Chen Fei looked at Xu Jianan distressedly, she remembered her past experience. Yes, after experiencing the betrayal of those closest to them, people do have suspicious and inferior self-esteem. When the most trusted people can't be trusted, what else is true in this world? Xu Jiannan has not experienced this, and it is the first time that she has really paid her heart to Lu Yan. So sincere, so trusting, she is willing to close her eyes to trust him and love him. It is not difficult to imagine how painful and unacceptable she was when she saw and heard the news that Lu Yan was with other women.

When the unacceptable pain has passed, all that remains is the numbness and apathy of the present.

"Jia Nan......" Chen Fei frowned and looked at her, and she didn't know what to say for a while.

Since Xu Jianan can't be solved on the topic of feelings for the time being, Chen Fei can only turn to work. She asked a little worriedly: "Do you really have to go back to work after you handle it? That Lin Weizhou, and that Yu Le'er... Can you face them?"

Speaking of those two people, Xu Jiannan suddenly became much more energetic, her eyes showed a trace of ruthlessness that did not belong to her, and said to Chen Fei with a smile: "Don't worry, I will let them know that they can't kill me or defeat me." ”

"What are you going to do......" Chen Fei looked at Xu Jiannan with some concern, her state was like becoming another person. I wonder if all people who have experienced sudden setbacks will have such a "growth"?

Xu Jiannan looked at Chen Fei with a smile and asked, "What kind of expression do you have? Can I still kill them to vent my anger?" I just want to go to work with dignity and face them with my head held high. Someday, I will find evidence and expose them for what they really are. The people who left Jiamei were them, not me. ”

Chen Fei looked at Xu Jianan in surprise, and said incredulously: "Ouch? Is this still you? It seems that it is also necessary to have a little setbacks once in a while? This is really a thought to become a demon, a thought to become a Buddha." Your courage is commendable...... I'm still worried that you won't be able to fight them......"

The sudden change in Chen Fei's words made Xu Jiannan instantly look like a deflated ball, and complained angrily: "Feifei, what's the matter with you, how can you destroy your own ambition and grow the prestige of others?"

Chen Fei smiled helplessly and said: "It's not to increase the prestige of others, but to face the reality, I know you too well." It's not that you're not as intelligent as them, it's that you're not as open-minded as them, you know? What they can do, you can't do, you can't do, and you don't disdain. It's because there is such a big gap in personality that they can be shameless all the time, can you?"

Xu Jiannan listened to it and felt that there was actually some truth, but he was still unconvinced and said: "Who said that you have to be shameless to defeat shameless?" Just wait and see, I will let you see how I made them leave in embarrassment." ”

"Okay, well, then I wish you success. However, don't blame me for being verbose, I have to remind you again, that Zhou Minghua, just an ordinary friend, don't be moved casually because of the trough period, do you know?" Chen Fei warned Xu Jiannan seriously.

Xu Jiannan said unhappily: "Why do you hate him so much? He is really a good person." You are not

Do you still have any idol plots for Lu Yan?"

Chen Fei said funny: "Nonsense! Can I use idol plots to care about your life's events? Jia Nan, a good person, not necessarily the right person." Zhou Minghua's character, if you are with him, you are destined to have a mediocre and boring life. He won't understand you, won't understand you, won't understand what you're thinking, doesn't know what you're going to do, and may not even be able to figure out what you like and what you hate! Also, in the kind of situation you just encountered, if it were me, I would have smoked that bastard before you! But Zhou Minghua was so frightened that he was about to pee his pants...... If you marry a man who is not as good as your best friends and sisters, what are you going to do if you marry him?"

"Isn't life inherently mediocre and unremarkable...... It's not a big storm, it's actually pretty good...... And that kind of thing doesn't happen often, there are pros and cons, although his honesty may not be very protective, but at least it is reassuring. Xu Jianan said slowly.

The more Chen Fei listened, the more angry he became: "You are just disillusioned by Lu Yan's affairs, and you want to find someone for your life, right? Or do you really like him? The more I persuade you to stay away from him, the more you are ready to move? I tell you, don't punish Lu Yan in this way, let alone punish yourself in this way! In the end, you will find that you have made the most wrong choice, and you are sorry for more than one person. ”

Seeing that Chen Fei was really angry, that righteous and stern look made Xu Jiannan dare not say more, and hurriedly hugged her arm and coaxed: "Okay, okay, don't be really angry, I didn't say I would be with him." I'm just curious why your reaction is so fierce, don't worry, I'm not stupid enough to punish others by marrying casually!"

