Running and running, tears flowed down the corners of my eyes.

I feel colder in my heart than ever before, at this moment I really want to give up Zheng Xinguang, and we have no room for redemption.

This time we separated, and I was more miserable than any breakup.

Breaking up again and again, the problems between us have not been resolved, but have become more and more problems each time.

At this time, what separates me from Zheng Xinguang is not just a wall, but a copper wall and an iron wall.

By the time I got ready and went back to the basement, my mom was already home.

She looked at me unhappily and asked, "Why are you back so late?"

I whispered, "The school teacher is here." ”

When my mother heard this, she didn't have any suspicions, and dragged her sick face to prepare dinner for me.

When I saw my mother working so busy, I couldn't help but feel a sense of apology in my heart, and rushed up to help her chop vegetables and help her set up the dishes and chopsticks.

My mother said, "You just need to study hard in school, let me do these things." ”

My mom asked, "How are you doing at school?"

I was slightly stunned when I heard this, and in order not to let her worry about me, I prevaricated with words.

"The school is okay, the teacher has no opinion on me now, I started to study hard, and Guo Xiangqiang didn't do anything to me. ”

My mom was relieved this time and said, "Yes, just focus on studying." Whatever happens, let's get through high school and go to college. ”

As she spoke, she cooked me a delicious meal, and I felt that something was wrong for a moment, but I couldn't say what it was.

During the meal, my mom put Coke chicken wings on my plate and said, "Juanzi, this is your favorite." ”

I looked at the Coke chicken wings and knew that my mom had spent a lot of time making these dishes, and my heart warmed up and said, "Thank you, Mom." ”

Then I picked up the Coke wings and ate them.

The chicken wings still have a hint of sweetness compared to before, and they are very flavorful. As I ate, I suddenly felt like it was still the same as before, and everything seemed to be the same.

However, as I ate it, I felt something strange in the kitchen, and this was the first time we had eaten meat in so many days.

And my mom only gave me the Coke chicken wings, but she didn't move a bit, and I couldn't help but feel sad again.

The meal was quite warm, but I kept my emotions going.

Because of the incident just now, I have been thinking in my heart that Zheng Xinguang and I are afraid that there will be no future at all.

I pushed him away again, and if there was room for redemption in the first and second times, but it was only three times, and in the third time, if it was me, I don't think I would continue to endure it.

What's more, this is a matter for which there is no solution in the first place.

After eating, Xu Weiguo, the man who rented the basement of our mother and daughter, came.

He lazily said to my mother, "Have you just eaten?" ”

I saw his gaze glancing at my mother wantonly, and I suddenly understood that this man was not like the original village chief Guo.

Seeing that he hinted to my mother that he should break my mother up, I was afraid that my mother would be embarrassed, so I made an excuse and said, "Mom, I want to go out for a walk." ”

Before my mom could answer me, I ran out.

I feel a little sad in my heart, is this just out of the tiger's den and into the wolf's den?

It seems that we mother and daughter in today's society, if we are separated from the help of other people, we cannot live.

I hated this very much in my heart and was very helpless, because at present, with my strength, I cannot play any real role.

Walking aimlessly down the street alone, I still feel sad thinking about what my mom was forced to do.

At this time, a family of three came over, and I saw the father holding a balloon in his hand, and the child kept sprinkling petty.

"Baby, what are we going to eat next?"

"I want ice cream, I want fries, I want hamburgers!"

The father smiled softly and said, "Yes, baby." Daddy buys you whatever you want. However, you have already eaten too much ice cream today, you can't eat it anymore, and you will get tooth decay if you eat it again. And you won't grow taller like this. ”

The child pouted when she heard this, and the mother smiled at this time and took down the balloon for the baby to play with, and after a while the child's attention was diverted.

I looked at them with envy on their faces, such a happy family of three had appeared in my dreams countless times, but I knew that I would never have it again in this life.

After a while, I saw a young couple walking by lovingly.

They were talking about today's shopping, and one of them carried a big bag and said, "Miss, your expenses are too big, I'm a little overwhelmed." ”

And the other said, "Aren't we making money just to spend it?"

"No, no, it's my honor to serve you, Miss. ”

Looking at them like this, I can't help but think of a time when I was also a person who was cared for in the palm of my hand by others, and I was in a sad mood.

Maybe it's the sadness of the scene, I look at the love of others, and I feel a little sad when I think that I am single and lonely now.

I walked aimlessly on the streets, looking at the neon lights on the side of the street, thinking that this small county town now has such light, and I couldn't help but think of the big city that Chen Nianmo once told me.

I don't think I can get happiness in this small county after all, and I study hard, and one day, I will go to a big city, which can make my life with my mother better.

I was pondering, thinking about it, thinking of what Chen Nianmo told me at that time that the big city has such brilliance.

At this moment, suddenly someone knocked on my head, and the person I was thinking of happened to appear in front of me, I was a little stunned for a moment, and then reacted and said, "Thank you for protecting me at school." ”

Seeing me like this, Chen Nianmo chuckled and said, "You still have a conscience." ”

I scratched my head and said hesitantly, "I hope you stay away from me in the future." ”

Chen Nianmo's face suddenly changed when he heard my words, and he didn't look very good, as if I said this because I had no conscience and was ungrateful.

I went on to explain, "I'm just a troublemaker, and I cause trouble everywhere I go. ”

Chen Nianmo didn't take a breath, and directly answered: "Lao Tzu likes troublesome essence, can't you?"

When I heard this, I opened my mouth wide in surprise for a while, and Chen Nianmo seemed to know that he had lost his words, so he was silent, and the scene froze.