Chapter 78
"Why are you afraid?" he ran his fingers over the girl's forehead, "why fear?"
Her body froze for a few seconds, but she didn't expect to fall into his arms, and she was caught off guard, so she was frightened.
Lowering his head, he saw the man's hand clasped around his waist, his fingers with distinct knobs, slender and clean.
I know that once I start to love each other, I will not stop asking for his love, fall in love, and never stop there.
Unless you can get him completely, you will never be satisfied, otherwise you will be like the women who met the genius Merlot in the story, unable to suppress falling in love with someone, going crazy for him, and ending tragically.
I probably don't want to love so humbly, so powerless.
If he is like him, stronger, or has Roland's intelligence and tenacity, he will not be defeated in any negative state and environment, and he will not escape and retreat here.
Because deep down his heart rebelled and became his thing, but he also knew what he wanted, what he had to have.
That's why they are so cautious, because for a person, losing vigilance is equivalent to losing strength.
When a man takes a fancy to a woman, he takes all kinds of ways to move her heart, not necessarily willing to listen to her, think about her, and think about her situation, because he just wants her in the first place.
Love is something that is difficult to quantify, it does not need to be logical and unreasonable, and it is not fair to pay attention to it, the war between men and women has always been about the war of love, and sometimes it has to be equal to the opponent.
For men who are natural hunters, their nature is to conquer, men and women will inevitably compete with each other for control, some men will never learn to get along with women, respect their partners, or think about each other in their lives, while others will respect their lovers and learn how to love each other.
In fact, it's not all his problem, many times, if you want to get any kind of lover, you have to become his opponent.
She stared straight at him, and even though she knew all his flaws, he was still perfect in her heart.
It is probably because of this that I am more afraid to approach him.
From the early days of the ambiguity, a war between men and women began, and once a woman fell into this war, she had to keep the initiative.
Slowly pulling away from his embrace, she wanted to talk to him, but found that the chips and confidence were not enough, and the only thing she relied on was how much love the other party felt, which was really a helpless thing.
She bit her lip and stared at him.
After a few seconds, he reached out and stroked a few strands of blonde hair that had fallen from his forehead.
In my sight is Alan's long eyelashes, soft shadows under her eyes, delicate and delicate, thinking of the little boy who slept with her, remembering that he was quiet and beautiful like an angel.
It was only at this moment that she really realized that perhaps she had a deep love for him a long time ago.
I vaguely understood why he was holding her in his hands. In a way, he is a proud, willful, and domineering guy in his bones, but fortunately he has not asked to bow down to him.
Since he is destined to fall into this love with him, no matter who he faces, he must be calm and not lose his hole cards.
No matter what kind of person you face, you must have the confidence to stick to the initiative. If you don't even have this courage and confidence, you are not qualified to go down with him.
The girl quietly spoke, "Alan, come and make a pact with me!" she looked into his eyes and said, "Promise me three things." ”
The young man reached out and took her hand, "What's the matter?"
She said slowly, "The first thing, you can't use means to deceive me, the second thing, you can't use power to control my life, and the third thing, if you don't love me, your heart is not in me, let me go!"
Lowered her long black eyelashes, "If I become your girlfriend, you can't break the contract, or I'll leave you." ”
"You can break the agreement, but I won't give you more than a second chance. After a pause, he said, "And that thing...... Don't do that to me. ”
"I don't want to be that fast yet. "Even if a woman is stupid in love, she can't lose her dignity and confidence.
No matter what kind of opponent you are facing, you must also be clear in your heart.
To grasp the initiative of this love, it is not about conspiracy, not about skill, not about domineering.
"Okay, are these three things you worry about" felt his fingers lightly touch the hair on the top of her head, "Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you." ”
His determined gaze can make people can't suppress their heartbeat, "I like you, what are you afraid of?"
Her eyelashes twitched slightly, like a butterfly's wings, and he touched her so carefully that she felt cherished.
