Chapter 77
Leaning back on a soft and luxurious bed, she stared straight at the ceiling, a luxurious, sophisticated, stylish bedroom with transparent floor-to-ceiling glass, and the gorgeous decoration reflects the owner's elegant and unique taste.
Su Xiaoqi remembered the night when she was carried by the teenager Allen to the seventeenth floor of a high-end community, and she stayed in the room quietly like this.
Leaning against the glass curtain wall at dawn, she looked up.
Located on the top floor of a luxury apartment in the most prosperous neighborhood of New York City, the sky is almost touchable in front of you.
"What are you looking at?" a warm, magnetic voice rang out.
"Tomorrow's auction location. Su Xiaoqi leaned in front of the glass curtain in the living room and looked away from him.
At this time, it was early morning, and the slender figure of the blonde man was faintly in the light, looking a little foggy.
The young man looked at Su Xiaoqi, her dark eyes seemed to leak ink light, probably because of contemplation, and there was a quiet and mysterious beauty in her expression.
The slight footsteps sounded in his ears, and he could feel that he was approaching him, although he wanted to ignore the young people around him, but his sense of existence was too strong.
She had thought that Egbert must have had no interest in herself, so she approached him like a fawn unsuspectingly, until he took up his bow and pointed it at herself like a hunter, and then fled in terror.
If she dodged him like she did last time, maybe in exchange for Egbert blocking her and pinning her against the wall.
Slender arms wrapped around her shoulders, "I slept last night without dinner." With that, he smiled softly. "Are you hungry now?"
She didn't say anything and looked at him silently.
If it had been before, she would have resisted stubbornly. But knowing that resistance will make him adopt more offensive tactics, as happened last time in the elevator, he was quickly caught by the other party, he pushed her into the corner and kissed her breathlessly.
She had learned that the man was interested in her, that there was chemistry between them, and that any touch, kiss, or hug would be terrible to her.
Because he'll make her lose like an anesthetic.
Now that he is completely in the enclosed space he controls, it is very bad to get along like this.
Su Xiaoqi has never known his true inner world, but he only knows that a man like Egbert will never like a bonsai, he admires a woman like Roland, and he can't figure out why he likes himself.
"Let's have a bite to eat. He said.
"There is Chinese food that you like. ”
She sat down with her head bowed, ate quietly, did not speak, she needed food to replenish her body at the moment, and fighting against Egbert was a very draining matter of physiological reserves and willpower, and if she was not prepared enough, her willpower would be depleted at some point.
After they finished their meal, she continued to look down the street in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows in her living room, seemingly indifferent to her surroundings.
The living room was quiet, so quiet that there was not a single sound.
She felt a little strange, and turned her head to see him leaning on the white sofa, lazily supporting his chin with his hands, his long eyelashes hanging slightly, not looking at her, not knowing what he was thinking.
It turns out that he is reading the text jiàn?
She watched him meditate, and it took a moment for her to react, probably used to being with him, to the relationship between them that was invisibly too close. The past few years have been like being with the closest friends and family.
Did he want to keep himself by his side for the same reason?
At some point, their relationship quietly changed, which made her very uneasy. Out of precaution, he still didn't feel at ease to stay as far away from him as possible.
He sat on the couch, looked up, and looked at her.
"Alice, come here. He said as his slender hand slouched back against the backrest.
She ignored the glass curtain.
The young man walked over, holding a bottle of Windsor mineral water in his left hand, and looked at her condescendingly: "Want to drink water?"
She was indeed thirsty, how would he know? The sun fell on his blue lake-like eyes, reflecting the glazed color in them, and the light was faint, and the dust was cleansed.
The girl looked up at him, but subconsciously licked the corners of her dry lips.
Under his gaze, she could not take her eyes off, she could only look at him in a daze, and he watched her gaze gradually change from cold to more and more scorching, so that she had a sense of crisis.
She said uneasily, "No need!"
"The lips are already dry and almost scarred, are you really okay?" The slender arm wrapped around Su Xiaoqi's shoulder, and the hair gently rubbed against her neck, "I'll feed you." ”
He pressed her against the glass curtain, opened the bottle, took a mouthful of water in his mouth, and lowered his head to kiss her on the lips.
His arms wrapped around her neck, ......and he kissed her lips.
