The second sister seems to be immersed in such stories, and has been telling me the stories that have happened to her, and everything has the same movie, which is presented in my mind.

The second sister said.

"You know what? In fact, at that time, I was really close to my husband and was just an ordinary friend who had met a few times, of course, he was also very clear, I had a relationship with Luo Jin, and I also blessed us very much, and at that time I directly ignored it, before I got married, I told me that he liked me, he liked me, calm liked my simplicity, liked my ordinary, liked everything about me, this was his last chance, I thought I was shocked, I never thought of this, men would like me so much, and I completely seemed to have found an exit, I felt as if I had followed him, I can get rid of this feeling of suffocation, let my inferiority complex disappear without a trace, I can go outside to breathe a fresh air. ”

"So in the midst of all these emotions, I finally agreed to my deep request, and I finally followed him out of the city without hesitation, whether it was my personal emotions or for other reasons, it was really my very happy choice, at least at that time, I felt happy."

After the second sister said a long, long sentence, she finally calmed down a little, I looked at his silhouette, I felt such a story, I felt very shocked, I never thought that it was because of such a reason that the second sister left Luo Jin.

In fact, to speak from the heart, the second sister is not the kind of woman who is particularly beautiful and moving, but someone has a very special taste, and this taste carries a very heavy smell of fireworks, uh, this will actually make people feel very calm and real, which I have never had, but the second sister will give you a feeling of being quiet and good.

My second sister and I are completely two different personalities of the girl, she can be gentle, and I am too jumpy, he can be very generous, sometimes I can love each other very much, in fact, I have never been in my life, maybe because of my family's reasons, because a wealth in the family did not let me think about it at all, too much of a financial pressure after I was a child in this area has not existed at all, so I think relatively speaking, I have been living a very free life.

Yes, compared to the second sister, I have too many things, and I feel that I should really envy the kind of years that I am jealous of.

"Second sister, do you know? Actually, Luo Jin really loved you very, very much, at least during that time, in the days when I lost you, I heard everyone say that it has been two years, and he has been staying in an environment very withdrawn, although he has maintained a normal working state, but the whole person's personality has changed, if we have a big change in one thing, a person will not become like this, you know? You shouldn't be so ruthless at that time. ”

I whispered to my second sister about this matter, of course I don't have a space for discussion about this kind of thing, I just said my own personal feelings very sincerely.

The second sister sighed often and looked at the scenery outside the window, as if she was looking sideways after reminiscing about the past.

"Ou Ruoxi, in fact, I told you this is what I regret very much, I really see that I left Luo Jin in such a hurry, if I had a little courage to persevere, maybe everything would have been better, but I didn't persevere, I was afraid that I would be timid, but when I wanted to go back again, this relationship has changed, no matter how hard I try, this matter can't change because of my personal reasons, because Luo Jin is deeply in love with you。 ”

"So Ou Ruoxi, you have to cherish this feeling, this is a hard-won feeling, when in your own hands, you have to grasp each other well, this is the most sincere attitude we should have towards this kind of feeling. ”

I finally mustered up the courage to ask.

"If Luo Jin is willing to come back again, if Luo Jin chooses you, will you come back?"

This problem has been hidden in the depths of my heart, I have always been a little unconfident, I don't know how to deal with this feeling, I don't care how hard I try, no matter how serious I am, I feel that I can't resist the accumulation of this kind of feelings they have for so many years, whether it is family affection or love, these things are rooted.

The second sister smiled and lowered her head.

When she looked up at me, I saw a love in her eyes, but a regret, a sadness, and even a very complicated feeling of sadness.

"I'm just telling you these things, really if you want to do it all over again, deep down I am very willing, but I told myself that this is no longer possible, because when Luo Jin looked at you, that kind of girl had already told me that those things were in the past, and they would never exist, I didn't want to destroy this most beautiful thing, and I also want to continue to look forward, yes, I should have a job for you to have your own more wonderful life, why should I still look back at the past, I said that everyone who is right should have their own responsibility and a group and a wonderful。 ”

I felt very shocked in my heart, at least through my own words, I deeply felt that in fact, as a person concerned, I should have this very beautiful feeling.

After the second sister returned to the ward, it took about an hour, and it took more than Luo Jin to come down from the upper floor and turn on the car.

