Chapter 189 I don't understand

On this day, Ou Ruoxi returned to her high school school, looking at the familiar scenery, it was once her best dream, she used to be her most difficult ideal, this is the place she was most familiar with.

Because I spent the best youth here, and because of this, I have lived a more youthful life and let myself have more good memories, which have been flowing in this campus.

It's really because of this that I have been thinking about this life for so many years, thinking that this was once an insurmountable concept for myself, or the most important life concept I once had.

Ou Ruoxi felt more and more in her heart, the pig-killing knife of the years is sometimes really not so able to solve it as she imagined, but the hardships of life must make her feel more brave and full of a joy of life.

No matter what kind of past life happens, but believe that you must live a happy and unforgettable life in this happy and unforgettable life, so that you can maintain courage, can maintain a belief, maintain this confidence, and continue to move forward.

Of course, this is the most beautiful thing about yourself, this kind of thought, and the most important thought.

Because in this process, there is nothing more important than persistence to come, and that is a better thing.

Returning to her original classroom, Ou Ruoxi felt a little pain in her heart.

This is really the best time in high school, although the classroom is very old, as if there are traces of time.

But in any case, I always feel that I have obtained a very good situation in the process, and it is because of this very good memory that I have always maintained a determination in the process......

This place is full of your first love.

Standing in the most beautiful cotton, there is the most palpitating emotion, there is the most hazy first love of the kind of couple, in this process, I may not have a complete understanding of this emotion, thank you, can master a kind of thinking, this feeling retains a very beautiful kind of deep memory, in the same unforgettable feeling......

Ou Ruoxi has achieved his previous position.

Now sitting in the seat, she strokes these beads, these beads, once kept the biggest dream of her youth, once hoped that she could break through herself in this place, be able to achieve her biggest dream, and let herself be able to become the biggest jump from here in this life.

Sometimes I really didn't think of it at the time in life, because it was a dream person at the time, but now when you look at the things that have happened in the past from the perspective of a third person, you will find that those who have been in the past are the most cute.

Being able to understand emotions will be like the emotions now, and let yourself be a little caught off guard, maybe maybe those beautiful things in the past.

Just because of something that ended up happening throughout my youth, I made myself more vividly in that feeling.

Looking at the familiar and unfamiliar scene in front of her, Ou Ruoxi felt empty in her heart.

What she always has a very uncomfortable feeling, this uncomfortable feeling has always accompanied herself, maybe this youth is so tragic and painful youth.

A memory that should have belonged to two people.

This should belong to the best memory shared by two people, because in this period of youth, there are two people who play together, they are the heroes and heroines of their stories, they play a very important role in it, they play a very light and romantic story, when all this goes wrong, I also have a feeling of appreciating or missing the male protagonist who once happened in the past, maybe far away has taken off his suit and has been driven to another theater.

There is no longer her heart in this drama of her own life, she has given up this drama.

It's really a helpless thing, how can you control other people's lives, have your own life, everyone has their own fun, when this thing is inevitable, you will find that many things are as if you can't predict it, in this inexplicable way, you will feel that many things are really as if you don't have anything to predict, it's the same.

Familiar scenery, but people are gone.

And it is getting farther and farther away, and it has completely and gradually disappeared into her own world, which already has the script of her own life, and the script of her own life has no longer her figure.

What is this? Is it a kind of miserable medicine? I don't know if it can only be regarded as the past, the youth and youth, and I want to talk about it.

Ou Ruoxi thought silently in her heart, thinking about what Du Lala said to herself last time.

There is nothing left, perhaps only the most beautiful memories of youth, this kind of concept of yellowed old photographs, and it is only used in this way to make only one kind of memory, what else can you do, you can't do anything.

There is nothing you can do about it, there is no way to solve this problem by yourself, and when it all comes completely, you will realize how powerless you are.

You will find that you have no way to use your own power to call for the past in the process.

And you will find that when the engine becomes more and more obvious, you will find that in the process you will continue to lose some of the best of your youth, and you may know that when you no longer have these things and no longer lose them, you will feel very painful, very anxious, very anxious.

