Chapter 350: A faint sadness

Ou Ruoxi was sad at this moment, he was taking the bus back to his hometown, and at this time he didn't know what kind of situation he wanted to make.

What he's doing now is just trying to get himself back to this mood, and he wants to make himself not think about his stuff at all in the process.

Because this thing is not something that I can imagine, when this thing has happened, now it is actually a thing to do, which is to use my own confidence to slowly settle down.

No matter what are the too many difficulties in the process, but no matter how ugly this thing is.

None of these things are important, the important thing is that people can go back to the house to accompany their mothers, and don't let all their moods change again.

The most important thing for people of this kind of thing is that when it all becomes a thing of the past, they will start again.

At this moment, he was wearing an oversized sunglasses, and a very beautiful scarf, and wore a very simple outfit, which he had always thought was very simple, and his life was relatively simple.

He is now an ordinary person, and he treats himself as an ordinary person, not as a star.

Of course, he is not a star, he is just a very simple daughter, and now he has to go back to visit his mother.

Actually, it's as simple as that.

At this time, your mood will be completely relaxed at this time.

In fact, he is not very well-known in this industry, although the scripts he has been acting in are tepid, although he is not very famous.

There is no such thing as a lot of a situation, but it doesn't mean that his current situation will not bring some small trouble to himself.

Because after all, this period of cost hype is too powerful, and the object of the hype is Fei Yan after all, this Fei Yan is a top traffic star, and it has reached the point where everyone knows it.

So for Ou Ruoxi personally, this relationship with Fei Yan may not be blessed by everyone.

So for this kind of life of two people who are too stubborn, then Ou Ruoxi's identity at this time may be relatively embarrassing.

All the rights and wrongs in the circle really let me really have a feeling of being unable to bear the weight in this process.

And today's vows may turn a blind eye to you tomorrow, and there is really a very funny one in all the emotional components.

Or a joke, and this kind of thing may not really feel anything in the course of the present process.

Maybe others may think of you as a very simple thing, and maybe others don't care about your feelings at all.

Therefore, the words are to get rid of Wushan, not clouds.

You don't take it too seriously in the process, and if you take it too seriously, then you lose.

And then I really conquered this relationship for many years, and I have always been very naΓ―ve to think that this relationship can be repeated, and to have some spirit with the former classmates between them.

And there have been so many feelings that have happened, no matter what, they should still be able to return to some very simple classmates.

It's not this kind of relationship, whether it's that kind of intimate relationship or not, but it doesn't fall into the trap at this time, and now it's boring to do it.

He really takes that thing very lightly in this world, and he thinks that no matter what you do, you can't do this kind of thing.

I just believed in Fei Yan too much, so I was greatly hurt in the process.

You can also see the current situation clearly, if you recognize the reality of this society, if you are still too entangled in this thing.

If you are too obsessed with the past, then you may have your own life that is even more apprehensive.

You should now clearly understand what position you are in now, what kind of person you should be dealing with, and don't believe in yourself too much.

Explain that he is not your only reliance, these things have become a thing of the past, and a good thing of yours has become a very beautiful kind of past in childhood.

That kind of thing doesn't exist anymore, and that situation can become more of a burden on your life.

I'm sorry if you still see this as an important thing.

You may have a lot of disappointments along the way.

Ou Ruoxi took the bus back to his hometown, sometimes he suddenly found that the sky was so blue, and the trees on the side of the road were so green, and there were so many mountains in the southeast, and he had never seriously seen these scenery before, but now that this mood is slowly calmed down, he will find how beautiful and beautiful the scenery outside the window is, and it is indeed a pity that he has ignored his own beauty for so many years.

None of this stuff is actually too cold, and everything is in good time, because it really makes people feel like you're calming down in the process.

In fact, there are many things in life that are not only in front of you, but also in the past, and there are many future situations.

If you simply can't extricate yourself from the present and are in an unspeakable pain about life, then you may lose a lot of opportunities for the future.

Maybe you will have a lot of unspeakable misunderstandings about the possibility of people in the future, then you should slowly compare this mood.

You will find that you are just missing the time, your feelings and your touches.

You will find these good things, and these good things are still around you.

Ou Ruoxi leaned against the window and looked at these flowers and plants, and there was a little moisturizing feeling in his heart.

It's like a person in the desert constantly searching, constantly looking for those oases, as if he is standing in the process of drying up and dying.

