Chapter 153: Can You Please Live Your Life With Torture?

Ji Hangcheng opened the lid of the box, and the first thing that caught his eye was a white envelope with nothing written on it.

He picked up the envelope and opened it to find a letter inside.

Ji Hangcheng raised his eyes lightly and looked at Yan Bin, as if he was asking him what the letter meant.

Yan Bin said bluntly, "I don't know. ”

Ji Hangcheng looked at the letter paper folded into squares for a while, and suddenly didn't have the courage to open it.

"Look, what's it. ”

Yan Bin urged.

After a while, Ji Hangcheng slowly unfolded the letterhead...

When his gaze fell on the first line, his heart suddenly sank to the bottom.

"Ji Hangcheng: When you read this letter, I was already lying on the cold operating table, waiting for those doctors to strangle our son with all kinds of instruments.

Remember the day I said you killed him, and you asked me who he was.

Today I tell you that he is our unborn child.

Shocked?

You killed your son with your own hands, and he has been two months, and it will be three months in a few days.

The doctor said that he already had a heartbeat, and that he was a healthy and lively little guy, and I thought he should be quite smart.

However, even if he is so good, he still can't come to this world to see.

Well, the pleasure of killing your own son is good.

Before I went to you, I always wanted to give birth to him, because he is my child and yours, I love him very much, and I want to bring him into this world.

Let him know that the sky is blue, the clouds are white, the grass is green, and the flowers are colorful, but you have to tell him that the human heart is black.

I also want him to know that there is love in the world, there is love from my mother, love from my father, and love from my grandmother and grandfather, but you and your father have to tell him that no one loves him except my mother.

So he was scared, and one night, he came to my dream and cried and told me, Daddy doesn't want him anymore.

I asked him why you felt that way.

He said that because you have another child around you, you won't love him anymore.

Ji Hangcheng, you said that you are so cruel, he wants to come to this world so much, but you use your responsibility and guilt for Lu Juan and your daughter to erase his right to come to this world.

Ruthless, you're really ruthless.

Not only are you cruel to our son, but you are also merciless to me.

For Lu Juan, twice pushed me into the abyss of no return, you say guilty about her, then what about me? What kind of emotion do you have for me?

Is it in your eyes, I am very strong, I feel that I have not suffered much compared to Lu Juan, I am fortunate in this life, loved by my family, and taken care of by friends, my so-called pain is just a pretense of moaning without illness, and I magnify small setbacks myself, right?

Also, I think I can understand why you are so cruel to me, after all, I didn't give you a baby.

Oh, it's good to have children, but I don't think you deserve to be the father of my children at all, you are not qualified.

Now that he is dead, dead because of you, I want you to remember it forever, and then turn this into a brand to be engraved in your heart forever and ever.

Remember, as long as you live, you will be tortured forever, and you will live a lifetime with the sin of strangling an innocent little life with your own hands.

You can be a good father, a good father, but you remember that my son will always be alone in the corner of your sight.

While your family is happy together, our son is enduring the pain of being mutilated by medical devices.

Ji Hangcheng, did you hear me? He's crying... Crying so miserably, so miserable.

That day he told me that every day from now on, he would look at you and see how you were good to other children.

Ji Hangcheng, may you be immersed in the pleasure of being tortured every day in the future. ”

——— Yan Zi period who once regarded you as his life (stay)

The letter is only a few hundred words, but when he finished reading the letter, Ji Hangcheng felt as if he had been delayed.

He was pale, dejected, and, above all, now his heart was filled with remorse and fear.

Ji Hangcheng glanced at the box, where there was a pair of small blue shoes and a B-ultrasound report.

"No... No, it won't. ”

Ji Hangcheng's hand holding the letter trembled, and in the end, it was so exaggerated that he couldn't even hold a fluttering letter.

"No, it won't be like this. ”

Ji Hangcheng panicked, he kept repeating a sentence in his mouth, and the whole person was like losing his soul.

Seeing this, Yan Bin's heart also rose, he picked up the letter that fell on the ground, and began to read it seriously.

Seeing the back, Yan Bin's brows became tighter and tighter, he was actually no better than Ji Hangcheng.

