Chapter 188: Drinking
Can you come back after 8 years? Can you really come back? Maybe you can come back or you can't come back, just knowing what these things will mean is very important for everyone, and it's another loss for yourself and for this woman
"Ou Ruoxi, why do you pretend to be a stranger to me when you have me in your heart? Do you think we are pretending to be like ourselves? Don't you think we are using this way to cover up the depths of our hearts, don't you feel very painful?"
"What do you want me to do now, what should I do? I think about you, I think about you all the time, I think about you all the time, I'm afraid of losing you, I can't lose you anymore? I have to have you, it's the most important thing in my life, give me a chance, okay? What should I do?"
"I don't know why you've been avoiding me all these days, it turns out that you really have me in your heart, you have me in your heart, why don't you tell me, why did you give up on me again at this time, is it too late for me to come back? Do you know? I'm here for you, I'm coming back from outside, I've been waiting for you, I'm waiting for the past that happened to me, I know it's really hard for you, for me I'm really eager to have it again, can you give me a chance?"
"What the hell am I going to do? What the hell am I going to do? I don't seem to have everything anymore, I want to lose all the processes that I don't want anymore, I don't have any relief that makes me happy for more. ”
Fei Yan whispered.
Or that he is in a very depressed mood now, he is going crazy with alcohol, he has no way to excrete the pain in his heart at this time, this pain is too uncomfortable, what should I do?
If you don't find someone to talk to you at this time, you will really collapse at this time, how can you easily let yourself get an unforgivable behavior at this time, of course, when these happen, maybe all this will be better.
Looking at the only photo of himself and Ou Ruoxi in the mobile phone, it makes people have the best youthful time.
A woman and this man in the photo, they meet happily together, holding hands, their faces are full of a yearning for the beauty of youth, a beauty of youth, a desire for future happiness.
This good time has only been frozen, it has been frozen in that moment eight years ago, which means that when this picture is yellowed, will the traces of this time still exist? Will it still remain in some of the things of yesterday?
Has the best time of eight years ago been frozen forever? Couldn't this good time continue? When everyone grows up every day, the world should be able to go back to the best things that have ever been, this is the youngest and most beautiful youth they have, so that they are completely innocent and unresentful.
The corners of Fei Yan's mouth were full of bitterness.
He felt really bitter, after so many years, it would be nice if someone could accompany him to let him get more of a feeling of happiness, but no one has understood him all these years.
No one is willing to help him anymore, to get this emotional relief, he has never accepted a woman for so many years, he knows that he can't accept another woman.
Because he only wants this woman, he only loves this woman, he only needs this woman, and that is enough
"Zhao Zijun, hurry up and get out of here, I need someone to drink with me, the weather is good today, hurry up and come to my side, I'm a ...... person for 20 minutes"
Thinking of something, Fei Yan called his friend.
"Are you called a madman? Do you know what time it is? Big brother brother It's 3 o'clock in the morning, your brother doesn't sleep, why do you want someone else, hurry up and call someone over my God, my big brother, aren't you tossing at this time...... Where to go?"
Zhao Zijun's tired words came out of the phone.
"Nonsense, hurry up and get over here, I know you haven't slept here yet, you never go to bed that early, you're also used to nightlife for 20 minutes, start the timer now." ”
"Oh hey, my God, you're my boss, you're my boss, can you drug me unconditionally? My God, I'm telling you, it's off work, it's not your working time, so I have no right to refuse you now, you're just being too humble to me, are you the attitude of a boss? Do you still look like a boss, you're completely a capitalist, okay, does your mother think it's better?"
Fei Yan smiled: "Don't talk nonsense, two minutes have passed by the time you finish saying this, and now there are only 18 minutes left, hurry up and I'll wait for you." ”
"Hey, okay, okay, as long as you know or not, although you are a big boss, but your heart is simply a completely oppressed people, anyway, you have to look at something, if you want to challenge the people, you have to resist, then you don't blame me for the possibility of your deep hatred for such an act, okay, okay, I'll go over immediately, you need me to bring something, if you bring something to tell me, I can help you equip more after I finish drinking." ”
"I don't know what you're coming from, just get over here. ”
Zhao Zijun Since he returned to China and re-established these new companies, he has been very busy during this time, and there should be more things that there is no way to deal with, because now the whole company also has some.
