Ji Hangcheng didn't know what Yan Bin said, but if you think about it carefully, it's not completely untraceable.

He regretted it, in the end, he still didn't care enough about Yan Ziqi, if he could have understood her a little more before, this tragedy would not have happened today.

Through Yan Bin's description, Ji Hangcheng imagined how difficult it was for her to be a girl doing these things.

Yan Ziqi not only has to avoid Ji Xiaofan's surveillance when she goes abroad, but also faces many unknown dangers, she is not the kind of girl who is not afraid of heaven and earth, she can do so much with love in her heart.

Looking back on the past few years, from the time he met Yan Ziqi to the present, what she has done and measured her inability to repay, he feels even more guilty.

For a while, Ji Hangcheng felt that he was pressed and couldn't breathe, and the pain was like facing death head-on.

"Yan Zi period. ”

Ji Hangcheng only dared to silently read her name in his heart, because he felt that he didn't even deserve to mention her name now.

Yan Bin let go of Ji Hangcheng's collar and looked at her coldly, "You'd better pray that she's okay, otherwise I won't let you go, and besides, you listen to me, from today on, from here to now, you are not allowed to get close to her again." ”

Yan Bin left after speaking, he now had to inquire about what the situation was in Yan Ziqi.

Ji Hangcheng turned around slowly, he looked at the closed iron door, it was unbreakable, just like Yan Ziqi's heart now.

There is no chance, no more.

Ji Hangcheng took a deep breath, raised his head and looked at the central air conditioner on the ceiling, he couldn't help himself for a while, he slowly closed his eyes and buried his tears in his heart.

Later, Xu is Yan Ziqi was born with a great fate, and she was pulled back from the Ghost Gate Pass again.

The situation at that time was enough to be described in the words "thrilling".

Because she was bleeding heavily during the abortion operation, her life was hanging by a thread, and the blood volume of the blood bank was urgent, Ji Hangcheng used almost all his strength, and even did not hesitate to spend huge manpower and material resources to seek support from the surrounding cities.

Of course, Ji Hangcheng felt that what he did was not worth mentioning at all, because he would always owe Yan Ziqi, and what he owed might be the kind of debt that he couldn't repay with his life.

*

At night, it rained heavily in Shencheng, the crackling rain carried the wind and whipped the glass windows, Ji Hangcheng drove the car, staring at the neon lights of the city in the distance, they glowed lonely and gentle in the dripping rain.

He unconsciously remembered Yan Ziqi's letter, and thought of the child who was killed by him with his own hands.

So, a cold chill soaked into his heart, and he felt that everything in front of him began to spin.

In the passenger seat, the mobile phone kept vibrating, and the call was from Lu Juan.

Ji Hangcheng didn't pay attention to it, he stepped on the accelerator and sped up to the place where he didn't want to stay the most.

When I got home, it was already one o'clock in the morning, and there was still a light in the living room.

Ji Hangcheng parked the car, turned off the engine, and then rummaged around, and after a few minutes, he found what he was looking for.

I saw him shudder and pull a cigarette out of the cigarette case, and then put it in his mouth tremblingly, between the two sexy thin lips.

Bang Bang –

In the quiet air, the sound of the lighter being turned on was unusually crisp.

The blue flame burns the cigarette butt, and soon the rich smell of tobacco spreads in the small room.

Ji Hangcheng inhaled hard, the moment the nicotine entered his lungs, it would give people the illusion of wanting to die.

He enjoyed the pleasure of being paralyzed for a short time, as if the troubles in his heart could dissipate at this moment because of the nicotine intoxicating nerves.

Ji Hang's imaging was addicted to just ten minutes, and he smoked nearly half a pack of cigarettes.

"Ahem—"

Xu was pumping too violently, he felt his lungs burning, and his throat felt like a straw had been stuffed, and the astringent person was uncomfortable.

After a violent dry cough, he tasted a disgusting smell of blood.

Ji Hangcheng extinguished the cigarette, and then took out a can of beer from the dark compartment of the passenger seat.

After three or two sips, the wine was drunk, and the alcohol diluted the smell of blood, but it couldn't take away the bitterness in Ji Hangcheng's chest.