"Hmm. Chen Fei was still angry, nothing to be angry about.

Xu Jianan held her hand, looked at the ring and asked, "Have you set a date?" I will start to return to work tomorrow, as long as I have a job, I will be fine soon, you don't have to worry about me." Since you're planning to get engaged, you must have a lot to prepare, don't worry about me, take care of your big business. ”

"I'll go to his house at the end of the month, and if it goes well, I'll meet with my parents to talk about an engagement. Rest assured, no matter what the outcome is, I will tell you as soon as possible. Chen Fei said.

"Haha, what other results can there be? My Feifei is so beautiful, Cheng Tao's parents must be happy to see it! You have to remember, keep your chest up, neither humble nor arrogant! If other people haven't said anything, you yourself feel inferior, that's not good. ”

"yes, I see. ”

Chen Fei accompanied Xu Jiannan for another day, and the next day the two of them left together. Xu Jiannan went to handle the relevant affairs according to Zhou Minghua's prompts, and then returned to the Jiamei Psychological Counseling Center.

When she arrived, it was just past lunchtime. As soon as I entered the door, I saw Zheng Yan standing at the front desk holding a bouquet of flowers, and said to Xu Jianan with a smile: "Welcome back!!"

While Xu Jiannan was pleasantly surprised, several other nurses and colleagues also gathered around. They are all colleagues who usually have a good relationship with Xu Jianan, Xu Jiannan has a good character, does not count people, is not greedy, and does not judge right and wrong behind his back

He is very serious in his work and does not care. So here, her popularity is still quite good. Even the guard uncle greeted Xu Jiannan with a smile.

Xu Jianan took the flower and said movingly: "Thank you." ”

Zheng Yan smiled: "What's this! We all miss you very much, and we all bet that you will be back soon! Look, sure enough! God still has eyes, and the law is still fair!"

Xu Jiannan smiled, for the first time in so many days, she felt ...... I still have people who like it, some people respect it, and some people miss it.

Everyone was concerned about Xu Jianan's recent situation, and while chatting, there was an abrupt coughing sound behind him.

Everyone was shocked, looked back, and hurriedly bowed their heads to greet: "Director Lin......"

"Jia Nan is back, but you still have to do your job, right?" Lin Weizhou said without anger. Everyone dispersed in a hurry and hurried to get busy with their own things. Zheng Yan winked at Xu Jianan when she left, probably saying that she would talk after work.

The others dispersed, leaving only Lin Weizhou and Xu Jianan. Xu Jianan stood there neither humble nor arrogant, with a sense of distance from him thousands of miles away, smiling faintly, looking calm. If he doesn't speak, she won't. Xu Jiannan won't ask anything, because there is no evidence, and it would be humiliating to ask. But she believes that they know each other.

Lin Weizhou looked at Xu Jianan's appearance, sighed slightly and said, "Alas, it seems that you are still blaming me...... I'm angry, I didn't protect you...... I'm sorry, Jia Nan. ”

Xu Jianan said very easily: "Director Lin, where is this? I'm fine now." No one's life will be smooth sailing, whether it is bumpy or bad, it will pass. As I said at the beginning, those who are clear will clear themselves. ”

Lin Weizhou smiled faintly and said, "I have to say it...... Your boyfriend is really capable. I'm really ashamed to have done what I couldn't do for not being able to protect you and help you in the first place. ”

"Director Lin, what are you talking about? I don't understand. Xu Jiannan was a little impatient, don't overdo it.

"It's okay, let's go to your office! In the past few days when you are away, I spray water every day on the plants in your office, and I take good care of them. It's business as usual, Dr. Xu. Lin Weizhou still smiled elegantly, as if he was really a superior, an old friend, and was sincerely happy for her return.

Xu Jiannan was disgusted with his hypocritical face, and only replied lightly: "Thank you." ”

Walking into his office again, Xu Jiannan was full of emotion. This place carries her ideals, her seriousness and persistence in her work, and her responsibilities and obligations to her patients. She had thought of this place as sacred, as if it were the place where her dreams came true. And this experience almost made Xu Jiannan completely lose here.

Gently stroked the hypnotic chair, the sofa where the patient rested, the medical record book, the bookshelf...... Xu Jianan's heart was full of mixed feelings for a while. Sometimes, the gains and losses of life are really in a moment. 2k reading web