The whole behavior is still relatively chaotic, although these companies have been acquired, but many things have to be done by themselves and completely controlled, because I can't control this thing.
There may be some deviations, so this matter may have a greater impact, so he has to experience some things to control the situation.
If the situation gets out of control, there may be some unnecessary troubles or unnecessary misunderstandings, and he doesn't want to have anything to gain or lose in the process.
One such control situation, he hopes that the company will be a little faster on the basis of an acceleration of the company.
Just when Zhao Zijun was very tired, Fei Yan called.
"Hurry up, everyone's drinking, are you drinking? Do you know if you can bring me some liquor by the way?"
Fei Yan said weakly, because he really couldn't think of a way.
I can sleep, but now I really want to find someone to talk to, I really want to find someone to talk to.
This is the deposit of this brand by post, and he feels that he has reached a very uncomfortable situation, and he wants to follow the person he wants, but there is nothing he can do now, and his mouth feels completely very, very painful, as if he has lost a sense of life.
That's why Fei Yan thought of drinking.
Hearing Fei Yan say that he wanted to drink, Zhao Zijun did not hesitate.
What's so fun about this, can you have the feeling of brothers in your space, that is, mutual care, not to get this done, and they are brothers who grew up together, so he understands that brothers, must be in a very big emotional whirlpool.
Friends are friends who are friends who abuse each other.
immediately rushed to Fei Yan's house.
When Zhao Zijun arrived at Fei Yan's house, he saw that there was already a lot of wine on the ground.
The situation is completely very sensitive, the sex is completely the same, it is completely impossible, if it is not so, because how can there be so many, it is completely.
When Zhao Zijun looked at Fei Yan.
I believe that this man is completely listless, completely indulging in the old times, completely unknown why, a very decadent feeling.
He had never even seen his friends in such a situation, and he thought that these friends would always be a very profligate and very decisive king.
But he had never seen a brother in such a situation, he felt very abrupt, sometimes he felt a little incredible, the brother must have suffered a setback in some matter, otherwise how could he have drunk so much.
Some are just decadent.
He couldn't imagine that he was a friend when he heard these things, how could this happen, and a friend would never be in this situation, but it couldn't be like this, it really made people feel very bad, and this kind of bad level was completely beyond the scope of these imaginations.
"Fei Yan, what's going on?"
"Why do you drink so much wine? Why are you drunk, what happened to tell me, we can solve it together, then what is the problem of the company? Or what is the problem? If there is a problem in the company, I will definitely do my best, even if I misunderstood, I will help you solve this matter in the future, but you didn't tell me, if you don't tell me, I really don't know how to do it, you don't drink so much......"
Zhao Zijun asked a little confused, looking at the wine all over the ground, these wine bottles were completely dripping and spilling aside, as if it was really like a world that turned right and wrong upside down.
Zhao Zijun knew that he couldn't avoid getting drunk today.
If it weren't for his friend coming to him in this way, he knew that friends should have a mutual understanding, although he didn't know what the reason for these things happened, but he knew that his friend must be very depressed, and it was really very not, if such pain would not happen, then how could he drink such a drink?
It's just that Zhao Zijun is not very worried about this matter.
This thing is too sad, no matter what kind of friend he is, he will definitely use his own very strong way to solve these things, it must not be a matter at work, maybe it is an emotional thing, if it is an emotional matter, then I really can't help him, it can only depend on how he goes out of the something, who can have the final say on this thing, who can't say it?
He feared that his brother would keep his thoughts in his heart.
If the friend has not talked to him about this matter, then if he keeps these things in his heart, it will only make the matter more difficult to solve, or it will actually be more difficult to solve.
"It's just a little annoying, I want to find someone to drink, are you willing to put it down or have a drink or two with me, if you don't want to, you don't have to leave......"
Fei Yan had a smile on the corner of his mouth, but the frown on his brows made people feel that that kind of smile was very far-fetched.
I don't know why, why he suddenly went to his friends to drink this kind of wine, if only he knew that friends would help each other.
If you need to talk to someone about something, and you don't know what to say to others, he feels things, he just wants someone to drink with him quietly, but he doesn't want to ask you so that he doesn't know anything at all, that's the best thing.
"Drink!"