After all, I rushed up directly regardless of this time, hugged Luo Jin's neck tightly, and I gently told him in his ear that I had the truest feelings in my heart.

"Luo Jin, I love you!"

The Chinese New Year holiday passed quickly, and I didn't go back to my place of work, because I had to stay at home with my mother during this time, and I was going to postpone my return to the office for three days after I had sorted out a lot of things.

In these three days, I accompanied my mother well, and had a very good time, of course, Luo Jin had already gone back at this time for these three days, because he still had some work on his side that had not been completed, and sometimes if the two were in love for a long time, how could they be in the morning and twilight.

Xue Luchuan is at work, and he came back two days ago, although it is a short vacation, but he should look like this, he has lost a lot of weight, and some of these people are not very good.

Luo Jin also came to the airport to pick me up, and came to watch with Xue Luchuan, when Xue Luchuan and I had the same good dare to hug each other, Luo Jin quietly separated the two of us.

"Okay, okay, you still have to pay attention to this public place. ”

Xue Luchuan also haha, "Okay, I don't dare to do this kind of radical behavior, otherwise I will anger our eldest cousin, and I will be able to vomit when the time comes, and I won't be able to eat and walk around when the time comes, I still have self-knowledge about these women." ”

Xue Luchuan and I are completely old iron friends, we chat with each other, we can talk freely and chat, something happened this holiday, of course, Yuexi's return makes me feel very relaxed, at least in his state, I think their family should at least accept the relationship between him and Bingbing, otherwise how could there be such a natural state?

Of course, I also learned later that when Xue Luchuan's mother was still lying in the hospital, I might only go to the hospital to visit for a while, and several of us were fine.

It's just that sometimes it's very strange, because after this relationship has this problem, Luo Jin and some of the run-ins in the family are a little subtle, and he has to be a little uncomfortable, of course, this kind of thing still has some obvious sense of loss, after all, everyone is looking forward to this brother becoming a natural pair, but he didn't expect to be with Luo Jin.

So for Xue Luchuan's mother, it was still a pity, patting my arm, a little lost: "It's a pity, Ou Ruoxi, do you know? How I want you to be the daughter-in-law of our family, but there is no such fate." ”

Later in the evening, we were together as individuals again, and we arrived at a VIP private club, ready to go for a good dinner.

When we came here, I really liked these places, because Luo Jin knew very much that I liked to eat these Sichuan dishes very much, and specially ordered a particularly spicy soup hot pot for me.

Luo Jin helped me get it very gentlemanly, and then turned over the salt dish very seriously, put it in my bowl and smiled at me.

I asked Xue Luchuan: "Now your mother's physical condition has almost recovered, I just saw it in the hospital and felt that my mental state was very good, but it seems to be a little pale, when can I be discharged from the hospital?"

Xue Luchuan said calmly: "It should probably take a while of observation, and we have invited a few expert-level professors to come over and make a whole body, a whole is necessary, maybe it may be better to have another operation, maybe some old diseases may be directly removed, because I am very worried that it may cause problems in the future." ”

"Do I still need surgery? Is this situation serious, is it dangerous?"

"No, these things are within the controllable range, of course, we will control this risk to the minimum, because the mother's matter is not said overnight, this is also an old disease, don't worry too much, but the mother may be angry this time, so the words may be out of breath all of a sudden. ”

Speaking from the heart, although I don't know much about these things, I know that this thing should definitely have to be operated, and I look at this Xue Luchuan, who is a little sad in his spirit, I still feel a little guilty in my heart, because after all, this matter is the fuse caused by me, no matter what, I will definitely not be able to run away from this matter.

I patted his hand.

