() Sitting in his seat, for a short time, Xu Jiannan was still a little unable to come back to his senses. This period of time is not long, but she seems to have experienced a life turned upside down. Looking at the empty chair opposite, Xu Jiannan even wondered if he was psychologically fragile, would one day his position be reversed, and the person sitting opposite a psychological counselor would be himself? Like those patients, he needed to find a psychologist to confide in his heart knots, his abnormalities, and his heart disease...... You should also seek help from a psychiatrist, so as not to develop to the end and end up at the most unbearable end.

I don't know if it started during this time, Xu Jiannan felt that he suddenly became a little pessimistic, very easy to be sad, and didn't dare to expect too much from anything. Perhaps, this is the first lesson Lu Yan taught her......

Just as she was distracted, Zheng Yan knocked on the door and came in. As soon as Xu Jiannan saw her, she stood up happily and said, "Thank you very much, the first time I came back, I felt warm, so that I would not be too embarrassed......

Zheng Yan came over and patted Xu Jianan, and said arrogantly: "What are you talking about, you haven't done anything wrong, what's there to be embarrassed about? But in the days when you are away, we are really worried about you! By the way, a woman came a few days ago and said that she was looking for you." It just so happened that I was on duty, and I said that you were on vacation recently, and then she came two or three times in a row. Looks like your patient? But I didn't leave a name. ”

"What does it look like?" asked Xu Jianan.

Zheng Yan pouted and spread her hands: "I can't tell you, this woman is wearing sunglasses and a mask, I thought it was some big name or star! Just now, it seems that she is calling again and asking if you are there. I didn't pick it up, Xiao Zhang said you were there, and she said she would come right away. I'm here to tell you, get ready. ”

“...... Okay, thank you. "Xu Jiannan is also a bit of a soldier now, and when encountering such strange people and things, it is inevitable that he will be a little suspicious and nervous. If she had been asked to see herself herself, she would have been diagnosed with a traumatic stress reaction.

In less than half an hour, a guide brought a woman into Xu Jianan's office.

Xu Jiannan only hurriedly raised his head, smiled and said, "Sit down"

This woman is really the same as Zheng Yan said, wearing sunglasses and a mask, as if she is very reluctant to be recognized, and there is also a possibility that she is unwilling to contact outsiders.

Xu Jiannan put down the work he was writing a report in his hand and officially looked up at the woman sitting opposite. Although it covers most of his face, he can still see that his skin is loose and bloated, and his fat clothes can't hide his slightly fat body. It seems that this middle-aged woman should not be young. Is it her son, her husband, or some other problem?

"Hello, I'm ...... psychiatrist"

Xu Jianan was about to introduce herself, and the woman spoke first: "Jianan, don't you really recognize me?"

With these words, the woman took off her glasses and mask. Xu Jianan's eyes widened and he confirmed for a long time,

Only then did he hesitate to ask, "...... Are you Liu Yu?"

The woman smiled dismally, lowered her head and laughed at herself, "I don't blame you, I can't recognize myself when I look in the mirror." ”

Xu Jianan looked at the woman in front of her and was completely stunned. It's not that she's rude, it's just shocking.

Liu Yu is only one year older than Xu Jianan. It stands to reason that they have known each other since they were six or seven years old, and they lived in a community when they were children. However, the reason why the relationship was not as close as Xu Jiannan and Chen Fei was because they grew up slowly and chose different paths. But Liu Yu is famous for his love of beauty, to be strong, and to be the best. The heart is very high. Because of this, it is not very consistent with Xu Jianan's three-view personality.

When she was about ten years old, Xu Jianan was just an ordinary little girl. But Liu Yu has already begun to pursue wearing high heels, wearing short skirts, and so on. Her parents don't have a very good relationship, they often quarrel, abuse each other, and cheat on each other. But this did not affect Liu Yu's love for beauty.

When she was about thirteen years old, Liu Yu had already developed very well, with big breasts and a thin waist, although it was too early to develop, she seemed to be very proud and proud. Unlike Xu Jianan, when she first began to develop, she felt that every change in her body was ugly, and she tried her best to hide it.

Later, when he grew up, when the word "precocious" was mentioned, the first thing Xu Jiannan would think of must be Liu Yu. At the age of fifteen, she had already had plastic surgery for her eyes and nose, weight loss, breast augmentation, and nosebleed-making figures, all of which were famous in the area where they lived. But her pursuit is obviously far from Xu Jianan, so the two of them embarked on different paths.

