The two of us looked at each other from afar, but the voices of both of us could not be directly transmitted to each other's world, and we could only listen to each other's exclamations through this mobile phone, which made each other's space seem more ethereal.

I tried my best, I really wanted to tell my brother, I really cared about him, but I didn't know how to express more of my emotions, I already felt a catastrophe coming, I couldn't control it, I sat on the ground, I could only look at them with that kind of loving eyes, I hope he can feel a kind of confusion and a possibility in me.

But he still seems to be babbling and muttering, expounding endlessly.

"Ou Ruoxi, how can I be reluctant to let you go, do you know? I'm very, very reluctant to you, in this world, you are my good friend, you are my chat, the two of us believe in it too much, I know that you will accompany you through these things, I know, I can also feel happier because of you, this is that I am really tired, I feel that I can't hold on in this game, my existence will disappoint many people, will make them feel sad people, I may be after I disappear from here, they will not be so embarrassed, this is not an end for me for them？”

"Xue Luchuan, calm down, listen to me, if you have such an idea, this is very wrong, because you are irreplaceable in our minds, if you have any kind of three long and two short, for us, we will live in this kind of sadness and sadness for the rest of our lives, are you drunk? I'm upstairs now, I'll come up right away, can we two have a good talk? But you still have to invite me to eat hot pot tonight. ”

"I'm sorry Ou Ruoxi, I've never done anything that I'm not sorry for, I may not have a way today, the last time I was there I really had no choice. ”

He said it very lightly, very lightly, very depressed, very depressed, but I listened to it so painfully, I heard it so that I couldn't control my tears.

"Ou Ruoxi, I can only tell you, if there is an afterlife, we will be good friends, you can help us find words for Bingbing, I mean, if so, I hope to find a better man, so that she can get more happiness and nutrition, get more sense of security, and have a sunshine to witness this love, and I will never be able to give Bingbing, I can't do this kind of feeling, I really can't do these things, I'm already very tired. ”

Simple.

Saying these words was enough for Xue Luchuan to carry out the final trial, with a very sad sadness in his heart, I couldn't control myself and was already crying, I cried and shouted loudly.

"It's not that I absolutely don't allow this, I won't help you tell this thing, if you have a manly spirit, a woman has loved you for so long, you should say this to Bingbing in person, I won't help you tell these words, I tell you, if you love it, you can tell!"

Xue Luchuan smiled softly, waved at me like a sad puppet, and said some last words to me.

"If you can really see Bingbing, please tell her, I really love him very much, I really have him, I have him in these 10 years, I am the most beautiful way for me, it is my most brilliant time, but I have to give up her, I know that this kind of thing is cruel, for her, for me, we can't afford to bear more responsibilities in this society, I am now I left, I am gone, I am a relief, I have not betrayed me, no one has left, I have left by myself goodbye Ou Ruoxi~”

I wanted to shout to stop him, but I was horrified to find that my phone had a busy signal, that is, he hung up the phone, I was scared, I was facing the balcony, I shouted loudly and angrily and said no, I said no, but I didn't know that the other party understood.

I suddenly saw a black kite falling directly from the air in the balcony, and I watched as the kite I watched got faster and faster, and the speed fell directly in the air, and there was a loud bang, and my world was shattered.

Everything was still, I never thought that such a fresh life would fall from the sky in front of my eyes, without any hesitation, without any sadness, sad, as if instructed to say goodbye to the world, just to leave at the right time, this is my best friend in my youth, I feel that my heart is lost, I die with this black voice, usually I have a single eye, I fall to the ground unconscious.

Two years later.

I directly took over one of my father's businesses, and I really began to understand very much that it is not easy for the family to do these things, not only can I think of more things, but also must take into account more of a cost factor, all kinds of worlds have to be considered clearly, so for a person like me who is not a professional, I want to score goals with these people, it is really not a very simple thing.

Fortunately, in the past two years, my father has taught me hand-in-hand, and I am still more adaptable, so that the family business, and I can take over the operation process of the company through some more exercises and realities this year, and I began to take over the work of a management of the company.

