I made me feel very happy for the first time, because I think that since this operation can be completed, then it may be a relief for everyone, just like our matter can really go to the point of success, the success of Xue Luchuan's mother's surgery means that it is very likely that Xue Luchuan and Yang Bingbing's matter will be accepted, no matter what, at least psychologically prepared.

But I think this Luo Jin's tone is not as simple as I imagined, nor is it so relaxed, and there is a very tense look in the language, I immediately noticed this very obvious emotion.

I was stunned for a moment, and I immediately hurried to ask him: "Tell me what's happening now, is there something on Xue Luchuan's side, you must tell me what the situation is?"

"That's right, just now Xue Luchuan called me here, saying that this aunt is doing this surgery, and it seems that she has been in a very conscious state for a few hours, so that in her heart, she feels very guilty, and with a very heavy look, she has been smoking alone, and she is sick, no matter what, she will definitely not let his mother be like this in the future life, I will definitely let his mother spend her old age quietly in the next few years, I don't want to hurt his mother anymore, and I don't want his mother to bear too much pressure because of some things。 ”

I feel that this is a very big thing, so if this is the case, if it is safe to choose my mother's side, then does it mean that Yang Bingbing's side will be abandoned? Because if his mother hears this news, to a large extent, she will definitely suffer a lot of hurt and fluctuation in her heart.

I asked, "So you mean that it's very likely that he has decided to give up on this relationship?"

Luo Jin's voice also seemed to become very hesitant, but with a very heavy look.

"The eldest sister told you not to blame Xue Luchuan, do you know? Now he is in a state of great guilt, so the words may not be true for this matter, 1:30 will go to make a choice, may not be able to find a sense of balance in this matter, because when he saw that his mother was pushed to the operating room, the doctor had already issued a critical illness notice, saying that it was very likely to go forward, and he would never come out again, you know that Xue Luchuan has collapsed, so I am completely concerned about my mother's side now, and we can understand it. ”

Of course I think that I certainly think that no matter how big this kind of thing is in the world, there is really no family affection more important, if you have to make a choice, family affection will always be above love.

So I nodded, but I understand that this thing is true, but I still feel very uncomfortable, after all, the relationship between him and Yang Bingbing has been based on the relationship for 10 years, but I still can't accept such twists and turns.

"Luo Jin, I know that I can understand him about this matter, but do you mean that if Xue Luchuan's side chooses now, he will choose his mother's side, consider his mother's safety, and stay in the country to accompany his mother Shuihua in the next few days, so at this time, do you have to give up the relationship between Yang Bingbing, right?"

"Big sister. ”

"What about Xue Luchuan, has Xue Luchuan already told Yang Bingbing about this? Have they already had such a communication situation before? Does Bingbing know about this situation?"

"I don't think I should, maybe Xue Luchuan has already grasped it here, but as far as I know, both of them are adults, and they both know how to deal with this matter, don't cause them too much psychological pressure, I think they should have passed so many years, and they also know that this period of love will cause a big obstacle to their future life, because after all, family reasons. So drawing the two of them is much stronger than you think, so don't worry too much. ”

Speaking from the bottom of my heart, I was still very worried, I just didn't really know how to say it, I always felt that there must be an explosion lurking in this place of deep still sea, and I always felt that this kind of crisis was dangerous.

I pursed my lips, "Luo Jin, if you are convenient now, can you come back for a while, I want you to accompany me to see one or see Bingbing I think, there are really some problems I don't know why, I don't know what to think, I have been with them for 10 years, I think if it is so calm, I feel that something will happen." ”

"Okay big sister, don't be in such a hurry, I can arrive in about 20 minutes, you just wait for me in the parking lot downstairs, we will go directly to the meeting. ”

After I hung up the phone, the phone was still tightly held in my hand, I always felt that there were some things in this that I might not imagine, I always felt that this atmosphere seemed very weird, it would be a big noise, this is a part of their personality, if they were so calm, I always felt that there would be a problem, but I couldn't find out which environment this might appear in.

I hurriedly hung up the phone to Xue Luchuan, who knew that the phone was turned off, I called directly to his office, and no one answered the phone, I called directly to live in the house, and still no one answered, and I sent countless WeChat and text messages and Weibo, and the other party had no memory, as if the other party disappeared from this world all of a sudden.

I was flustered, I had to see Ergen, if I didn't see him, I would really feel that my heart couldn't stop, I looked at the time, and I felt that Luo Jin was going to come down, so I rushed straight up in a hurry.

