I was only unconscious for a moment, but I soon came to my senses when the other hand slapped my face.

"Ou Ruoxi, wake up, do you still want to pretend to sleep here?"

I gave him a very bleak smile and smiled, maybe my smile might have angered the other person, maybe the other person didn't realize that he could smile like this when he was so miserable.

Indeed, I already had a blood bag on my head, and I had just slammed into the wall with a very violent movement.

And I should be able to see that it won't be very good, because it hurts too much, how can I have a ruddy face, but I know that I'm not really laughing now, I'm like crying, I can only try to maintain my dignity and dignity in this way.

I decided that I was going to say something from my heart, or I decided that I was going to tell him something.

"Luo Jin, I don't care if you believe me or not, whether you approve of it or not, but I used to really like it. ”

And I can imagine that when he hears my words now, he must be so hateful and gritted his teeth with hatred.

So I trembled slightly when he moved even more.

I shouldn't have had any problems with him right now.

Sometimes it's really funny, and I don't know if he can understand what I've said in these words.

When I am dizzy, I will be silent as if I was chanting a sutra, because only in this way can I alleviate a kind of pain and a kind of panic in my heart.

I remember the first time I was going to read these old poems at all, I didn't read a single word, I was just scared, I was really scared, I knew the end, I suddenly understood what had happened.

It was my first time with him, and I felt like when we put this kind of thing, I just wrapped myself around my body with those clothes.

I even felt like a doll, a doll with limbs cut off.

I remember that I couldn't get past it at all, because I saw a lot of malice in his eyes, and I was so scared that I flinched back, and I even thought that if I cried, he would give me two slaps.

Yes, he will really be able to do this, I dare not do anything, until the end, I can't call his name, I can only gently change his name.

That was the first and last time I called his name, at first I also made a fuss and swore loudly to him, and in the end it was silent, and I took advantage of him to fall asleep, I really took a kitchen knife from the kitchen, I felt that if I felt sorry for this kitchen knife at the time, I would have to chop it directly on his neck, maybe everything would really be a hundred.

I even thought about putting a kitchen knife like this on his heart, or threatening him to follow my mother away, and I really thought that at the time, if I had the courage.

But I'm really cowardly, I really don't have the courage to do this.

Perhaps, he was simply dismissive, but when I held this kitchen knife on his heart, he was still carelessly holding a cigarette in his mouth, soaring through the clouds.

He squinted at me and smiled softly.

"Ou Ruoxi, I ask you, no matter where you go, you just have to draw this kitchen knife on my neck, let me tell you, believe it or not, even if you go out now, do you think you can go? And I assure you, if you really die, then the consequences for your mother will be unimaginable, and I don't want you to be stupid enough to do such a thing. ”

I remember my whole body trembling, I glared at him fiercely, I glared at him with hatred all over my body!

He actually dared to threaten me in my mother's way, he was not too scared at all, he had already grabbed my lifeline, and knew that I would not dare to go to the knife.

When he slammed the knife to the ground, I knew that I had compromised.

I'm really cowardly, I feel despised for myself, I look down on myself, why didn't I have the courage to just take a kitchen knife and chop it down.

To this day, I still despise myself.

I had to accept the fact that I had thought about jumping off a building, I had thought about jumping high from the rooftop, I had thought that if I went out, I would run straight into the crowded traffic, and go straight out and die.

I even tried to cut these arteries with this sharp knife, hoping that the blood would flow like a hundred rivers.

But I'm so happy, I'm very, very loose, I can't do all this at all, and it's been countless times in my mind, and I haven't dared to try it once.

In the end, I actually compromised, I didn't even believe in myself, I actually accepted the facts, because I had to think about your current situation, I had to compromise for such a thing.

From that day on I started calling 46, I called his name every day, I didn't care what his situation was like to me anymore, I just knew what I had to do every day, and I would be able to have enough money to support my mother.

My mother is my only support in this world, I can't leave my mother alone in the hospital, even if my mother is a member of the tribe now, even if she has the slightest chance of survival, I swear to God, I will never let anyone remove my mother's trachea.

I swear to God!

But on no occasion did I feel like he was as domineering as tonight, nor as cruel as tonight.

