"Hiss......" Lingzi grinned in pain, on the night of the summer of 1998, Liu Lili helped her apply ointment to her face, and the feeling of pain has continued to this day, and it hurts when I think about it.

"Wife, do you think about the old days again?" Gu Sheng handed over a cup of American iced coffee.

"Old Gu, are you a roundworm in my stomach now?" Suzuko smiled, she saved the files in the computer, rubbed her temples with her hands, and stood up.

"How many years have we been together? Ten years? I know everything you do, you write online novels, not memoirs, what did you experience when you were young? ”

Gu Sheng held the cup in his hand and leaned against the window frame next to the desk in the study, this thirty-eight-year-old man was burly, and his broad shoulders made people feel a sense of security.

"The past is like smoke, and a gust of wind blows away, leaving a little aftertaste, don't mention it. Suzuko picked up the cup and tasted it slowly.

"Gu Zihao has already slept, this kid is tired of learning to swim with me today, when you were creating just now, he washed and slept. Gu Sheng drank all the coffee in his hand and walked over to wrap around her.

"Or you have a way, this stinky boy is now an adolescent, he doesn't listen to what I say at all, and he doesn't write his homework well during the summer vacation, and plays games all day long. Suzuko put the cup down and shook her head.

"It's hard to manage a child at his age, so you have to use up his physical strength to the fullest. Gu Sheng inadvertently plucked the bell's long hair with his hand.

"Isn't it too late in two years? He's in the second year of junior high school, and it's the most critical period......" Suzuko was a little anxious, but was gagged by a hot kiss.

The moonlight outside the window was quiet, looking at Gu Sheng who was sleeping beside him, but Suzu couldn't sleep at all, maybe it was the effect of that cup of coffee, Suzuko's mind was like a movie, and the past came to his heart together.

Just get up and get out of bed, although it is the height of summer, but the room is cool and comfortable, the central air conditioning is at 26 degrees, where the bell goes, the night light in the corner of the wall is quietly lit, and it goes out after walking.

All the way to his son's bedroom, this kid was pouting and sleeping soundly, Suzuko put a corner of the silk summer cool quilt on Gu Zihao's stomach, and sighed in his heart, he didn't dare to imagine the happy life when he was a child Now that he has it, why is there still no sense of satisfaction?

People's hearts are not enough to swallow elephants, maybe they are too greedy, Suzuko shook his head and smiled secretly, and left his son's room.

The huge three-story villa, the first floor is the living room and the nanny's room, Sister Zhang, who takes care of Nuo'er, should be asleep at the moment, and her daughter is six and a half years old this year, and it is time to go to the first grade in the summer.

Nuo'er's bedroom is in the innermost part of the second floor, this child follows Gu Sheng, he has a calm temperament at a young age, the year he was born is the heyday of Lingzi's career, it can be said that he was raised in a honey pot since he was a child, and his gestures are completely aristocratic lady fan, and he is Gu Sheng's pearl in the palm of his hand.

It seems that she is going to lose sleep again tonight, Suzuko walked to the third floor, here is her studio and study, the business is taken care of by Gu Sheng, Suzuko has been concentrating on writing for the past two years, but she has also fallen into leisure.

The book "Youth Travels to the Four Seas for Home" is only the beginning, and Suzuko is stuck in memories, since the day before her eighteenth birthday, she quietly left home and never returned, it has been a full seventeen years.

Liu Lili, is she okay? Now she is married and has a family, right? What about Xiaobo? She is almost in her first year, what kind of work are you doing now?

Parents?Suzuko's head hurts when she thinks of this title, no, she doesn't want to think of them, she is born as a human being, they are neither qualified children nor qualified parents, and she must not follow their old path.

The baby and grandma in the sky are still watching her, right? How nice it would be if grandma was still there! When she thought of her grandmother's loving face, Suzuko's heart ached, and she hated herself for not being able to grow up sooner......

"Grandma, can you see me? I'm doing well and happily now, I'm not stupid, I'm really not! You're right, I've found my way, but it's a pity that I can't honor you......"

Suzuko raised half a glass of red wine in her hand, stood by the window of the study, and raised her glass to the night sky.

The night of Phoenix City is really beautiful, looking through the window, the Panlong River at the door is clear and wide, a bridge crosses the river, the lights on the bridge are bright, like the colorful hairpin inlaid on the jade belt, the opposite side of the river is the main urban area of Phoenix, the high-rise buildings are lined up, the neon flashes, it can really be called the city that never sleeps.

It took Suzuko fifteen years to start from setting up a stall to become a well-known wholesale queen in Phoenix today, and she finally gained a firm foothold in this huge city, which is really not easy!

When she was twenty years old and pregnant, Suzuko instinctively wanted to refuse the child, she hesitated for a long time, and finally made up her mind, while waiting for the operation at the door of the operating room, Zihao gently kicked her, and Suzuko's heart melted all of a sudden.

She thought of the baby and grandmother, those lives that were easily given up, and the belly was her own child, how could she say that she would give up if she gave up?

Suzuko told herself that she must not let her children go her own way again, but in those years of displacement, Suzuko in order to avoid Hu Jin, Zihao's biological father, after giving birth to Zihao, she did not go out to work for a whole year, sat at home and ate empty, and concentrated on taking care of Zihao.

Later, I heard Sister Wang, who had set up a stall together, say that Hu Jinnan's family business went bankrupt due to a fire and would not come to Phoenix again, so Lingzi handed over her son to the landlord and aunt to take care of and started working again.

In order to cultivate a good Zihao from an early age, Suzuko wanted to give Zihao the best education while setting up a stall to make money, and the public kindergarten could not enter, Suzuko begged the landlord to open a private bilingual kindergarten, and Suzuko paid an extra sponsorship fee to send her two-year-old son to kindergarten.

Fortunately, Zihao is very smart, and he is among the best in literacy and arithmetic, and Suzuko is happy, about Zihao is following Hu Jin, unlike when he was a child, because he was stupid, he even disliked his own mother.

But a new problem came again, Zihao was smart and smart, but his temper and personality were very unsociable, either he made the child cry, or he broke the child's things, which gave Suzu a headache.

The teacher said that this child may be a situation often encountered by children from single-parent families, who have lacked father's love since childhood, and his mother is busy with work, so he has a withdrawn and moody personality.

Suzuko realized what kind of mistakes she had made when she was young, Zihao was only four years old that year, and the teacher said that it was too late to correct it, and Suzuko began to think about finding him a father.

"Mom! Woo woo woo ......" There was a dream cry from downstairs, I am afraid it was not a nightmare, right? Suzuko turned off the lights upstairs and walked quickly to her daughter's room.