When my emotions slowly stabilized and I remembered that I was very grateful to Xue Luchuan and Yang Bingbing for taking care of me, in fact, I didn't know what to say, so I directly told the two of them all the news.

I closed my eyes, I didn't want to think about anything anymore, I seemed to feel that my world was in chaos, maybe I should have stopped hiding it a long time ago, it turned out that it was just a screen, I thought it was a fairy tale, but it was wrong, it was really just a cruel truth.

When I finished telling this story, Xue Luchuan heard that this thing was completely indigestible, and he was silent, and asked cautiously for a while.

"So if I'm not mistaken, is that kid his?"

I pursed my lips and nodded gently, because there is really no need to hide this matter anymore, Xue Luchuan and Yang Bingbing glanced at me and looked at me with a very surprised look.

"Then Ou Ruoxi, tell me how you met, why are you so carefully concealed, you can't see it at all!"

"I know Luo Jin, but it's the first time I've met in this bar. ”

"How long have you been dating?"

"No, we haven't known each other for a very long time, not for half a year. ”

"But why have you been hiding it from us, can you see if we can open it? No, you should tell us. ”

I was very uncomfortable, I sniffed, I felt very haggard, I said very weakly: "No, I don't know about this matter, you should have more important things to do, I know Xue Luchuan, you and Bingbing are enough to worry about, I want to wait for the two of you to do something, if you can bless us Cheng'an and settle down, I will announce it then, and no matter what, I am still your legitimate girlfriend in everyone's eyes anyway, I don't want to complicate this matter." ”

"Ou Ruoxi, you are really stupid. ”

Xue Luchuan held my hand and squatted at my feet, with a very sincere language, and his eyes were a little hazy with tears.

"Didn't I tell you many times? In fact, the relationship between the two of us can really be consolidated and severed anytime and anywhere, and I also very much hope that you don't affect your future happiness because of my relationship with Bingbing, in our eyes, I think your happiness is very important, not lower than us, why do you finish acting like this, I am sad, I am very sad, but I am very moved. ”

My eyes were also moistened, I wiped it with a tissue, I smiled softly with a very nonchalant feeling, "Actually, of course I know, but when I was with Luo Jin, I was really happy and happy, at least what I have now is actually very real." ”

"Ou Ruoxi, if you feel happy, this is the best thing. Xue Luchuan sighed softly, his voice trembling slightly, and encouraged me, looking at me.

The three of us hold hands with each other and give each other an encouragement, in fact, many things I want to say, because after all, we have experienced so many ups and downs over the years, everyone has their own persistence, everyone has their own principles, everyone has their own compulsion, but everyone has been waiting and pursuing on this road.

My heart is often relieved that this secret has finally been told, and it will no longer press into my heart like a pressure cooker, and it will blow up at any time.

That's right, who knows when all the relationship between me and Luo Jin will come and go, at least I once loved.

On the morning of the second day of work, it was close to noon, and I received a call from Xue Luchuan.

We met for dinner at the café.

In front of the dining table, the two of us didn't have a very good appetite, because it was true that my appetite during this period of time also made me croaking because Luo Jin didn't show up, and Xue Luchuan may have affected his appetite because of my relationship with Luo Jin.

Xue Luchuan looked at me deeply and said: "Actually, for this matter, Ou Ruoxi, I really didn't expect it, I really didn't expect that you and my eldest cousin would be in this situation, I can't even think of it, you guys are hiding it so well, it's actually under our eyelids." ”

Actually, I didn't sleep all night last night, and I also want to know what this situation is, and as a person who is very familiar with Luo Jin, I think I would like to know about Xue Luchuan's past about Luo Jin and Ding Qiangrose.

I recently drank a glass of water, and I asked him lightly: "I really want to know if you can tell me the truth?" I know about the existence of Ding Qiang, and I also know that this time Luo Jin went to Africa, in fact, because of hunger, I think you can tell me everything?"

Xue Luchuan sighed, looked into my eyes, and said slowly.

"Actually, I can only tell you that Luo Jin is the best person among our cousins, whether it is from the family background, from his studies, from his words to all kinds of aspects, he is definitely among us children

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1. We have always regarded it as our hero, and we look at it as a role model. ”

"It's just that later Luo Jin also experienced a period of youth rebellion, that was high school, at that time he had a girlfriend, at that time Luo Jin studied very well, he belonged to the type of academic tyrant, but I don't know why I like to have a girlfriend very much, and there is basically no fixed one, often change one every week. At that time, we were still very envious of Luo Jin's dragging behavior!"