He approached her and put his hand around the girl's shoulder, "I promise you, if you don't tell you, I can't say anything for the time being." ”
Fingers ran over her cheek, as if to comfort her, "When we get along in the future, do you have anything in your heart to tell me, okay? If I read your thoughts, you will be angry, and I may not know all the things you are afraid to worry about." ”
In a gentle way, he gently took her into his arms and whispered in his ear, "With me, I will make you happy." ”
She sighed lightly, and even if there was a trace of reluctance and resistance in her heart, she disappeared without a trace......
His tenderness to himself at this moment is really a big killer!
He pressed his chin against the girl's slender neck, hugged the girl in his arms to the fullest, snuggled into his arms, she closed her eyes, no longer broke away from the embrace, and put her hand on Alan's shoulder.
It took a long, long time to hug like this.
Time seems to stand still......
They remained motionless, as if enjoying the moment quietly.
Obviously, her heart was beating for a long time, but later, she seemed to have a hint of sleepiness, moved, and felt rubbing against his chin, only to realize that this hug lasted for a long time.
He leaned back on the couch and whispered softly above his head, "Are you hungry?
"Hmm. ”
He seemed pleased with her current change, rubbed her neck, and said, "Do you want to eat Italian or Chinese food?"
She said lazily: "Chinese food." "I've missed Chinese cuisine for a long time. Suddenly remembered, does Alan use chopsticks?
The blonde young man made a phone call in the luxury apartment, and a moment later, the white-gloved waiter delivered a sumptuous meal in a dining cart, and a variety of meals were laid out in front of the snow-white tablecloth tablecloth. It turns out that this apartment also offers the aristocratic service of a hotel white glove?
Smelling the enticing scent, she turned her head and walked over to the table, where they sat down around the long table.
Alan did not sit opposite, but chose to be by Su Xiaoqi's side, she picked up the chopsticks and glanced at the dishes on the table, there are dishes from all over the world, which are very exquisite.
His eyes were gently glowing with a gentle light blue, and he brought a pair of special chopsticks for picking vegetables, "Try this?sweetandsourpork?"
She took a bite of it, and the porot in it was good, and the meat tasted delicious and delicious.
"Sugar crispy carp? ”
"Good. ”
She took a chopstick dish by herself, put it in the bowl, raised her head, and looked at Allen, she didn't expect that he actually learned to use chopsticks?
"This one, it's so spicy!" she rinsed.
Although she is not afraid of spicy, this dish is too spicy.
"There's green peppers in it. He looked at her with a kind of reverie tenderness in his eyes.
"Well, you eat too. She buried her head in her meal, wondering not to look at me.
Being watched by him eating, he felt that this meal had a more tender and tender atmosphere.
On the night when the boy was in Lou Zhong, from the first time she found that she was attracted to him, if she intentionally or unintentionally ignored the current emitted by the magnetic field on his body, who called herself such a demonic character?
I didn't dare to get too close to him, but it was still planted in his hands.
She thought that she was probably finished! Falling in love with such a person, with this experience, she would never forget it for the rest of her life, how could she marry and have children smoothly?
After finishing his meal, he walked over to the floor-to-ceiling window, "Alan, I want to go out for a walk." "As soon as she arrived in New York, she was pulled here by Allen.
He shouldn't lock her up, right?
She turned to see the blonde young man sitting in the living room, doing business on his laptop.
He raised his eyes and asked, "Would you like to see Manhattan?"
"Hmm. ”
The young man closed his laptop, "I'll go with you." ”
She turned her head, expecting him to have something important to do in the afternoon.
When you get off the elevator, the skyscraper that looks blue from the outside reflects a dazzling light in the afternoon sun.
Looking at the glass, she could see the beautiful view of the city of Manhattan and the Hudson River, and she was still wondering why the luxury apartment had white-glove aristocratic service.