But you have to go back to real life, which is what you should do, and what you really should have, not what you have completely lost, and that's the joy of life.

As her thoughts drifted away, Ou Ruoxi felt that she had returned to the same as in the past, and her heart was surging when she saw that she and Fei Yan Li had happened in the past.

Ou Ruoxi felt that she was about to be unable to extricate herself.

It's all like a drowning.

There is a fixed growth in this water, a constant slide, a constant desire to breathe fresh air, but it is a very suffocating feeling, and it is precisely because of this feeling that I am speechless to face my emotions.

Of course, she is often like sinking into the deep sea of the Pacific Ocean, and she can't climb up if she wants to, because all kinds of fragments of what has happened have completely fallen and buried it......

She didn't know why she was silently shedding tears, as if she had been immersed in the past and could never return to reality, she didn't know why.

Suddenly, someone called her and had to return to real life, if it weren't for this call, maybe she really sank into the past, and couldn't return to reality for a long time.

"Hello, why is Ou Ruoxi thinking so much here?

Ou Ruoxi completely felt that she had failed, so she agreed to them completely, showing a forced smile.

"Hello everyone, good morning, I've only been here for a short time, so I want to see what to do in the future, try to clean up the lines, let myself write as much as possible in this line, and look for some feelings in the future, I hope that today's shooting process is smooth." ”

"You take your time, I won't bother you. ”

Ou Ruoxi returned to a normal appearance, because at this time, nothing can be done to get herself, with more experience, because now she has finally returned to real life, this is the real life.

This life is the truest manifestation of what you should live, not dwelling on the past, the past is always an illusion, it is the past, if you are obsessed with the past, then it can only mean that you are very naïve and ridiculous.

Immediately after the arrival of the director and staff, Ou Ruoxi quickly returned to normal.

The arrival of everyone's rapid learning, because now we are about to start further work, so the whole pace of everyone's work is quite fast, anyway, everyone must think so, as long as the work is completed quickly, the more rest time and free time you can get.

"Ou Ruoxi, every time I come so early, it still seems to be very classic, how about it, have you memorized the lines of yesterday all over? Is there any difficulty, if there is difficulty, just tell me then, we are ready to officially start work in half an hour, and you are also ready to start the password and start acting." ”

The director saw that Ou Ruoxi was already waiting in the classroom, so he greeted and asked.

"Oh, that's right, director, I have prepared the part where my line belonged to me yesterday, so I can also open it at any time, then I will prepare the director's deployment in half an hour, I will do a makeup here first, and after level 12, I will wait for the director's notice here, and everything is already done on my side. ”

Ou Ruoxi replied very politely, because there are more scenes in today's scenes Ou Ruoxi and Liu Zhengyang.

Today, all the performances of all the crews are a highlight of their side, and they are also an important and very important turning point for this crew.

Therefore, their whole atmosphere today is more important, although they are not the protagonists in this.

But to show the role of this piety throughout, it is very important to have a grasp of this matter, and the director attaches great importance to a grasp point of this process?

So Lulu didn't come over to shoot.

It just so happened that she didn't come to the filming at this time, so everyone can be more free and relaxed in the process, because Lulu's arrival really made the whole crew really ugly, and after the various requests she made yesterday, the whole crew had more doubts about her.

Ou Ruoxi plays Liu Zhengyang's cousin in "Lovers", so many times, as soon as Liu Zhengyang appears, Ou Ruoxi is basically a CP partner with her in the whole world.

Therefore, in this process, it is completely a complete all, and this fine powder is basically run through the whole show, although this subdivision is not very much, but if it is based on the importance of this subdivision, it is also an essential role.

Because we are the foil and foil, then the whole protagonist, this chain, is relatively thin.

"I really didn't expect that even a female third girl you actually regarded this atmosphere as so important, in fact, you don't have a lot of scenes in the whole scene, but just one or two scenes, and many times when you go to edit at the end, maybe there may not be many opportunities to show your face, why do you spend so much on this matter, and spend this thing so important, don't you think that you waste a lot of time in this process, don't you think this thing is meaningless?"