I saw him squeeze the empty can to the bottom hard, and then slammed it into the windshield!

"!"

Ji Hangcheng finally couldn't hold back anymore, he lay on the steering wheel in embarrassment and let his emotions vent.

Outside the car, the wind and rain were raging, and inside the car, Ji Hangcheng was imprisoned in a cage of pain, thousands of heavy doors, and all the sorrows had nowhere to put them.

Hour after hour, when Ji Hangcheng returned to the villa, it was already three o'clock in the morning.

Pushing open the door, he saw Lu Juan lying on the sofa and taking a nap.

Hearing the sound, Lu Juan woke up immediately, she reached out and rubbed her sleepy eyes, and there was a little sleepiness between her words, "You're back, I'm sorry, I'm asleep, I couldn't get through to your mobile phone just now." Eh, have you eaten, there is still soup simmering in the kitchen, I'll help you serve a bowl. ”

Lu Juan got up, because the movement was too fast, she turned out to be a little dizzy, and the strong discomfort made her sit back in front of the sofa again.

Ji Hangcheng didn't step forward or speak, he just looked at Lu Xuan like this, and kept watching.

After a while, Lu Juan came to her senses, she took the initiative to walk in front of Ji Hangcheng, and saw the remaining raindrops on his shoulders, so she asked with concern: "Why is it raining? ”

Lu Juan interprets the role of his wife very well, she is not only considerate, but also independent and self-reliant, and her appearance can also be said to be very good, which man doesn't love such a woman.

But Ji Hangcheng now has a feeling of wanting to escape when he sees her, yes, it's an escape, he seems to have reached the point where he can't even hate this person.

He thought more than once, how good it would be if life could be repeated, and how good it would be if he hadn't met Lu Juan?

However, where did life come from so many ifs.

Lu Juan was about to turn around and leave, but Ji Hangcheng immediately stopped her, "Wait." ”

"Huh, what's wrong?"

Lu Wan looked at Ji Hangcheng with a smile between his eyebrows, "Is there something wrong?"

“…”

Ji Hangcheng didn't speak, he just looked at Lu Xuan like this, his eyes couldn't be turned away, his expression was focused, giving people an illusion of affection.

Lu Wan blushed, she lowered her head unconsciously, and then whispered: "Why do you look at me like this." ”

Ji Hangcheng still didn't speak, what he was thinking was impossible for others to predict.

Just when Lu Juan raised his head and was about to ask again, Ji Hangcheng suddenly spoke, and he said something that made her maybe sweet in her heart every time she thought about it in her life.

But after experiencing something, it hurts to think about it.

Ji Hangcheng said to Lu Juan suddenly: "Live with me for the rest of your life." ”

Well, there is nothing wrong with the words, it is a lifetime.

Ji Hangcheng didn't care about Lu Juan after saying this, he passed her and went upstairs directly.

He walked into the bathroom, locked the door behind him, and turned on the faucet to fill the tub with water.

It's winter now, and although there is heating in the house, there is no way to withstand the cold water that pierces the heart.

Ji Hang stepped over his legs and walked into the bathtub, and he soaked in cold water with his clothes on.

Boom~

The sound of gurgling water kept blowing in my ears, and the water in the bathtub had already overflowed, flowing everywhere.

The sound of Lu Wan banging on the door kept coming from the outside in.

Ji Hangcheng didn't pay attention to it, he just let himself feel the suffocation feeling of not being able to breathe underwater.

Why is he so masochistic, because he feels that only in this way can he make his heart more relaxed.

From the moment Yan Ziqi gave the "gift", Ji Hangcheng knew that he could no longer redeem her, and there was really no room for maneuver.

If the first mistake is not a crime, then the second time the same mistake is not a crime.

Ji Hangcheng knew, so he didn't want to harm Yan Ziqi anymore, he felt that he was not worthy of being a human being at all, let alone having Yan Ziqi's love.

The rest of his life was destined to live in pain and torture and atonement for the sins of Yan Ziqi.

As for Lu Xuan, Ji Hangcheng is no longer willing to spend time and energy on her, and now he has already become a walking corpse full of holes, so what difference does it make with whom.

As Yan Bin said, he married Lu Juan to create his own evil, so he couldn't escape for the rest of his life.

