In the later stages of my hospitalization, I began to learn to do it, throw away my crutches, and slowly learn on my own, which was a very difficult process, but I continued to observe from afar step by step.

During my hospitalization, I watched a TV show with a live variety show, and the host and the guests were laughing very happily, whether they were talking about a ghost story, and the more I talked about it, the more strange and weird it became.

The host asked Fei Yan directly: "There are many ever-changing things in the human world, and the so-called materialism and idealism are just a theory of mutual struggle, so as an individual, do you have anything else to say about sexual ghosts?"

After Fei Yan was silent for a while, he said something directly and simply.

"For this matter, I think that the ever-changing personnel is not something that everyone can grasp, just like the earth is advancing step by step, the present may become the history of the past, and there are too many unknown things in the future, the so-called ghosts and gods say, who will know whether it is true or false, but no matter what, people must have a fear psychology to respect your current life. ”

When this sentence was finished, those fans and guests were clapping warmly, and even the host thought that Fei Yan was very philosophical in saying this.

Ah, I don't know why I've been in the hospital for so long, so long that it seems like the outside world really has a rhythm of derailment.

One day above the earth, a thousand years in the heavens.

I walked slowly in the treadmill, really slow, like a snail walking, it was really a very simple action, but it was such a simple action, it really cost me my life, after all, I still had a plaster cast on my foot, and it had to be removed recently, I had to grit my teeth and try to overcome this difficulty, in order to get out of the sea of suffering as soon as possible.

The host continued to ask him.

"Mr. Fei Yan, I heard that you have many hobbies, among which collecting antique cars is one of your enthusiasts, you own the world's top luxury vehicles, is the Rolls-Royce one of your favorite antique cars? Why do you like to collect your own cars? Which car do you like the most?"

Fei Yan's Tai Chi will definitely be subject to a very tactful official language on this issue.

"Because I like cars very much, so I like to collect these cars, each car is one of my favorites, if I don't like these cars, how can I buy their business and my harvest, and then I like the personality of each car very much, but I can't say which one is my favorite. ”

"Even if you will like it, but we also know that there must be a difference between the things you like, isn't it the most expensive thing that is your favorite thing, and it's worth the money?"

"I may not be like this kind of car such an impulse, I think the car is like a friend around you, is the reason for his personality, I have a lot of friends with different personalities, so everyone has a flaw in their character, people are not perfect, why force so much, the same is true of the car, they are like friends around you, not necessarily demanding a perfect friend. ”

"Mr. Fei, you are simply an art of conversation, your statement is very perfect and impeccable, so let me put it another way, can you understand it in this way? If you are usually going to attend a certain very important party, this is very important to you, and you will drive that car to the scene of the party?"

Fei Yan was silent for a moment, and then replied happily and easily, and the right question was also likely to be in official language.

"If I really like to drive a certain kind of car, maybe I won't drive any car in my warehouse, and if I am allowed to do it by inspection, or if I am allowed to indulge myself, I like to drive a tractor, which is something I really want to do. ”

The audience at the scene all patted and laughed, thinking that Fei Yan was joking, or that he was ridiculing the topic in this way.

Even the host leaned forward and leaned back with laughter, and tears burst into tears, because he really thought that this question might be too humorous?

"Tractors are a product of the seventies and eighties, and now they really can't go on the road anymore, especially like modern urban cities, if there is really a tractor, I estimate that the traffic police may directly issue a ticket, and even the city can not be entered. But then again, have you ever really driven a tractor? It's a very old product, and it's basically an antique. ”

His demeanor was a little serious, really like he was telling a joke, really like he was trying to please everyone in the same way.

"Yes, I really drove such a tractor before, in fact, I feel the happiest time in my life, I really think that if I drive a tractor again in my life, I will feel very, very happy, goose this happiness is undoubted, there are many things that cannot be replaced. ”

The host didn't understand the statement of lean porridge, thinking that he might have had such a filming experience during filming before, and he might be immersed in this plot, or the importance of this drama to him.

