1154: There is each other in the heart
Facing the hot and cold state of life prematurely, and facing everything that should not be faced at his age prematurely, made his mind sensitive, suspicious, and at the same time, very fragile.
Lele can always catch other people's emotions and eyes at the first time, and can always be careful not to do things that offend others, his arrogance and arrogance are all based on his fear.
Only by making yourself fearless can you be invincible.
He is Pang Fei's child, how can Pang Fei not feel sorry for him?
"Cry, cry out, and you will feel better. Pang Fei put his hand on his shoulder and patted it lightly.
Lele swallowed for a while, but stopped crying.
He is like this, he can tolerate grievances, sadness, and a lot of emotions.
He is much stronger than children of the same age.
He's a man, and he doesn't shed tears easily.
"Don't cry, can you sit up and have a good chat between father and son?" Pang Fei asked softly.
"Don't talk. Lele said very stubbornly.
Pang Fei couldn't cry or laugh, "But you are like this, and the matter can't be solved, what's the point? You have a pimple in your heart and a grudge against me, I am chatting with you now, you can ask if you have any questions, isn't solving the problem the most important thing at the moment?"
"What can you say, you just say that I am not sensible, I shouldn't be like that or anything. I'm in a bad mood right now and I don't want to hear those things from you. Lele said very stubbornly.
Pang Fei was amused by him, "But these words you don't like to hear, but you have to face." Facts are facts, and whether you want to accept them or not, it's a fact. I can promise you not to tell you things you don't like to hear, so can you promise me to give me a chance to talk to you?"
Lele was silent, and the donkey's temper came up again.
Pang Fei dragged his arm and pulled him up, the stinky boy didn't sleep all night, his eyes were very red, and the dark circles under his eyes were also very heavy.
Pang Fei stretched out his hand and gently stroked his head, and the mood at this moment was like when he loved him.
Lele is eight years old this year, he is already a young man, boys are naughty and mischievous, not as cute as girls, they will be coquettish and cute, as long as they cry and make trouble, they will always make people uncontrollably love.
Pang Feiyou remembered that when Lele was born, the stinky boy would make a fuss at the age of half a year, and at that time, it was also very cute.
Later, when he grew up slowly, he often thought about protecting An Yao and protecting Pang Jinchuan, using his immature voice to say things that did not match his age.
While showing the little manhood, it is so handsome and cool!
Who said that Lele is not cute and unlikable, he has too many memories of the past that Pang Fei can recall.
It's just that this kid has too many things hidden in his heart, and his excessive maturity covers up the cuteness of his body, and slowly, it makes people feel that he is not cute, and treats him as an adult.
Pang Fei would rather be naughty and carefree like Lele and Nannan, rather than bear some burdens that are not in line with his age at a young age.
For example, his love for Lin Jingzhi and An Yao, for example, he has to face the dislike of the An family, and for example, he is very entangled and conflicted, whether he should lose his temper with An Yao......
These Pang Fei all understand, and they all understand, he is Lele's father, how can he not know the child's thoughts?
It's just that, like Lele, he is not good at expressing the words in his heart.
Lele is a child, and he has a stubborn temper, so it's understandable that he doesn't want to say it, but Pang Fei can't be angry with a child.
That's why he has been so patient to persuade Lele.
Thinking about it carefully, Pang Fei didn't have such good patience before, which was all ground down by An Yao.
"Tell me, how did you know about your biological mother?" Pang Fei wiped the tears from his face and asked softly.
Lele looked away and said with a cold face, "Someone texted me to tell me, he said that his name is Xia Shu, and he has been with my mother all these years. ”
Natsuki?
Did Natsuki tell Lele?
Xia Shu has indeed been guarding Lin Jingzhi, what he said, there should be no problem, could it be that Lin Jingzhi has really ......
Thinking of this, Pang Fei's heart still throbbed fiercely.
He sighed and said, "He just texted you and said that, you didn't see it with your own eyes, did you?" ”
Lele nodded heavily in agreement.
Pang Fei's heart was slightly relieved.
"Lele, before the matter is decided, don't think about it for the time being. I have already sent your Uncle Shi Feng to investigate your mother's affairs, and I believe that the results will be available soon. When the results come out, let's discuss what to do, shall we?"
"Also, don't believe what others say about the rumors that you An Yao Ma Mahjong drove your mother away, I can tell you everything about the matter between us adults, as for who you choose to believe, that's your own business. ”
At that moment, Pang Fei told Lele about him, Lin Jingzhi and An Yao word for word.
