Xu Nanyu finished taking a shower early today, because he had been running into the watermelon field during the day, he sweated a little, and took a shower after dinner in the evening.

After Yuanjia went off the air, she began to write a diary, and then waited for him to come out of the shower and chat together.

"March 27, 2020, fine. ”

"My watermelon has grown!I'm so happy!(・ω<)" ★

"I just went to see it again, and five of them have already grown, hehe, I really hope that when I wake up tomorrow, I will find that they have all grown. ”

"This feeling is amazing, I have thought many times about what is the meaning of life, Shakyamuni said that people live for Nirvana, and then Nirvana is death, I always feel a little ridiculous......"

"But life will always face death, my mother used to say that most of my life came over in a daze, in fact, I don't quite understand, I always felt that life was terrible. ”

"Fortunately, with you, I suddenly felt meaningful, just like a watermelon needs me, and then I also became a watermelon and was taken care of by you, so I need to grow quickly. ”

"Yuanjia, Xu Watermelon, she likes you seriously. ”

"Life is not bad at all~(ꈍᴗꈍ)"

Xu Nanyu writes very slowly, and she also draws cute facial expressions to express her feelings, these are her little secrets.

"Sometimes I don't have confidence in myself, especially when you come and ask me questions. ”

"I'm afraid I won't be able to answer, I'm afraid you'll think I'm a fool!"

"Although sometimes I feel that the world is about to end, what I am most afraid of is that you ignore me, and I have been studying very hard. ”

"You and I are very different people, I like you because of this, but I'm also afraid that you don't like me because of this, so ...... A little distress (˃˄˂̥̥)"

"I want to share with you watermelons, swallows, sunsets, stars, distant mountains, clouds in the sky, all the things that make me happy, for a long, long time. ”

"The swallows' nests are almost ready, and now they are sleeping on the windowsill. ”

"I put a bowl of water on the windowsill so that they can drink if they are thirsty. ”

"Girls of my age should have a richer life, in fact, I'm quite envious, 100 million points~"

"If, one day I can go out with you, then you can take me to the suburbs, I haven't flown a kite yet, uh-huh, that's it!"

"I bought a birthday gift for my mother, the courier has been delivered today, or she helped me get it, she also asked me what it was, it was actually a sandalwood comb, but I didn't tell her, I had already hidden the gift, and I couldn't help telling her for a month, give her a surprise~"

"The little bear at the head of the bed is also covered with a small quilt, and I am also looking forward to tomorrow~!"

"Come on!Xu watermelon!^◡^"

……

When Gardenia closed the notebook and carefully put it back in the drawer and locked it, Yuanjia also came out of the shower.

Yuanjia: "I'll wash it." ”

Gardenia: "Mmmmmmmm

Gardenia was dressed in a white and silky nightdress, holding the bear and lying on her side in the warm quilt, the room was quiet, and the orange lamp was lit at the head of the bed.

She felt that she was broken, and if she didn't talk to Yuan Jia, she wouldn't be happy to sleep tonight, and then she wouldn't be able to have a good dream.

It's also magical, the sleeping pillow has a 50% chance of triggering a good dream, Gardenia has been using it for a week, sleeps exceptionally well every night, and is so lucky that it explodes, two out of three nights are sweet dreams.

The two chatted together, and Gardenia told him about his studies these days, as well as the paintings she painted, the swallow's nest at the eaves, the watermelon patch in the yard, and some small daily routines to communicate with her parents.

Her world is really small, small.

Gardenia's father is busy with business, basically only stays at home for about two days a week, and most of the rest of the time flies around the world, not that he doesn't care about his daughter's life, but he wants to create a better life for her, at least so that Gardenia can have no worries about food and clothing in any situation.

He also tried to find many famous foreign psychiatrists, but Gardenia was quite resistant, let alone meeting, and couldn't even make a normal call, which was not Gardenia's subjective will, but her subconscious instinct.

The causes of severe phobias are not only psychosocial factors, but also biological factors.

Gardenia can control herself to answer the phone, but she can't control her thinking, her face is as pale as paper when she is on the phone, and she can't say a word, let alone communicate in person, the voice and face of strangers will only make her panic and subconsciously want to run away.

Bai Yan and his wife couldn't force her to be treated, after all, Gardenia was the only one she was willing to contact, so naturally she couldn't destroy this trust anymore.

So Bai Yan learned psychology by herself, and stayed at home to take care of Gardenia's daily life, people like Gardenia who suffer from severe social phobia and agoraphobia at the same time will basically have severe depression, but under the understanding and care of her parents, Gardenia's depression is within a controllable range.

Gradually, Bai Yan and his wife also thought about it, their daughter's world is very small, so small that it is only within the scope of this family, and the daughter may not be able to live like a normal person in this life, but in fact, as long as she can live happily every day, it is enough.

Gardenia's efforts these days, Bai Yan and his wife have seen it, they didn't say it explicitly, they were afraid of breaking Gardenia's positive state, but in fact, they were already excited about her progress in their hearts.

……

Xu Nanyu told Yuan Jia that he secretly bought a birthday gift for his mother, and Yuan Jia replied with a smile: "How did you think of giving her a comb?"