Water overflowed from their mouths, down his cheeks, all the way to the ends of his hair, the crystal color, reflecting a touch of blue in his eyes, beautiful and bewitching.
"Ahem, ahem," she choked when she didn't expect him to do so, and the air was full of ambiguity.
"What a mistake. He smiled lightly and raised his hand to wipe the water stains from the corners of her mouth: "I'll wipe it clean for you." He smiled and helped her wipe the water from her cheeks.
Then he pressed her head, and before he could reprimand him, she opened her lips and teeth and poked the tip of his tongue in.
The halo in front of him was slowly obliterated by the black shadow, and disappeared little by little...... It's obviously a gentle and lingering kiss, but it's full of temptation. He took her in his arms and inadvertently switched places.
She could feel his kiss getting hot and dizzy. As if feeling her soften, he kissed her cheek, gently lifted her chin, and kissed her slender neck.
The white and tender skin on her neck was suddenly sucked up by him, "Ah!" she was really defenseless, let out a coquettish moan, and the strength in her body seemed to be instantly drained, and her body could only rely on him.
As soon as he touched her, her body was somehow untouched, against her will, and she couldn't move.
In the midst of his kiss with her, the girl tried to break free with some uneasiness, his fingers caressing his waist, and his body softened.
In a daze, she felt someone kiss her, and put her fingers on his shoulder, not knowing if she was going to push the other person away. Until he leaned over and pressed her against the couch, the softness of his chest had been grasped by one hand.
The hand was unusually gentle, wandering through the clothes, and was pressed under him and kissed carefully, the kiss fell on her like raindrops, only to feel the soft lips and the crisp * itch of the skin touching, causing a slight tremble, he reached out and neatly took off the unbuttoned shirt on the girl's body.
She lay on the sofa and half-opened her eyes, and what instantly caught her eye was Alan's long eyelashes covered under her eyes, delicate and dense, trembling slightly like a fan, and gradually seeing the surrounding scene clearly, the blue halo under his eyes shadowed the delicate side cheeks, the blonde hair refracted the luster, kissed and stroked her, and unbuckled the buckle on the corset with one hand.
He didn't just stop at the beginning, let her get lost, make her addicted, and let her be the only one in her life.
Feeling a chill in his chest, he immediately reached out against his chest: "No!"
Pushing his shoulder, "Don't, Alan!" Before she could speak, he overbearingly encroached on her lips and teeth.
When he buried his head in her breasts, she immediately cried and pushed and hit him.
"Well, don't cry. He ran his fingers across the corners of her eyes, sticking out his tongue to lick away her tears.
He buried his head in her hair, heard her soft sobs, and took the girl into his arms.
His slender arms wrapped around her chest and hugged her, and he slowly leaned his head down and chuckled, "Alice, have you been like this to all suitors for the past four years?"
A 20-year-old virgin is a normal thing in China, but in the United States it is an unspeakable thing, enough to make a girl feel ashamed.
Suddenly pushed him away, "Yes, this kind of thing is very common, and it is nothing to stay with you all night, did I invite you to bed?"
Her eyes were red, "You go away! I haven't promised you yet, why do you say it's your girlfriend, why do you want to treat me like this?"
Su Xiaoqi knew that for Allen, he really grew up in the United States, and the two adults had feelings for each other, and it was normal to roll the sheets together, which was nothing, but she didn't want this kind of thing to happen in a daze.
After living in the United States for so many years, I didn't have the heart to defend chastity in life and death, and I didn't want a love to be rolling sheets with men, and the result of several loves was just rolling sheets with several men.
Single-mindedness and affection, in fact, there is nothing wrong with it, what is wrong is to eat the wrong thing like "love".
"Don't be afraid, I won't do anything to you. He whispered in her ear, "If you don't want to, I won't force you." After saying that, he put on a white shirt for her.
He reached out and gently patted her on the back, soothing her and calming the person in his arms.
Motionless and let him hold him, he seemed to be satisfied with her transformation, and gently scratched the girl's nose: "Now are you willing to be my girlfriend?"
She raised her head slowly, for a man with a high IQ, a strong will, a desire to control, and a calculating man, showing weakness or roundabout tactics would not be very effective, it was better to spread it out.
Su Xiaoqi bit her lip, "Allen, for you, maybe people like me don't have the right to speak to you on an equal footing. ”
Now, if she's not careful, she'll become his woman, and something has to be said. "But I still have to sue you, I don't like this!"
