Tieguanyin, who was drinking in the box, waited for him directly, and soon, about 20 minutes later, he came, and he didn't bring Xiao Wang alone. It seems that there is not even a driver.

He looked very tired, very tired, and you could see it by looking at it. But he still looked at me very deeply, and I couldn't help but feel entangled in my heart, I was his agent, but with a very inexplicable emotion in it, I didn't know how to face him.

In particular, I seem to think that I deceived him, especially since I have hidden it from him when I wear Luo Jin home for the New Year.

I really felt that I was a betrayer of the relationship.

I casually concealed my feelings, ordered a few small stir-fried dishes he liked to eat, and then sat and chatted with him, the distance between us seemed to be a little far away, and when did we become the most familiar strangers?

"Listen to Director Jiang, your crew should be clear soon during this time, and it should be solved at the end of the month, is there any kind of situation?"

"It's okay, anyway, follow the rhythm of this script, well, it's not too much of a problem. ”

"Do you want the original voice or the dubbing in the later stage?"

"This thing hasn't been decided yet, you go to see the director's arrangement, if he needs to extend, I'll play. ”

"Lisa has given you a contract that has been drafted, you may have received an advertisement for a watch in Italy, you may have to go there to sign a contract and shoot some soft commercials. ”

"After you arrange these things, you will tell Xiao Wang. ”

The two of us asked and answered a question in business, as if he were a very ladylike person, I don't know why, he seemed to be a little impatient or a little unhappy, he answered for the sake of answering, and I asked for the sake of asking, there seems to be a deep gap between us.

I was stunned for a moment, and I finally asked.

"Is there something you feel unhappy about, or something about me that has angered you, can you just say it?"

"Ou Ruoxi, let me ask you if you are manipulating this matter behind the scenes?"

I was stunned for a moment by his mindless words, what was going on behind the scenes.

"Fei Yan, if you want to express something, you might as well say it directly, I don't know what you mean now?"

"Yang Bingbing, didn't you go to tell the reporter, and then your side detonated the news?"

I was stunned again, I never expected him to call me out for dinner today, the first thing to ask me about this matter was straight to the point, I didn't expect him to, the first aspect was to consider that I came to manipulate this matter.

So I don't know what I think I'm like in his mind, but since he asked like this, it must mean that I have long been that kind of person in his mind.

"Fei Yan told me, do you really think that I did this, why do you think that I should have done this?"

"Isn't that the case? Since the Chinese New Year, my negative news has been troubled by these things, and you have been close to ten days here, and at this time you can break such a news, the only possibility is that you do this thing and directly suppress this negative news, I like you to disclose to reporters and a media in all aspects, so that these aspects of information are overwhelming, I can just get out of the whole body, right?"

"Fei Yan, do you think I will definitely do this?"

"I think you've told you that offense is the best defense, and you're very good at what you do, and I'm sure you'll do the same, and if you have that information on your hands, you're sure you'll do that. ”

He finally looked up at me, and we both looked at each other, and there was so much emotion in it, too much, too much, when I heard him say it, and so affirmative of the language.

How bad my mood was, all my happy things today fell directly from the peak to the bottom in that instant.

He looked at me, there was a lightness in his eyes, a heartache, a sadness, and a very complicated, indescribable emotion.

"Because Yang Bingbing has such a negative news, in fact, I knew it when I was filming with him, I know that she is not only in a state of love, but also married, and I have never told the other party, he also told me, because she is my friend, we filmed this drama together, the director of this drama has been filmed very seriously, sometimes the emotional thing is a very personal thing, we can't be a comparison with others and can't make other people's feelings a public world without the consent of the parties, this is a very cruel, and very selfishWhy do you have to treat that thing as a piece of news, as a kind of tool to use it, I wouldn't do this kind of thing, I don't want people around me to do this kind of thing. ”

He looked at me with that heartache, and said this sentence word by word with a kind of sadness and sadness, as if I was the culprit of this matter, and it seemed that I was controlling the ins and outs of this matter.

I never expected that I would be so unbearable in his heart, so eager for quick success, and not give up until I achieved my goal.