"Then can I understand Mr. Fei, you must have been filming such a scene of driving a tractor in a certain drama, and the director asked you to go directly to the stage at that time? In this case, don't you need a stuntman to help you complete it?"

"I wasn't in the middle of my filming, I drove a tractor at other times. ”

In this way, the host was very surprised, surprised, and looked at each other with a stunned look, as if the other party didn't say this like a joke, but there was a super big melon hidden.

"Mr. Wei, can you tell me what kind of time it was when you could drive a tractor, it wouldn't be that you were so bold to drive a tractor when you were a child, and the era when you drove a tractor should be a long time ago, and it doesn't seem to match your age much. ”

I held on to this crutch and looked straight at each other, I didn't even have a movement like walking, I just looked at this TV screen unconsciously.

There is some confusion in my mind, I don't know what Fei Yan will say, can he really help all those contents to say without any scruples today?

Alas.

Fei Yan had a serious face, as if he was telling a cold joke, and suddenly looked up and smiled, revealing his white teeth.

"Well, of course, the happiest time of all these things, this tractor can only happen in my dreams, isn't it the happiest thing to dream? So, driving a tractor is the happiest thing in my dreams. ”

The audience laughed again, and the host thought that I was watching this kind of cold joke, so everyone talked about this topic unexpectedly.

In the world, only they know what happened, and the other party is indeed in their hometown, and they really drove a tractor.

He's not joking, he's not dreaming, it's really happening.

I really felt like I wanted to cry, why should I cry, because he was telling the truth, and I had so many ways that I had deeply stifled this beautiful sweetness.

So why did he quit all of a sudden, and why did he say it was the best thing for him? These two are clearly contradictory principles.

I subconsciously adjusted the action a little slower, and then chose the battery in my hand, it seems that this has become a personal habit of my own, I know that these things are not something I can be sure of, but now all the occurrence of this situation has been very clear that the other party has not hesitated to quit this job, and has drawn a line with me.

And I will subconsciously turn the refugee construction, whenever I think, I can't help but gently touch the ring, write, because it may not be the reason for not getting used to it, but then it has become a free action.

I don't know why, is this ring like a ring in a Monkey King to me?

Whenever I have a decision in my heart, I can't help but move this ring, as if some kind of front is in my head, cursing

I found a sense of calm, or some relief, in a kind of unconscious, and I found a floating log in a boat against the sea.

What has happened in the past again and again, in my mind I will choose the same plot as a movie, I should be lucky enough after this happening, it can be said that I walked back from the ghost gate, and now I am reborn and reborn.

If it weren't for this car accident, maybe I wouldn't have been able to understand the line between life and death.

Fei Yan and I have long been in the past, the two of us have no mutual dependence, nor do we have all the responsibilities of each other, there is no relationship at all, just like a scalpel, to be cut directly.

That's natural, what else can't happen, the other party is already talking about driving a tractor in a variety show, and the discussion is very simple, as if a joke is very light.

The other party is already relieved, why should he still bother in the process.

That's right, which life is not their own life, which person will be able to escape their own respect in the process, there is no way.

Even he is already very free and easy in variety shows, maybe the other party has already toasted directly to the past of the year.

Ah, cheers, goodbye is a friend.

Luo Jin often came over to take a look after getting off work, and I brought a very delicious dinner today, especially stewed a delicious soup pot.

"This delicious soup pot is specially customized for you, and the thick soup that has been boiled for 10 hours is very good for your body's recovery, which is specifically designed to absorb bone calcium, lotus root bone broth, and ginseng are very good together, so drink it while it's hot." ”

This soup is already very thickly stewed, not to mention that this soup looks simple, but the time and cost in it are not so simple, and it is not enough to press a plug button.

The most important thing is that every day that the other party prepares for himself, a different soup, each soup carries a variety of umami.

What remains unchanged is that this person is sensible, making himself very happy in the process, and you really find it rare for the other party to treat yourself like this in such a busy work state, don't you say this kind of sincerity?

I should cherish this feeling very much, not that this feeling should be precious to my life.

