Chapter 32: Thank you for discovering me in the corner of the world
"I usually go out to relax, life is diverse, your shoes are very handsome, it's a pity not to play. β
Listening to Yuan Jia's words, Chen Yuan nodded again and again, there are not many people he admires, in addition to a few basketball superstars, there is now another idol, this idol does not play, but gives psychological counseling to people.
In Chen Yuan's opinion, Yuan Jia is really amazing, he is a patient with exam syndrome like him, but he walked out by himself, Yuan Jia only needs to stand in front of him, and Chen Yuan can feel a strong confidence.
Unlike the psychological counselors he had seen before, Yuan Jia was a person who could really understand him and empathize with him, and he trusted Yuan Jia's words almost unconditionally.
Chen's father also understood what to do, and he did push the child too hard, but the gains outweighed the losses, and after he went back, he decided to study the manual of 'How to be a good parent's 20 things to pay attention to'.
The whole consultation process, including after the consultation, Yuan Jia gave Chen Yuan a relaxing hypnotherapy again, which took more than three hours and cost 700 yuan.
Of course, after seeing that Chen Yuan's mental state had improved a lot after consultation, Chen's father still didn't feel sorry for the money, after all, it took two hundred to find a make-up teacher for one class these years.
[Consultation points +150, thanks from Chen Yuan +100, thanks from Chen's father +50]
Remuneration and points are credited, Yuan Jia is very happy, now think about it, he still has a lot to improve, such as the hypnotherapy used today, the effect of this kind of problem is very good, the system has a special course training, and it has to be strengthened another day.
There is no appointment in the afternoon, tomorrow is Sunday, Yuanjia gives himself a day off, then he can get off work now.
Yuan Jia packed up his things, closed the door and went home for lunch, took out his mobile phone on the way, and sent a message to Xu Nanyu.
Yuanjia: "How was this morning?"
She was quick to reply to the message.
Gardenia: "It went well! I drew the clouds and the mountains in the distance, and then I'm getting ready for lunch now. β
Gardenia: "[Image]"
She took a photo, the picture was square, her drawing board was square, and the surrounding environment was not photographed at all, subconsciously protecting her true place.
Xu Nanyu paints watercolors, and his painting skills are still very good, the colors are relatively conservative, and the clouds and mountains only use two colors: light green and gray and white.
Yuan Jiacai planned to save this painting politely, and the next second she withdrew the picture message.
Gardenia: "I didn't draw well, so I withdrew ......"
Yuanjia: "It's a good painting, I'm planning to save it." β
Gardenia: "Really, I didn't learn to draw, I have been thinking about it myself in the past few years. β
Yuan Jia: "Send it to me and save it." β
Gardenia: "Don't give~"
Then Yuanjia didn't reply to her messages, and after a while, Gardenia obediently resent the picture.
Yuanjia: "As compensation, I'll show you my world." β
Gardenia: "Uh-huh!"
Xu Nanyu was curious, she wanted to see what Yuanjia's world was like.
Yuan Jia: "[Picture]"
Xu Nanyu hurriedly clicked on it to see, this photo was taken at the location of the sidewalk, you can see the greenery on the side of the road with orange flowers, endless traffic, shops on both sides of the street, carefully arranged windows, and pedestrians wearing various clothes and various faces.
Unlike the pictures she saw on the Internet, Xu Nanyu felt more real, and she couldn't help but have such a picture in her mind, as if she could see Yuan Jia walking in the photo.
Look at what he sees, and listen to what he hears.
This ordinary photo has brought more visual impact to Xu Nanyu than any famous painting, and she has not seen the street with her own eyes for a long time.
Gardenia: "Yuanjia, I envy you so much that you can see so many people. β
Yuan Jia: "Do you know what kind of things are worthy of envy?"
Gardenia: "Did you see a lot of people?"
Yuan Jia: "No, it's not enviable to see tens of millions of people, what is enviable is to meet the people you want to meet in tens of millions of years and from tens of millions of people, neither early nor late, this is something to be envied." β
After reading his words, Xu Nanyu felt that the previous regrets didn't seem to matter, although she hadn't seen thousands of people, she just happened to meet the person she wanted to see the most.