Gardenia: "Because she helps me comb my hair every day, in fact, I can comb it myself, but she especially likes to hold my hair and comb my hair while talking to me, so I also gave her a comb, and then I comb her hair every day~"

Yuanjia: "That's good. ”

Gardenia: "Yuanjia, you gave me your book at the same table last week, I finished reading it, and then can you lend me your book to read......"

This is what Yuan Jia promised Gardenia last time, and Gardenia wanted to study, so Yuan Jia lent her his books and notes to read.

Yuanjia: "Of course, then I'll give it to you tomorrow." ”

Gardenia: "Uh-huh!"

It's just that Xu Nanyu didn't expect that what Yuan Jia said about 'I'll give it to you tomorrow' was not to send a courier to the past, but that he planned to send it over himself.

Yuanjia knew that Gardenia couldn't stand in front of him calmly at the moment, so he didn't tell her, so as not to make her nervous, but just hoped to meet her mother and have a chat, by the way...... Look at her world.

The time for chatting passed quickly, and before I knew it, it was past eleven o'clock.

These days, Gardenia fell in love with Yuanjia telling her a little bedtime story, and after listening to one, she still wanted to listen to it, but she didn't dare to express her demands directly, so she sent a pitiful expression, and Yuanjia knew what she was thinking.

Yuanjia: "Talk about two more, and you're going to sleep." ”

Gardenia: "[Pull Hook]"

Yuan Jia sat up from the bed, clicked on the voice, and began to tell the story.

"The blue whale is the largest creature in the world, and on its back, there lives a sea lady, who sings to it every day, follows it around, and sometimes dances on its wide back, and spends days and nights with the blue whale. ”

"In the boundless sea, the blue whale is everything to the ama, the ama is very beautiful, her eyes are like the stars in the sky, her hair is as white as snow, and her beauty is better than all the mountains and rivers. ”

"After getting along year after year, the ama is very lively, and the blue whale is very dull. ”

"The ama asked, Blue Whale, I like you, do you like me?"

"The blue whale didn't speak, and it took a long time before he said in a deep voice, I only like you when my brain is in water!"

The ama was very sad and stopped singing, hugged her knees, put down the conch in her hand, and sat on the back of the blue whale and cried. ”

So the next second, the blue whale jumped up from the surface of the sea with her, and a high column of water erupted from the door of its brain, and the sea water fell with a clatter, forming a beautiful rainbow in the sun. ”

"Blue Whale said, I'm sorry, my head is in the water!"

The ama burst into tears and laughed, and began to sing again. ”

"Fool, I like you every ten minutes. ”

After listening to this little story, Gardenia was also amused, but she felt so warm, and the story was very small and intimate.

Yuanjia sent it in a piece of voice, and Gardenia secretly listened to the last paragraph many times, her cheeks were slightly red, her long eyelashes fluttered, and she felt that her typing hand had no strength.

Gardenia: "I love this story! [Love]"

Yuanjia: "Wait until I think about it." ”

Yuan Jia: "Ahem, it's the last one." ”

Gardenia: "Good! [well-behaved]"

"The vast savannah is inhabited by two little rabbits. ”

"One is white and the other is gray. ”

"On this day, they are competing with whom they like whom. ”

"The white rabbit said, of course I like you more, my preference is from this side of the river, to the other side of the river!"

"The gray rabbit said, "Well, my love goes all the way around the river to the mountain!"

"At this time, a line of geese flew overhead, and the white rabbit said, then I will be as high as the wild geese from here!"

"The gray rabbit was not convinced, and said, I, I am so far from here to the sun!"

The white rabbit thought about it, this is indeed very far away, although it does not know how far away the sun is, but it seems to be unable to find a place farther than the sun, after all, it is just a stupid little white rabbit. ”

So the white rabbit gritted his teeth and said, "I—every time I like you, I lose a hair on my body!

The gray rabbit was startled, and he didn't expect the white rabbit to like it so hard, and then he went into its nest and looked at it, and sure enough, he saw a lot of rabbit fur that had fallen. ”

"The gray rabbit came up with the appearance of the white rabbit losing all his fur in his mind, and he felt like a little pig next door, so he cried and said, if your hair falls out, don't you like me anymore?"

"The white rabbit won the competition, gently touched the gray rabbit's head, and said..."

"Don't worry, I grow a lot of hair every day. ”

The story is short, silly, and has no moral or content.

But Gardenia liked it very much, and when she heard that the white rabbit was shedding, she had a slick rabbit in her mind, and she hugged the bear and laughed.

Gardenia hadn't been laughed at like this in a long time, and although the story was short, it touched her.

She felt so happy to have such a person to talk to her and tell her such silly little stories.

Tonight's night is beautiful.

Yuan Jia: "Good night~"

Gardenia: [Yuanjia... Good night~!】

She sent a voice.

The tone was full of today's mood.

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(Recently, I've been adjusting my work and rest time, it's so uncomfortable, my brain is a mess, everyone must go to bed early and get up early, dog food Dazhang, remember to vote! Maybe maybe it may be on the shelves on May 1st~)