In the past few days since I returned to school, Zhang Xueqin estimated that she didn't target me much because of Chen Nianmo.

And Guo Xiangqiang and his group of people became completely honest after this incident, and they didn't do anything bad to me again.

It's just that when I walk into the classroom, I can still hear a few whispers coming from a corner about me being a vixen, calling me a slut. I just ignored it and didn't listen to it.

Now I take my studies more seriously than before, and now I just want to study hard and repay my mother by learning a grade as soon as possible.

Han Xinrou also saw my attitude towards her at this time, and interacted with me occasionally, I was lukewarm to her, so I maintained it safely and soundly, and sometimes I would ask her more questions about her studies.

At this time, without Zheng Xinguang to help me, I was embarrassed to find Fang Zhiwen, and I could only work my own learning.

Han Xinrou saw that I asked her for advice on academic matters, and she must have some interests in her heart, so she always tried her best to teach me, and my academic performance slowly improved.

Sometimes I still have some emotion in my heart, and now I can only rely on myself, and I can never rely on others.

Zheng Xinguang still hasn't come to school these days, and sometimes I want to go to the first class to hear some news, but as soon as I see Lin Keer, I come back.

I even have a feeling that I am not even qualified to ask Zheng Xinguang about it now.

Once, Lin Ke'er actually came to me and said coldly, "Why are you embarrassed to come back by yourself?"

I knew what she was talking about, and I turned cold and said, "I don't know what you're talking about." ”

Lin Ke'er didn't believe it when she heard this, and said in a deep voice: "You'd better stop holding Zheng Xinguang, what kind of person you are should have what kind of self-knowledge, it is completely impossible for you to be with Xinguang." ”

At this time, she probably also heard about me and my mother being kicked out of the Zheng family, and became more and more unkind to me.

It's just that she probably didn't scold me in order to maintain her posture.

When I heard this, I couldn't help but feel another pain in my heart.

Now I really don't have the qualifications to associate with Zheng Xinguang anymore.

Seeing my gloomy look, Lin Keer clapped her hands and said to me with satisfaction: "You'd better always draw a line with Zheng Xinguang." After this time, who is the one who is good to him, it is estimated that Shinko will also realize that it is me. ”

After saying that, she walked away with a swagger, as if I was what kind of garbage I was left behind.

These days, Zhang Xueqin occasionally scolds me in class: "Some people, she just relies on herself to have a little relationship, so she is lawless." That's why I said, students, you can't do that. Let's look at the next question......"

Because her words were not aimed at me openly, nor did she say anything that touched my bottom line, it didn't hurt or itch, and I just passed it as a deaf ear.

One time after school, I went downstairs and was suddenly startled, because Zheng Xinguang was waiting for me at the school gate.

Seeing him after many days, my heart was full of distress.

Because he wore a hairband at this time, he was dressed loosely, and he used to be a good student standing under the national flag to receive the award, but now he has become a gangster in society because of me.

As we approached, we both looked at each other, but we didn't say anything, and just stood silently.

There were passers-by passing by, looking at us from time to time.

None of us knew how to tell each other, and we didn't know how to alleviate so many conflicts between us.

Fortunately, the embarrassment between us didn't last long, and after a while, Lin Ke'er suddenly appeared, grabbed Zheng Xinguang's arm, and said knowingly: "Xinguang, why haven't you come to school for so long?"

Her words were soft and soft, with obvious concern in her eyes, but it was a mistake, and Zheng Xinguang shook her off.

His gaze stayed on me and said to me, "Li Juan, I have something to tell you. ”

But I still wanted to avoid him, so I lowered my eyelashes and said, "I'm going to help my mom with the work, so I'll go first." ”

However, before I could take two steps, Zheng Xinguang grabbed my arm and said in a sharp tone: "I must make it clear to you!"

I felt his thunderous momentum and this unquestionable attitude, and I was a little stunned, and then I thought it was time to give our relationship a suitable ending, so I agreed.

Lin Ke'er was put aside at this time, looking at me and then at Zheng Xinguang, naturally knowing that she had no way to insert it, so she said stupidly: "Okay, Xinguang, then you talk, I'll go first." ”

She is a very self-aware person, knowing that she can't change Zheng Xinguang's decision at this time, she will accept it when she sees it, so she will leave first.

Zheng Xinguang kept holding my arm and walked straight forward, I was pulled by him like this, and suddenly all kinds of similar scenes from before reappeared, and my heart was very complicated for a while.

At that time, Zheng Xinguang held my hand so gently, shook my fingers, and led me to walk quickly or slowly.

What was our mood at that time, it seemed to be joy and happiness, and we thought that we would continue like this.

But now Zheng Xinguang is holding my hand very strongly, as if he is afraid that I will run away as soon as I let go, and naturally there is nothing gentle at all.

We were silent all the way, and I couldn't help but wonder if I was the only one who was panicking like this, or if he was the same in his heart.

With a lot of thoughts, Zheng Xinguang took me to a nearby park, and when he found a place where there was no one, he stopped and turned around and asked, "Li Juan, what do you think?"

He didn't call me Juanzi anymore, but called me by name directly, in such a formal tone.

I heard him mention this topic, and I also said that I was ready to reply, and said with my head down: "Zheng Xinguang, I ran away from home on the spur of the moment, and you should go back to school too." ”

Zheng Xinguang was speechless for a long time, and when I finally couldn't help but raise my head and wanted to sneak a look at him, I found that his eyes were full of disappointment.

"The two of us were wrong from the start, and I wanted to end this wrong relationship. ”

Zheng Xinguang asked me, "Is it fun to play me?"

When he said this, his cold look seemed to completely return to the way I was when I first met him.

He spoke to me with such a cold face at that time, even more so than the frost at that time.

My heart ached, and I suddenly wondered how we had come to this point, and the relationship that had been shaky was completely coming to an end at this time.

I whispered, "Lin Ke'er is more suitable for you." ”

Then I hurried away.

I was afraid that if I took one step too late, tears would fall from my eyes.