"You...... You, again...... ......"Zhao Xiaohui didn't dare to speak, and was stopped by Xu Tianming's fierce eyes.

"How can you do it if you don't wear it, you are all fooled one by one, you have to wear it, you also wear it, you only see what to eat, how to do it without pretending to be anything else!" Xu Tianming means that he doesn't pretend to be anything else, just eat and drink.

Xu Yu could only stand silently, and he didn't dare to approach the door, not knowing if Xu Tianming would come over when he turned around.

Xu Yu instinctively got used to it, and first preserved his "wisdom".

Xu Meng, who was lying on the *bed*, did not speak, but Xu Yu obviously felt that helplessness and sadness.

Xu Meng simply turned his head and pretended to be sleeping, but the *trembling* movement of his body *body obviously reminded that Xu Meng was probably choking.

Xu Yu inexplicably understood Xu Meng, no wonder she always couldn't sleep well, maybe in this home, she couldn't sleep peacefully.

The nightmares I thought were in the past when I was a child may not be, but the real nightmare is not in a dream, but in the daytime.

Maybe I don't know when, I am used to this kind of tone, and I don't feel anything about the noisy daily strange thinking, but for Xu Meng who has seen other families and lived in different places, she may have run away from home and gone to that school too much resistance.

It's a pity that it's back to square one after all.

She had nowhere to avoid.

It's not like the original choice, choose a school far away, a choice like this, but now there is no way back, whether she wants it or not, she has to live like this, and accept.

Xu Yu never thought about it, thinking that he would get used to it slowly, but he forgot that everyone's receptivity may be different!

But what Xu Yu didn't expect was that some decisions were made early in Xu Meng's heart, but her life was pushed to hell......

Perhaps it was because of these inadvertent decisions, as well as reversals, that finally slowly evolved into a break between her and herself!

Some of the thinking has already changed inadvertently, premeditated.

Xu Yu didn't think why, and persuaded Xu Tianming a few words there, "Forget it, will you give it?"

"Give it to her, hum, give her *raise* men* people can't do it!" Xu Tianming snorted coldly.

"Alas, don't always say that, since you didn't give anything, just forget it, why bother, it doesn't look good, maybe, she just wants to buy something to eat and drink!" Even though Xu Yu at the moment knew that Xu Meng might have other * plans, but he didn't say it, but covered it up.

Because Xu Yu feels that such a misunderstood appearance is a bit like her former self, even if she doesn't appreciate it at the moment, she actually has other ideas, and she is not completely wronged, but in fact, Xu Yu still involuntarily chooses to help Xu Meng.

Look outside, which woman has nothing to do at home every day, and what is the point, she hasn't gotten a penny back, and she still spends money!"

Looking at Xu Tianming's refusal to give up, Xu Yu hurriedly said, "Okay, okay, I'll take her to see work tomorrow, ...... today Today, forget it!"

"What's it, what's not, there's still a face, what do you want, how did you get a point, or what did you contribute?

"Forget about the past! What's the point of keeping talking!" Xu Yujie persuaded.

"Alas, eighty percent of the focus (school), others can't tolerate dreams, so they will design frames, on TV, not all like this, according to me, there is nothing, eighty percent of the wronged, wronged, just (吖) is still too kind, people are too good to be bullied, want me to say, you, open your eyes in the future, ignore others......" Zhao Xiaohui chattered about her experience "wisdom".

Maybe in her heart, even if the facts are in front of her, she still doesn't want to accept it, and she always feels that Xu Meng is very good, either it was planted by others, or it was actually a trap, a superficial game, anyway, the truth is definitely not like this.

In Zhao Xiaohui's heart, it is impossible for a child to make a mistake, such a mistake, or a mistake.

She doesn't want her father's situation to be sandwiched between Xu Meng's *body*, she always feels that everything is like an illusion, or innocent, everything is fine, and the impression of Xu Meng is not like this.

Such a change, in the face of the facts, maybe she will have to take a long time, a few years, or even a lifetime to digest these dirty *water*splashes* on Xu Meng's body, but in fact, it is not splashed, but she has been mixed with the dirty.

Zhao Xiaohui didn't speak yet, and soon Xu Tianming greeted him a few times!

The words were cut off, and it only became "Ah...... No...... I ......"

Xu Yu knew that Zhao Xiaohui wanted to say that Xu Meng was a good person, what's the matter.