"If you don't listen to what I say and don't care what I say, then I won't say it to you in the future. ”
Su Xiaoqi looked at him seriously and said, "I don't like you to treat me like this, force me, I don't like to be controlled and decide my life." ”
She was vaguely weak, I don't know if it will have an effect if this is said, if a man is domineering in nature, it is difficult to say, he just wants to get her now.
"What don't you like?" he asked, "what else?" you tell me, I'll pay attention next time." ”
She was silent, asking a man to assure him how long he loved her was an unrealistic thing, and she had no idea whether he loved her or not.
He was born intelligent and understands everyone's weaknesses. Get along like this for one or two days...... A little longer can probably make people psychologically crazy, and a little longer is enough to break a person's will. Then, she went from rebellion to obedience, and everything was in the hands of this man.
After a long time, he spoke, "Allen, if one day, you are tired of me, please leave me a way out, okay?"
He looked into her eyes and stretched out his finger to gently caress her carefully raised eyebrows, "Alice, I won't hurt you. ”
"If wanting to be with someone is love," he said lightly, "I think I love you." ”
Her eyes widened, and he said he loved her, and he didn't have auditory hallucinations?
He looked down at her and said, "If I say I love you, you won't believe it." ”
"Why not love?"
He hugged her and said slowly, "When the heart has feelings, the body will have feelings." ”
"You have feelings for me, don't you?"
Egbert essentially doesn't believe in the so-called love, given that they have lived together in the past and have fitted perfectly into each other's lives, he wants her, and that is enough, not all kinds of women can live with him.
It is true that he has not considered the question of a girlfriend or a wife, and in his opinion, he just wants this woman.
It wasn't until the last time Alice would rather sleep with him than refuse to be his lover that she noticed that men and women are very different in many ways. Obviously, he has a completely different perspective from hers.
He and hers have a different way of thinking, they see the world from completely different perspectives, men have a simple and direct need for love, that is, to get each other, they are natural hunters, more inclined to conquer and possess the opposite sex.
Women are concerned about things in love and marriage, how to get along with men, and how to defend love and marriage.
Love, in the eyes of women, such as believing in God, in the eyes of men, such as business models, as a man, he does not believe in women's love thinking patterns, he only believes in men's set of practices.
Love is just a chemical, women are naturally affected by love genes, and the brain releases more oxytocin, plus the brainwashing of culture, media, and morality looks a little strange overall.
It's just chemicals in the brain that cause the sensation, and women produce higher levels of oxytocin — the bonding hormone that boosts the feeling of finding a "spirit mate."
Thinking that "true love" really exists is just a kind of exciting feeling and fantasy, not an arrangement of fate.
The most complete deception of the human brain, once the thought of that person, the brain releases feel-good chemicals and hormones, and the past friendship becomes spiritual * love, and any contact with this person is as inextricable as a drug addiction.
These addictive qualities of love make people feel so wonderful that it is difficult to even think of breaking up with someone, and it feels like they are sincere with each other, even lifelong relationships, that it seems unimaginable to let people give up this intoxicating feeling.
When the stage of attachment and a longer relationship is reached, the body produces more oxytocin in the hind lobes. In the process, there will be *, impulsiveness, and a thirst for the other person. This is determined by the rising levels of oxytocin in the posterior lobe in both men and women.
It is clear that the posterior lobe oxytocin between him and her is above average. The attraction that arises because of someone raises the levels of dopamine and serotonin in the body, which causes a high rise in emotions and a low level of emotion.
In fact, "perfect love" never exists, does a woman really know what kind of man she wants? Alice doesn't necessarily know what is the right option, it is better to influence her by herself.
He won't sue her, in his eyes love is actually a strategy. The same means that men use against their enemies can also be used against women.
He does not believe in morality because it is a very subjective thing, and those who blindly believe in morality are either cowards or lazy, while those who blindly despise morality have no concept of economic cost.
As he said to Roland last time, he didn't think that other men could bring Alice more happiness, and he had created the material and spiritual conditions needed for love, he already cared too much about Alice, and since this was the case, he wanted to get her.
But he knew that the transparent wall between him and her had to be shattered.
When he hugged her, he told her in the love pattern that women are used to, and he loved her.