My father always looked at me proudly, thinking that I inherited his inheritance, which has always been a matter of pride in his life, and I also feel that in so many years, I have maintained a relatively long distance from my father, and I not only can integrate more with my father when I come back this time, but I also understand how difficult Wu Jing's role in it is, it seems that my identity as a rich lady in the past can really only be exchanged for very hard labor.

Of course, in this case, I am also very lucky, the company's revenue and annual sales performance are 20% profit growth, especially this year our commune products have also expanded to an overseas market, so our business orders continue to flow, which is a good behavior for the whole company.

Of course, in the past two years, I have basically been sleepless, often working overtime to go to work, sleeping less than 6 hours a day, I don't know why, since I left the city, I have been thinking like crazy, I want to spin the ** non-stop, I don't allow it to be low to stop, wholeheartedly into the state of work.

When it was time for the Chinese New Year, I was still carrying to the hospital to get water because of malnutrition, and my father looked at me very sadly, and said to me with a kind of self-blame.

"My precious daughter, I asked you to be in charge of my business, not for you to be a mule, okay? You are now the future CEO of a company, and you will be in charge of the entire board of directors in the future, what should you do if your current body collapses at such a young age? My family's good country is all inherited by you, I don't care, I tell you that the New Year is coming soon, just on holiday, I let you go out during the holiday, I don't allow you to stay at home, you can go wherever you want, but you are not allowed to stay at home, and you are not allowed to go to the company. ”

So at my father's request, I was evicted, and it was impossible for me to stay at home.

I don't know where I'm supposed to go, so where am I going? I racked my brains, I made a search, I just thought about it, I haven't been to a tennis match for a long time, I heard that this tennis match in England is a decisive wind for Sharapova to come back to the world, and there are Williams sisters with me, I have always been a fan of tennis, so I decided to go to England to watch tennis.

I had already booked all the tickets, and I just took the plane on the second day.

When I got off the plane, I realized that I was in a foreign country, in fact, I would let myself suddenly jump out of the original world, then I would find that I was actually really lonely, I had nothing but work, I only knew that in the past three years, I had broken up with Luo Jin, and we had completely broken up since that day.

Yes, after this kind of Xue Luchuan's funeral was over, I didn't say goodbye to Luo Jin when I left, I knew that this thing was the best departure for the two of us, the two of us undeniably played a role in it, both of us carried a kind of repentance, and if we met again, it would bring back more sad pasts.

So I decided to leave here without any meaning to look back, it turns out that many times love is not right or wrong, but love will affect the people around you, then maybe the people around you will be hurt a lot because of this love, and something will happen that makes you irreparable, because of this tragedy of Xue Luchuan.

I'm in this stadium and I watch Sharapova play this ball, I really feel the excitement of my heart, sometimes I think it's through some intense sports, when you sweat profusely, when you are sweating, when you are screaming on the court, you will feel so deep, the bravery and strength of life.

I feel as if I once talked to Luo Jin, I like tennis very much, if it hadn't happened to Xue Luchuan, Luo Jin also said at the time that he must accompany me to watch the tennis tour no matter what, and we followed our favorite stars to watch a tour together, and at that time I relaxed myself.

But I never expected that when this tour game didn't have time to kick off, we said goodbye to each other completely, and suddenly found that I actually came back to watch this game in this way, am I guilty, am I longing, am I waiting? I don't know, in fact, this kind of big affection for Luo Jin has passed for so long, I don't know why I have never forgotten it in my heart, as if it is like an old wine, more and more mellow.

I walked into this basketball court, and I walked to the tennis court, and I sat on top of my ticket office and watched.

I just found out that this thrilling game also made me feel a little scratchy, I even thought that such a game might arouse my interest in working harder, but after that, I will miss me and Luo Jin even more in the past, I don't know if he is still alive?

Since I left Luo Jin, I have always learned to keep losing things, the more precious things sometimes you will find that you must not touch me, when you lose, you will not be so sad, you are so sad, if you lose all at once, either you will be heartbroken, or you will be unforgettable, or you will be broken.