But many times some words are very weak and persuasive, and they are meaningless, but she has not yet understood this truth.

Xu Tianming muttered, "You will say, this will be done...... What about you teaching? It's not a Fei Xi thing, I don't know anything, and I have the face to say that something else is true, if you don't die completely that day, there will be no peace at home, every time you are asked to say, you can't say a famous, serious one, you will put a cannon behind your back (horse * after * cannon), what good and bad people have done for you, what else do I do? You say, you say it again!"

Xu Yu sighed silently when he listened, "Alas, it's not a big deal, it's not interesting to always make trouble like this, let's take a step back, forget it, anyway, I asked for the money, I didn't give it, I didn't do anything, forget it, anyway, next time!"

Xu Yu looked at Xu Meng and said, "If you don't say this, you will ......"

Xu Tianming sneered, "Next time, next time, I want to have a few more times!"

As he spoke, Xu Tianming came to the secondary bedroom again, and quickly kicked the edge of the *bed* twice, a little painful, and shrugged Xu Meng twice, "Next time, next time, you shameless thing, life is harmful!"

Xu Yu didn't have time to react, he came to see Xu Tianming coming, and immediately retreated from the corner, rubbed the corner again, and now looked at Xu Meng and hurriedly came over to persuade him.

"Well, I'm ...... Just when I didn't say it, no next time, no next time! When I said it wrong, I said it wrong!" Originally, Xu Yu wanted to persuade Xu Meng not to say such things to Xu Tianming, and not to have any expectations for Xu Tianming, no need.

But he didn't think about it, and inadvertently provoked Xu Tianming's anger.

Xu Tianming's fire may not have dissipated, but he just used Xu Meng to ask for money, venting his dissatisfaction in his heart and trying to find those lost faces.

Xu Meng doesn't know when it has become some catharsis, and a way to *repay*.

And Xu Meng is the trash can, and the sandbag.

Xu Yu was very anxious, looking at the situation now, worried about the drastic development.

Xu Meng roared, "Why shouldn't you give it to me, it's mine, you want that, Xingchen (home) money, how can you give it to me!

While talking, Zhao Xiaohui was also busy persuading.

"Alas, you guys, what good children you are, this ......" Zhao Xiaohui didn't know what to say!

Xu Yu didn't know what to do, "It's that I didn't have a good start, anyway, I will never do it in the future, I will never do it, the rest should not be said, if you are so angry, hit me and scold me, don't be angry with her!"

Xu Tianming sneered, "What a gui" Suddenly listened to Xu Yu's words, looked at Xu Yu, and made the fist that came over startle Xu Yu, closed his eyes tightly, but did not fall, just greeted Xu Meng.

muttering "later...... Hmph, all wait, one by one will be cleaned up, no hurry, no hurry!"

Xu Yu didn't know why, he breathed a sigh of relief at the moment, but he also had some luck.

And there was still some inexplicable feeling of thanks in my heart, or it was not accurate that it was a little tenderness and luck from my subordinates, but I was reminded by Zhao Xiaohui's words immediately afterward, not for anything else, but Xu Yu is work will make money, and that kind of face and wound will affect the interview, and make money, which is also equal to his income.

Naturally, Xu Tianming will weigh it.

"Don't fight, you have to go to work, so that others will look at it, how can you ask for it, and how can you make money to buy medicine for you to eat!

At that moment, Xu Yu's hand stopped inexplicably, and he saw Xu Tianming hit Zhao Xiaohui, saying that she wouldn't say good things.

There is still chaos at home......

Bickering, intense, constantly ......

But Xu Yu didn't seem to be able to hear any other voice.

It's just that Zhao Xiaohui's words remain.

Work, earn money...... Play cards......

Maybe many times, some inadvertent words wake people up, many of them know it, but they are still deceiving themselves, some words, just like sobering people.

Xu Yu smiled a little bitterly, stepped back, and almost fell to the ground, got up, and stood silently next to him in a daze.

In addition to Zhao Xiaohui's words in my mind, there is also a conversation between myself and my previous self.

I always thought that at home, in addition to the kneeling washboard when I was a child, and the loss of the red envelope at the big relative's banquet, Zhao Xiaohui blocked two feet.

Xu Yu has not been deliberately punched by Xu Tianming.

I thought there was some kind of family affection, and I was reluctant.

