Xueqin has been targeting her before Chen Xi's death, at this time, I am afraid that she is not a thief, and she feels panicked?

I couldn't help but have a hint of sarcasm in my eyes, and I whispered, "I'm sorry teacher, I'm not familiar with Chen Nian." ”

Let's not say that what I said is the truth, even if I am really familiar with Chen Nianmo, I will definitely not help Zhang Xueqin speak.

People are doing it, the sky is watching, and she should also bear the corresponding responsibility for Chen Xi's death.

When Zhang Xueqin saw my refusal, she suddenly had a little more anger in her eyes.

But she pressed it down again, and persuaded with a smile: "Li Juan, I know that you may have some emotions towards the teacher, and the teacher thinks that it is all a misunderstanding. Just like Chen Nianmo may have any misunderstanding about the teacher, when you contact Chen Nianmo, you can help the teacher explain more. ”

I couldn't help but sneer in my heart, but I still stuck to what I had just said.

Zhang Xueqin kept persuading me with a smile on her face, and she didn't let me leave until someone came from the office.

In the days that followed, Zhang Xueqin kept speaking to me gently, and sometimes even didn't dig into me when I was late for class.

For example, once, I secretly went to a class to see Zheng Xinguang.

At that time, it was close to class, and all the students in the class were already sitting in the classroom.

I quietly looked at Zheng Xinguang through the windowpane and found that he was just sleeping with his head buried on his arms, as if he was very sleepy.

looked at him silently like this, and a few more thoughts came out of his heart.

Did Zheng Xinguang not sleep well last night?

It wasn't until the bell rang that I reluctantly withdrew my gaze and went back to my classroom.

As soon as I entered the door, I found that Zhang Xueqin was already standing in the classroom.

When she saw me just entering the classroom, she was stunned, but instead of reprimanding me like before, she said to me gently: "Li Juan, class is over, come in." ”

I was a little stunned for a while, and returned to my seat in a daze, only to realize that I was a bit like a fox, a fox and a tiger, borrowing the momentum of Chen Nianmo.

One day at noon, I was about to go to the school cafeteria to eat, but Chen Nianmo suddenly appeared on a small motorcycle and forcibly pulled me away.

Like last time, he couldn't refuse to put me on my motorbike and took me straight out of the school gate and to a restaurant.

At this time, I felt a little angry in my heart, and felt that Chen Nianmo's arbitrary and reckless behavior was really inexplicable, and I said: "Send me back, skipping school will be demerited." ”

When Chen Nianmo heard this, he said indifferently: "Wouldn't it be good if you put all the fault on me when the time comes?"

When I heard this, I shook my head and turned around to leave.

At this time, Chen Nianmo suddenly said: "Today is my birthday, but I can't find anyone to spend my birthday with, it's very pitiful." ”

When I heard this, I couldn't help but feel a little soft-hearted, and just felt that he agreed pitifully, but Chen Nianmo's face changed suddenly.

He looked at me, wrinkled his face, and exclaimed, "Do you really think I'm pitiful?"

I was so angry and funny, and replied: "What, I've been tied up here by you, what can I do if I don't accompany you for your birthday?"

"You should have said yes from the beginning!"

I gave him a blank look, and then I replied, saying that there was a fuss.

When eating, Chen Nianmo kept holding me dishes.

The first time he did this, I frowned as I held my chopsticks in my mouth.

But then I saw him bring me a few dishes, and I immediately saw some doorways.

celery, potatoes, tomatoes...... These dishes are produced in different ways to produce delicious dishes, and these are all dishes that Chen Xi likes to eat.

At this time, I found that Chen Nianmo had also restrained his ruffianism, he lowered his head and picked up the dishes, and said in a muffled voice: "I have never taken care of Chen Xi, I will take care of you as Chen Xi today, don't you mind." ”

When I heard this, I was deeply moved.

Chen Nianmo's birthday wish turned out to be to take care of Chen Xi once.

Since then, all the antipathy in my heart for Chen Nianmo has disappeared.

"It's okay, I don't mind. I whispered, picking up for the first time the dish that had been given to me by the old man.

Chen Nianmo saw that I accepted his behavior, as if it was greatly unexpected by him, and his hand holding the chopsticks stopped suddenly.

After a while, the smile on his face bloomed little by little.

I coughed a little uncomfortably and said, "Eat." ”

"Good. Chen Nianmo picked up the dish again, and then he seemed to open the conversation box and said to me, "Thank you." In fact, since I knew about Chen Xi, I felt very guilty about her. ”

"When I first learned about Chen Xi's existence, I blamed my parents, and at the same time I hated myself, how could I believe their words so easily, and I didn't contact my sister for so many years. ”

When I heard this, I asked, "Then why didn't you come to Chen Xi at that time?"

Chen Nianmo smiled bitterly and said, "My parents tried their best to stop me from coming over at first, and they ...... Alas, they acted as if they didn't have Chen Xi's daughter, and they didn't tell me where Chen Xi was. ”

I couldn't help but sigh, I learned about the indifference of the Chen family's parents again.

"And then?"

"Later, I overheard their conversation and knew that Chen Xi was in this small county, so I came to find Chen Xi on the grounds that I wanted to go to high school here, but I didn't expect ......."

Hearing this, I couldn't help but feel a pang of sadness in my heart.

It's really a mistake, Chen Xi didn't see his brother before he died, and when Chen Nianmo finally had the opportunity to come to his sister, he got the news of her death.

Chen Nianmo also sighed slightly and said, "Later, I learned that she was ...... because of school violence I was overwhelmed by anger and guilt. I often wonder if this kind of thing would not have happened if I had known about Chen Xi's existence earlier and come over earlier. ”

I saw that Chen Nianmo's expression darkened suddenly, and said with relief: "Sometimes in the deep floating world, I can't help myself. If Chen Xi knew that your brother cared about her so much, she would be very happy. ”

When Chen Nianmo heard this, his body trembled violently, and then he slowly exhaled a breath of turbidity, as if the guilt in his heart had been released.