Chapter 125: The Most Beautiful Existence
Along the way, Zheng Yandu and Xu Jiannan were chatting about trivial and interesting things at work, occasionally laughing and occasionally complaining. Lu Yan glanced at them from the rearview mirror and couldn't help but smile. With such a hearty personality, it is indeed easy to get in touch with Xu Jianan. Xu Jiannan doesn't like to be pretentious, and it just so happens that Zheng Yan is not pretentious.
On the way, Lu Yan asked the two of them if they wanted to eat anything or a favorite taste, and the unanimous answer was that he had the final say. Zheng Yan is just like Chen Fei at the beginning, and she is simply a little fan and a little fan to Lu Yan. Lu Yan didn't shirk it, and directly took them to a restaurant that he often went to.
This place is relatively high-end and luxurious, and it is a place that Lu Yan often comes to when he cooperates with others and talks about things. I don't know what Xu Jianan's colleagues like, but they think it's not bad here, so they brought them here.
But as soon as she entered the door of the restaurant, Zheng Yan grabbed Xu Jianan's arm and whispered, "Wow...... This place is too upscale, isn't it?Jia Nan, I won't dare to speak out when I eat in this kind of place!"
Xu Jianan smiled and comforted her: "It's okay, it's just a place to eat." Who told him to call the shots when I asked you just now? Every time I let him call the shots, the results almost surprised me. Later, I slowly got used to it, and the restaurant he recommended tasted really good, so you can try it later. ”
Zheng Yan looked at Xu Jianan enviously and said: "Ah, Jianan, I envy you so much! You are simply the ultimate dream goal of all women, right? You're so happy! I feel happy for you!"
Xu Jianan smiled and didn't speak, and Lu Yan, who was walking in front, happened to take them to the box.
Because she had just heard Zheng Yan say that she would feel afraid to speak loudly when eating here, Lu Yan deliberately chose an independent space, so that she could be more comfortable.
Deeply realized Lu Yan's gentlemanly demeanor, Zheng Yan thanked him again and again, and asked Lu Yan a lot of questions like a fan. The dishes here did not disappoint, all in all, Zheng Yan was smiling from ear to ear throughout the whole process.
In the process of eating, Zheng Yan talked about Yu Leer again. She said that two days ago, she suddenly saw Yu Leer talking on the phone mysteriously in the bathroom, crying for a while and laughing for a while. Zheng Yan was startled at the time, thinking it was haunted.
Xu Jiannan remembered the expression on her face when Yu Le'er saw Lu Yan that day, that kind of resentment, like a person who can't think about it at any time. With such a mental state, why did Lin Weizhou let her take over the patient?
Xu Jiannan asked Zheng Yan: "Do you know what kind of psychological problems the patients she handles?"
Zheng Yan lowered her voice very mysteriously and said to Xu Jiannan and Lu Yan: "The strangest thing is this, in the past, we will keep a record of all the patients who make an appointment with the doctor, so that we can accurately take the patient to the doctor who made the appointment." But only Yu Le'er could only see her treatment records, but she didn't pay attention to the patient's information. At first, I thought I was careless, but when I asked a few other colleagues, they didn't seem to be impressed.
Lu Yan would not interject or express his opinions on the conversation between them. Xu Jianan seemed to be more concerned about this matter, and chatted with Zheng Yan for a while, and Zheng Yan also said that she would show Xu Jianan's record of Yu Leer tomorrow.
Seeing that the atmosphere was becoming more and more mysterious and depressing, Lu Yan said with a smile: "You are really good employees, do you have to discuss work all the time after work? ”
Xu Jiannan and Zheng Yan glanced at each other and laughed together. The three of them happily ate a delicious meal, and then Lu Yan and Xu Jiannan sent Zheng Yan home. When they were about to separate, Zheng Yan repeatedly thanked Xu Jiannan and Lu Yan, took her to eat such delicious food, and chatted for so long, she felt very happy.
Xu Jianan felt that this was not something worth thanking, so he waved his hand to Zheng Yan and said, "Okay, don't be polite, rest early, and see you tomorrow!"
sent Zheng Yan, and on the way home, Xu Jiannan said to Lu Yan with some embarrassment: "Thank you...... I know you don't really want to hear me say thank you, but thank you so much, even my friend you took good care of. ”
Lu Yan drove the car steadily, looked ahead, hooked the corners of his mouth and asked, "What, it seems that my performance is okay?"
Xu Jiannan said with a satisfied "um": "I am very satisfied, and I will give you a five-star praise." ”
Lu Yan smiled again: "The praise is over, is there no reward?"
Xu Jianan squinted at him and asked, "You really know how to bargain, what do you want?"