Yang Bingbing saw Ou Ruoxi when she came, and disagreed with the desperate smile, in her opinion, this person is just a defeated opponent under her, no matter how hard she tries, then it is impossible to do anything big, but it is just an indifferent thing.

So she thinks that even if she can perform well, can it make much difference?

It's impossible that you won't be a supporting role for a girl, do you still want to have too much splash and change in the heart of this society?

This is obviously something that people are not able to do.

As long as she sees Ou Ruoxi, Yang Bingbing is really angry, sometimes I don't know why, it's completely wrong to talk to her, as long as she sees her appear in front of her, she is really angry, because she thinks it's better for her to stay away from the showbiz of the entire theater, and it's best for her not to mix in this place, otherwise when she sees her, she will think of the past.

Because this level has been proving itself like a shame in the past, as if you can't get a sense of superiority from her in her, right?

At this time, she would never see Ou Ruoxi again.

Yang Bingbing would think of what Li Hua said that would not make Ou Ruoxi feel better, and suddenly Yang Bingbing felt very happy.

Ask Li Hua to help you make Ou Ruoxi disappear here forever, then I am really happy, because no matter what, as long as she can do something, then there are some things in this industry, and she will not do much.

But she must believe that she will be completely driven out of Ou Ruoxi, then she really feels that she can be free and happy here, and this is the only way to develop here.

So I couldn't help but want to find fault with Ou Ruoxi.

I really can't stand this situation, she feels that there must be such a solution to this matter, if there is no such thing, she really feels that she has no way to deal with this matter at all.

If this matter can be solved better, maybe I will have a better idea, or a better action.

That's the most important thing, why care about the troubles of the past.

"Every role in a play is very important, and each role she gives her own vitality in this play, so let's not underestimate her existence, these things are not important, the important thing is how we can get more space in this way, I think this kind of thing is really not particularly important, just like how we interpret this play in this way, so although each role has a leading role and a supporting role, I don't think the supporting role is ugly, and it also means that the life legend of this play。 ”

Ou Ruoxi replied lightly, making Yang Bingbing speechless for a moment.

Ou Ruoxi just wanted to communicate with her in this way in this way, because she really didn't think it was a big deal even if she played the third supporting actress, why did she still want to show off her might in front of her.

She thinks this thing is very naïve and ridiculous, doesn't she know the distribution of the art of interpretation of this thing?

If she doesn't even understand this kind of thing, how can she be the number one female person, she even looks down on Yang Bingbing in her heart

Yang Bingbing never thought that Ou Ruoxi would use what she had said to herself.

It's really so angry, why is she so proud, in fact, what qualifications does she have, but is it because she has passed?

Hasn't her pride been dispelled yet?

It really felt like I was a little caught off guard.

Looking at Ou Ruoxi's casual appearance, Yang Bingbing's heart immediately became very angry, why does she have such qualifications to say herself, she is just a female partner, and she is in this entertainment industry at all, this is a marginal character, there is no chance to coax, there is no chance to get greater development at all, what qualifications do you dare to say yourself!

It's really whimsical!

However, Yang Bingbing is not a very good master, she is not allowed to take the test no matter how she is in her mood now, if she is in the whole state now, she will not give this woman so many opportunities to go, and there will be more performances here at this time, and she feels that in this process, she does not have any qualifications to say that we are in such a situation, then it means that she will follow her more of this kind of suppression in the next work.

"After so many years, it seems that you are still in a state of semi-ignorance and not popularity, I think you can consider whether you doubt whether you can adapt to this bowl of rice, if you feel that there is no way to make yourself a better living space, I suggest that you can change careers, or I suggest that you can change to other things to work, maybe those jobs are more suitable for you, so there is no need to let yourself fall into this camping state, maybe you don't know how to eat this bowl of rice at all, God doesn't reward you for this bowl of rice, otherwise you still have some such small supporting roles over the years, really so I suggest, otherwise for the future developmentYou can do some sales or do some administrative work, maybe these things are more useful to you. ”

With a smile on the corner of Yang Bingbing's mouth, he slowly said that these things are not in a hurry, and there is a kind of careless action, although the whole person has a huge aggression, but I really can't see it, this is completely like a lonely battle, as if it is for his friends to explain these things.