1153: You go and talk
"So I think you should just take care of your children, and don't take care of the things that shouldn't be taken care of, it's thankless. ”
An Yao said, "Ke Lele is a child after all, and he is innocent." ”
"He's innocent, but that's his life. Brother-in-law, don't blame me for speaking badly, people are always responsible for their own affairs. Lin Jingzhi used that method to trick you into giving birth to Lele back then, she should have thought of today's situation. ”
"As for her, she became a monk in her life, and she owed my sister a little bit of repayment, but now it's her son's turn to pay it back. This is all they take for granted, and I don't think there is anything innocent or innocent. ”
An Lu was a little emotional, and Pang Fei didn't care about her, just listened to her quietly.
An Yao's heart was a little messy, and she didn't take it too seriously, An Lu said for a while, Qi Feng came back, and sent her back.
The villa was quiet all of a sudden, and An Yao couldn't help but think wildly in her heart.
Lin Jingzhi, the woman who is very important in her life, she has never even met her in person until now, and she doesn't know what she looks like.
An Yao was very curious, what kind of woman could make Pang Fei desperate to move his heart in the first place?
"I want to see Lin Jingzhi. An Yao said.
Pang Fei knew that even if she wasn't allowed to watch it now, she would still change her way to watch it in the future.
After all, this matter cannot be avoided.
He didn't have a photo of Lin Jingzhi, but he had it on his original computer.
The computer has been idle and useless, and the things related to the past in the computer have been kept and not deleted.
But Rao is like this, and there are not many photos of Lin Jingzhi, one was taken when she was with Pang Fei, and the other was taken with An Yao when she was in Chang'an Restaurant.
In the photo, the woman who does not apply powder but already looks like a fairy, her long black hair pours down like a waterfall.
She is so quiet, so elegant, so fresh and refined, giving people a feeling of not eating the fireworks of the world.
Standing with An Yao, they are two completely different styles, one is intellectual and elegant, and the other is indifferent and quiet!
Even for a moment, An Yao's heart was filled with a sour vinegar.
She scrolled the mouse and the photo flipped to the next one.
This one was taken by Lin Jingzhi and Pang Fei when they were together.
Lin Jingzhi snuggled in Pang Fei's arms, such a little bird, An Yao actually felt in a trance that the two of them stood together, and they were such a match.
If he hadn't insisted on blocking it at the beginning, then now, the person living with Pang Fei would not be An Yao, but Lin Jingzhi.
Presumably, if the two of them are together, they will definitely be very happy.
Lele doesn't have to suffer like he does now.
"Am I wrong?" An Yao muttered to herself.
Pang Fei hugged her tightly in his arms, shook his head and said, "No, you're right, if it weren't for you, there would be no us now, and my life wouldn't be what it is now." ”
"But aren't you the same with Lin Jingzhi?"
"It's not the same. Pang Fei replied affirmatively, his thoughts fluttering, and he returned to the time a few years ago, "An Yao, I admit that I did love Lin Jingzhi, but that kind of love is not the love that I want to protect with her for a lifetime, but a feeling of tranquility and steadfastness in her." I'm attached to this feeling, but I also know that it's all based on my unstable relationship with you. ”
"To be precise, she and I are more like confidants, two people who can understand each other and have the same heart. But you and I are the ones who really want to live a lifetime. I am willing to change everything for you, and I am willing to create the Pang King of the Three Tiger Hunting Provinces in order to protect the safety of you and your children. These are all things that I couldn't achieve when I was with Lin Jingzhi. ”
"I said, do you understand?"
An Yao looked at him as if she didn't understand, shook her head, and nodded again.
"It seems to understand, and it seems to not understand. ”
Pang Fei kissed her lightly on the forehead and said, "You may not understand it now, but I believe that you must understand it before." Whether you can understand it or not, now that I'm with you, I just want to live a good life with you and take good care of our children. ”
"I've never thought about the past, and I've never imagined what my life would be like now if things were different. An Yao, I love you, it is a kind of love that I love more than myself, I am willing to give my life for you, even others. ”
"This life, the next life, the next life, we all have to be together. I don't want anyone but you!"
This affectionate confession made An Yao's eyes wet.
She may not be able to understand the kind of love that Pang Fei said for Lin Jingzhi like a confidant, but she deeply understood Pang Fei's words that he said that he would live with him for the rest of his life, the next life, and the next life......
She cried, laughed again, cried again, laughed again.
