I don't know when Xu Yu felt that he had to take care of responsibilities and responsibilities.

But in fact, it's just money.

Xu Yu always had a certain disappointment in himself and a sense of powerlessness in the situation in front of him.

Xu Yu always felt that he was incompetent.

And the family is short of money, it's good to have money, there is no need to worry so much about the family with money, everything is it, including Xu Lei's affairs, whether it is married or not, or something else, if you have capital to fail, you don't have to be afraid to get up again, you may not be able to return to your roots, and you won't let Xu Yu and Xu Meng go to school.

At that time, Xu Yu always felt that lack of money was the focus of the family.

A lot of pain, as well as incomprehension, is caused by a lack of money.

It was only after experiencing more that Xu Yu learned that what the family lacked was not money, but mainly human nature and the deviation of concepts.

Perhaps in Xu Tianming's eyes, children are a way to repay themselves and give back.

How to reap the greater benefits is the key.

And Zhao Xiaohui In her opinion, after giving birth to a child, everything about the child, even privacy, is an accessory that belongs to herself, and everything about the child should be her own, including money, including all income and glory.

But all the negative, hurt, or bad things are that the child is ignorant and that her personal growth has nothing to do with herself.

Life is like this, as you walk and watch, you can grow and learn more.

It doesn't matter if you hurt, what you need to learn is how to be strong and brave, and how to blossom in the wound and smile brightly is the key to life.

(a,)

When the next day, 2008.9.10, the white clouds gradually came out, clearing the black fog, Xu Yu forgot what Xu Meng said yesterday "end", she looked at the sky through the window, bracing her waist, thinking about finding a job today, Xu Yu felt that she still had to be resurrected with full blood.

"Make money, just make money!" Xu Yuxiang comforted himself and others.

But when I saw the injuries on Xu Meng's face and body, and those memories in Xu Yu's body, it seemed that they were awakened again.

Xu Yu obviously felt that those were not dreams, they weren't.

Therefore, many times, when the pain is on one's own body, you can feel its pain and pain more.

Xu Yu was unscathed yesterday, but she seemed to have forgotten something......

Any comfort spoken at this time seems to be some kind of mockery and sadness......

Xu Yu moved*moved*mouth*skin* and didn't speak, she felt that everything she said seemed angry and weak.

Maybe the news that the family only wants to get now is that Xu Yu or Xu Meng goes to work, and injects "xue liquid" general vitality into the family, what the family needs is money, money, money, it is obvious that it is obvious.

What could be more inspiring than when they go to work!

No, when Xu Yu got up, he found that Xu Tianming was still at home, but he silently swiped his mobile phone and didn't speak.

She inexplicably felt that danger was approaching, and she was *a*like* beside her, Xu Yu took a deep breath silently, closed the door, and planned not to leave the room for the time being.

After silently looking at the latch of the door a few times, I felt a little relieved inexplicably, and lay down on the *bed* again.

Only then did I pay attention to the injury on Xu Meng's face, which was a little obvious, Xu Yu felt that there was no play, and the side face was a little *wounded*mouth*broken skin, and there were also a little bruises.

Xu Yu sighed silently, it is estimated that it will not be easy to go out these days, and she will not want to go out, she will think about it.

No, when suddenly there was a familiar knock on the door, and Zhao Xiaohui reported like a thief.

"Just gone, just gone, you guys!", and knocked on the door.

After confirming his departure, Xu Yu opened the door, Zhao Xiaohui looked at them with her waist bent, and then said something similar, "How can you do it at home every day, in this way, don't talk about her, it's all ...... It doesn't look good!"

Xu Yu moved*lower*mouth*skin, and then said, "Then you have been staying at home for a few years, we are homeschooling, you stay at home, and take care of (nominal)?"

"This has no conscience, I did a lot of work a few days ago, made money, and I didn't have any money, and I still ......"

"Cut, it's been a few months, always mention it, anyway, you're embarrassed, what if we stay at home?" Xu Yu raised his eyebrows and looked a little disdainful.

Zhao Xiaohui was speechless, and it took a few seconds to react, "The mother doesn't think the son is ugly, the son doesn't think the mother is ugly, it's going to be spread in the future, it's up to you ......"

"Don't worry, it doesn't matter!" Xu Yu swore and replied first.

"This little shell with no conscience! you ...... yourself" suddenly said "You ...... at home" who was about to pull Xu Meng.

Xu Yu knew that she originally wanted Xu Meng to go to work.