I put my weak hands on his body, I didn't know what to do, and when all this was happening indescribable, what else could I do, there was no way to control anything.

I heard him say a few words in a daze, Bingbing, Bingbing, and I saw him fall out of breath.

I don't care if it's finally over, well, I can finally have my own soul, I turn my head to the side, my attempt is far away from him, I think it's really dirty.

But he didn't seem to have any intention of letting me go, and he turned my head straight to face him.

His eyes were closed, and there was a lot of sweat on his head, maybe he really used up a lot of his strength just now, maybe it made him feel very satisfied, but he still had this time to ask me: "Why did you cry again? Didn't I make you happy?"

"I'm laughing. ”

He didn't care at all, just smiled lightly, and sat up with a faint feeling, smoked a cigarette, and said nonchalantly.

"Your figure has taken good care of you, an accident, and you have already cried today, I told you, I don't need to see you cry, I will deduct your money if you cry, now you have cried three times, and every time you cry, you owe me 3,000 yuan, so I only need to pay 1,000 yuan. ”

"Whatever you want, I don't care, I'm going to get a glass of water now. ”

"You haven't told me what's going on with Zhao Yijun from your school, why did you walk for so long, what happened?!"

I was a little trembling, my stiff body, of course I didn't dare to make any flaws, I was afraid that any accident in the process would be discovered by him, I could only desperately turn my head to look at him.

"Oh, how do you know Teacher Zhao Yijun from our school, does this have anything to do with it?"

"I'm just saying that I was at the back of the school that night when I went to dinner, and I heard that he was there to save you when he was passing by on the spot. ”

"Oh, yes, I asked him too, and he happened to be out for dinner that day, so he happened to be passing by. ”

"Aren't you going on a date and having dinner together, and something like teacher-student love will happen in the future? A girl like you, a young boy like her, it's normal to have a meal together and go on a date. ”

I really felt very sorry for his vexatious trouble, so I smiled coldly.

"Luo Jin, you have too much room for imagination, where did your logical thinking go? If I really went to ask her for dinner, how could I encounter a robbery? Others are really so bold as to dare to rob in broad daylight?"

"However, I took a look at the other party's skills, it should be very good, it should have practiced some Wendao, you think about it, a person actually let the other party run away against Zhao Yijun, this other party is not an ordinary vegetarian, but also here to mix the rivers and lakes, it seems that this Zhao Yijun's ability is still very strong. ”

Looking at him, but I don't know what he means today, I just have some kind of meaning hidden in it.

"Luo Jin, if you want to say something, you might as well just tell me directly. ”

"Ou Ruoxi, don't pretend to be garlic with me, let me tell you that this person I have checked his details, he is just a powerful basketball player, in the future, because sports are more top-notch, he will be directly selected to be a physical education teacher in the school in the future, and he has also stolen some parents who have a relationship with him, and he is just a normal working class, and this learning has just arrived at your company school. That is to say, he is a national husband in your school, which means that many of your girls like him very much, so I guess you should be included, right?"

I looked at him, it turned out that he was still talking like this, and what is the national husband even investigating such a thing clearly, I couldn't help but really want to laugh.

"Do you have to tell the truth?"

"Let's be honest. ”

"In fact, Mr. Zhao Yijun is really the national husband of our school, healthy and sunny, and very easy to talk to, very good at dealing with, I like him very much, and I deal with him, I think it is a very warm situation, so the speaker is very handsome, which girl do you say is not willing to deal with him?"

The two of us were silent, and Luo Jin looked at me for about a few seconds before he said slowly.

"So what do you mean by saying that you like your school's citizens very much, and your husband likes other hotels very much?

"Of course, which girl doesn't like it, and there is such a handsome, sunny, and gentle boy as his boyfriend, then he must like it, and the teacher is also very good to me, why should I refuse?"

And I know that the more ambiguous things I say at this time, the more the other party will not be suspicious.

If I really have fate, if I cut this relationship with Zhao Yijun, it will cause him a greater suspicion.

I knew he was suspicious, and I had to take a bolder step in this regard.

I turned my head like a Persian cat and climbed into this couch to look at him.

"So Luo Jin, you don't want me to have nothing to do with the other party, right, so the words have already knocked over your appearance, right?