"Ji Hangcheng, what the hell did you do to Yan Ziqi!"

Yan Bin walked up to Ji Hangcheng, grabbed him by the collar with both hands, and pulled him up from the chair.

"Say, you fucking talk to Lao Tzu!"

Yan Bin is a person who can control his emotions very well, generally speaking, no matter how big the matter is, he can control his temper very well.

But once, after seeing the letter written by Yan Ziqi to Ji Hangcheng, he lost control...

The anger in words could no longer suppress his anger, Yan Bin grabbed Ji Hangcheng and pointed it at his handsome face, and it was a heavy punch.

Ji Hangcheng's head was turned to the side, blood oozed from the corners of his mouth, and after tasting the smell of blood like rust, he silently wiped it with the back of his hand, then grabbed his phone and walked out.

It's useless to say anything now, Ji Hangcheng still has a bit of luck, that is, he wants to find Yan Ziqi, and he wants to keep this child.

Ji Hangcheng thought of the content of the letter just now, he thought that Yan Ziqi should not have undergone surgery yet, so he must know her whereabouts immediately.

He couldn't let her get rid of the child.

"Ji Hangcheng, where are you going!"

Yan Bin followed him out and stopped him.

"Yan Bin, I can't talk to you so much now, I beg you, help me find Yan Ziqi, she can't have an abortion, her body is not suitable. Help me, I beg you to help me find her together, or her life will be in danger. ”

Ji Hangcheng has only one thought now, which is to find Yan Ziqi.

“...”

Yan Bin believed Ji Hangcheng's words, and his nervous and uneasy expression could not deceive people.

"Good. ”

Yan Bin took out his mobile phone and dialed Yan Ziqi's number.

"I'm sorry, but the phone you are calling is off. ”

When he heard these words, Yan Bin felt uneasy in his heart.

"What to do? She turned it off. ”

Ji Hangcheng thought for a while, and then made a call to Cheng Yuanwan.

He knew that she had the ability to do this, and she had helped him do whatever he was looking for before.

Thinking about it, Ji Hangcheng picked up the phone, because he was too nervous, and several times, the lock screen password of the mobile phone was entered incorrectly.

Yan Bin couldn't stand it, and snatched his mobile phone, "Password!"

"She... Her birthday. ”

Yan Bin held the mobile phone, and his nimble fingers entered Yan Ziqi's birthday on the screen.

The screen lock was unlocked, and Yan Bin found Cheng Yuanwan's number in the address book.

"Doot toot..."

Soon Cheng Yuanwan's voice came from the earpiece.

"Mr. Ji, hello. ”

Yan Bin returned the phone to Ji Hangcheng.

"Hey, Sister Wan, help me find Yan Ziqi, quickly, you must be fast. ”

Ji Hangcheng's voice was a little choked and trembling, giving people the feeling that something big had happened.

Cheng Yuanwan on the other end of the phone immediately became nervous, "Mr. Ji, did something happen?"

“...”

"Don't ask, get me someone the fuck!"

Ji Hangcheng's mood suddenly changed from uneasiness to anger, why did this happen, why did he say something like that on the day Yan Ziqi came to find him.

Damn! all fucking damn it, what Lu Wan and what Mianmian, what Ji Shi, they together can't compare to a Yanzi period.

"Good. ”

hurriedly closed the line, Ji Hangcheng and Yan Bin set off towards the underground parking lot. 187

In another place, Cheng Yuanwan came to Ji Hangcheng's office as soon as possible, she wanted to find out what was going on, because Dong Li cared about Yan Ziqi very much.

Cheng Yuanwan pushed open the door of Ji Hangcheng's office, she saw the box on the table at a glance, she walked in and saw that it was a B-ultrasound single, a pair of small shoes of her own, and then she found the letter again.

After a cursory look, Cheng Yuanwan had a premonition that something was wrong, and immediately told Dong Li about it.

She took out her phone, dialed a number, and soon a voice came from there.

"Wanwan. ”

"Hey, godmother, something happened, Yan Ziqi is pregnant, it's Hangcheng, she is going to take out this child now. ”

“...”