As she said before, someone went to the house, and the family thought about it better, so they wouldn't be all at home, looking annoying, and big-eyed.

Xu Yu knows what it is?!

To put it bluntly, they are at home, and it is obvious that Zhao Xiaohui's problem is more obvious, because sometimes Xu Tianming is not good at talking, so he uses Zhao Xiaohui to make trouble, and all kinds of words are said.

Naturally, I want Xu Yu and Xu Meng to go out early, even if they go to one person first, otherwise how to educate or something will come again.

But looking at Xu Meng like that at the moment, Zhao Xiaohui obviously couldn't go on.

After being silent, he changed his words and said, "This, a good face, fine skin and tender meat, really, this old thing, it doesn't matter how important it is!"

After Zhao Xiaohui finished speaking, she looked at her again.

Xu Yu felt that Xu Meng had obviously woken up early, but he didn't actually say anything, but Xu Yu looked at the tears in the corners of her eyes and turned her head and turned around.

Right now, Xu Yu felt a little too much, "Mom, what are you doing, you, looking at it like this?"

Zhao Xiaohui was direct, but she didn't feel anything at all, she lifted the quilt a little, and said, "This is really, look, the bones are all mine, they all came out of my *****, it's good to be in the ****** and the river!

Xu Yu rolled his eyes, speechless, and thought silently, "It's like you're ** yourself, it's not, you should eat, you should drink!"

Maybe he still feels uncomfortable, Xu Meng sighed, "Huh?"

Xu Meng immediately covered the quilt, "What are you doing?"

Xu Meng's eyes looked to the side.

It feels a little awkward.

Zhao Xiaohui didn't care, "The hair * is mine, what's not? The bones are all born by me, why is it so big and famous, look at Ha and don't lose a piece of meat!"

In Zhao Xiaohui's concept, it seems that no matter how old the child is, even if the child has a child, there is no privacy, and there is nothing else, the child's child is also hers, the grandson or granddaughter, even the grandchild, is hers, even if it is a toy or something, because of her words, there is no her, how can there be her mother, and there will be no offspring at all.

Therefore, she always feels that everything is hers, and it is estimated that even if the children are older and have great-grandchildren, these thoughts are difficult to change.

Xu Yu looked at the atmosphere at the moment, and changed the topic and said, "Mom, I mean to see that you are always on the *bed*, it's not good, and you're not afraid of *sores!"

(1. Memories)

This is the hometown in the countryside, a friend who once sent goodbye to my grandmother when she was alive, just like that, she had * bedsore * and left.

Many things seem to be destined in the dark, but grandma is just walking relatively decently.

It is said that he couldn't eat anything, and then he fell again and passed away again, but because Xu Meng fell off the list, and then Xu Leiye fell off the list, Xu Tianming said, as soon as he lay down, he was angry, and he was in a hurry, so he left.

I guess it's also the sadness of lying down!

Because there is also a little bit of grandma's sorrow......

Xu Yu saw the grandmother, and the grandmother was in tears when she said goodbye, on the occasion of the grandmother's death.

Xu Yu had the courage to go and see it.

At that time, there were many people who watched it.

That was the first time Xu Yu knew that a small *maggot* worm can also go to the internal organs and can make people finally have heart failure.

It is said that it squirms and lays eggs day after day.

Just like the N dogs that Xu Yu's family had raised at that time, one of them was also the egg of this worm.

Maybe some of the power is really great, so that people don't know whether to be in awe or afraid.

Maybe Xu Yu forgot that one day his mother, Zhao Xiaohui, will be like this when she leaves, bedridden, and unbearable.

Thinking of Xu Yu at that time, she looked at the grandmother, and was still thinking, how could this be!

Tiny bugs, why don't you drive them away, why don't you ......

The situation of the grandmother's house was also a long time later, and Xu Yu knew the specifics.

Because children are not filial.

Because his son is by his side, he naturally doesn't care much about things.

And the daughter-in-law always quarrels, and she doesn't want to care about the grandmother.

From that time on, it was just bedridden, and then the sweat behind the hot and stuffy day was slowly because the beds in the countryside were simple, just a stretched *bed*, and then finally *rotten* and a piece of the back.

And for convenience, the tense *bed* also cut* broke * and made a block, a square-sized opening, in order to catch the grandmother's excrement.

Naturally, so as not to always lead to the toilet next to the toilet, and it used to be the public toilet, which was naturally very inconvenient, back and forth, and had to be helped, and people had to watch, how inconvenient it was at night.