"I want you. Lu Yan smiled faintly, and said these two words lightly, but it made Xu Jianan's face blush and heartbeat, and his heart couldn't be calm for a long time.
Although they have been together for a long time and the relationship is so close, whenever she hears Lu Yan say some love words, Xu Jiannan still feels a little embarrassed.
In order to divert this emotion, Xu Jiannan changed the topic and said to Lu Yan: "You also saw Yu Le'er last time, don't you think she has changed a lot compared to before? I always feel that she has become weird, but I can't tell what is wrong with her." Coupled with the fact that she is picking up patients again, I feel very worried about those patients. Although it is a psychiatrist, unlike a surgeon, a knife and a needle can kill a person. But psychiatrists are faced with patients with serious psychological problems, and they don't even need a single knife and a few words to make the other party collapse and lose the belief in living. Kill people, come faster. ”
After hearing this, Lu Yan persuaded very seriously: "Jia Nan, I know that you have always been responsible for patients, but now this is not a problem for you to consider. If you really think there's something wrong with her, the person you should worry about the most is yourself. It's not been a day or two since she's been targeting you, and you've seen the hypocritical side, so who knows what she's comfortable with? To be honest, I've already started to worry about you when I hear you talk to your colleagues about it during dinner. ”
Xu Jiannan patted Lu Yan's shoulder and said, "Don't worry, I have nothing to do with them." I just think it's Jiamei now...... There's always a weirdness to it. Haha, isn't that a bit like a ghost story? Forget it, it makes me feel like a persecution paranoia. ”
But Lu Yan didn't think so, he said more seriously than just now: "Jia Nan, in fact, you don't have to work there, in the past, I was always worried that my proposal would make you feel that it touched your self-esteem." I'm not saying you have to rely on me, I just want to help you find a better opportunity. Not to mention...... Shouldn't you rely on me properly for our relationship?"
Xu Jianan gently rested his head on Lu Yan's shoulder and whispered, "I'm already relying on you...... Not only that, but this dependence gradually became ingrained, and I couldn't leave it, and I couldn't quit...... I know that there are many things you can do to help me, you can make me live well, you can get me out of this environment, and you can even sit back and live a prosperous life. But Lu Yan, I am willing to rely on you and rely on you, but I am not willing to rely on you. My boyfriend is so good, I hope I'm worthy of you. ”
Lu Yan smiled helplessly, but the feelings in his heart were mixed. While being happy with Xu Jianan's confession and affirmation, I feel sorry for her stubborn self-esteem and independence, and at the same time, I appreciate her independent personality very much. It is precisely because of this rare charm that Lu Yan is addicted.
Lu Yan gently coaxed: "Fool...... Your words are the opposite. I, Lu Yan, have never considered whether I want to work hard to match a certain woman, but until I know you, I always hope that I can do better, so that you can completely accept me and fall in love with me. ”
Xu Jianan listened to Lu Yan's words, smiled sweetly, and did not speak again. Lu Yan knew that he couldn't persuade her now, so he had to compromise and said, "Okay, okay, I won't say it." But you must ensure your own safety and interests. You remember, no matter when you are tired and don't want to persevere, there will always be me behind you. ”
Xu Jianan's words made Xu Jianan feel heartwarming, she closed her eyes and leaned on Lu Yan and said: "I have seen and heard too many tragedies and injuries, but you are the most beautiful existence in this world." ”
Lu Yan turned his head sideways and kissed the top of Xu Jianan's head, then parked the car and said, "The most beautiful existence...... That's a good point. Jia Nan, I really hope that I can really be your part of the good. No matter how much sorrow you've seen or heard, I don't want you to taste it. Slowly try to give me a chance, let me protect you, take care of you, okay?"
"Well......" An affectionate kiss spread out in Xu Jianan's answer.
The weather was cold, but the warmth of the two hearts broke the cold winter. Xu Jiannan never thought that one day he would experience the kind of ...... Chen Fei said The feeling of laughing until I want to cry, and being so happy that I want to cry. This feeling is too rare, too precious, and sometimes, it will only happen once in a lifetime. Most people have only two choices emotionally, either choose one who loves themselves, or choose one who they love, and it is simply unimaginable to meet the one they love deeply, and the other party also loves them deeply. There is always one side that is more or less different. But Xu Jiannan felt how lucky she was, when she met Lu Yan, she started this relationship by mistake. It's just that the person she loves also loves her like this. Such happiness makes her occasionally feel the urge to cry.
The night is very long, the stars are all over the sky, blinking at the beauty of the world. It's just that life is full of turmoil, and no one knows what will be greeted the next day after a happy and warm night?