"Bang bang bang-"

Outside the door, Lu Juan's anxious knocking on the door continued.

"Ji Hangcheng, what's wrong with you?

“…”

"Wow-" Night Night Chinese

Hearing only a huge splash, Ji Hangcheng got out of the bathtub, and he hit the marble wall with a punch, and in an instant, scarlet blood flowed down the smooth rock wall to the ground.

At that moment, Ji Hangcheng "died", and was killed by endless remorse.

After all, this relationship was short-lived.

She overestimated his affection.

He underestimated her love.

*

"There is no light at the end of the road to light by the eyes, and the spark is happier after it is broken. ”

After being "reborn", Yan Ziqi has only one realization, that is, in her limited life, she wants to live without heart and lungs.

"Squeak—"

The bedroom door was slowly pushed open, Yan Ziqi closed the book in her hand and put it aside, she pulled the expensive woolen blanket covering her body, and turned her head to look out the window.

The sky is gray, and it will rain a lot today, so I'm afraid that the snow will come in winter.

"It's time to take medicine. ”

Ji Xiaofan came to Yan Ziqi with a bowl of flavorful Chinese medicine.

This medicine was fried by him personally, and since Yan Ziqi picked up a life after the abortion, Ji Xiaofan has taken care of her every step of the way.

Every day, he would get up early to go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables in person, and then come back to make nutritious soup, five dishes and one soup, three meat and two vegetables, which is the best embodiment of his treatment of his lover.

Putting aside the vicious things that Ji Xiaofan did, he himself was a very warm boy.

In the past, when he was playing games in other people's Internet cafes and going to nightclubs, the most he did was to stay at home and serve his sick mother.

Now he treats his lover so properly, carefully, and meticulously.

"Period?"

Ji Xiaofan called softly, "The doctor instructed you to drink this medicine while it is hot, if you are afraid of bitterness, I also prepared sugar, and I made your favorite dish today." ”

When Yan Ziqi heard this, she turned back silently, she glanced at Ji Xiaofan, and said in a dull tone: "When are you going to let me go?"

"No..."

If he refused, Ji Xiaofan blurted out, he put the medicine on the table next to him, and then half-squatted in front of Yan Ziqi, his eyes full of sincere prayers: "Don't go, okay?"

Yan Ziqi smiled: "Hmm, don't go, why? Who do you want to threaten me? Xiaofan, who do you think I care about now besides myself?"

Of course, this is a bit absolute, she still cares about Yanbin, she has a kind of affection for him that is far above love, even more than family affection.

She cared about him.

Ji Xiaofan held Yan Ziqi, his hands were very cold, it was a kind of coldness that came out of his bones.

"Period, I won't threaten you anymore, okay, I beg you, I beg you to stay now. I can't live without you, really, I can't live without you. ”

This is true for 10,000 times, Ji Xiaofan's love for Yan Ziqi has never been shaken from beginning to end.

Since the first meeting, so many years have passed, and his Ji Xiaofan's heart is clean and can't accommodate any woman except Yan Ziqi.

"I love you, I really love you. ”

Tears slid down his cheeks and into his mouth, and Ji Xiaofan tasted a bitterness that made him deeply afraid.

"Period, I know you hate me, but I really can't help it. At that time, you loved Ji Hangcheng so much, I was really cornered. In order to get you, I used extreme means, it was my fault, please believe me, I will definitely be good to you in the future. ”

As Ji Xiaofan spoke, his knees slowly softened, and he even threw away the arrogance and self-esteem that a man should have and knelt down in front of Yan Ziqi.

"Please!"

Ji Xiaofan pressed his head very low, and the tighter he held her, the more choked his voice became.

At this moment, Ji Xiaofan, who didn't even blink an eye to kill, would become timid and cowardly because of a woman.

He didn't dare to talk more, and if he said too much, he was afraid that the wrong sentence would annoy Yan Zi, and if he said less, he was afraid that she would not understand his feelings, so a sentence was stuck in his throat, and he was in a dilemma.

“…”

Yan Ziqi didn't speak, she knew that with Ji Xiaofan's paranoid character, even if she fled to the ends of the earth, he would chase her to the end of the road.