"Xue Luchuan, you don't have to worry, Auntie must be in a hurry to deal with this matter, there should be no problem, I will definitely be safe, didn't you say it? ”

Xue Luchuan also smiled and said: "It's definitely no problem, we're asking for trouble now"

Luo Jin put down his wine glass and looked at Xue Luchuan with some guilt: "Xue Luchuan, this matter"

"Big cousin, in fact, you don't need to say anything about this matter, I understand this thing very well, this thing really has nothing to do with you, you just did what you should do, and this thing just has to know sooner or later, this sentence, I have no relationship with you, and my mother has always felt very much that it is all settled, but we have been telling my mother, there is no such thing, this mother slowly accepts this fact, and the matter between me and Binbin has also been understood by everyone, I think this matter is also slowly communicating with my mother, and waiting for you to kiss a little betterI plan to talk about it again when the time comes, and so far my mother doesn't know about Bingbing, because I can't avoid it. ”

After Xue Luchuan said these things, he suddenly drank a glass of wine, maybe there is a big hurdle for this kind of thing, because his mother and Yang Bingbing's mother are completely rivals, and the two of them had some misunderstandings in college, and later, and then after they came out of society, there were some misunderstandings in the business field, including a problem between the two families later, the dialogue between you and me, such a Liang Zi was knotted.

After Luo Jin and I took a look, we invariably picked up the wine glass and saluted the two of them together, the four of us are currently eating Of course, I feel that at this time, I suddenly became a little silent, because this matter has not developed so well as we imagined, and there is still a big hurdle in this.

After eating, Xue Luchuan rushed back to the hospital to take care of his mother, and I urged the two of them to go together, but. After Xue Luchuan took a cigarette from Luo Jin, he lit it, as if he was going home with some heavy thoughts.

I always feel that Xue Luchuan's sadness is very heavy, including Binbin's mind is also very heavy, and I always feel that there are some problems here, in fact, I really want to ask in my heart, but I don't know how to ask this, after all, they don't say that this matter is not very meaningful for me to ask again.

I couldn't help it, I picked it up directly, I grabbed Xue Luchuan's hand, and called in a low voice: "Brother, let's go and face it together, okay? I don't want you to look like this, I want you to become like that again, okay? There is nothing, nothing will let the four of us carry it together!"

Xue Luchuan smoked a cigarette, and he looked like he was squinting, really with a kind of cynicism, not at all like the usual white-faced scholar, he looked at me happily.

"It's not a big deal, that is, as you said, I have to carry it all back, but I'm a little tired today, and I especially want to go back and have a good rest, and I especially want to sleep well. ”

I urged him a little eagerly: "But you should have more confidence with Bingbing, you shouldn't show some of your timidity at this time, you know? Bingbing should be more afraid than you, only if you are more brave Bingbing will be more confident, you two will have more future, you hurry up and send her back." ”

"What's this, and the two of us are already too familiar with each other, it's not like a little couple, you send me and I send you an adult person should be able to go back home. ”

After Xue Luchuan said this, he pulled his arm away, and after a while, I turned around and walked home with my feet in stride, in fact, I still wanted to go forward and persuade me, but I didn't know how to say it, Luo Jin stopped me.

"Ou Ruoxi don't say these words first, this thing is very good for the two of them, and they can calm down with each other, because this happened too suddenly, the two of them may not be mentally prepared, now it's time to think about the two of them to be under pressure, if they can withstand this pressure, they will be smooth sailing in the future, if they can't bear it at home, then how will they face this matter in the future, give them a space, let themselves think clearly. ”

"But now this time. ”

Actually, I think that since Xue Luchuan has already explained to his father, so that his father has no special objection to this matter, in fact, this is a very good start, and don't the parents here have already agreed, so what kind of opposition does Bingbing's parents have? It is not yet known, but it is really developing in a very good direction so far, and if it was anti-dialogue, it would not be what it is today.

We drove the car directly to Bingbing not far from the hotel to say hello, after shaking the floor-to-ceiling windows, then said hello and waved our hands and we left, of course I didn't see what kind of expression Bingbing was, but I saw a kind of disappointment and sadness in Bingbing from that darkness.

I don't know why, I really have never seen a big contradiction between Xue Luchuan and Bingbing, usually there will be a small dispute between them, but there is basically never a contradiction like this, they care about each other so much, so that two people can break out of this barrier together, but now, how can there be such a big run-in.

Speaking from the heart, I was a little flustered in my heart, I really just knew that when Xue Luchuan's parents could forgive this matter, I felt thankful at that time, but now I looked at the scene in front of me in a daze, when I was stunned, I couldn't say it in my heart, worried that I would not find a reason, but I always felt that something might happen.

I leaned on it in chagrin, I looked out the window at the scenery and I thought I could do something about it.