On the way home, I was quiet all the time.

My mother looked at me like this, sighed and said, "Cry if you want to." ”

She knew that Chen Xi's jumping off the building had a profound impact on me.

When I heard this, my heart was sour, and I asked with dry eyes: "Chen Xi is dead, why is none of them uncomfortable?"

My mom was stunned when she heard this, and then patted me on the shoulder.

She whispered: "The world has always been like this, everyone only cares about the people who are related to them, and it is difficult to have any sympathy for other people. ”

"Xiaoxi's matter, my mother also feels very sad. But it has happened, Juanzi, don't be too sad, Xiaoxi definitely doesn't want you to be like this. ”

"Alas, although the man is gone, life has to go on. ”

……

My mom said a lot, but I didn't listen to it at all.

I remember that there was a lot of trouble in this incident, and even after that, there was news on TV: I hope that parents will pay attention to the psychology of their children.

No matter how others are out of the way, and I, as Chen Xi's best friend, watching her suffer all this but unable to do anything, self-blame is like a knife, deeply inserted into my heart.

I told my mother, "If I had found out about Chen Xi's strange appearance earlier, maybe Chen Xi wouldn't have died." ”

My mom listened to me and shook her head, I understood the deep meaning in her eyes—

But there are no ifs in this world.

In the following time, Chen Xi's death seemed to be an insignificant matter, her parents just sent a sum of money to Aunt Du, and the school also attributed her death to the pressure of studying too much, and did not investigate it deeply.

When I learned about these things, I was very angry and felt sorry for Chen Xi.

Grandma is gone, and there is no one in this world who cares about Chen Xi as much as I do.

Chen Xi's funeral, because her parents did not come, was presided over by my mother.

At the funeral, looking at Chen Xi's gloomy portrait, I cried bitterly.

I hugged Chen Xi's ashes, crying while walking, and my mother accompanied me, supporting me who almost lost the strength to walk.

Yesterday it was her black-haired person who sent the white-haired person, and today it will be my black-haired person to send the black-haired person.

I cried so loudly that I wanted to express all the sadness in my heart.

When I went to present flowers to Chen Xi, I sat down on the ground and cried uncontrollably.

The people around him came and went, offering white flowers to Chen Xi.

I didn't care about it at all, I just cried and hugged Chen Xi's coffin more tightly.

It seems that this is my last contact with Chen Xi.

Finally, someone tapped me on the shoulder.

I looked with tears in my eyes and saw that it was Zheng Xinguang, who was looking at me with a worried expression.

It was then that I realized that the funeral was over.

This was Chen Xi's last goodbye.

I kept her spirit for a few days, and when Chen Xi was buried, it seemed that everything was over.

The courtyard of Chen Xi's house was sealed forever.

In a trance, I seemed to see my grandmother and Chen Xi. They were dressed in white and were smiling and waving at me.

I stood there and burst into tears.

In the days that followed, I was unusually silent.

I don't have any friends around me anymore, and I don't care too much about other people's affairs.

Gradually, I became more reticent, and sometimes I didn't say much at the end of the day, except for answering questions.

Zheng Xinguang was very distressed when he saw me like this, and said a lot of enlightening words.

He accompanied me to school, dinner, and home, and always picked something easy to tell me.

Because of his company, the sadness in my heart was slightly relieved.

It's just that my heart is still full of sorrow.

No one cares what kind of unfair treatment Chen Xi has experienced, and my voice alone seems too small, and the matter is over.

People always seem to be overly forgetful, but in just one week, everyone has forgotten about it.

Except for me, I am ruthless in my heart, and I will definitely not let the person who hurt Chen Xi look good.

I realized that the reason why Chen Xi had such a thing happened was that Chen Yueru was the initiator.

Seeing her still joking with people so wantonly every day, and Chen Xi has been sleeping in the ground forever, the hatred in my heart continues to deepen.

I clenched my hands and slowly came up with a plan.

"Li Juan, don't be too sad. "One day, when the squad leader came to collect the class fee, he saw me looking at Chen Xi's seat in a daze, so he comforted me.

When I heard this, I came back to my senses, and subconsciously muttered: "Why is Chen Xi dead, and some people can still live so indifferently." ”

When Han Xinrou heard this, she immediately understood that I was referring to Chen Yueru, she sighed, and said as if unintentionally: "Yes, some people are even more unscrupulous now, and they are even in arrears and do not pay." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and realized that Chen Yueru was in arrears again, and I couldn't help but be surprised: "Is it the reason why her family eats subsistence allowance?"

"Huh?" I said this obviously much beyond Han Xinrou's expectations, and she opened her mouth wide.

I realized what I said, shook my head with a smile, and said, "Squad leader, how much do you have to pay for the class?"

When Han Xinrou finished collecting the class fee and left, I looked at her back and lowered my head and sneered.

Han Xinrou has always been at odds with Chen Yueru, and this trick uses a knife to kill people, hoping to have a good effect.

Sure enough, things quickly fermented.

The news about Chen Yueru's subsistence allowance spread far and wide.

Chen Yueru already had a bad reputation, and there were many people who offended at school, and the wall fell down and everyone pushed it, but this time she was replaced by someone who was violent on campus.

I am only treating others the way they would be.

If you are an ordinary person, you can't make a splash when you eat a subsistence.

The most important thing is that Chen Yueru is usually arrogant, and she treats classmates from poor families with insults, but she pretends to be a rich second generation on weekdays.

Now that her old bottom has been picked up, it naturally makes many people feel disgusted by her coy behavior.

This time, regardless of whether she is rich or poor, many people's spearheads are pointed at her.

For a while, wherever Chen Yueru went, there were whispers everywhere.

I listened to what those people were talking about her, and my lips curled slightly, you can finally taste the evil consequences you brought to Chen Xi.

It's just that my heart is not much brighter because of this, and the things I have done will eventually be remedied and it will be too late.

Chen Yueru has become a street rat, and her state is getting worse day by day.

When she got the news out of nowhere, and suspected that I had come out of nowhere, she came to the door.

"Li Juan, are you talking bad about me behind my back?!" Chen Yue was like a dance of teeth and claws, and she still treated me with the same domineering attitude as before.

I sneered, but I wasn't the same person I used to be.

"Are you taking revenge on me for her?" Chen Xi saw that I didn't answer, and his eyes were red with anger.

Seeing that she was going to do something with me, I looked at her coldly, slapped her in the face, and said hatefully: "People like you deserve to die even more!"