Of course, the people in the big cousin's family didn't care about these things, because the requirements in the family were very simple, as long as you were admitted to a university, a famous university, everything was OK, so the big cousin was in this conniving situation, and the girlfriend was really a lot of flowers, and we were ridiculing anytime and anywhere, whether it was about to change to a new season. ”

"At the beginning, when the eldest cousin and Ding Qiang Rose were dating, in fact, to speak from the heart, each of us felt that this was just a quarterly model, and it would soon become a thing of the past, but I didn't expect this thing to really surprise us, and I didn't expect that we would experience such a reversal later. ”

"And I think this Ding Rose is a very ordinary girl from the public's aesthetic point of view, and the whole dress has an obvious retro feeling, I don't know why I especially like to wear that kind of long skirt, long hair, and the gentleness and delicacy of the kind of girl in the Jiangnan water town, maybe it is such a literary demeanor, which deeply touched the eldest cousin. ”

"The most important thing is that this Ding Qiang Rose is only a second-rate secondary school student, or working hard-working outside, and her family environment is average. ”

Later, after graduating from college, the eldest cousin was ready to study abroad, and he might study, and he didn't come back for a few years, and the family didn't think that this kind of thing would be particularly cared about, because a boy would have to drift, which is also a normal thing, so everyone wholeheartedly thinks that the return of the eldest cousin is definitely full of applause, and it is definitely a bright future. ”

Xue Luchuan often sighed when he said this, drank a cup of coffee and put it on the table, staring at my eyes tightly.

"Do you still want to hear it?"

"Why not?"

"Good!"

"The eldest cousin actually brought Ding Qiang Rose directly to him after graduating from college, saying that he would be with Ding Qiang Rose for the rest of his life no matter what, and he must get married. ”

"And you should also know that a family background like the eldest cousin is really calling for wind and rain, the family business is very big, and the father has a certain status in this society, so a family like this must be the right one, so for a family like Ding Qiang Rose to appear in the house, everyone is actively opposed, and they don't recognize the existence of Ding Qiang Rose very much, so the eldest cousin doesn't fight with the family at all, and he doesn't make any rebuttals, and directly takes Ding Qiang Rose away from home. ”

Later, the relationship between the family became more and more stiff, even if Ding Qiang Rose asked her eldest cousin to return to our city to continue the business, but they still did not come back again, and the people in the family still resolutely resisted Ding Qiang Rose in this way. ”

"With the slow change of time, about the two of them have lived together for about 4 years, I didn't expect that the eldest cousin's temperament would soon be tired of Ding Rose, at least there is such an opportunity, but I didn't expect that the eldest cousin is such a long-term person, not only did not give up Ding Qiang Rose at all, but also branched out, must take Ding Qiang Rose. ”

"So then the relationship in the family slowly had to accept the fact, in short, it is more important to lose the son, and the attitude began to ease in all aspects, even the seven aunts and eight mothers-in-law in the family are mobilizing this relationship, and the broken flower Ding Rose has just started to have dinner with us at home, and some family activities have also begun to appear, so in the end, the eldest cousin's father has already agreed to this matter, at that time, you really don't know, the eldest cousin's mood, so happy, I have never seen him so happy。 ”

Xue Luchuan looked lonely and drank another glass of wine, as if he had too much regret for the next story, I didn't say a word, I just looked out the window tightly.

Xue Luchuan sighed and said slowly.

In fact, no one expected that such a thing would happen later, it turned out that this Ding Qiang Rose did not agree to this marriage at all, but I didn't expect Ding Qiang Rose to refuse this marriage at this last moment, and it turned out that she had frankly told her eldest cousin that she was already in this marriage. ”

"So we are often caught off guard when things are reversed, and the eldest cousin's heartbroken desire can never be respected, and Ding Qiangrose breaks up with a decision. ”

Xue Luchuan was empty for a while.

"Later, the two of them have been together for so many years, and we have also seen the contributions and sacrifices that the eldest cousin has made for Ding Qiangrose, we know that at this time, the eldest cousin is completely dedicated, and there is no principle at all, and you also know that the eldest cousin is completely changing the world with us, and the family power is so big, he is completely a spoiled child, but he is completely uncompromising for this Ding Rose. ”

"A standard rich young master doesn't even want a penny from the family for a girl, and even goes to the dock to move bricks, run Didi taxis, and even run Meituan takeaway when he has no money, just for the hardships of this girl. ”

"I've even heard that Ding Qiangrose is not particularly high because of her education level, and the money she can get for a job in Suihua is not very large, so there is also a father in the family who is sick, so all this subsidy is because one of the eldest cousins has carried it, and even sometimes I feel sorry for the eldest cousin, do you know? The eldest cousin sometimes wears several occupations, and sometimes he goes to work in the company during the day, and at night he goes to work in that kind of black shop, and even goes to the bar to stay, and his body seems to be crushed at all of a sudden. ”