I wanted to be angry, but I laughed, I really wanted to laugh, I asked him.

"So you think I'm doing it, so you think I'm ungrateful, right? Yes, Sister Wang taught us to do this thing, how to settle that public relations, I as your agent, I have the responsibility and obligation to help you settle these things within the scope of my ability, I don't do who does it, I tell you but I go to help you do it, but I don't do those unscrupulous things to your imagination, even if it is for work and for your honor, to tell you, I must be in any situation, my only principle, my only goal is to protect your best interests, this is my job。 ”

I gritted my teeth and told him these words word by word, and I didn't care if he trusted me or not.

This is one of the biggest original intentions of me to be his agent, otherwise how would I go to drink with reporters, if I really have such a breaking news in my hands.

I'm a selfish woman, I'm not sure if I'll be able to hold it down, and I'll probably just throw out the news, because maybe I can really do anything for Fei Yan's sake.

"Ou Ruoxi, do you know? You and the previous you are no longer the righteous girl you were back then, you are not the same girl as you were now, you are showing a utilitarian nature now, and you are showing a means now, which makes me really not know you well. ”

I poured a glass of beer into my glass and drank it with my head in one gulp, as if I had to do something about it, or I would really lose control of my emotions about it.

"Do you think you haven't changed? Let me tell you, you are still changing, the world is changing every moment of every day, some people have become more ordinary, some people have become more lonely, and when you become more and more popular, now your every move is followed by people on the street, and even I, the agent, when I go out to dinner, or when I go out in public, I have to carefully choose any place, do I know you again? You have become the brightest star in the sky. ”

He looked at me with a kind of distress, and didn't say a word, I didn't care what he thought.

I immediately drank another bottle of beer, and I felt very uncomfortable, and I felt a feeling of disappointment, or a feeling of loneliness, a feeling of screaming.

I want to cry, I really want to cry, but I can't at least not cry in front of him, because I'm his pillar now, I'm his agent, and I can't have any weakness in front of him on that alone.

I smiled at him hard, very hard, as if I didn't care about his accusations.

He's actually nostalgic for the past.

I, Ou Ruoxi, miss the ignorant girl very much, the young man who just stepped into the entertainment industry.

At that time, the pair of boys and girls encouraged each other, secretly cheered each other on, no matter how uncomfortable the scolding was, the two people still relied on each other, leaning on each other together over the night beer they drank, looking at the stars in the sky.

It was a very innocent time.

In fact, it is not very long, it is about 5 years, but 5 years can change many people's things, can change many people's tracks, and can even change many people's world.

For example, me and him, are we changing? We are changing for the sake of change under the influence of this environment, because we have to move forward, drowning in the boat and retreating.

So those beautiful days that I couldn't go back to, those beautiful and bright old days, I once saw a book with such a plan in it, and I didn't think about it at all, but now I think back on it, heartbreaking.

Fate is a river of ups and downs, and they stumble in life, looking for them blankly, constantly struggling, and smoothing each other's edges and corners. Looking back, I suddenly found that the sharp stones had already been polished into pebbles by time.

Only when they know each other, only deep in their hearts, when night falls, they raise a glass of red wine in the darkness to find that they once had a time of fresh clothes and angry horses.

Only the heart and each other will know this, that we once had those good things, and that good things have gradually left us.

I can't give him any answer to his questioning, and even if I can give him an answer, can I answer the depths of my heart? I can't do that.

Can I blame him? I can't even see a little light because of the relationship between the two of us, and the relationship between the two of us can't even get everyone's blessing, can I blame me?

I really want to hug him hard, but I can't, and he can't, because the world is completely different between the two of us.

He looked at me, very heartbroken, I looked at him, I was sad, this was the pair of boys and girls back then.

"Ou Ruoxi, in fact, I know that in the next few years, I have no way to have a very right to fall in love, I may only have scandals, but the company will not allow me to fall in love, and my career will not allow me to do this, I have no way, and I am not qualified to ask you to wait for me, I can promise you, and I can't afford it, you know?"