I suddenly found these beautiful things, maybe these things should really be quiet and slowly discover these things.

It's not too much to keep running, to keep creating and missing some very many scenarios.

And this kind of thing has always been around here!

Soon I will be home by this time, and after 5 hours of bus, I should be able to see my mother soon.

Over the years, he has come and gone in a hurry, as if he was in his hometown, and he really didn't have much time to stay, and he thought he might work hard outside.

Being able to work hard for a piece of blue sky will give my mother more of that feeling of happiness, but with the so-called hard work, I will spend less and less time at home.

And the time of companionship is actually less and less, that feeling, the lack of family affection is less and less, and the sense of happiness is less and less.

should not have given more company to his mother, in fact, he was really unfilial at this time.

In the evening, when he went out of the car with a large bag and a small bag, he saw his mother from a distance.

Although his mother was not in good health, he insisted on coming and going to meet his daughter, and he was really touched when he saw his mother's appearance of aging, and he was very sad.

He seems to have seen his mother fall down again every time he came back during this time, and he hadn't come back seriously for many years, and he really came and went in a hurry every time.

I haven't taken my mother seriously and really accompanied each other, I'm really guilty, looking at the gray hair on my mother's head.

Mother's body, I really feel that I haven't been with my mother well for so many years, and I haven't seriously understood my mother.

Although Ou Ruoxi was dressed up tightly at this time, wearing sunglasses and a mask, and wearing a scarf, the whole person seemed to be dressed as if she couldn't see her appearance, but her mother recognized her at a glance, and looked at her mother anxiously in the stands, and kept waving to her.

"Ou Ruoxi, come here, mother is here, mother is here!"

Ou Ruoxi hurriedly ran over, he hugged his mother's neck at this time, and was startled at this time, why was his mother's body so thin, and he felt that his mother was still a little fat before.

But it was as if this mother's body felt very clearly, and then it felt like she was really feeling too guilty in the process.

It turned out that it was all because of this reason that my mother really didn't have a good happy old age.

I owe too much to my mother.

"Mother, why did you come here to pick me up? Didn't I say that you were waiting for me at home? And now that it's snowing so much, if you wait for me here, you see that your body can't recover, I said that as soon as I come back, I can take a taxi back, what else can you do here? If this will make your body unbearable, then hurry up and let us go quickly, mother, this has been standing for so long, how long have you been here when it's so cold, have you been with me?"

The mother really felt that no matter what the situation was at this time, as long as she saw her daughter, she would always be happy, because no matter what this kind of thing was, the wanderer's body was on the center of the mother's body.

No matter how long her daughter has been out, no matter how long her daughter has been wandering outside, it is the best happy time for this daughter to marry herself, and she also accompanies her daughter to do more of this kind of thing, this woman is the most brilliant moment in her life.

"You also said that you came back so late today, and your mother waited for you here for a long time just now, but I saw my daughter so beautiful, of course I was happy, I definitely want to see my daughter for the first time, I may not be able to wait for you to go home to see my daughter, hurry up, I don't know you anymore, so beautiful, today I stewed a lot of delicious things for you, stewed a braised stewed chicken, and your favorite sweet and sour pork ribs, and a lot of sugar cakes you like to eat, I bought them for you, this time you have to come back so fast, accompany your mother well, and go back after a good year, okay?"

Mother and daughter have a lot to say, and they can't say that enough, this is really the happiest time of his life.

Because for him, no matter what happens to this kind of thing, Ou Ruoxi's mother will always be so doting on her daughter.

Because I always feel that this is a continuation of life, and there is nothing more important than having this continuity.

"Am I beautiful? You see you are really beautiful, the older you get, the more beautiful you are, I just saw a big beautiful woman, I said it was someone, most of the girls beckoned to me I thought it was very strange, I didn't know it? At that time, it seemed to be very familiar, and now I see that it turned out to be my mother, I remember that you are getting better and better now, let's go, I'll go back to dinner first, you know? I'm just hungry, I miss your craftsmanship very much outside, I want to eat your cooking every day, I can't wait to eat three bowls of rice now, I'm hungry. ”

Ou Ruoxi was coquettish, if his mother laughed, his mother was really happy, it seemed that he cherished this kind of team member, he felt that as long as the woman was by his side at this time, everything was worth the happiest.