"You don't know how many times the two of them have moved together, and they don't have a penny, because Ding Qiangrose's father's medical expenses are as high as hundreds of thousands, and every penny is beautiful and easy to leave, and the powerful Luo Jin earns from working part-time, and even borrowed some money from me and the third sister when he was the most difficult, helpless, and lonely. ”

"It's this Ding Qiang Rose really doesn't know what kind of mood it is, and I don't know what the reason is, until now I can't tell what she thinks in her heart, anyway, all in all, she resolutely asks to break up, and she doesn't even have time to give Luo Jin a buffer, she left a letter and left without hesitation, you know?

Later, it was said that the person Ding Qiangrose married happened to be a friend of her eldest cousin, a Korean, who specialized in photography, and the two of them left without any scruples. ”

"Do you know? The eldest cousin is really hurt in this world, it is really too big, the former eldest cousin is humorous and sunny, enthusiastic and cheerful, and completely with a very unruly appearance, but in the past few years, it has really not eased up, it is completely rejecting people thousands of miles away, driving a bar alone, playing the saxophone alone, very lonely, refusing anyone's contact. ”

"Later, after all, after a few years, we thought that the eldest cousin might have eased up, and everyone never dared to mention the name Ding Qiang Rose in front of him, but we never expected that this thing was not as we imagined. ”

I was stunned when I heard this, my heart was very tight, I was like a dagger stabbing my heart fiercely, every word Xue Luchuan said was really like Ling Chi to me, and sentenced me.

"But just at the time of this year's New Year, we all had a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner together, everyone was chatting with laughter, but I didn't expect the eldest cousin to suddenly leave halfway, and we didn't know what happened, when this third sister kept a heart eye at that time, and directly and quietly followed a center of the eldest cousin, only to find that in a house that is where Luo Jin and Ding Qiang Rose live together, at that time Luo Jin actually smoked a night in this house, stayed there, and only came out at dawn. ”

"I don't know what kind of reason my brother is, I fell in love with Ding Qiang Rose so hard, I don't have any choice to love so much, I don't even have one of my own ideas and a life, in fact, I'm very moved, really, after I was with Bingbing, I realized that this feeling is so sincere, maybe I'm the same with Bingbing, we can never leave in this life, once we fall in love with this is a lifelong thing, no matter how the outside shakes, we are not willing to give up each other for each other"

Xue Luchuan looked at me deeply, with a very complicated emotion.

"So Ou Ruoxi, we are good friends, we have been an old friend for many years, I have some things I can't hide from you, I have to tell you, the eldest cousin is really a peerless good man, really worthy of the love of women in the world, and if you really get his heart, he will hold you in the sky and will take care of you for a lifetime, but this love no longer belongs to you, because he has given it directly to another girl, and you are already late. ”

"Do you know Ou Ruoxi, when I knew you told this story yesterday, do you know how shocked I was in my heart? How scared I was that you would be hurt, I was really worried, because I couldn't help but remind you, because you are my best friend, I know that you are with Luo Jin, maybe Luo Jin can go from heaven to earth, and may give you all the things, but I am very worried that Luo Jin's heart is the softest, and the person I love the most is not what you will do when the time comes, are you willing to share a man with a woman? Would you like to?"

"So if Ou Ruoxi is at the right time, I am worried that you will be hurt, can you leave her if you can? I want you to leave him, because even my eldest cousin, I don't want to see you hurt. ”

When he said this, he looked at me, he kept looking at me, my scalp was numb, my heart was flustered, I didn't even know what I thought in my heart, I shouldn't express it Yes, I'm a late person in this relationship, and I can't be a predator.

I looked at the scenery outside the window for a long time, my expression should be very calm, I don't know, I only know what I finally understood, I finally understood that some feelings came too smoothly, in fact, there was a hidden crisis.

In fact, I was mentally prepared for a long time, when the woman named Ding Qiang Rose appeared at our door, when Luo Jin panicked and asked me to go home first, when Luo Jin arrived in Africa without saying goodbye on the second day.

I know what the outcome of this matter is, I will always be at the end of the line in front of Ding Qiangrose, I can't squeeze into this position, the world of two people is too narrow, after all, there is no place for me.

Yes, how painful and sad it was for a woman like me to be in love for the first time, after I had received a kind of baptism in my body and soul.

You will find that when you love someone and the other person no longer loves you, you have nothing.