"It's me who is self-inflicted, delusional, thinking that I really have a perfect home, a father who loves me, a mother and a brother, in fact, I'm not bullshit! My Ai Xiaoxiao's life can only have one label - the daughter of the Ai family, my whole value is that I must be grateful for everything the family has given me, my marriage can bring façade to the family, well, you have wasted your careful cultivation of me. ”

Since high school, Ai Xiaoxiao has been following the rules of her duty at home, trying to do what her mother asks. Maybe I have been suppressed for too many years, and the surging in my heart finally spoke out loud through the gall of wine.

"Bastard, Ai Xiaoxiao, don't talk nonsense!"

Ai Xiaoxiao's father, Ai Zhenlong, walked out of the study at some point, his face was majestic, and he was not angry.

Ai Zhenlong is actually good to Ai Xiaoxiao, but he is usually busy with official business, and he is more tolerant of his daughter, but today this matter is not trivial, and it has already affected the honor of the family and even his own career.

Ai Xiaoxiao looked at Ai Zhenlong and said with a smile: "I, Ai Xiaoxiao, have had enough, I, Ai Xiaoxiao, don't want to be the daughter of the Ai family." I have always been grateful to you for nurturing me carefully, I always want to give something in return? I want to pay homage to you, not to mention, I am not qualified to enjoy this honor in the first place, it is you who brought me back, gave me a respectable status and a prosperous life, I should have supported the glory of the family......"

Ai Xiaoxiao was drunk, groggy, chattering and chanting scriptures like a Tang monk, staggering and staggering, and letting go of herself through alcohol.

Ai Zhenlong and Golannan glanced at each other, their faces were not good, and there was a flash of panic in their eyes, but they quickly calmed down.

However, Ai Chenfan looked puzzled, and didn't understand why Ai Xiaoxiao was nagging like Xianglin's sister-in-law, as if she was venting something?

"Ai Xiaoxiao, you are an independent yourself, don't live so tired, parents, Ai Xiaoxiao is just a girl, she doesn't have such big shoulders to take on such a big thing, don't put too much pressure on her, don't use a harsh way to her!"

Ai Chenfan's parents didn't answer, their faces stiff and stunned.

Ai Xiaoxiao looked at Golannan's meanness and Ai Zhenlong's majesty, bit her lip, simply ruthless to the end, supported the table with her hands, stubbornly raised her chin, and a smile spread to the corners of her mouth.

"I was wrong, it's all my fault, my brother is a good brother, it's a pity that I can't rely on it, my parents are good people, but it's a pity that I can't rely on it. I'm very sleepy now, I don't want to marry again, and I don't want to marry because I'm the mayor's daughter, not a wealthy tycoon, I just want to live alone now, and don't have any moral standards that require me!"

After Ai Xiaoxiao finished speaking like a robot cat, she ignored the dissatisfaction on her parents' faces, went upstairs, pulled out her suitcase, stuffed her important clothes into it crackling, took her personal documents, and went downstairs in less than 10 minutes.

Looking at the three people downstairs who were not moving, he said with a lazy smile: "I, Ai Xiaoxiao, prudently announce to you that from now on I will no longer be the daughter of the Ai family, no longer be ashamed of the family, I will live alone, and I will not mention my surname to the public, I am tired!"

After Ai Xiaoxiao finished speaking, she pulled her suitcase and walked out, with a resolute attitude.

"Ai Xiaoxiao! presumptuous!" Ai Zhenlong's reprimand failed to stop her.

"Ai Xiaoxiao, who are you gambling with? How long are you going to be confused?" Golannan's arrogance also had no blocking effect.

Ai Chenfan rushed over directly and said anxiously: "Ai Xiaoxiao, you are drunk, go back and rest." ”

Ai Xiaoxiao actually has a small wish in her heart, if someone can change, if someone can sincerely keep herself, she will be soft-hearted, but Golannan raised her voice: "Ai Chenfan, leave her alone, let her go out alone, let her go!"

Ai Xiaoxiao gritted her teeth, pulled the suitcase and continued to walk, sure enough, there was no sound of footsteps behind her, there was a turbidity in front of her, her mind was dizzy, and she walked quickly.