But later, two years ago, Liu Yu suddenly found Xu Jiannan and said that she asked Xu Jiannan to be her bridesmaid. The bridesmaids should be the closest and best people, Xu Jiannan felt at the time that since she had found her, of course she was willing to watch her childhood partner get married. It can be regarded as making up for the regret that I seem to be lonely and old.

The person she married, Xu Jiannan didn't know, and Liu Yu didn't introduce it seriously. has only seen a wedding once, if Xu Jianan is asked to say what she thinks, then her impression of that family is not very good. But after the wedding, they never saw each other again.

In just two years, Liu Yu has become what he is now?! This really makes Xu Jiannan unbelievable. Liu Yu's attachment to beauty and the pursuit of better things is almost a pathological obsession. There's no way she's going to allow herself to be like this.

Looking at Xu Jianan's dumbfounded state, Liu Yu also smiled heartily and said, "Hey, Doctor Xu, can you please be dedicated? I really came to see you." Counseling fees aren't cheap, do you want to waste it on being dumbfounded?" she joked, but if she looked closely, she could still see a little bit of what she used to be.

"You...... I'm sorry, I didn't really see it was you. Because you ......"

"The gap is too big, isn't it?" Liu Yu didn't say anything. Xu Jianan nodded.

"I'm looking for you this time because I think I have depression. It's not that you have to pay it back

Can I know that I am sick, even if I can still be saved?, so I was the first to think of you...... Other hospitals, other doctors...... I don't want to go, you know, face is very important to me, and even with this virtue now, I don't want to show my ugliest side to outsiders. Liu Yu's tone was still stubborn.

Xu Jianan nodded, and then asked with concern: "You...... How can you be depressed? When you got married in a hurry, you said that the other party's family conditions were finally satisfactory to you. After that, although there was no contact, I always felt that you should be doing well, you are a woman who will make your life better. ”

Since I was a child, Xu Jiannan alone knew that the number of boyfriends Liu Yu talked about was more than ten times that of Xu Jianan. Because Liu Yu is in good condition, sexy and charming, she is willing to maneuver between various men, and then look for her prey, bent on finding the best. But...... Maybe it backfired, or maybe the more she came into contact with men, the less likely she was to meet the kind of person she wanted. In short, I wasted my youth for many years, and in the end, I didn't have a stable relationship. When she got married, she and the groom had only known each other for three months. Xu Jiannan still remembers that when Liu Yu notified her to be a bridesmaid, she said very resolutely: "No matter what, I have to find someone with good conditions to tie the knot!"

Liu Yu also smiled sadly at this time and said, "Yes, in your eyes, I am a person who should definitely live well enough." But what happened? I was really depressed. ”

After listening to this, Xu Jiannan also persuaded and said: "Actually, it's nothing, depression is like an epidemic now, you can't imagine how many of my every 100 patients come from depression." Moreover, depression is not the same as a bad mood, it does not have to be ill-fated to have strong winds and waves. There is a large number of patients who are the kind of people who are glamorous and prosperous in the eyes of outsiders, and they should be carefree and enviable. Look at how many celebrities at home and abroad have never fought depression over the years. ”

Liu Yu looked at Xu Jiannan with a smile, and then suddenly jumped out and said: "Jianan, I really envy you, looking at your current appearance, it seems that you are getting more and more beautiful." To be honest, when I was a kid, I really didn't think you looked better than me. I always feel that you are a person who looks bland, light and light, and not glamorous at all. But looking at you now, it feels as if there is a light of confidence in your bones. Alas, what a nice ......"

"......" Xu Jiannan didn't know what to say for a while, and smiled helplessly. This kind of relationship "seeing a doctor" is actually the most difficult, if it is too professional, before it can be spoken, the other party will talk about family life. But if you only talk about family life, why bother under the banner of "seeing a doctor......

Liu Yu pinched his stomach and said, "See? This pile of fat meat is all my depression." Every time I try to say I'm depressed with somebody else, guess what they say? They say, "You're still depressed your size?" Just eat a few more fatty meals! That kind of ridicule really stuck in my heart. You know, when I was younger, I never weighed a hundred pounds. Now it's good, one hundred and fifty pounds. But who says that depression must be thin and emaciated? Jia Nan, tell me, am I really not even qualified for depression?"