After listening to this, Lele looked at Pang Fei with a pair of big eyes, "Do you mean to say that part of the reason for my mother's departure back then was that she realized her own problems, so she chose to fulfill you and An Yao?"
Pang Fei smiled, "I'm just telling you the truth about what happened back then, as for what you think, that's your own business." You forgive you An Yao is numb, or not, Dad only hopes that you don't live with these negative emotions, then you are too tired. ”
"You are a child, you should do what a child should do, Dad wants you to be happy and happy, and he doesn't want you to take on too many things that you shouldn't be responsible for at your age. ”
"Dad has come this way, it is not easy, I know too well what it is like to have too heavy a burden on my shoulders, very tired, very tired! So, I work hard to make money, work hard to gain status, just to give you a stable and comfortable living environment. ”
"You may not be able to understand what I'm saying right now, but you just need to know a little bit. We love you so much!"
Lele sniffled and pinned his head to the side, "Fleshy." ”
Pang Fei was amused by him, stretched out his hand and rubbed his head twice, "I haven't slept all night, sleep well, when I wake up, all the troubles will be over, and Xiao Lingzi, you should also hurry up and take a rest." Look at you, you haven't slept all night, and the little Lingzi hasn't slept well all night. It's a girl, staring at a pair of dark circles, how ugly. ”
"It's not that I kept her from sleeping, it's that she refuses to sleep. Le Le said nonchalantly.
Xiao Lingzi doesn't care, as long as she sees Lele talking, she is no longer sad and sad alone, and her heart is much more down-to-earth.
Seeing that Lele's mood was much better, Pang Fei was much more down-to-earth in his heart.
He came out of the room and immediately called An Yao to report the situation to An Yao, so that An Yao's heart could be more steady.
An Yao breathed a long sigh of relief, "Okay, okay, it's okay if Lele is fine, I'm worried that he won't be able to figure it out and do something stupid." ”
"Shall I let him have a few words with you?"
"Don't. An Yao was afraid, afraid that Lele would be stimulated again at this time, and that his emotions would be fluctuating again.
Pang Fei asked her not to be so cautious, Lele had already thought about it, and he wouldn't be angry with her anymore.
"Don't say it, I'm not afraid that Lele will be angry with me or anything again, but ...... I'm afraid I'll stimulate Lele again. Lin Jingzhi is his biological mother in the end, over the years, we know that she is in the world, but we have never let her come to see Lele, which is very unfair to Lele. ”
"I just raised him, but I didn't give him life, and it was indeed because of me that Lin Jingzhi left. No matter how things have passed in the past, I always feel that Lele has indeed suffered a lot over the years, and we have spent more attention on Nan Nan and have lost a lot of care for him, which has always made me feel very guilty. ”
"You don't have to feel guilty, the person who should be guilty is me, it's me who didn't handle things well. ”
An Yao smiled bitterly, "Now is not the time to say whose fault it is, now is the time for everyone to calm down and think about how to get along in the future." Didn't Lele sleep well last night, just let him rest first, as for other things, we will have time to slowly relieve in the future, right?"
"Hmm. Pang Fei nodded.
An Yao asked him to stay here, not to look at Lele, but to let him stay and accompany Lele more, to see if Lele needed anything or something, and to help him more.
Since the child was sent to boarding school, he rarely went back, and there was very little greeting and concern for him on weekdays.
When there was no accident, I didn't feel that An Yao felt very guilty in her heart when this accident happened.
As a mother, who doesn't want her children to be safe, healthy, healthy and happy, she is the mother of Nannan, and she can take good care of Nannan. Lin Jingzhi is Lele's mother, but in order not to disturb the lives of Pang Fei and An Yao, she has never caused them any trouble in their lives for so many years, and An Yao knows that all this is because of Lin Jingzhi's fulfillment.
If she had chosen another path and insisted on being with Pang Fei, she must have had no choice at the beginning.
She didn't remember the past things, and she didn't want to think about those things, she knew that Lin Jingzhi was so relieved to hand over the children to her and Pang Fei, she must take good care of their children.
Take care of it as well as you would a baby.
Lele slept very deeply, very steadily, and didn't wake up until the afternoon.
Pang Fei has been by his side like that, and for so many years, it seems that it is the first time that he has stayed by Lele's bedside like this, watching the stinky boy sleep.