Xu Yu only remembered that at that time, in the few minutes I used to watch, there were a lot of flies, flying, and I couldn't catch up.

In order to look good at home, deal with it a little. But the smell is already there.

It is said that after the old man was moved to burn, the *bed* was also burned, and there were a lot of insects under the bed.

It took a long time to clean it up.

Perhaps the departure of the old man is not necessarily a benefit.

I remembered that when I went by myself, a daughter fed the old man food, said a few words, and when she came out, she said that the smell was unpleasant.

Naturally, the grandmother's teeth and other bodies, in terms of care, in terms of hygiene, are self-evident.

I walked like that, and there was no nostalgia to be able to do it......

Maybe I still want to survive, otherwise I won't end up like that until I close my eyes......

But there are many things that can be helped......

I remember that Xu Yu asked a question at that time, "Why don't you help clean it up, don't you ......?"

"How busy you are!" I don't remember who said it.

Then he questioned his relationship with the old man.

Meaning nosy.

It's just that when Xu Yu left, an old man said a few words, which probably means that they always listen to their quarrels, and the family keeps arguing, who still has the heart to deal with the old man's affairs!

A lot of things are just so helpless......

It is said that the daughter did the * funeral * thing......

As for the son and daughter-in-law, it is unknown......

And Xu Yu couldn't have imagined that this scene was a repetition of N years later.

It's just that the protagonist is not the grandmother, it's Zhao Xiaohui, and the person who sent him away was also Xu Yu.

At the beginning, I was a supporting role in that scene, just like the subtitle person of the movie is not qualified to exist, but after N years, I became the main *manipulation* person!

Many years later, Xu Yu's original question became a question for someone else in the future......

A lot of times, time is so ironic, and funny......

It's just that no one knows that at the moment, Xu Yu can still make this joke with Zhao Xiaohui, talking about this, but in the future, he will burst into tears and become a prophecy.

What started out as a joke with a smile turned into something like a mantra.

Maybe some of the jokes really can't be made.

(2) Reality)

still remembers the moment at that time, Xu Yu smiled and said, "That worm, little by little, ......"

Saying this, tears were about to clear out of the corners of Xu Meng's eyes, and he laughed in a blink of an eye.

Xu Yu described that little bit, little bit, and then inadvertently *touched* on Xu Meng's body, joking.

"Cut, how is it possible!Good person, still give birth to that thing!" Xu Meng asked, his eyes flashing wide.

"I think too, but I didn't see the scene clearly, anyway, a person is lying down, or what others said when they were talking, in front of this visitor, cleaned up, that insect is scary, a lot of them!"

"Aren't they all full!" Zhao Xiaohui replied.

"Yes, it's fuller than you!" Xu Yu laughed.

"When you're full, you can eat!" Xu Meng smiled, smiling very simply.

"Yes, don't waste it, that worm will be eaten for you!" Xu Yu said casually, "Don't waste it, it's all bones...... xue" is to paraphrase Zhao Xiaohui's words, which means that the worm eats the person's *xue*meat*.

Xu Yu said in a long voice.

Zhao Xiaohui said, "Whoever wants it, I'm sick to death, I'm going to vomit when I say it!"

Xu Yu immediately retched, funny.

"I ...... Later. Xu Yu raised his eyebrows, "If you are half-paralyzed, the worm will eat, crawl, eat again, swim and swim on you, and then each, corner, then, here, there, here, there, there......"

Xu Yu teased a little bit.

"Then you have no heart and no lungs, how can you let me spread like that, like that old man, without conscience, the sky thunders!" Zhao Xiaohui said.

"Don't worry, *split* you first!" Xu Yu said with a smile.

"Let's finish you conscienceless first!" Zhao Xiaohui muttered.

"Splitting you again!" Xu Yu teased, anyway, one after another, he will *split*, and Zhao Xiaohui can't escape.

But I didn't expect that there may be a lot of thunder in life, but I couldn't knock anyone down, but the small insects, gathered together, finally ended Zhao Xiaohui's life.

Maybe many things are so ironic, Xu Yu's family didn't encounter actual thunder, and they split down.

Zhao Xiaohui didn't touch it either.

There is no precedence.

But in the end, as a prophecy, the worm *creeped* and finally crawled over the old man's heart and lungs and Zhao Xiaohui's heart and lungs little by little......

Maybe you have laughed at the things that made you sad, and then hurt yourself fiercely!

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