At noon, it snowed outside, and the white expanse made the world look exceptionally clean.

But is that really the case?

As I listened to the discussions, my blood seemed to be frozen, and a biting chill hit my bone marrow, and I shivered with cold for a moment.

Jump...... Rooftop......

Almost instantly, I remembered the chubby figure, which froze in place.

At this time, Zheng Xinguang rushed out, heard the discussion, held my hand tightly, and said, "It must not be hers." ”

I can't remember how I walked the way from the restaurant to the rooftop, but I remember that the snow was extremely heavy, and Chen Xi's blood was particularly dazzling in the snow, but what did she do wrong?

There was silence in my mind, as if everything around me had been silenced.

My hands trembled so badly that I sat down in the snow with my ears covered, and I felt cold to the bone.

Zheng Xinguang called me next to me, and it took a while for his voice to come into my mind.

I looked at him with wide eyes, only to find that his face was blurred, and it turned out that tears had blurred my vision.

Why, what did Chen Xi do wrong to end up like this?

Zheng Xinguang looked at me stunned, didn't say anything, took me in his arms, and gently put his hand on my head.

If he had done this in the past, my heart would have throbbed, and at this time, I only felt like I had found an outlet, and I hugged Zheng Xinguang and cried bitterly.

Heartbreaking, but irreparable.

There were dead people in the school, and the area was quickly cordoned off.

As a tablemate and friend of the deceased, I was brought over by the police for questioning, including Zhang Xueqin and classmates who had contact with Chen Xi.

At this time, I was already in a state of emptiness and numbness, answering their questions, listening to the noise and discussion of the classmates next to me, and my heart seemed to be empty.

Zhang Xueqin said: "Chen Xi is a good student, and I didn't expect her to do this kind of thing. ”

The classmate said: "Chen Xi is very good, but she is usually a little withdrawn and has few friends. ”

My voice trembled, and I answered the question to the end, just repeating it constantly: "Chen Xi, she is my friend, best friend......"

Xu saw that my spirit was broken, and a trace of unbearability flashed on the face of the policeman who questioned me.

After a while, the police asked me to help clean up Chen Xi's belongings.

When I heard this request, my heart trembled and I hid my face from tears.

The word "relic" once again pierced my heart deeply.

With unbearable sadness, I carefully sorted out Chen Xi's things.

On the way to clean up, I saw Chen Xi's diary.

It was a large, thick, old notebook with all her wishes written down in an extraordinarily neat font.

"I hope that my friendship with Juanzi will last a long time. ”

"I hope to see my parents and brother. ”

"I hope Grandma will be happy in heaven. ”

......

As I looked at this, I couldn't help but cry again.

In the noisy class, it was exceptionally quiet that day, and even Chen Yueru didn't say anything.

I passed her by and asked softly, "Are you satisfied?"

A week after Chen Xi's death, the school was full of topics about her, and those who had hurt Chen Xi did not feel guilty, but blamed Chen Xi for being fragile and ended his life by jumping off the building.

"I still chose to commit suicide in school, do you feel that you are not famous enough, and you want to be famous when you die?"

Their tone was mocking, without any respect for the deceased, and they even used a mocking tone to treat Chen Xi's death as a joke.

"It's all because of you, if you hadn't scolded Chen Xi like this every day, would she have committed suicide?!"

"What's wrong with Chen Xi? Aren't they all famous for your scolding?! Why should she bear the accusations of you ruthless people!"

When I heard these words, I felt like a pinprick in my heart, and I couldn't help but rush forward and ask them loudly.

Tears couldn't stop falling at this time.

"How can you accuse people at will, it's obviously because of her own poor psychological tolerance. Someone was startled by me, and his voice was a little quieter, but he still couldn't help but mumble something in a low voice.

When I heard this, my eyes immediately turned red, and I took a few steps forward, causing the person to retreat in fright.

I stared at the man and scolded, "Why are you so cold-blooded! It's all because of you that Chen Xi was killed!"

At this time, my voice was very high-pitched, my hands were waving violently, and tears could not help but burst out of my eyes.

The people were really frightened by my crazy behavior, scolded me for "insaneness", and hurried away from me.

After that, whenever I met someone who spoke ill of Chen Xi, I would always rush forward and reprimand them angrily.

At this point, there was no one left to hold me to calm my anger, so I was like a fried lion, scolding everywhere.

Later, many people looked at me strangely, no one wanted to talk to me closely, and they all took a long detour when they met me.

But those voices are still there.

They talked about the death of Chen Xi, my best friend, near and far, without a hint of pity, just mockery and ridicule.

These voices made me feel terrible, as if Chen Xi's death was just a farce. I cried and screamed for them to shut up, calling them executioners, and at one point I was close to breaking down.

But those people's eyes are always cold.

The school leaders learned about my recent performance at school and called me to the principal.

They said to me: "Li Juan, people can't be resurrected after death, and mourning is smooth." Don't mention Chen Xi in school in the future. ”

Looking at this group of people who are teachers, the formulaic smiles on their faces are so indifferent to life and death.

I was a little incredulous, and asked tremblingly, "Then Chen Xibai is dead?"

The school leader was stunned for a moment, and then said in an official tone: "We are very saddened by the death of classmate Chen Xi, but the deceased is gone, Li Juan, you have to regulate your emotions and don't lose control of your emotions anymore." ”

When I heard this, I was very difficult to accept for a moment.

It was those people who were playing with Chen Xi's rights and wrongs, it was those people who forced Chen Xi to his death, and it was those people who still slandered Chen Xi after death......

But now, they told me that I was the one who was wrong?

I opened my mouth to say something, but suddenly I was silenced by a sentence from the school leader.

"I'll call your mom and ask her to take you home," he said. ”

When I heard this, I suddenly lost the strength to continue arguing.

In their eyes, all of this is a child's vexatious trouble, and only by letting adults come over can this matter be calmed down.

I stood in silence at the principal, my eyes losing their light.

When my mom came to pick me up, she listened to the principal's office talk about my recent behavior at school and didn't say anything, just sighed.