Well, this Luo Jin directly blocked my hand, and completely laughed at my statement like this, or even more arrogant, cynical and disdainful.

"Ou Ruoxi is too self-righteous, let me tell you, even if you bring the other party directly to the house, and treat him as your boyfriend, even if you bring him to the house, so that for a weekend, the two of us live together, I don't care. ”

I looked at him and was silent for a moment, I knew that what he said should be true, no matter what I did, I would never disdain it in his eyes, and I would not let him break any of his muscles and bones, feelings were a game to him, and I was just a toy to him.

"Ok, alright, I'm going to get a glass of water. ”

I turned around and left, but as I left, I still heard his voice, which sounded slowly behind me.

"However, it's rare that you like this Zhao Yijun so much, but in a situation like his, I will definitely help him well, and you can rest assured that you will not be disappointed." ”

I don't know what he meant by his words, because I could tell that there was a strong threat in them.

I looked at him with a raised eyebrow.

"I have to remind you that Mr. Zhao Yijun is really a person with a wide range of hobbies, many things you may not know at all, and he likes to play with those classical cars. ”

"I don't understand. ”

"He likes to collect antique names, and he especially likes to collect those antique motorcycles, you think about it, with his little salary at school, this thing can support himself, and he plays these high-end things, where does the money come from?"

I was confused for a moment and nodded, I really didn't think of this thing, and I didn't really think of throwing this question out at this time.

"You said that he was also involved in this kidnapping, so he was one of the masterminds who planned it. ”

"This thing is not the most important, I remember this thing very clearly, I know in my heart, what kind of identity this thing is, of course I also know. ”

I knew what he looked like, so I just said it patiently and casually, following his tone.

"I'm just an honest student in school, I'm just two letters from school and home, I don't know why those people suddenly hit my idea, if it weren't for you, I don't think it would have provoked me, I hope I can accumulate some virtue when doing things outside in the future, don't mess with this kind of mess on me, anyway, it doesn't matter, you don't care about my life or death, when the time comes, I suggest you still seriously protect Bingbing!"

"Will Bingbing get hurt?"

I smiled disdainfully, denying him like this, and denying me in a messy way, referring to shaking my head at his situation.

"I suggest you better stop pretending to be this kind of thing, who doesn't know the relationship between you and Bingbing? Of course she is the pimple baby in your heart, you love her, you love her dead and alive, you should pay more attention to her safety." ”

I must have him off, or amused him, and he looked up and laughed, not caring about my sarcasm on his face.

He lit a cigarette and took a puff to highlight the clouds, unhurriedly with a kind of teasing.

"Ou Ruoxi, I think you're very happy, I think you're funny, and I think you're angry, pretending to be around all day long, and you really have an acting school when you pretend to be like this today. ”

I looked at him hatefully, I didn't say a word and turned around and left, this is the contradiction between me and him, it is always irreconcilable.

The kidnapping really scared me, and I was hurt so much that I couldn't go back to school for about a week.

After returning to school, I went to my classmates to make up for me, and then took the content of my classmates to study in the evening and copied it carefully.

When I was on the way back, I accidentally met Zhao Yijun, but I didn't expect him to be a time after school.

I'm a little unsure why I met him at this time, I'm not sure if it was a deliberate arrangement by him, or a chance encounter.

I nodded to him happily: "Hello Zhao Yijun." ”

Zhao Yijun was also holding this briefcase, and I happened to have some change on me, so I told him directly.

"Zhao Yijun, thank you very much for helping me last time, if it is convenient for you, or if you have time now, can I treat you to a cup of coffee. ”

He was very happy, and after nodding our heads, we ordered two cups of Simbac coffee next to us, but instead of sitting down to drink, we just walked around the campus with the coffee.

We are now a natural situation, and perhaps it is also a natural thing in the eyes of many people, and there is nothing particularly abrupt.

When there was no one, his tone was a little serious.

"What's wrong with Ou Ruoxi? Didn't I ask you to come to my WeChat and make an appointment to talk about it in the future? Why have you been avoiding me for so long, and you have already taken a week's leave, is it really the reason for your illness?"

There is no one walking around now, and we should not have walls and ears when we speak, but I have to worry about one of his situations.

Because, Luo Jin's method is not simply to scare people.