When I was waiting for Luo Jin's car all the way, I kept calling all the way, and the other party didn't seem to answer me Oh my God, I felt like I was about to cry, I really thank God God is also grateful, I can't say it here when I answer the phone, after losing my friend finally came to the parking lot, Xue Luchuan answered my phone.

I heard the marks on his phone look very relaxed and helpless, and there was a little bit of a teasing tone to him.

"Hello, what is the eldest sister doing? I finally woke up your phone after a good night's sleep, so early in the morning, do you want anyone to live." ”

I gradually breathed a sigh of relief, "I manage so much, let me tell you, your phone calls used to be answered in seconds, why do you call for so long now, and you can't find it in a mess, do you think that I will tell you if you don't answer the phone again, I tell you, I can go directly to your house and pry your door open." ”

"Sister, thank you, do you remember what we said together, I don't understand that it was when we were in college, what a wonderful time it was, there was no sorrow, no worries, and no need for any responsibility, that was the happiest time for me. ”

Xue Luchuan's words seemed to be a little bumpy, as if he was drinking water, as if he was drinking wine again, as if the surroundings were a little quiet, but I felt that there was something wrong with his language, as if something was wrong, it was not very clear, and his speech was a little intermittent.

"I remember we said a lot, but I don't remember a lot of things, what are you going to say?"

"If there is no dry wine, there is no heaven, there is no land, there is no home, there is no him, there is no you, you don't have me, I don't have me, I don't have anything, I have nothing, I really have lost everything now, I feel very gloomy about everything, why? Why do people have so much pressure to live? Why do I say this, you have to make a choice?"

Xue Luchuan seemed to be crying again, a mouthful of water collapsed, and his voice seemed to be a very painful and tangled emotion.

"Eldest sister, if there is nothing in this world, I should still have you who will never leave me, right? ”

"Brother, are you drinking? I tell you, don't think about these things in a mess, even when you have nothing, when the world is all for you, you and we will always understand the relationship, I tell you, when you send you back, you have to invite me to eat a lot of delicious things, and you still owe me a lot of land tickets, don't rely on it at this time, I tell you to compensate me for all this stuff when it is International Labor Day!"

Xue Luchuan's smile has really been going, as if you are choking on drinking, and your feeling is completely different from ordinary talking, it is obvious that you are drinking in this state, but the voice I listened to had an inexplicable sadness.

"Hehe, today's wine is really a little dizzy, this wine was really given to me by a friend, Russian vodka did not go to the wine and did not use it at home, it was all like this dry and clean, and it was really a fighting nation. ”

"I won't allow you to drink it anymore, I'm downstairs in your house now, I'm here at your door now, you hurry up and open this doorway, I'm going to go in, you and I want to have a good talk with you, I want to drink your wine, the two of us have a good drink together, I'll accompany you." ”

"You don't have to come up again, my wine is almost drunk, it's not my head that has been on the ground, I'm so dizzy, I'm dizzy, I'll see it, I'll see it, you're so young, your temper isn't very early, how are you like a puppy under my sister-in-law now, a little one, oh, I remember, my floor is so high now!"

I raised my head and patted it, and I was sitting on the top of the 10th floor, and he was waving to me under the balcony, and I suddenly felt that I had something to say, because he had leaned out of the balcony, and he was even sitting on the balcony with both feet, as if he was like a lonely bird, looking at what he wrote so lonely, I really shed tears, I was afraid that I was especially because of his skills, and so on I can't allow that, I could see your crying, and I didn't want my sadness to infect him.

"Hurry up, you owe me a drink now, hurry up and open the door, I want to drink, I haven't drunk for a long time, I'm going to get drunk tonight, go open the door?"

"Eldest sister, but I like to be with you every time, and I like to be with Gengen in the future, why do I like things that are farther away than me, why do you all have more requirements for me at this time, I just want to have a good real simple life, I really just want to spend the rest of my life with Binbin, but I can't help it, why do I carry more heavy shackles than others. ”

Each way in Suzhou did not open to me at all, we were also facing the phone, the two of us looked at each other from a distance, I couldn't see his expression at all, I just saw a very vague face, but I am sure that he has been empty, this synchronization has also been controlling us in the usual greetings to each other.

A little scared, I said to him loudly: "I told you Xue Luchuan that I hate Laipi the most for this, you owe me so much, it's really not enough for you to give me back quickly, if you don't open the door again, I will be careful to chop you!"