*

Ji Hangcheng drove the car, Yan Bin sat in the passenger seat, along the way, he didn't know how many times he violated the rules, how many red lights he ran through, fortunately he had first-class driving skills, otherwise he would have gone to see Marx first if he didn't find Yan Ziqi.

They first found three hospitals, and then Cheng Yuanwan's phone came.

said that there is a maternity hospital in Pudong that has a recent medical record of Yan Ziqi.

Ji Hangcheng immediately entered the address of the hospital on the car navigation.

Their current location is Puxi, and from here, even if it is all kinds of violations and running red lights, it will take an hour.

Ji Hangcheng really didn't dare to imagine what would happen after this hour.

...

*

Pudong First Women's and Children's Hospital.

Yan Ziqi took a surgical sheet, changed into a surgical gown, and sat on the chair woodenly, the next operation was her.

The nurse had just come to inform her that in about ten minutes, she would be able to go in.

Ten minutes, Yan Ziqi lowered her head and caressed her lower abdomen lying flat with pity, and in another ten minutes, she was about to lose him.

In fact, Yan Ziqi didn't think about keeping this child, but if she stayed, then she would become the second Lu Juan.

If one day in the future, her child has an accident, will she also be like Lu Juan, with a handful of snot and tears, to find the Ji family and ask Ji Hangcheng to save her child.

Oh, if that's the case, hasn't her life also become a joke?

No, she definitely doesn't.

If you can't give this child complete love, it is better not to bring him into this world to suffer.

Even if what Ji Xiaofan said was true, she would not accept him casually, the child's father had no substitute for him, who should be whoever it should be.

In this regard, Yan Ziqi is much more sober than Lu Juan.

Ten minutes passed, and soon, Yan Ziqi heard the nurse calling her name.

"No. 36 Yanzi period. ”

"It's coming. ”

Yan Ziqi got up and walked towards the operating room, this short distance she walked was extremely difficult, every step was so heavy that she felt as if she was going to die in the next second.

Until she lay down on that cold operating table.

Yan Ziqi chose general anesthesia, she didn't want to torture herself, along the way, the pain was greater than the happiness, she had suffered enough, so she didn't want to experience that feeling of pain anymore.

For the rest of her life, she wanted to live, and she wanted to be kind to herself.

Yan Ziqi opened her eyes and looked at the surgical light on the ceiling, she tried to force herself to let go, it was not suitable to think about anything hypocritical at this time.

Ji Hangcheng is ruthless, so she will naturally not be affectionate in her face.

A kind, gentle, soft-hearted woman, when she is cornered, once she is desperate, it is beyond the imagination of ordinary people, and her heart is more ruthless than anyone else at this time.

"Patient's name. ”

Just as Yan Ziqi was empty, a nurse in a green surgical gown stood next to her with a syringe in her hand and asked in a formulaic tone.

"Yan Zi period. ”

"Well, okay, let me confirm with you, you chose general anesthesia and painless abortion surgery, because the fetus has already been formed, so our operation is to induce labor. If that's okay, we're going to get started. ”

Yan Ziqi nodded indifferently, she slowly closed her eyes, and after a while, she felt the pillow plunge into the veins, and a faint pain came from her arm.

If you lose, you will lose...

Yan Ziqi felt sleepy, and before she had time to think, the whole person fell asleep groggily.

When he closed his eyes, a tear came out of the corner of his eye.

*

Ji Hangcheng and Yan Bin felt that the hospital was still a step late, and when they rushed to the door of the operating room, they were told that Yan Ziqi's abortion operation was already in progress.

At that time, Ji Hangcheng only had one feeling, that is, he should have completely and completely lost the Yanzi period in his life.

There could be no room for manoeuvre, and no matter what he did to make amends, it was useless.

Ji Hangcheng looked like he had been drained of his strength, and when he looked closely, his legs trembled slightly, and he tried his best to hold on to the wall with the last bit of strength, and he looked really embarrassed.

Yan Bin was about to step forward, when suddenly the door of the operating room was pushed open, and several nurses in green surgical gowns hurriedly walked out of it.

