"What's wrong, No'er?" Suzuko reached out and touched it, turned on the wall lamp in her daughter's room, the light was soft and warm, and it would not stab the child's eyes, this is Gu Shengxuan's all-smart home decoration.

"Mom, I'm afraid ......" Nuo'er threw herself into Suzuko's arms, humming and chirping.

"My little darling, they are all people who want to become elementary school students, what about being brave?" Suzuko hugged her daughter and comforted her gently.

Nuo'er has just separated the bed, for more than a month, it has been divided and combined, and she often wakes up in the middle of the night and shouts to call her mother, Lingzi can't sleep well every day, and when Nuo'er shouts that she will be able to wake up, even Gu Sheng is surprised, "How did you do it, I can't hear it at all." ”

"Maybe it's telepathy, I can feel it if Noel can't sleep well. Suzuko smiled.

Suzuko remembered that when she was a child, she had been sleeping with her grandmother, but later with Xiaobo, Li Yibai set up a small bed in the corner of the living room and let Suzuko sleep there, and Suzuko was less than seven years old that year.

Suzuko still remembers that every time she woke up in the middle of the night, it was pitch black in the small north house, there was no night light in that era, even if there was Ji Xueying, she was not allowed to waste electricity, there was not a single street lamp in the dilapidated railway community, and it was dark inside the house and outside the window.

Suzuko didn't dare to run to find Ji Xueying and Li Yibai, the only time she ran into her parents' room crying, but was kicked out of bed by Ji Xueying, and scolded her for crying and losing her star.

Suzu sobbed and touched her grandmother's room, grandma hurt her the most, and was just about to carry her to bed, Li Yibai followed the voice, lifted the bell, threw her back to her own small bed, and threatened to wake up Xiaobo and beat her.

In those days, Suzuko always curled up in a ball, wrapped herself in the quilt, and clung to the wall on the inside of the bed, as if she had to burrow into the wall to be safe.

Sobbing in those dark nights, staring helplessly at the window looking forward to the dawn of the day, Suzuko didn't want his child to repeat the mistakes of the past, Zihao always slept with him in his arms when he was a child, looking at the child's chubby little face, sleeping so peacefully, Suzuko's heart was about to melt.

Later, I met Gu Sheng, and after getting married, Gu Sheng persuaded her that the child must be separated before the age of seven, otherwise it would be detrimental to his mental health.

Gu Sheng is a person with a calm personality, the so-called quarrel is often Shoutko yelling alone, Gu Sheng rarely fights back, and when Suzuko calms down, the two negotiate again, this is the case in business, and the same is true in life.

Suzuko is often grateful for his generosity, Gu Sheng enrolled her in a parent training camp, and often gave her a lecture on education, and finally one day Suzuko realized that Gu Sheng was right, and he was a little overkill.

Zihao finally separated the bed with his parents before going to school, Gu Sheng was afraid that he would be afraid, so he specially installed a night light for him, and the child was not afraid when he woke up in the middle of the night, the conditions were not good at that time, the family lived in a small two-room, a total of two bedrooms were next to each other, Zihao woke up in the middle of the night and called his mother, and the bell could reach his son's room in almost two seconds.

"Mom, I want to be brave, but I'm still a little scared......" Nuo'er sobbed and looked at Suzuko with tears in her eyes.

"Come, mom will lie down with you for a while, and I'll leave when you're asleep, okay?"

"Okay!" Noel happily lay back down, "Mom, I want to hear a story." ”

"Okay, Noll close your eyes, Mommy will tell you a story about Little Red Riding Hood......" Suzuko reached out and patted Noel slowly.

Although the conditions are very good now, all kinds of video software occupy the early education market for children, but for children, the stories told by parents are far better than software, and the stories are warm.

"Isn't Little Red Riding Hood brave?" Suzuko asked softly, without answering, Suzuko opened her eyes and saw that Noel had fallen asleep for some time, her thick eyelashes projecting on her delicate face, like two rows of small brushes.

"Cute!" Suzuko smiled dotingly, she quietly got out of bed and covered her daughter with a small quilt, which Gu Sheng had just bought for her, the thin pink silk quilt was embroidered with the pattern of Snow White, Nuo'er liked it very much.

"You can't be too fond of Nuo'er, don't you think she's too squeamish?" Gu Sheng once objected.

"If a girl wants to be rich, she has to be spoiled. Suzuko disagreed, and after having No'er, she wanted to give her daughter the best in the world to make up for the debt she suffered when she was young.

"You can be rich materially, but in terms of education, you should still let her suffer a little, otherwise she is too squeamish, what should she do if she leaves her parents when she grows up?" Gu Sheng always reasoned with Suzuko so patiently.

"I don't care, I just want her to be delicate. Suzuko knew she couldn't talk about him, and began to mess around.

"You, you actually know that you are wrong, right?" Gu Sheng took her into his arms dotingly, "I have long found out that you are trying to make up for what you once owed, although you haven't told me in detail, but you have never mentioned your parents and family over the years, I have guessed it." ”

"Are you a fox? Are you a monster? No, you're a roundworm in my stomach!" Suzuko was stunned for a moment, and then began to play the scoundrel.

"Are you disgusting? The roundworm is going to eat you little by little!" Gu Sheng opened his big mouth, causing the bell to scream in fright.

"Although Zihao is not my biological son, I think this child is quite able to endure hardships, especially when he wandered around with us in the past few years, it was really hard at that time. Gu Sheng leaned on the head of the bed and sighed, and Lingzi snuggled up, which was also the reason why she felt indebted to Zihao.

"I often feel very conflicted, I feel indebted to my son, but I can't ignore him if he is so rebellious now, I am afraid that he will collapse and lose his mind, and if he drops out of junior high school like me, how can he get it?" Suzuko sighed.

"It's not easy to be a parent, and it's even harder to be a successful parent, have you realized it now?" Gu Sheng kissed the tip of her small nose.

"yes, it's so hard to be a parent!"

"Do you still hate your parents?" Gu Sheng took the opportunity to slander.

"Don't mention them to me, okay?" Suzuko's body stiffened a little, and her voice became cold.

"Some scars can't be revealed, I know, some things are stuffy in my heart and it's also a pain to not say them, I've been waiting for you to speak, maybe it's a relief to say it, people always have to reconcile with themselves, don't they?" Gu Sheng hugged her tightly.

"Hmm. Suzuko has known Gu Sheng for ten years, except for occasionally revealing hatred for his original family, and envy for the harmony of the relationship between Gu Sheng and his parents, he has not said anything about his past, including who Zihao's biological father is.

Fortunately, Gu Sheng has always said that he doesn't care about Suzuko's past, what he wants to have is a future with her.

It's nice to be like this.