"What should I do about this matter, eldest sister, I do owe you a lot, but I'm tired now, I'm afraid I can't afford to pay you so much, I may have to pay you back these things for a long, long time, I'm afraid I won't have enough time, I'm afraid I can't afford it anymore, but it's okay you're okay, you have Luo Jin to accompany you, Luo Jin will love you well, that's enough, I'm also relieved enough to watch you happy, I will wish you happiness, and you must be happy on behalf of me to live well!"

When I heard his words, my heart seemed to be shocked, and I was very flustered, I felt that he was saying this as if he was saying goodbye to me, as if he was about to make a decision, especially when his body had leaned out of the balcony, and his feet had been sitting on the balcony to avoid the rain, I was afraid that he could do the same sometimes, but today when he had such a strong emotion, I was really scared.

I took the phone and yelled at him loudly: "I tell you, if I never forgive you, if you don't give me back these hot pot things, I will despise you for the rest of my life, if you have the guts, invite me to eat hot pot today, I tell you, otherwise I will ignore you for the rest of my life, hurry up and open the door for me, I am thirsty, I want to drink tea, I want to drink water!"

"Sister, don't panic, okay? Give me a little bit of time, soon, I will never see you again, let me take a good look, in fact, it's really good, do you remember the first time we met in college? I didn't expect you to sit behind me, you often use ink to write on my clothes, I was really angry, but I didn't expect that we would become an old iron relationship for so many years, with your company, I am really good!"

At this time, Luo Jin also ran over, I looked at Luo Jin's appearance, I seemed to see a life-saving straw, I grabbed the big clothes, I couldn't help but roar loudly.

"Luo Jin, please hurry up, I want to drink a glass of water, can you hurry up and open the door?"

Luo Jin seemed to understand what I meant, and looked up at Xue Luchuan, who was already sitting on the balcony, and immediately ran directly and quickly at this time.

My heart is pounding, my legs have been beating smoothly, I feel that I can't support it at all, I want to fall down anytime and anywhere, with Luo Jin at this time I really look forward to this He quickly went to find it.

I looked at the computer, and I yelled loudly: "Xue Luchuan, you are really a coward, you said that you want to accompany me for the rest of your life, you are a liar, let me tell you, if you are reluctant to pass the spicy pass, I really despise you, I am going to eat spicy soup tonight, you have a kind of hurry up and invite me to eat"

I really used all my strength, I felt my heart thump and only fell off me, I felt like I was just like that I was earning less, the thread had been cut and would fall with the wind anytime and anywhere.

Xue Luchuan waved to me and said slowly.

"No, eldest sister, you listen to me say that I have a lot to say to you, I'm afraid that I'm saying that I have a hundred percent of the way? I really like it before I met Bingbing, really, I thought that the two of us were a natural pair, I really thought about whether we had a chance to be together, but then after I met Bingbing, I felt that Bingbing was the most important woman in my life, I couldn't live without Bingbing, but the world was really crazy, why did it have to set up such a big obstacle for me"

"You know, I can no longer cross this obstacle, I think I can cross the mountains and rivers, I think I can go up the knife mountain and go down the sea of fire, I think we catch turtles in our dreams, in fact, if it is all the plot of the version of the novel, I really think I am ruthless, I really feel that I have no way to support it anymore, I feel that I don't have any courage anymore, I am tired and I am really a coward. ”

I used the power of the wilderness, trying to control my tears, trying to control my emotions, and I allowed my emotions to show very biased.

"Xue Luchuan, you listen to me and say why I really thank you, give me this certificate only friendship, I just want to have you in my life, Bingbing and these many people to accompany me for the rest of my life, we said okay, we want to travel the world, now life has just begun, and you can never do what you promised me. ”

I'm a little incoherent, I don't know how to express this emotion, I just want to crouch down and cry now.

Xue Luchuan's voice was quiet, and some of him was getting lower and lower, with an endless desolate smile.

"Yes, we have to say that those long-lasting friendships, those old love, this thing is really difficult, if we have some obstacles in reality, maybe it's okay, but reality will not let you achieve it so easily, the so-called love so-called love really has to go through nine hundred and eighty-one difficulties, but I may be really tired, I really may not have the strength anymore. ”

"Luo Jin, this is very easy, it's really not difficult at all, let's go through it together, okay?I'll be with you, I'll be with you when I'm old, you believe me Xue Luchuan, let's face it together!"