The first time Su Xiaoqi came here, she had no idea that this area was the most expensive luxury apartment in the United States, and there was a hotel at the bottom of the tower that provided star-rated services to residents.
They got into a black car, and she sat in the car and looked out at the bustling streets, where she used to live with Allen in the United States, and she was like a poor child in the whole country, and she hadn't visited anywhere except Los Angeles and nearby towns.
"Where to go?" he asked.
"Walk around along the way. She replied while sitting in the car, remembering that someone had said that if you went to New York without going to Times Square, you would have not seen New York City, and added, "Then go to Times Square." ”
Looking at the bustling scenery of Manhattan, she remembered that New York City was known as the "Big Apple", which was so beautiful and delicious that everyone wanted to take a bite.
Drive through Lower Manhattan, from Chambers Street near the Hudson River to the bridge entrance.
The Lower Manhattan business district forms the core of the area south of Chambers Street, including the Financial District, commonly referred to as Wall Street.
Wall Street is a large street stretching from Broadway Road to the East River in the southern part of Manhattan in New York City, only 7 blocks from Broadway to the East River, but it is famous as the "financial center of the United States".
The offices of the managers of banks, insurance, shipping, railroads, and other companies set up by the Morgan chaebol, the Rockefeller oil magnate, and the DuPont consortium are concentrated here.
In Manhattan, near Times Square in New York, the famous NASDAQ logo and stock market tables flickered outside the four NASDAQ exchanges in Times Square. Nasdaq's huge advertisements are constantly changing the hot and cold faces of black, blue and red, indicating the unpredictable situation of the stock market in the world's financial center.
Countless huge electronic billboards are constantly changing artistic advertising videos 24 hours a day, at the speed of a few seconds, and the atmosphere of business and finance and artistic means are perfectly unified here, and when you look up, it seems that Wall Street bosses are artistically showing off their wealth.
"Are you going to the movies?" asked the blonde young man, sitting next to her, as there are also forty BroadwayShow and Off-Broadway Show theaters and several large movie theaters near Times Square.
He knew that Alice had loved novels and movies since she was a child, and did not like science and engineering subjects.
She came back to her senses.
Watching movies with him?choosing romance films?literary films?science fiction films?With such a rational guy, won't the screenwriter really be criticized to death?
Unexpectedly, Alan really took her to buy a ticket to the movie, they chose a private room, sat on the sofa after coming in, and the two ordered popcorn, drinks and beer.
Su Xiaoqi ate popcorn while watching the movie, and she watched it with relish in the first half of the first movie, until the second half when the couple entered the hut in the woods, and in the dim light, the couple on the screen was making love, making her blush and heartbeat. American movies don't hit Mosaic!
If she watched it alone, she would definitely be able to finish it, but with a young man by her side, she suddenly felt that the atmosphere had become weird!
Although she didn't think there was anything, she stared at the screen intently for a while, and finally couldn't take it anymore and looked away.
This film is over, and the next thing to show is a mystery movie.
Well, she really didn't understand what she was talking about in a movie about high-IQ crimes, and she didn't understand a lot of links.
So, in her boredom, she began to eat popcorn all the time, and when the portion in her hand was empty, she went to get the popcorn in Alan's hand until she had eaten his portion too, opened the canned beer and drank it to relieve her boredom.
In fact, she was nervous all night, thinking that the other party would do something, click like a squirrel and eat it all the time, chewing food to relieve the uneasiness and block the ambiguous atmosphere. The young man with blond hair was calm, and he stared at the screen all night as if he had come to watch a movie.
The third is a science fiction film, and when she saw half of it, she felt drowsy, and she finally felt that she couldn't stand it anymore. A slender and powerful arm stretched out, took her into his arms, and in a drowsy state, he found his shoulder as a cushion and leaned on Alan and fell asleep.
When Su Xiaoqi slowly woke up, a bright white light pierced her eyes, and when she opened her eyes, the things around her gradually became clear in front of her, and the gorgeous bed was much wider than before.