Loud music was playing live, filling the stadium, and the cheerleading ladies were dancing the passionate and unrestrained rock, and the sad thing was basically disappearing without a trace in this hot stadium.

The fans are also singing loudly, shouting loudly about their idols, clapping loudly, and expressing welcome, how can there be sadness? In such a warm environment, there is really no feeling of sadness at all, all are in full swing, all are full of courage and full of positive energy.

But when I was alone on the side of this basketball court, I always felt lonely, I always felt that I couldn't fit into this environment, and the more lively the environment, the more I felt that I was lonely.

It turned out that I realized that the person I was waiting for, the person I missed was not by my side, and this kind of longing has tormented me, it turns out that even if I integrate into such a lively environment, my thoughts about him are still like a tide that can't stop me from missing.

There was a tennis match for almost 5 hours, I really couldn't admit it, I really threw myself into it, I always felt that I was isolated from purple, I really couldn't integrate into this tennis world that I used to love so much.

When the game ended, the fans were still singing English songs enthusiastically, and I slowly walked out with this flow, I looked left and right, it turned out that these players who love sports, because of this thrilling game, they should probably go to the bar for a drink, if the losing side may go to a big shot today.

Whether it's celebrating or dropping a wine bottle, all in all, it's a manifestation of a life with power.

I walked slowly through the crowd, I went with the flow, I didn't seem to find a sense of direction, I seemed to want to keep myself awake all the time, if I was lucky, I might be able to blend in with these fans, I would also go to the bar for a drink, I wanted to experience the feeling of drinking or going crazy, and then I fell asleep.

I was strolling to this bar, I suddenly walked out of the crowd, I suddenly saw a man who looked very familiar with Shengyu, this person is what I have been thinking about, the man I have been thinking about for two years, is it him? I can't see clearly, I immediately pushed away the crowd and ran in that direction, but when I ran over a year, suddenly several cars flew directly in front of me, and when this happened, I saw that the man was no longer around, and I was very melancholy.

Could it be that I was hallucinating? Could it really be that I was mistaken? Could it be that my thoughts have been giving me a delusion?

How could he really be on the same court as me in this top tournament in a distant foreign country, and I would go to this tennis match together?

My heart was empty, I closed my eyes and sighed often, I don't have the desire to drink now, I don't have the desire to party with these fans. I just want to go back to the hotel, I just want to curl up on my couch, I just want to fall asleep, I just want to wait for tomorrow.

Just when I suddenly turned around.

I was under the red light, and I suddenly saw a familiar voice, he was standing under the neon sign and watching me do it silently, and the person who had disappeared was protected in my crowd, and then I stood firmly, I stood there firmly, as if I had never left the moment.

I watched step by step, knowing that I walked into the past step by step, he stretched out his hand and I could no longer control a movement in my heart, and I ran over quickly.

Just when we looked at each other face to face, he really disappeared a lot in the past two years, and it seemed more vicissitudes than before, I didn't know how to tell him, I said hello.

"Hello Luo Jin, why don't you come to watch a ball game?"

"Yes, I come every year, because I once promised a girl I love, I promised her, I told her, I will definitely accompany her to watch this game, I feel that she will always be by my side when I come every year, I know that one day, after all, she will appear in my world"

"Did the girl come? Did you wait for her?"

"Yes, I've waited, I've waited for the girl I love this year, I can't control it anymore, I love her all my life, I've been in love with her all my life, I've been in the past two years, I can't control a situation in my heart anymore, do you love?"

After I heard this, I couldn't bear it anymore, I threw myself directly down to his side, I wailed and cried, as if to make up for the things that had happened at once, and the two of us hugged each other tightly like the master's feelings, because we seemed to have experienced a thousand holes.

This part of the road was very tiring and tired, he hugged me tightly and whispered in my ear: "Ou Ruoxi come back, come back to me, okay? I can't live without you, I've lost it for two years, I'm already old, I can't lose you anymore, I can't wait any longer." ”

"And then?"

His eyes were burning and shining, and he knelt down, took a box from inside his clothes, opened it to me, and said to me affectionately like a prince in ancient Rome.

"Marry me!"