I drank half a bowl of soup and asked him in a natural state, "When will you stop and arrange our next wedding after a busy day outside?" ”

I don't know why, I suddenly used this way to talk to him, maybe that part of my heart is really shaking again, I just saw Fei Yan's movie video, it is making me look for an unforgettable pain.

Of course, this is the first time I have discussed this topic with him, he used to take the initiative, but today I am willing to take the initiative in this matter, I am willing to use this way to let me get some unhappy pain, and forget it as soon as possible.

"Of course, if you want, I will try my best to deal with this matter, but the doctor's advice to me is that I hope that after you are discharged from the hospital after you are cured, I will handle it for you as soon as possible. ”

"And the scar on my leg must be ugly, and if I wear a gorgeous wedding dress, at least I must cover this scar, otherwise it will be the most regrettable thing in my life." ”

"Wouldn't it be better if we wore a long skirt that mopped the floor? Like a princess, wearing a puffy dress can make you look more perfect, okay? ”

I smiled and calculated, I think this matter is the best arrangement, he will arrange everything for you, perfectly, and will not let you worry too much in the process.

He belongs to the kind of perfect person.

Fei Yan has never called me, this is me in the hospital until now, I haven't picked him up anywhere, according to a schedule of time, he should have ended a long time ago, and the work arrangement has begun to enter the work state.

We still have two months to go, but within those two months, he still has to fulfill the contracts that the company has signed with him, and he has to do his best to complete the finishing work.

All my current work has been handed over to Lisa, and Lisa has become his temporary agent.

Lisa was also very busy during this time, so every time she came to visit me in the hospital, she also came and went in a hurry, and sometimes came once, in addition to bringing some nutritional products, she brought a bouquet of flowers, and always complained to me.

"Alas, I found this hub, I really know people very well, I want to eat a lot of things directly, especially to designate cakes, and I ran the whole city to find it, I want to come to see you, and I also bought you a set, you see if you like these cakes, the other party specifies that this style of cake must be, I really don't know how he has such a special habit?"

I was smiling and trying the cake I was holding, I didn't have anything, any change, everything was the same and the same, I ate the cake without changing my face.

This cake is a sweet and sour delicacy, in fact, only I know in my heart, this story is only clear to me, this is the master's favorite cake, and it is also the cake I used to buy for him often, don't I still experience one of the tastes?

Even if this cake is a coptis chinensis, I will still eat it all without hesitation.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, my colleagues from the studio came to pick me up, and they were very happy to see it, and I was so moved that I almost cried with these flowers in my hand.

"Thank you very much, thank you for your concern, I'm really good, and I will get through this difficult time thanks to you in the future. ”

On the way home.

Luo Jin called me, he happened to be on a business trip in Europe, so his conversation would still come as scheduled, and he would never miss an opportunity.

"It should be good to be healthy, how are you now? Do you feel like you have some acceptance speeches, do you have more good expectations for the future?"

He originally said that he wanted him to get married, but I felt that because I didn't feel particularly good about this matter, I told him that my colleagues from our company would come to pick me up, and he didn't force anyone.

"Of course, the air inside the hospital is so dirty, it may be that the air outside is the best, what is called the moon outside is rounder than the inside of the hospital. ”

In fact, there are a lot of sandstorms in this city, and the air visibility is very low, but everyone is wearing masks, and the outside is yellow, and it seems that everything has become hazy, and even the sky has become so dark.

My colleagues drove me directly to my house, and my boss also gave me a special comfort, so that I could have more time to rest and work in this company, after all, I still need some time to recover in the process of walking.

When I went back to my house, everything was still the same, and that was the day we left.

Nothing seems to have changed.

You will think that there has been a huge change in it.

When I got home, I took care of the envelopes and newspapers that had brought me a lot of packages and some mail.

I didn't expect that some of them were gifts sent to me by my classmates, and it wasn't like those notes saying that I must be safe and sound, I really didn't expect my car accident this time, but I made such a big move to let my classmates make some greeting cards by themselves.

It's been a long time since I saw this date, but I didn't expect that when you were at the lowest point in your life, there were still people who cared about you all the time.

In fact, my life has also inadvertently made this headline, as an agent, I don't know if it's a curse or a blessing?