When all illusions are *torn apart*, the original is actually just a dream.

Just realistic considerations, considerations......

It's just that many times it's sad or whatever, some realizations, even if it's painful, it's more just the moment, the moment it happens, the scar still forgets the pain, it's commonality.

Perhaps because of this commonality, as well as Xu Yu's own softness, and the kindness of his character, tragedy and disappointment are still repeated......

People may be like this, deceiving themselves and being blinded until the scars accumulate, they can't bear it, and the load is loaded, and then it really comes time to say goodbye.

The real trick is to be silent, you can smile, but the heart is bitter, not shouting to leave, but always in place.

Maybe one day Xu Yu has learned, the real indifference, will smile at the wound, those who have been injured, say it with a smile, and bloom a brilliant flower in the wound, that is the real parting, and the growth of absorbing the lesson......

At that time, the pain was unbearable, and I would only feel pediatric in the future......

(1, end)

That night, after coming for a long time, slowly Xu Tianming was tired, tired, and skinned, and the neighbor next door reminded him, and then slowly extinguished the flames, and everything seemed to be calm and calm.

It's just that they made trouble like this that night, maybe except for Xu Tianming, who scolded first and then fell asleep, and Zhao Xiaohui, who could also whisper.

Xu Yu and Xu Meng, but it is difficult to fall asleep like no one.

In fact, after many experiences, it is Zhao Xiaohui who really lifts and puts down, and the irony is Zhao Xiaohui.

All the *shed* tears, as well as pain, but Zhao Xiaohui is the person who can put down the most in the family, even if the front foot, kicked, hit, but injured, he will only occasionally chatter, still looking forward to Xu Tianming going home, scolding him to go home, saying that he lost money.

Some forbearance may be such a cycle of death, but some injuries may just be forgotten fast or slow.

But after accumulation, Zhao Xiaohui seems to have forgotten those pains and injuries, but Xu Yu, Xu Meng and others will still have scars and faint pain.

Xu Yu and Xu Meng that night calmed down for a long time.

Xu Yu remembered his soft apology: "I'm sorry!"

Xu Yu didn't know what he was referring to, or what it was.

It seems that Xu Meng is still responsible for hurting her.

"What?

Xu Yu didn't talk either.

She didn't know what to say either.

But he kept repeating "anyway...... I'm sorry...... Whatever you think you're sorry is......"

"It's okay!" Xu Meng suddenly snickered, Xu Yu could feel that the smile in the dark was a little bitter, so bitter.

Xu Yu silently got up and went to the toilet, and after asking Xu Meng if he wanted to go, Xu Meng ignored him.

Xu Yu locked the door and pulled the latch.

It seems that the door is not locked, the door latch is not latched, and my heart is inexplicably unsteady, so I light the night light and look at a little bright light, magnifying it in the dark.

Inexplicably, the hearts of the two seem to be warmed and sunny.

"Soon...... Soon...... It's going to be over......" Xu Meng said as he looked at the lamp.

Xu Yu looked at the tears in Xu Meng's eyes shining under the lamp, like dazzling gems, but he didn't know what kind of flowers would bloom after these tears.

Xu Yu thought about Xu Meng's words, "What...... The end?"

Xu Yu didn't know what he meant.

But Xu Meng didn't say anything more, his eyes were closed, and Xu Yu didn't say anything.

It's just that for a while, Xu Yu said, "Actually, sometimes I feel", Xu Yu smiled bitterly, sat up, and listened to the snoring over there, Xu Yu smiled bitterly and said, "I'm free...... It's okay...... Look at the book, it feels like the book can be quite quiet, the whole world is quiet and peaceful!"

Xu Yu paused and continued, "Let it be what happens around you, sometimes...... Actually, I'm not afraid that you think it's funny, in fact, a few days ago, compared to just falling off the list, the attitude of the family, and the human life that may be involved (referring to grandma), I just think, I'm sorry"

Saying that, Xu Yu choked up a little, "I'm sorry grandma, I'm sorry for others, maybe I don't have the ability! What the family lacks, the most lacking thing is not money, but I can't do anything, what I do, it's also a drop in the bucket, you know, for a person who expects a piece of sea, but he can only give a few glasses of water to feel? Perhaps, they are disappointed, I ...... it."

Xu Yu smiled bitterly and sorted out his emotions, "I am also disappointed!"

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