I tried to open my eyes wide, I didn't want tears to flow down my eyes, I pinched my thighs, controlled my eyes, involuntarily took a cigarette and took it in a panic, I wanted to show a trace of strength in front of him no matter what.

He sighed often, as if sensing my helplessness, but he nevertheless.

"Do you know? A man to a woman, this is originally a white head to grow old, but Yang Chen can't stand it, these endless scandals, then only each other hurts each other, and can only say goodbye to each other. ”

"Do you know? Last night she told me a very shocking news, he told me that her husband didn't have any sense of security at all, and everyone was scolding her for disliking the poor and loving the rich, so think about it, the last person to file for divorce was actually Yang Chen, how much he once loved a couple, but in reality this life was fragmented. ”

I was shocked to hear it, I never thought that this scandal would mean anything to Yang Bingbing, and I didn't expect to call Fei Yan last night, I don't know who did it.

I can only comfort Fei Yan in a very professional tone.

"This is a lot of things that can't be controlled, you eat this bowl of rice, then you have to mix in this industry, some things are difficult to do alone, and it is difficult for us to control in front of this public opinion. ”

"So you know, Ou Ruoxi, we are mixed in this entertainment industry, we are a public figure, everything we say and do is not private, so when these public love you, you will be loved for a lifetime, if you have nothing when you are calmed down one day, everyone will intuition is like the softness of the year, and these saliva in the saliva will be enough to make you infertile, I really think this industry is a very realistic height, under a spotlight you don't have any free private thing, even if you have feelings, it is a luxury。 ”

I really didn't know what to say when he said it so sadly, but I could only shake my head gently, because there were some things I could say, what else could I do? I couldn't help it, I couldn't do anything about it.

"Believe me, Fei Yan must know that there is still justice in this world, he is moral, it has a scale, maybe those things will happen in the short term, but he will not become an eternity and will not become everything, you can rest assured that this Yang Bingbing's matter, their company will definitely deal with these things, they have enough company and a team to do it well." ”

I gently stroked his hand and patted his hand, I wanted to comfort him.

"Yang Bingbing is different from you, completely different, she can have a lot of scandals, and she can even get married and divorce again, which does not affect her a great development of the showbiz in the future, but you can't. ”

He looked at me, he kept looking at me, with a deep sadness, with a sadness, with a parting, my heart was very anxious, and it took a long time for him to say it.

"Tell me, will you leave me? You didn't reply to my text message last time, I always feel like you're going to leave me one day, right? You tell me you don't leave me, can you tell me an answer? I don't want to hang like this anymore, I just need an answer. ”

I looked at him in shock, I couldn't tell him, I loved him, I loved him so fiercely, I couldn't say.

I'm afraid that this final bottom line will be torn apart, I can't say, as soon as I say it, I'm afraid that the two of us will be like moths to a fire, and those unknown things in the future will undergo great changes.

"Fei Yan, let me tell you, if I can, I am willing to stay by your side all the time, and I am willing to be your agent all the time, if the two of us have a long-term fate. ”

"But one day you get tired of this life, but one day you think you want to live a peaceful life, what if you get married at that time? Would you marry someone else?"

I looked at him, I didn't know whether to nod or deny the question, I couldn't answer, it was a false proposition.

There's no doubt that I love him, but I can't be his drag, there's no doubt about that.

In addition to looking up at his bright star, I have to return to my peaceful life, and although the choice between loving and being loved is painful, it is always a choice.

His hands were tightly pressed into his hair, and there was a kind of gloom and sadness.

"That means you've never loved me, right? That means that one day you'll leave me, that means one day we'll be separated forever, you'll marry someone else, and I'll lose you forever, so you tell me, if I wasn't the current Fei Yan, I'm just a very ordinary person, you'd love me, right, you'll marry me, right? You'll live with me carefree, right?"

I looked at his pain, and it was not the pain in my heart.

"No, it's too extravagant to love you, I'm afraid I can't afford to love you, so I used it to pass some things in the past. ”

I replied with a bite of my voice, I didn't know what I was supposed to say, I said it with my conscience, and I even said it like a walking corpse.