Looking at his husband's calm face and the tolerance in his eyes, in addition to guilt, he felt a little grateful and sad in his heart.

The two of them love each other, so they chose this path, but they suddenly regretted it, suddenly felt guilty, and suddenly complained, is this because their hearts are not firm?

But seeing that her husband never complained, he stood up to the sky like a man, always stood in front of their mother and son, protected them like a mountain, never complained, they were all very optimistic and firm, but what did he do?

"Alas, tell me about you who used to be so optimistic, free and wanton, why did you suddenly start thinking about things so pessimistically after becoming a mother.

This is not your character, you used to ride horses with me and watched the flowers very gracefully!

Awan, I know what you mean?

I know that you are not one of those people who can't live a hard life, you are a pity, you just have a little self-blame, you feel sorry for me, you can't live with your children, you think we should have a better life, but have you thought about it? If neither of us made a firm choice, this kind of life, we would not be able to be together.

Think about it, can you live that kind of life?

Although there are flowers all around, very rich and noble, in fact, the heart is very empty, and the people we don't want to marry or marry, so do you think that kind of life is still interesting?

And once the step we choose is decided by them, then the next step, do we have to be led by their noses? Do I want that little concubine with ten rooms and eight rooms? Or a side concubine!

That kind of day is like a marionette, which seems to be very golden, but it is actually ruined on the outside, making you like a canary in a golden cage, so restrained, and forever losing your freedom.

Do you think you can live like that, just think about it, I can't breathe, I don't think I can live it, let alone I have to live it myself, that kind of life.

And you can't die easily, otherwise you'll even be the kind of Nine Clans, you can't even sleep peacefully, do you think that kind of life is a human life?

The reason why I tell you so much is not because I have thought about it or had such thoughts, but because I think that although this kind of life is very rare now, we should cherish it, and although the past days are good, we should not look back.

Although we can't go back to those days, such a peaceful life was something we gave up for a long time at that time, and then we finally got it. ”

I never thought that my husband, who has always been very silent, could talk so much about the day, and every word could hit the heart, and he was in a concern that had been hidden for a long time.

It turns out that from the perspective of the husband, their current days are enviable and fairy-like days.

Don't cheat, don't be involuntarily, don't smirk, be led by others, live your own life, close the door, and do whatever you want?

I never have to care about other people's eyes, nor do I have to care about any family honor, so I live this life in a chic way, which is actually good.

At that time, I also thought of this, so I was very determined to use that method to leave that place of right and wrong with the person I love the most!

But why is the courage of that time gone, and why has the courage of that time turned into hesitation now?

Is it really that the years pass like flowing water? I can't catch it, or is it really that I am worried about the sky, and I have some sense of difference when I look at my children?

"Oh, don't look down and think about it, looking at your worried look, I don't know that I married you at the beginning, and I will coax you for the rest of my life!

Come on, drink this cup of tea, this is the snow water on the plum blossoms you collected for you last year when you asked me to go to the plum orchard in the east, this is the kind of snow tea you paid the most attention to when you were young.

I really don't know what you thought at that time, at that time in that place everyone was afraid of me, thinking that I was a murderous executioner, only you were not afraid, I still ordered me to do this and that every day, I don't know, is it that I have studied these light skills for more than ten years, just to give you to step on the snow on the plum blossoms!"

A light fragrance of plum blossoms permeated the tip of her nose, making her whole person a little refreshed, and after leaning on her husband's shoulder and drinking half a cup, she squinted her eyes a little comfortably.

"Who said I wasn't afraid of you at that time? When I saw you killing people, I was also afraid of weak legs.

But I told myself, you are a great hero, the people you kill are the ones who should be killed, I shouldn't be afraid of you, I should be grateful to you, it's because of you, so our entire Great Xia Dynasty will be so stable.

So when I think of this, I don't think you're terrible, it's scary that those bad guys will spread such gossip in order to frame you.

Those people are simply too much, obviously they need your protection to be able to be their officials in the previous dynasty.

But in order to suppress you, since he used such a cheap ninth-rate trick to frame you.

So how could I go along with those people, so of course I'm not afraid of you in the end. ”

Jiang Wan laughed a little, and then there were two good-looking little pear vortices at the corners of her mouth, as if she had returned to her youth for a while.

Back when she was young, she was only eighteen or nineteen at that time, and it was because of her delicate body that her family kept her in the boudoir.

Because when he was a child, a monk told his fortune, if the family wanted to marry, he wouldn't even be able to live 30, so his parents have always loved him very much, and he didn't even dare to say it easily.

But in the blink of an eye, she is 30 this year, and she is about to reach 31, although her body is sometimes good and sometimes not good, but in general, she can eat and drink, sleep and get out of bed.

It's much stronger than back then, and I don't know why I've been sick and weak since I was a child, or is it because my husband's masculinity is very strong that I can control myself?

"Ah Wan, you should smile more, smile like you did when you were young, like a flower, how beautiful!"