In the dim light, she almost rolled down the stairs, the cold air hit, she shivered with cold, and she was sober for a few minutes, but the alcohol in her body gradually controlled her nerves.

Damn alcohol!

Ai Xiaoxiao looked at the trees in front of her, she was not as obedient as before, who was she angry with?

Staggering down the street, almost hitting the abruptly stopped car, she looked up, carefully measured the quality of the black car, and someone was the same model, but even more angry, slapped the other party's front of the car, raised the middle finger to the driver in the car, and shook it a few times.

However, the so-called narrow road, the person who came out of the car driver and burned to ashes, Ai Xiaoxiao was stunned, he was my enemy, the person who harmed his reputation.

She immediately showed a defensive and indifferent face, she was very tired now, and she was not in the mood to quarrel with him, but just slashed him fiercely, like a thousand knives.

When she turned to leave, Zhao Shaoqing grabbed her arm with one hand and her suitcase with the other, firmly imprisoning her.

"Ai Xiaoxiao, listen to me!"

He was held in a strong arm, and in an instant, all the cells in her body were struggling.

However, Zhao Shaoqing didn't give her a chance to escape, how much strength she had, how much strength he could block.

However, he looked gentle and elegant, and his strength was really greater than Ai Xiaoxiao imagined, even if she was angry and ashamed to lie on his shoulder and bite hard, they didn't give up.

"Zhao Shaoqing, I don't want your gentleness, I don't want your apology, you let me go!"

Ai Xiaoxiao pushed him hard, dropped his luggage, and staggered forward.

"Ai Xiaoxiao!"

Zhao Shaoqing's footsteps never hesitated, and he chased tightly, just like lovers in love fighting each other, making an awkward envy and jealousy.

"Ai Xiaoxiao!"

His voice was clear and mellow, extremely penetrating, and his face was full of guilt, little by little, sprinkled into the stubborn resistance that surrounded her.

"Zhao Shaoqing, I hate it, we cut it in two. Ai Xiaoxiao grabbed the weeds on the side of the road and threw them at the other party, Zhao Shaoqing did not dodge, but she stumbled herself a little, almost fell down, Zhao Shaoqing took her into her arms, the faint smell of tobacco was old, Ai Xiaoxiao was annoyed by her sensitivity to this smell.

There is a situation called the strength of the heart and the lack of surplus, such as now.

"I don't want you!" Maybe it's the alcohol, Xiaoxiao's voice is a little delicate to the cat, although indignant, but there is no kind of thunderous anger, which makes people have a kind of pity and cherishing the coquettishness.

Under the street lamp, her eyes were shining, her white wedding dress was wrinkled like pickles, flat-heeled crystal slippers, her hair was unkempt, and the makeup on her face had long been unsightly, really like a runaway bride.

It can be said that the image collapsed, how beautiful it was before, and how sloppy it is now.

Like a sloppy king indeed.

Ai Xiaoxiao was weak, she could only pout, she simply stopped struggling, and she had a posture of doing whatever you wanted, letting his princess carry herself into the car, like a broken jar.

"Are you a robbery? Or are you sure I'm going to fall into your tenderness again?

Xiaoxiao fell crookedly on the stool, snorted a drinker, and just wanted to push the door away, but was held down tightly by Zhao Shaoqing, locked the car door, and seriously fastened her seat belt. From beginning to end, he never said a word again, as if nothing had happened, and he still took care of it seriously, patiently and gently.

Even if Xiaoxiao was drunk, she could still feel his silent insistence in the dark, and she hated this gentleness that had nowhere to place.

Xiaoxiao pushed him away with one hand, refused his contact, and even approached the car window tightly, trying to get as far away from him as possible, this damn gentleness is the source of all chaos!

It makes the nameless fire in people's hearts rise.

The car started, who knows what the hell it drove to, Xiaoxiao's head swelled, and the rapid sound of the mobile phone rang.

Xiaoxiao took out her mobile phone from her bag, looked at the name of the caller ID, and was silent for a few seconds, she still answered: "Hey, brother." ”

Ai Chenfan asked anxiously on the other end of the phone: "Xiaoxiao, where are you now?" Don't be willful anymore, just stand still and I'll come and pick you up right away!"