Yan Ziqi didn't live the second half of his life at all, so bad and displaced.

It can be solved in one meal, why are you so tired?

Looking at the sparkling in Ji Xiaofan's eyes, she sighed softly, then held his hand and said, "Xiaofan, I thank you very much for your feelings for me, but you have to understand that the most unreluctantly thing in this world is feelings." You forced me to stay by your side, the pain is two people, rather than this, it is better to open the sea and the sky, and each is well. Also, I know you're not really bad, you're just blinded by some hatred. Xiaofan, stop it, don't do bad things anymore. ”

The more Yan Ziqi spoke so gently and calmly, the more Ji Xiaofan couldn't suppress his emotions.

He knelt in front of Yan Ziqi and cried like a child.

"No, sister. I beg you not to abandon me, okay? I promise you that I will never do anything bad again. You give me a chance, even if it's only for a year, and don't just sentence me to death. ”

Ji Xiaofan disregarded his image, wiped away his tears in a panic, he was like a person who couldn't swim and was thrown into the sea trying to grab the last piece of driftwood, "Yes, sister, you give me a year, if this year, after I do my best, how can you still fall in love with me, then I will admit defeat, I will let you go, okay?"

"Why are you so persistent!"

Yan Ziqi frowned, she let go of Ji Xiaofan's hand, "I don't like to be forced." ”

"Not reluctantly, but I want to beg you to give me a chance. Sister, I promise you, I will never force you to do anything this year, okay?"

“…”

Yan Ziqi looked at Ji Xiaofan, she knew that now that he was completely immersed in his own world, no matter what others said, he couldn't listen to it.

Later, the negotiation on whether to go or stay ended in nothing.

*

Kee Group.

Yan Bin sat at his desk, his hands crossed to his lips, his falcon-like eyes staring at the resignation letter on the screen of his laptop.

After a few seconds of froze, he let go of his hand and tapped his right hand lightly on the enter key on the keyboard.

Soon, a message pops up on the screen that the message has been sent.

Leaving the Ji family was a decision made by Yan Bin after careful consideration, and since Yan Ziqi's accident, he didn't think about taking her away for a day.

Yan Bin knew that this departure meant that he would lose a lot, and even his hard work day and night in the past few years would be in vain.

But compared with the Yanzi period, these don't seem to be worth mentioning.

Yan Bin didn't discuss this decision with Yan Ziqi, because this time, he swore that he would not let her be hurt.

After sending the email, Yan Bin began to organize his personal belongings.

"Vice President Yan. ”

Suddenly, Cheng Yuanwan's voice came from outside the door, and Yan Bin's hand that was about to take the book froze in mid-air.

"Vice President Yan, I'm Cheng Yuanwan, can I come in?"

Soon, Yan Bin reacted, Cheng Yuanwan's sudden appearance should be related to the resignation letter.

Because she is the first secretary of the Ji family, all the high-level personnel changes of the entire group have to pass through her, so Yan Bin feels that his guess should not be wrong.

Yan Bin pushed the book back to the shelf, then walked to the door and pulled it open.

"Hey, is Vice President Yan busy, do you have time to talk?"

"I'm sorry, I'm busy. ”

There is no room for resignation, and Yan Bin is not the kind of person who changes overnight.

However, Cheng Yuanwan, who has been in the workplace for so many years, is not so easy to be dismissed because of a few words.

"Vice President Yan, the purpose of my trip is to ask you to take the time to meet someone with me, and I promise you that you will definitely withdraw your resignation letter from me after meeting her. ”

When Cheng Yuanwan said this, there was a feeling of victory between her eyebrows, as if she expected that Yan Bin would definitely agree.

"Where did Secretary Cheng get his confidence?" Yan Bin was curious.

Cheng Yuanwan smiled slightly, then took a step forward, leaned into Yan Bin's ear and said a few words in a low voice.

“…”

"Vice President Yan, I have already brought the words, whether to go or not to you. ”

Yan Bin hesitated for a moment, his brows furrowed, and he could see that he was thinking.

After a few seconds, he looked at Cheng Yuanwan again, "Okay, I'll go." ”

"Then after work, I will send the agreed place to your mobile phone, by the way, there is no need to let Miss Yan know about this. ”