"You still stay at home for a while during this time, you also know that your mother really misses you, if there is nothing special on the crew's side, can I ask you for a leave, let's have a good reunion and then go back, or if there is something to put down, there is nothing more important than the team members, those scripts can not be accepted for the time being, in fact, it is not a very strange and important thing, slowly wait for this period of time to pass and then we will go back, okay?"

Ou Ruoxi's mother was of course reluctant to let Ou Ruoxi go, of course he didn't know why.

He always felt that his daughter had too much of a melancholy feeling when she came back this time, and of course, as a mother, she would definitely not say anything.

But a mother's natural self-consciousness will feel this way, and in the end she will be able to protect her daughter no matter what.

It is one of the greatest instincts of a mother to let her not be hurt anywhere like this.

After saying that, the two mother and daughter pulled their bags all the way and walked all the way home, fortunately the place was not particularly far from home at this time.

Ou Ruoxi hugged his mother's waist tightly, and looked at his mother in a tone that he was always very coquettish.

"Mother, you still treat me as my little girl, do you know? I'm coming back this time, this piece is going to eat and drink here for a while, I'm going to take away such a white and chubby, what kind of crew and something will wait for a while, that's more important than me, I will definitely live a good life when I get home, and then I will raise myself white, how can I go so fast, won't go so fast Mother rest assured, I will make a good trip to accompany you when I come back this time. ”

"Oh, hey, my big girl, what kind of coquettish child you are, you really think you are still a child, okay, okay, everything in the house is ready for you, these things are prepared for you, you can rest assured, my daughter will definitely raise white and fat. ”

Ou Ruoxi closed his eyes comfortably, enjoying the breeze and the coldness that passed through his face.

"Just treat me as a child, it's okay to be a big girl, I really haven't been so relaxed for a long time, you know? Filming in the crew is really serious and hard, I really want to sleep with my thighs open now, that feeling is really good, like reading time. ”

"Good my baby boy, you can do whatever you want, your mother will support you in whatever you want, and your mother will always support you in doing these things, tell me if you are busy during this time, is there anything you have to do?" If there is nothing to do, then really stay here for a while, if there is any kind of script for this kind of cooperation, don't panic about these things, so busy with some things, some scripts have to be read slowly, carved slowly, it is best to shoot a drama a year, if you take so many scripts at once, it will tire people to death, and there are some things that there is no way for you to slowly settle down in this, being an actor may be a very hard thing, but you have to understand what you need......"

His mother said something bitterly, he used to be in the entertainment industry, and he knew that there were some things that he had to use his works as knowledge.

And you can't just pick up his stuff indiscriminately?

In due course, he told this daughter in this way.

Of course, his mother didn't read the content on the Internet at all, and she didn't know what was going on with the woman now.

I really thought that the woman might be really busy at work now, so when she came back to rest, she didn't know what the woman was doing outside.

Of course, Ou Ruoxi regularly gives his mother a living allowance every month, so these expenses have never been broken.

So later his mother also came out of his family, and no one doubted whether he was unemployed, whether there was any difficulty in the work.

I thought that all the work was still carried out according to the normal process, and there was no particularly much pollution.

There aren't a lot of such cases, as if a lot of things are just simple and natural.

"My daughter told her mother whether she was in love during this time, whether she had a suitable boyfriend, and if there was no suitable boy, you could actually consider having a relationship, because you are not young, in fact, your mother used to be very worried about preventing you from doing this, but this kind of thing is actually okay to consider when it is appropriate, and if you have a good relationship, maybe it is also a very rich and good experience for your life......"

Ou Ruoxi's mother is holding on to this kind of ordinary words, as if she really didn't feel Ou Ruoxi's emotional depression.

She didn't even notice that Ou Ruoxi had a faint sadness when she talked about this so-called relationship.

Then Ou Ruoxi definitely won't want this, in fact, let her mother know about this kind of thing, because no matter what happens to it.

No matter what, I will let my mother know and understand too much.

"Mother, you have too much to worry about, there is a horse in the launch of this kind of thing, I will have a suitable boyfriend to come over and bring it back for you, but there are some things you know, many things in life are fate, you see I am so busy with work now, how can I have time to talk about what love, I am very busy now, and there may be some crews to be normal next month, I really don't have so much time, if there is a suitable place Mother will tell you." ”

Ou Ruoxi's mother is very happy, of course she is very happy for her daughter's situation, she thinks that everything is going well.