Xiaoxiao smiled, it seems that her brother will one day start to challenge his mother's authority, and glanced mockingly at the man next to him, who is still focused on driving, and it seems that he is not taboo at all.

"Brother - it's okay, don't worry, no one dares to abduct and sell people in Langlang Qiankun, I'm sitting in a Porsche worth millions, no one dares to take my life!"

Hearing Xiaoxiao's words, the corners of Zhao Shaoqing's mouth twitched.

"What Porsche? Hey, Xiaoxiao, obedient, you're drunk, don't be willful! Brother is here to pick you up!"

Xiaoxiao stopped ridiculing, her face tightened, and she said very solemnly: "Brother, I didn't mess around, I knew what I was doing, I wasn't drunk, my head was clear, I knew where to go, when I settled down, I will contact you again, I hung up the phone." ”

Xiaoxiao hung up the phone without hesitation, and turned off the phone by the way, there was a kind of broken jar and broken posture, no matter whether the other end of the phone was anxious or not, it didn't matter, at least my brother was still worried about himself, and he really didn't mess around in vain.

"This Chovsky, you put me at the Red Cross in front of you, I'll get off there!"

Xiaoxiao leaned back in the chair and pointed to the intersection in front of her, the image of a female boss, her eyes were full of mockery, and the corners of his mouth twitched, and his non-negotiable tone made him feel particularly like vomiting.

"I haven't arrived yet, so I can't get off!"

Finally, the man spoke, his tone was slightly domineering, and it was not quite consistent with Xiaoxiao's understanding of the elegant and elegant aura? He has always been the kind of polite, elegant and open-minded son, but now he is stronger than a bandit.

Which one is the real him?

"Zhao Shaoqing, please, don't look like a chivalrous and righteous man, otherwise I will misunderstand that you are in love with me, if I don't marry!" Ai Xiao glanced at him narrowly, her face was full of sarcasm, and then she hiccuped again - it doesn't matter, whether he likes it or not?

Some people, self-righteous, impose on other people's things, and then leave a big mess, thinking that they can make up for the mistakes by treating each other with all their hearts.

But there are some things, right or wrong already have been understood, like if you kill someone, can you say sorry and it will be over?

What is wrong is wrong.

Thinking that he should forgive him if he pulled out a knife and brought himself out, it was all bullshit! Ai Xiaoxiao thought angrily, she would not forgive if she was killed!

But Zhao Shaoqing just glanced at her with a wry smile, and regarded her domineering sarcasm as nonsense at all, and when he saw her messy bun, he reached out and curled it behind her ear.

The fire of ignorance in Ai Xiaoxiao's heart ignited, and she tried her best to block his hand with one hand, and glared at him with a hum.

"Don't use sugar-coated shells on me, I look disgusting, I don't bother to care if you are the eldest young master of the Zhao family or the young master of the dog family, I don't eat this set, old lady! Let me get out of the car! Otherwise, I will vomit in your car!"

Xiaoxiao was arrogant, and he did not get the man's orders to act, but his attitude of smiling rather than smiling. He seemed to be domineering and disdainful at all, and let the woman next to him call meow, but he enjoyed it a little.

"Not now! 5 minutes later. ”

The tone is still domineering, the voice is calm and clear, full of magnetic voice, God seems to have rewarded him with a good voice, relatively speaking, Xiaoxiao seems to be rough and hoarse, the grade level is not enough, and the noise is the same.

"Zhao Shaoqing, you are very annoying! People like you think that they enjoy enough privileges, think that you are in the midst of a wealthy tycoon, and everyone is centered on you? Tell you, even if all the men in the world are dead, the old lady will not take a fancy to you, I would rather be an old aunt for a lifetime, by the way, I am not Ai Zhenlong's daughter now, let alone the mayor's daughter, I have no commercial value, and the business marriage you want has been overve

Don't blame me for not reminding you, when the time comes, both people and money will be empty!

Xiaoxiao gritted her teeth and said, "People and money are empty, wishful thinking is in vain", with a smile and sarcasm, Yang Yang raised her chin proudly, which seemed to make this man run away.

But the man still had a businesslike smile, as if he was listening to a big joke, and there was really a bit of real joy on his calm face.

"Zhao Shaoqing, I warn you again, if your peach blossom eyes are still discharging indiscriminately, I will definitely spit on you, and I promise to do what I say!"