Suddenly I felt happy.
After thinking about it, Xu Nanyu plucked up his courage and said, "Yuanjia, can we meet?" I mean, is there a day when I can stand in front of you......
Yuanjia: "When you're ready." β
Gardenia: "Well, then I'll work hard!"
While chatting, Yuanjia had already returned to the community, and happened to see the gardenia tree in the flower bed, so he took a photo to show Xu Nanyu.
Yuan Jia: "[Picture]"
Yuan Jia: "Guess what it is." β
Gardenia: "A small tree." β
Yuan Jia was speechless, and patted the big banyan tree again and asked her, "Then what is this?"
Gardenia: "A big tree ......"
Yuan Jia: "[Knock on the head] [Knock on the head] [Knock on the head]"
Gardenia: "[Grievance]"
Yuanjia: "This is a gardenia tree, do you see that little bud, it starts to grow in winter and blooms in summer." β
Yuanjia: "If you're ready to see me before summer comes, I'll pick a gardenia from here and give it to you." β
Xu Nanyu looked at the inconspicuous little tree in the photo, Yuan Jia's words made her heart pound, and she couldn't tell whether she was uneasy or expectant.
It was only at this moment that she felt Yuanjia's heart, which made her a little frightened, and it was like two gardenias were fighting in her heart.
Bai Gardenia said, see him and see him, don't you dream of seeing him.
The black gardenia shrank in the corner and said, don't meet, you will die if you meet.
Xu Nanyu was at a loss, only to feel that the air had become thinner, like a little monkey scratching his ears and cheeks in a hurry......
Gardenia: "Yuanjia...... This kind of engagement is too grand for me...... I'm afraid I'm not ready for ......"
Yuanjia: "Fool. β
Yuanjia: "Are you thinking, 'Yuanjia will give me a gardenia in the summer, so I have to be prepared'?"
Gardenia: "Hmm......"
Yuanjia: "You try to think like 'If I'm ready, then Yuanjia will give me a gardenia that blooms in the summer.'"
In the same sentence, after the word order is reversed, the meaning is completely different, and the pressure becomes motivation.
Xu Nanyu calmed down, the air could be breathed, and the white gardenia defeated the black gardenia......
Oh, yes......
Why should I be afraid......
I should try to prepare, in that case, Yuanjia will give me a gardenia, isn't that what I want......
Gardenia: "[Pull Hook]"
Yuan Jia: "[Lagou]"
After making the agreement, Xu Nanyu opened the cabinet, took out a notebook from the innermost, and opened the middle page, which still contained the gardenia he gave at that time.
The color and shine were gone, but the page still bears what she had written.
βIt will take a lot of courage to tell the truthγ β
Courage, courage......
Xu Nanyu, you have to come on, you only made up your mind last night!
How can you hold back from seeing someone you want to see!
Xu Nanyu secretly cheered himself up, and he had to work harder.
"Gardenia, it's time to eat. β
Bai Yan knocked on the door and came in, and saw Xu Nanyu holding a notebook in her distraction.
I don't know what to think, my eyes are gentle, and a layer of crimson can be faintly seen on my fair skin.
It's like a girl in love.
And this morning is also amazing, Gardenia hardly leaves the room half a step on weekdays, because the empty environment makes her uneasy, but in the morning I actually saw her painting on the balcony.
"Gardenia, it's time to eat, and you're still in a daze. β
Bai Yan stepped forward, and Xu Nanyu hurriedly put the notebook back in the drawer and locked it.
Time seems to be locked in her heart, still like a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl.
"Mom, after eating, I want to take a walk in the yard. β
"Y-You're going out?"
"Just ...... in the yard"
"Okay, okay, mom with you. β
Bai Yan felt like she was in a dream.
You must know that in addition to social phobia, Gardenia also has agoraphobia and a certain degree of depression, and what seems simple to others will become difficult for her.
Recalling that attempt three years ago, Gardenia was exposed in the empty yard, her face was pale, her forehead was sweating, and she couldn't even walk......
It seems that Gardenia has really made up her mind.
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