I only heard an older nurse at the head say to the two little nurses behind her: "You two, one goes to inform Yan Ziqi's family, and the other hurries to find the director, I will contact the blood bank, remember, the action must be fast, the patient loses too much blood during the abortion and cannot afford to delay." ”

"Okay, head nurse. ”

The two little nurses spoke in unison, and their conversation fell into the ears of Ji Hangcheng and Yan Bin, and in an instant, they felt like they had fallen into an ice hole.

"No, it won't... It won't..."

Ji Hangcheng kept banging on the door of the operation, he panicked, he regretted it, if he could turn back time and go back to the day when Yan Ziqi came to the hospital to find him, even if the sky fell, he would definitely take her away.

Unfortunately, going back in time is just a beautiful assumption that never happened.

"Bang bang bang..."

Ji Hangcheng kept banging on the door, and his two hands stuck in the crack of the door and kept breaking them to both sides.

Bright red blood gushed down his fingertips.

Yan Bin stood aside, his hands clenched into fists, and his eyes were already filled with hatred at this time.

"Ji - Voyage - Success!"

These three words were almost squeezed out of his mouth through gritted teeth.

He stepped forward and grabbed Ji Hangcheng's collar without saying anything, and it was a heavy punch to his face.

For the second time today, Yan Bin made a move, but this time, he showed no mercy to his subordinates.

"You bastard, scumbag, you don't deserve her at all, you don't deserve her deep affection for you, you don't deserve her to do so many things for you. Ji Hangcheng, Yan Ziqi's life is hard enough, why did she run into you. ”

Yan Bin is open-minded, at this time, normal people will not talk about any gentleman's etiquette.

He bent down, pulled up Ji Hangcheng who had fallen to the ground, and then pushed him hard, slamming his whole body against the wall.

"Ji Hangcheng, listen to me, you owe Yan Ziqi all your life. You have no idea what kind of girl you have failed to live up to for you. ”

"You married Lu Juan because you created your own evil, and she married Ji Xiaofan completely because she was forced to be helpless, the person who betrayed this relationship first was you !! her fool, in order to protect you and your family, sacrificed her own happiness and married someone she didn't love. ”

"That scumbag first raped her, and then threatened innocent lives, including your Ji family, she chose to torture herself in order not to hurt you. When she was hurting, you were in love with other women. ”

As soon as Yan Bin's words came out, Ji Hangcheng's whole person was stunned, his brows were furrowed, and his heart seemed to be pierced by glass slag.

It hurts, and that pain is a feeling that is worse than death.

“...”

It's not that Ji Hangcheng doesn't know what to say, but he wants to say it, but it's like a fish in his throat.

For a long time, he didn't know why Yan Ziqi would marry Ji Xiaofan, and he thought of many reasons, but he didn't think about this.

Ji Hangcheng doesn't feel that Ji Xiaofan is hateful at all now, he feels that compared to him, he really doesn't know that it is hundreds of times worse.

Ji Hangcheng felt as if his chest was blocked by something.

However, Yan Bin did not stop this kind of retaliatory injury because of Ji Hangcheng's pain.

The corners of his mouth suddenly lifted to the upper left corner evilly, and continued: "Ji Hangcheng, this is not good? Then if you know that Yan Ziqi went abroad to wash away your father's grievances, and when she sold the bar and house, and took 10 million to settle everything for your Ji family, will you think that you should immediately go to the eighteenth layer of hell." ”

Yes!

But before going to hell, Ji Hangcheng wants to know the truth.

He looked at Yan Bin, and said as hard as a mute trying to speak, "She... She... She went abroad for my dad?"

"Otherwise, go on a trip, heh, Ji Hangcheng, in my eyes, your Ji family are all fools, and you don't even know who your own life-saving benefactor is. If it weren't for Yan Ziqi following Fu Jianguo to find out his wife and daughter, spending five million and risking his life to send them to a safe place, and getting a video to prove your father's innocence, do you think your Ji family would be happy now?"

"Oh, not only this, but also the collapse of the tower crane, which was forgiven by the fool of Yan Ziqi, regardless of his own danger, holding the money and begging one by one. Do you really think Lu Juan can do so much?"

After Yan Bin said it, he suddenly felt that the depression that had been blocked in his heart dissipated.

Seriously, if his role is reversed with Ji Hangcheng now, he will feel that he will not be able to wash away the sins of this body if he dies ten thousand times.