Her cheek was almost against his chest, and a patch of snow-white skin could be seen standing out in the pale light.
She was almost frightened, but her expression was sluggish, what was going on? Wouldn't it?
Alan opened his blue eyes and took her head, "What's wrong?"
"Allen......" her eyes widened. "How could we?"
"Do you mean, sleeping together?" he lifted the quilt and got up from the bed, "Have you forgotten what happened last night?"
Ignoring his loose pajamas, he stepped out of bed, "Watch a movie with me, you're asleep." ”
Only then did she remember that after three movies, she really couldn't hold it anymore and fell asleep leaning on him. I don't know if she slept like a pig or was brought back.
He turned his head to look at her, last night in the private room while watching a movie, eating popcorn and drinking canned beer, he was half drunk after drinking a little, and the amount of alcohol was still so bad!
"We slept together as kids anyway. He walked to the hanger and picked up his shirt, "We will be together in the future, you better get used to it!"
Su Xiaoqi looked at him silently and shook his head, "That's not right!"
Seeing that he began to undress, she turned her head away from him to change his clothes, the handsome guy's scenery was too beautiful to poke his eyes, although she could see it in the open.
He buttoned up his shirt and turned to look at her curiously, "What's wrong?"
"I shouldn't have slept here last night. ”
I don't know when I came back with him last night.
When he is completely defenseless, if he still wants to push her down, it is too easy to do something harmonious!
"Aren't you my girlfriend, what's wrong with sleeping in my room?"
The problem is that now she not only slept in his room, slept in his bed, but also slept together, and it didn't feel right when she woke up in the morning!
She deeply feels that for those Westerners who like each other and roll the sheets, in their eyes, she is probably awkward to the extreme, such a woman is not welcome in the United States, and she is entangled in the European and American love model, hoping that it is gradual.
No, he shouldn't have violated her, because he was too smart and proud, and he just said yesterday that he wouldn't do it this way.
He looked at the look on her face, "Alice, you don't like to be close to men?"
Growing up in a boarding house with herself, she always encountered all kinds of strange men who beat her ideas, and was she frightened in the past?
Living in Italy and France, she still maintains her chastity, either disliking men or letting go of a cute-looking girl unless the men around her are blind.
Obviously likes him but resists the two of them being close, and is very shy in this regard, and is shy when he wakes up?
Was Egbert speculating that she was homosexually inclined or psychologically androphobic? That's why he wondered if this was true for all suitors?
She froze, and then her face darkened!
Could it be that he lived in Europe and the United States and became a prehistoric dinosaur?
Isn't it good for him to be a male protagonist? Isn't it strange for such a man to be in the United States?
Wait, what strange place did your mind go
"How do you think that?"
"I saw it at the last alumni reunion. He said that the last time he bumped into her, he knew three pieces of information from her words: she was introduced to a boyfriend, she was hiding from alumni, and she didn't want to have a boyfriend.
He was smiling, at least when he wasn't here, her life was blank.
In France, if it weren't for the small social circle or introverted personality, how could a friend introduce a boyfriend?
At the party, when I saw her shy, I especially liked to tease her. In his opinion, her youthful appearance was very seductive, and he wanted to pull her into his arms and kiss her for a while.
Never to the girl, her reaction triggered his desire to conquer as a man.
In the car, he wanted to possess her.
He looked at her and said to her, "You haven't had a boyfriend. ”
She was stunned.
When I faced him yesterday, I wanted to make up someone, but before I finished speaking, I was so shocked by his kiss that I couldn't go on.
It turned out that he had already seen everything.
She tilted her head, really unaccomplished.
He looked at the girl in his bed, the person was probably strange, he wanted to get her before, tried to turn her into his own woman, and now that she was his girlfriend, he was polite.
Perhaps, he did care about this girl and her words.