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In fact, the fake person's wife has a meaningful connection with a century-old family, a century-old family. And in those years, Shi Jiamei was also shrinking his own power, they didn't want their cultivated fonts or their own family members to inexplicably become pawns under a certain prince, and then inexplicably lost in the surprise of their officialdom, so in those years, the official positions of the families generally existed in the middle and lower classes, and it was these middle and lower class official positions that were firmly controlled in the hands of these families, so that it was even more difficult for those students with citizens to obtain official positions, after all, in the eyes of the family, they were really not talents, compared to these cultivating these peopleIt is more advantageous to arrange for your family to support your strength in these positions.

Knowing that those famous families don't look down on their students who are admitted to them, they don't like their character at all, or they don't believe that they will be loyal to their family at all, of course, even if they want to offer their emotions and loyalty, there is no way out. Or maybe he did knock on the door, but the people didn't open it, and they didn't even look at him, so that Master Jia also knew that he was not even a dusty person in front of the family, and he didn't look down on people like them at all.

This road can't be walked, Mr. Huang can't go in the city, it can be said that there is no way to go in this court, this golden door in the officialdom is firmly closed in front of him, even if he has broken through three levels and five generals finally fight, the old man came to this door before, but he touched a nose of ash, there is no way to take the last step and enter the golden world.

Such a result can be said to be an absolute fatal blow to those of them who study civics, and there are quite a few of them. can't bear such a blow, can only return to their hometown in discouragement, this life is estimated to be like this, and the enlarged people and a very small number of unwilling people have stayed, and then secretly witnessed the miserable situation that the companions who stayed behind may fall into, Lord Jia was more careful to choose his own way out, after three days and three nights of retreat in the study, the family finally thought that there was still a way to go, since those families looked down on them so family, those small families who originally looked down on them, can they look down a little bit to be able to look at them, and worked hard to get a citizen of the students？

Although there is no way to compare those jewelers with those ambassadors, they have more or less a relationship with those masters, otherwise they would not be able to survive in this world, and they really can't have enough clansmen like Dashi Garner, and have a talent reserve that doesn't have to worry at all.

But at the same time, the resources in the officialdom that the Xiaoshi family can control are also very limited, which is like equal proportional scaling, in fact, the door of those small things is not like the door of those big things, although it is not unattainable, the climb is also strong, and it will not be easy to open the door.

After touching the wall a few times, the expression person is really a little frustrated, he really didn't expect that he couldn't climb the big world, even this kind of small family he couldn't climb, so Lord Jia once doubted life, he didn't know what the meaning of working hard for so long, was it just to be able to take the test for a false name, to prove a false fame, to prove a false fame, with this fame more than ten years ago, it should not be said that he could be a direct official a few years ago, but now, after having a citizen, he can only be a cold bench, and he can't mix up an official and a half-job。

Or a certain time this fake, of course, I was really depressed, I had no way to go to the temple outside the city to incense, of course, the depressed family adults did not want to go to those ordinary people The lively scene made himself more upset, he walked directly to the back mountain of the temple, and quietly looked at the scenery in front of him in a quiet place in a bamboo forest, so he looked at the quiet scenery in front of him, but in fact, the Fan Fan in his heart has not decreased at all, and he is still thinking about his way out, where is it.

That is, when the people are full of thoughts, and no one can solve the sorrows, but there is a faint expression of life, people originally wanted to avoid these lives, and now he feels that he is simply a loser in life, he doesn't know where his way out is, he feels that his efforts are in vain, so what he hates most now is to see other people, he always feels that people see their eyes are with that kind of strange gaze, looking at themselves like the kind of eyes that there are losers, that kind of gaze he really can't stand, so when he heard someone's voice, he instinctively wanted to bypass the woods to dodge, and his heart was even more depressed, I hid in such a remote place, and I would still run into people, it was too much.

The family was even more uncomfortable, when he was at home, his father and mother treated him in two people sighing, from his sad face, as if his son was not to win glory for them, not to give them glory to their ancestors, but to find them a big trouble.

This can't blame Lord Jia's parents, after all, in their opinion, their son is so diligent and so genius, and he has fought for them a way to change their social background, so that they can really get rid of the lowly and lowly elements of businessmen, but their son has no way to get an official position because of what he is doing in front of them, which makes them have a feeling of lifelong regret.

In fact, when they learned that Master Jia had passed the exam, his father and mother felt that it was okay for them to die in history at that time, they were overjoyed, they felt that they had simply cultivated a genius, they were worthy of their ancestors, and now they were allowed to go underground to see their parents and ancestors, and they could all answer with their heads held high, they were worthy of everyone.

But gradually, as the happy mood slowly declined, the couple felt that their son was so good, but he couldn't show his might in the officialdom and give full play to his talents, which was simply too depressing. This is like the future of the future, the future believers at the foot of the mountain to worship the Buddha, from the bottom of the mountain step by step to climb up, until the door of the Great Bear Treasure Hall, but in the last step to stop the footsteps can not go further, that feeling is simply aggrieved to death.