The more he smiled, the more irritable she became—did he think that in such a cheap way, he could make those words write off and gain his trust?

!

Ai Xiaoxiao cursed viciously, to hell with his noble and perfect everything.

"If I had to choose again, I would rather re-choose the stupid Section Chief Liu, really, safely, my head must have been stunned by tofu, I Ai Xiaoxiao likes men, and finally changed the fatal mistake of judging people by their appearance, so they will live on the streets, miserable!"

Ai Xiaoxiao opened her mouth and yawned, only to feel tiredness all over her body, shaking her head and saying a few drunken words, ignoring the twitching of the corners of the mouth of a man next to her, and just wanted to rest for a while.

Ai Xiaoxiao only woke up when her stomach was tumbling and the sea was uncomfortable, and the waves in her stomach were not something she could control. Slowly open your eyes, the fog from blurry to clear, the light here is abundant, not like the dimness of a car.

Hey, she was stunned, why was she in a strange room?

She woke up most of the time, the room was on the wall lamp, warm and warm, simple and luxurious, especially the murals on the wall showed the extraordinary taste of the owner's family, reminiscent of someone's temperament - Zhao Shaoqing.

Ai Xiaoxiao immediately turned over, supported with her hands, she got up too fast, and she felt uncomfortable with her stomach and wanted to vomit, no, she couldn't stay any longer, she had to find a place to vomit.

"Xiaoxiao, where are you going?"

As soon as he got up and didn't stand firmly, Zhao Shaoqing's warm voice came from the livestock.

Ai Xiaoxiao turned to look at the man holding a transparent glass - the orange inside was gorgeous, it should be a glass of orange juice, he walked hurriedly, his anxious eyes were especially obvious under the light, and his facial features were handsome, like a lover who came out of a comic!

Ai Xiaoxiao stared coldly, leaning on the wall with both hands, trying to maintain balance, and said viciously: "Nonsense, of course I want to keep a distance of ten zhang from you!"

Instead of scolding and sighing at the injustice of fate, it is better to clean up and start over, showing others your cowardice will only make you feel weaker.

Therefore, there is only self-salvation.

"Drink orange juice to sober up, and we'll talk about it later!"

Zhao Shaoqing blocked Ai Xiaoxiao's direction, she stumbled backwards, almost fell, and was grabbed by the man.

Ai Xiaoxiao waved her other arm angrily, and the glass in Zhao Shaoqing's hand shook a few times, and the juice spilled out, which happened to fall on Ai Xiaoxiao's arm, yellow and sweet, making her throat itch even more and want to vomit.

At this moment, Zhao Shaoqing was still holding her waist, like coaxing a child: "Don't make trouble, reckless drunk girl, drink juice first, and then I'll let you go, good!"

Ai Xiaoxiao raised her face and looked at him like a kindergarten aunt, she made a pretending to think and spit out a strong wine: "I suggest that you stay as far away from me as possible, I don't drink your juice, I'm afraid of poison, and I won't be grateful to you, I warn you now, pull me again, you have to let me vomit on you!"

Yes, Ai Xiaoxiao is completely exhausted, her body is like cotton, the surging throat sourness, she really wants to vomit, she really wants to vomit on this man - to make you gentle, to make you clean, to make you critical, to make you hypocritical!

"Wow-"

When Ai Xiaoxiao really spit out Zhao Shaoqing's off-white sweater, Ai Xiaoxiao really had a feeling of revenge, and her face showed a fox-like smile unfreely, praising the success of the prank.

Zhao Shaoqing, who was caught off guard, frowned and immediately carried her to the bathroom.

This is a story about my parents' past, it was the story of their youth, and every time I read these diaries, I am deeply moved by the love my parents used to have for each other.

But I no longer had the love of my parents, because they had lost their freedom, they had lost their own joy for each other, and I had to fall into such an environment.

If that's my life.

If this is a fate between me and him, I am helpless.

Doesn't life have to go on?

I was in a daze and I really said a lot of mantras, 1,000 times, 10,000 times, and I said that I could point to my pain in this way.

But every time I was talking to myself, I knew that he would look at me in a very similar way, in a trance.

Until finally I literally fainted.