Emotions are very complicated, but in the final analysis, these complex emotions are all built on happiness.
Tears unconsciously rolled down her cheeks one after another, An Yao hugged Pang Fei's waist tightly, only to feel that lying in this strong chest, her heart was very steady.
But she still couldn't help but wave her pink fist and beat Pang Fei the chest, "You said that you were so annoying before, you were so stubborn, and you had to do everything against me." If you had been so nice to me before, you wouldn't have so many things now. ”
"Yes, yes, yes, it's my fault, I was wrong. Pang Fei said.
An Yao smiled again, "However, if it weren't for the things you did before, I'm afraid I wouldn't be so reluctant to you." So, I don't blame you for being good, I shouldn't be. This may be our fate!"
"It's just that we really shouldn't let our children bear the sins they made. Lele is mature or immature, in the final analysis, he is still just a child, his emotions are difficult to control, and it is inevitable that he will say some radical things, which I can understand. ”
"I'm afraid now that he's going to do something bad, that kid is too weird and too inscrutable. Pang Fei, I think An Lu is right in saying something, you should talk to Lele more and talk to him more. ”
"After all, you are Lele's father, and you are both men, it will be easier for the two of you to chat. ”
Pang Fei nodded and said, "I see." ”
The night slowly became deeper unconsciously, and the two people in the villa gradually became tired.
Pang Fei coaxed An Yao to fall asleep before he fell asleep, but he couldn't sleep after lying on the bed for a long time.
He was thinking about Lin Jingzhi's affairs, thinking about why she was so good and had an accident?
Lin Jingzhi's side, isn't there a Xia Shu to accompany her, why did she have an accident, Xia Shu?
In any case, Lin Jingzhi is a woman who has followed him, a person who has moved his heart, and a person who has comforted him when he was most helpless and sad.
If you don't care about her life or death at all, it's false.
On the second day, Pang Fei followed An Yao's instructions and asked him to have a good talk with Lele.
Pang Fei obeyed the order, and after sending the girl, he went to the school to see Lele.
Listening to Qifeng, after Lele was found last night, he kept himself locked in his room, not eating, drinking, or talking, and no one called to open the door.
Two Niutou Mountain guards are here to prevent Lele from running away from home again.
Pang Fei tried to push it, but the door was still closed tightly, and with a little force, the door was shaken and crumbling.
In the bedroom, Lele was lying on the bed under the quilt, Xiao Lingzi was sitting on the side, the smoke ring was very dark, it seemed that he hadn't slept all night last night.
Although this girl doesn't like to talk much, she actually knows everything in her heart, plus she was brought back by Lele, and she grew up with Lele since she was a child, she is very sticky to Lele, and she is also very thinking about Lele.
Seeing that Lele was in a bad mood, she naturally had trouble sleeping.
Pang Fei sat down in front of the bed, reached out to pull the quilt, and soon felt the pulling sensation coming from inside the quilt.
Lele was awake, but he just didn't want to see Pang Fei or talk to Pang Fei.
"Whether you admit it or not, you are my son, and you have my blood in your body. Pang Fei stopped pulling the quilt, but just sighed.
Lele did not react.
Pang Fei didn't look at him either, and continued, "I remember when you were a child, you said that no matter who your biological mother is, you recognize it, An Yao is your biological mother, since you were born, it was An Yao who single-handedly pulled you up, although she didn't give birth to you, but she gave you a second life." ”
"Are you really so willing to lose your An Yao Mama?"
Lele still didn't speak, but Pang Fei saw the quilt covering him moving.
Lele, crying!
Pang Fei may not be able to understand why Lele is crying, nor can he understand his current mood, but he knows that Lele's heart must be more uncomfortable and entangled than anyone else.
One is the biological mother who gave birth to her, and the other is the mother who gave him the grace of nurturing, the palms and backs of his hands are full of meat, and he is the biggest victim of whoever he hates.
He shouldn't have to bear all this!
Pang Fei stretched out his hand and gently pulled away the quilt that Lele covered his face, only to see him whimpering, tears flowing down his cheeks unscrupulously, and his eyes were red and terrible.
I'm afraid he didn't sleep all night last night.
Pang Fei was heartbroken and gently wiped away the tears on Lele's cheeks.
This mature stinky boy who sometimes makes people a little helpless, strong at the same time, is actually very fragile and sensitive.
He grew up in a prejudiced environment, which was very unfair to him.