"Or, you don't have confidence in me at all, or even more, you don't have me in your heart at all?" Bai Jinnan stared at my eyes, what I did really hurt him, but I couldn't do anything to compensate him.

I don't think there's anything wrong with sticking to what I insist on, it's just that, Bai Jinnan, you and I are not people from the same world after all.

"Manman, I am sincere to you, how can you believe me? What should I do before you can try to accept me?"

"I ......" is not like this, it is because I have concerns about myself and even the future, and it is none of his business.

"For you, am I really not as good as Shu Nianli? I can give you what he can give you, and I can give you what he can't give, why do you always avoid me and run away from me?"

Could it be that he has done so much, but it is still not enough to express his friendship for her? In her heart, Shu Nianli, who grew up with her, is so good? Just watched her chase Shu Nianli away, God knows what kind of mood he was in! He was jealous of Shu Nianli! Jealous that he had grown up with her!

I used to think that it was impossible for us, so I kept my distance, and besides, there were some things he might not be able to do, because he was the lord of the country, why didn't he understand?

"Don't do that to me, okay?

"That, Bai Jinnan, don't get excited...... "I looked around, although this is a small alley with no people, but there are people coming and going on the street, can we not discuss this issue here, or, find a restaurant to sit down and have a good talk?"

"I just can't do it, and you're afraid of being seen when I talk to you on the street?"

"I ...... No, Bai Jinnan. "I'm a little anxious, I can't say it at all if I go on like this, and I will get more and more confused.

"What are you dodging? What are you hesitating about? Tell me!" Bai Jinnan stepped forward and approached me!

I saw that he was red-eyed, and I was afraid that he would do something out of the ordinary when he was excited, so I instinctively stepped back. The more I retreated, the tighter he pressed, "Manman, you can't escape, you are mine, you will always be mine!"

"Bai Jinnan, calm down!"

"Calm down, how do you tell me to calm down? I'm about to be tortured by you and go crazy! And you, again and again, run away from me! Avoid me! You say, if you were me, how could you calm down?!"

I couldn't answer a word of his barrage of questions, I just thought, I insisted on what I thought was right, am I wrong?

But Bai Jinnan's words made me worry, his sad and desperate appearance made me sad, I looked at him in a daze, and finally retreated to the corner with no way out.

He looked at me, his eyes churning with some kind of storm, and then, he pushed me into his arms, and then, he gently rubbed my long hair, and said extremely gently in my ear, "Manman, come back with me, please......"

He is a lord of the country, he has lost his dignity for a long time, these are nothing in his eyes, as long as she no longer runs away from him, no longer avoids him, he can't see her, he will really go crazy without her!

The first time I saw her, she was unconscious in a cave, almost eaten by wild beasts, he had never been in care of the world, he came to her rescue, because of the wind and cold, she hugged him as a futon for a night. At that moment, his heart, which had not beaten for many years, moved!

Her stubborn appearance, shy appearance, embarrassed appearance, quiet appearance, naughty appearance, and relaxed appearance are all engraved in the depths of his soul, every time he sees her, her appearance is deeply seared in his mind, and he can't erase it!

This emotion started suddenly, there is no reason to love someone, like is like, there is no order and omen to speak of.

He also tried to restrain himself, but when he couldn't see her, he didn't want to eat, he tried his best to get close to her, to find her, just to see her. And she always hung her head and didn't look, didn't speak, and even avoided him, leaving him to wander alone.

In the relationship, the first person to love always has to pay a lot, he is not afraid of paying, he is afraid that no matter how much he pays, he will not get her response.

Whenever he approached her, she was like a fawn, and she fled as soon as she was frightened, so he was careful every time, for fear of scaring her.

Now that he had finally married her, he began to suffer again, and he was uncomfortable to see her leave the palace, and he was uncomfortable to see her run after another man, and even more so to see her lose her soul!

I didn't know that Bai Jinnan could do so much to me, there was a place in my heart that was hit hard, it hurt very much!

Maybe what I insist on is a joke, since I am married to him, what am I still doing with the impossible? Since I can't change this predicament, why don't I try to accept the present?

After all, I have to live in the palace, and where can I escape?

Since this is a dilemma with no way out, why don't I try to accept something, such as the person in front of me?

"Bai Jinnan, I'll go back with you......" When I said this, I knew that I finally compromised, I couldn't be indifferent, I didn't know if this was love.

It's just that at that time, I didn't understand whether it was my compromise with my heart or the status quo.

"Really?!" Hearing me say this, Bai Jinnan was ecstatic, and he hugged me tightly again, and his eyes were red with excitement.

"Really. I smiled slightly, and raised my hand to hug his muscular back, "I am your queen, I will go with you......"

I followed Bai Jinnan back to the palace.

After returning to the palace, Bai Jinnan was doubly good to me, and this time the incident made him wary, for fear that I would flee again, so he often sent people to follow me. I was helpless, but I had no choice but to go with him.

The palace is very big and beautiful, Bai Jinnan will accompany me around the palace every day after going down to the court, the palace is too big, Bai Jinnan took me to get familiar with it for half a month, I still don't remember the names of the palaces, I am naturally insensitive to place names, and I always can't remember.

Bai Jinnan allocated me twenty palace maids, wherever I want to go, they will take me wherever I want, whatever I want to eat, they will bring it to me immediately, even my favorite autumn pear cake, often prepared for me.

I was originally a lively person, but there are many rules in the palace, I can't be lively, after a long time like this, I miss my mother, my mother, my father, and my father, of course, I occasionally think about Shu Nianli, and I don't know if he has arrived safely in the imperial country.

With Shu Nianli's ability, I have nothing to worry about on this road, and I am relieved to think like this.