"Quack, quack—"

"Squeak, squeak—"

In the courtyard of the villa far from the city center, there is the sound of nature, a cool night breeze blows, the watermelon seedlings tremble slightly, and under the moonlight, they are faintly growing......

The lights were still on in the room on the second floor, and on the windowsill, there were two small swallows napping, with their nests overhead, and there were already two eggs in the nest.

When the eggs are laid, the little swallow will begin to hatch the eggs, and after half a month, there will be a few more small new lives.

Through the gap in the curtain, you can see the girl in the room, who is lying on the table and writing today's diary seriously.

It's already eleven o'clock, these days' regular sleep, slowly adjusting her biological clock, she rubbed her eyes, a little sleepy, but still didn't lie down in bed to sleep.

Because her pillow is magical, if she wants to sleep, she will fall asleep in less than five minutes.

But she hasn't finished her business today, and Yuan Jia hasn't said good night to her, so she won't sleep, and she will wait for him while writing a diary.

"March 29, 2020, fine. ”

"Today is Sunday, the week has passed, and when I wake up tomorrow it will be a new week. ”

"Actually, I didn't pay attention to the day of the week before, it seems like every day, but now it's different, I pay attention to the day of the week, and then think about what you're going to do today, and just like that, I feel like I'm doing these things with you. ”

"I'm so cowardly. ”

"I obviously want to say these things to you in person, but I dare to write them on paper secretly, like a big fool?"

"I'm so cowardly, so cowardly, so cowardly!" (˃˄˂̥̥)"

"I've seen your photos from ten years ago, just like then, you haven't seen my photos when I was a child, and when I look through the photo album today, I see myself when I was three years old, hehe, I won't tell you that I was a chubby chick at that time!"

"After a long, long time, you'll be an old man, and I'll be an old woman, and then we'll all be ugly. ”

"I'll hold you, just like you'll hold me, if you're always there, and I've always been good, then I'm not afraid of becoming an old woman, we don't have teeth, I like to eat jam, will you eat with me, sweet and sour, probably only children like to eat it." ”

"Then let's be a strange old man and old woman, eat jam together, and we'll be better after eating, for a lifetime, and then go to hell together~"

"I want to see you, so specially!"

"The thought of us meeting makes me so excited. ”

"And then I'm so excited, I'm going to faint......"

"I'm always suspicious, like a psychopath, and I'm even afraid to see someone I know so well and like so much, what's so scary? I obviously want to see you think of flying out, but your hands are shaking, and your legs just can't take a step......

"Xu watermelon seems to grow in the ground, and she grows hard in your direction, especially hard!"

"But her roots are so deep that she has to use scissors to cut them off little by little......"

"Someday ......"

"She'll pull herself out of the ground and run towards you. ”

"Because, she loves you like crazy. ”

……

Xu Nanyu took out a one-inch photo of Yuanjia and looked at it for a while, and then put it back in his notebook.

Close the notebook and lock it in the drawer.

She got into the bed, hugged the bear, lit up her phone, and opened Yuanjia's chat box.

Yuanjia went to the party and didn't come back yet, and Gardenia didn't send a message to bother him, but he wanted to wait for him to come back, so he had to look through the chat history.

Look at them one by one, from today, to yesterday, and then to the day before yesterday......

Her QQ number is new, and Yuanjia's QQ number is old.

Gardenia updated her signature: Why haven't you come back yet...

Then I clicked on Kaiyuanjia's information card and looked at it again.

Yuanjia hasn't used QQ for a long time.,The signature is also empty.,The data card is also monotonous.,Last time Gardenia clicked on his QQ space.,Found that it was locked.,No one can see it.。

So Gardenia ordered it again.

She froze.

This time, Gardenia successfully entered Yuanjia's QQ space.

The update time of Space Talk stopped updating almost five or six years ago, and the more you scroll forward, the more you talk about it.

Like the teenagers at that time, Yuan Jia also likes to express today's mood in the talk, or excerpt some youthful and sad sentences.

Because there were so many of them, he looked extremely ashamed now, and he didn't bother to delete them, so he simply locked the space.

Two days ago, I saw Gardenia in the record of rejected visitors, so I opened her space alone.

This discovery instantly surprised Gardenia, and she hurriedly flipped through Yuanjia's previous talks, reading each one, as if she could see his experience over the years.

But it's too much, and Gardenia is reluctant to read it all at once, so let's look at half a year's volume tonight!

After reading it, Gardenia went to look at Yuanjia's space album again.

There's a lot of content in it.,And it's updated every year.,Although Yuanjia uses QQ less.,But the function of space album has always been used.,Mainly used as a cloud storage function for photos.。

So Gardenia saw the red cloth hanging on the signboard when Yuanjia's psychological counseling room opened, saw Yuanjia and his college classmates graduate and traveled to XC, saw the snowy mountains he took in Daocheng Yading, saw his graduation photos, saw his internship in the hospital, saw his club activities, saw the cafeteria meals he took on the first day of enrollment, saw the admission notice of the Department of Psychology of Suzhou University that he posted, saw his college entrance examination results, saw his high school graduation photos, and vaguely familiar classmates in the graduation photos, still that class, but there was no Xu Nanyu……

These are the lives that Gardenia has missed in the past ten years.

But now, she saw it all through Yuanjia's photo album.

I don't know how to describe that inner emotion, it is happy, moving, regretful, and memories......

She looked at them one by one, her eyes red, and tears flowed down her cheeks.

Although she has not experienced these things, looking at Yuanjia's photos, it can be regarded as filling a large regret in her heart.

It's like being involved in his life.

And then there's a wonderful trance that she seems to have been in for the past ten years.

Like Yuan Jia, Xu Nanyu did not miss a good opportunity to save the photos, and secretly downloaded all the photos in the Yuan Jia album to his mobile phone.

It was also carefully classified.

There are one category of Yuan Jia's face, one category of Yuan Jia's single photos, and one category of Yuan Jia's life experiences.

The scenery photos he took are really beautiful, the fiery red maple forest, the towering snow-capped mountains, the marshmallow-like white clouds, and the clear blue sky......

Before I knew it, it was eleven forty o'clock.

Gardenia also opened a yellow diamond, which can later be accessed stealthily in his space.

After all, it's a reserved girl.,If he finds out.,I haven't done anything all day.,Just look at his space.,Gardenia feels like she doesn't want a face......

"Didi—"

The QQ message sounded, and Gardenia exited the QQ space for the first time, and clicked the message away.

Yuanjia: "I'm back, what are you doing?"

"I'm in"

Gardenia was typing in the chat box, what's the matter, saying that she was thinking about him, saying that she was looking at his space, how embarrassing is that......

Gardenia: "I'm dreaming!"

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(On the shelves on May 1st, everyone remember to vote and like the character~ Students who are willing to reward can choose to reward Gardenia, click into the character details page, and send chicken legs to her to eat.) ）