"We must not get drunk and not return, today we are going to drink a big war, 330 you a bottle and I a bottle, drink these liquor, after drinking we will drink red wine, after drinking red wine, we will drink beer, we must do it today, drink it happily, if no one can drink it today, then it is ......"
knew that Fei Yan didn't want to say anything.
You have any right not to tell about this matter, so respecting your friends is the best right, if you can't do this kind of respect for rights, then you may be in this matter, how can you only help them, you can't help, if you can't help him, why bother to do this thing, in fact, everything must have its own principles, to have yourself is the best, there is no need to make things so complicated.
Zhao Zijun directly picked up a bottle of wine and said to Fei Yan.
Looking at Zhao Zijun so good.
Fei Yan also directly picked up a bottle of wine and drank it.
The two of them didn't say anything, just talked about some very happy things in the past, maybe these things can let yourself get a whole body and mind, a flow of each other or energy is a kind of relaxation in the process, maybe this is also the best way to live.
Watching Fei Yan swallow bottles of wine in his stomach, Zhao Zijun knew that Fei Yan must have encountered something annoying.
If you say something like this, you may affect my judgment, or how to control the situation and simply not say it, because the other party doesn't ask you to say it.
Because the two of them had the same experience, Zhao Zijun still knew Fei Yan very well.
If you don't understand this process, then how can you call it a friend, and how can you call yourself oneself?
"It's been a long time since I've had such a good drink!"
"It's a pleasure, I must have drunk a very painful feeling today, I haven't drunk like this for a long time, this thing is really like this, after returning to China I am really a little bit I am really happy, if you are not in the country, I think I am really very interested in dealing with these people here, everyone wears masks, it makes people feel that these masks hide a purpose that a pigeon can't see, I don't like this feeling, I want to drink happily with friends......"
I don't know how many bottles of wine I drank, Fei Yan sighed slightly.
I don't know when I almost forgot the taste of alcohol. He rarely drinks these drinks again, because although he will have itchy and allergic skin after drinking, he still likes this kind of sad thing, but because the doctor told him not to drink so much, his body may itch.
The person who sent the ship rarely went to drink, because many years have passed since these things, and now he suddenly feels that there is a pressure in his heart that there is no way to get rid of it, or this feeling of happiness that there is no way to get, there is a deep fear in his body, he really doesn't know why, he feels that if he uses alcohol to numb himself, it may also be a great love, but can this thing make him forget all these unhappy things?
It's just that in the past six months, Fei Yan has found that the days without wine are really sad.
That possibility, why does a woman never leave herself, why she doesn't get a trace of her tenderness, why what she thinks about is always the moon in the water with herself.
"Yes, I haven't drunk it so happily for a long time, if there is such a happy past, I remember that we used to drink like this when we were children, when I was still in junior high school, the three of us drank together, just like at that time I drank a pound of liquor, and I was unconscious on the second day, I remember that you were punished by the head teacher for copying your homework at that time?"
Fei Yan: "What you said, what he said was actually because it was you, you didn't say a word to you like this back then, you always deliberately left you, you are nothing, you were a scholar at the time, and you may have focused on cultivating you at that time, now think about it, it is indeed the case, a dignified doctoral student came back to give me a company first, it is indeed difficult for you, I salute you here!"
Zhao Zijun said with a sigh, watching the years gradually leave traces on his body, Zhao Zijun couldn't help but sigh the passage of time in his heart.
The two of them didn't say much, they just drank vigorously to keep themselves from worrying.
It's just that the wine can only relax for a while, and I hope that my whole body and mind can be completely relaxed, and it will be completely solved, which is the best thing, if you can't even drink for yourself, then what things may not help you, how can you forget these, and these difficulties make you have a more important situation to go all out to do something.
When you wake up, you still have to face reality.
I really don't want to face everything, and after I drink these wines, I will say that everything will have a better ending, and everything will have a better choice, I believe that all this will have a better accident when people are better.
This woman herself has to fight for it no matter what, no matter what happens to him, no matter whether he loves himself now or not, but she will not give up the fight for this woman, and she believes in herself, no matter whether there is such an opportunity or not, but if she works hard, she will definitely exchange for some opportunities.
Even if this woman no longer loves herself, but they can be friends, yes, they can be friends or friends who dress up simply, so if they have the qualifications to be friends in the future, then they can support each other on this opportunity, rely on each other and accompany each other.
That's enough, because when it comes to love, there is no right or wrong.
I am only willing to give it all.