Chapter 055: A Mess
Zhuang Ya Liqu felt a little sorry for the stone, but he didn't say anything else, just pursed his lips and nodded, and kept nodding his head twice.
At this time, Zhuang Ya felt that maybe the stone was more suitable for the responsibility of living, she had such an impulse, but she also knew that she couldn't go back.
His family will not accept her like this, otherwise she will not withdraw from the marriage, and she also has a heart, after a while, under the dead silence, Zhuang Ya said, "I also hope you can be happy, at the same time, for you want to do your own business, I don't understand this, I can't make any good suggestions, but I want to learn more knowledge and then go!"
In fact, Zhuang Ya didn't know why Shi suddenly rebelled, feeling different from her own imagination, but no matter what, if he could live well and reconcile with his family, she also expected it.
After all, in this divorce, as well as the past with the stone, or the memory, I feel sorry for the stone.
Just as good as a stone, she couldn't repay the same guilt for being just as good.
After hearing this, the stone didn't know how to feel like he had been fighting a certain strength in his heart, which eased a lot, and what he couldn't accept was that Zhuang Ya liked others, and he didn't hesitate to lie to himself, and wanted to start his own business after quitting the marriage to get something else, in fact, the stone didn't have an idea in his heart, but he didn't want to face trivial matters, and there was a kind of idea of wanting to escape, and his father had the same responsibility.
When he heard Zhuang Ya say this, the awkwardness in Shi's heart, as well as the truthfulness, suddenly released, he smiled with the old Han, "I know, you can sleep, and it is estimated that you will have to go through the formalities (discharge)"
Zhuang Ya didn't say anything, nodded slightly, still felt that something was missing, so she said slowly, "Thank you, thank you really, all ...... All in all thank you!"
At this moment, she was also relieved, as if she had let go of certain facts, such as she blamed Shi Shi for watching her and Ying Hanchu enter the hotel, but she did not stop her......
The stone pursed his lips, "You're welcome!"
This feeling is very familiar, two people in this simple place, but they are relieved of each other a lot, the distance between the hearts seems to be pulled into a point, but it is not that kind of love, a bit like friendship, more than the kind of friendship, the same feeling of family affection for each other, the same as the care of the big brother to the little sister, even if the sister is naughty, it is still loving.
The last time I was eating there, I remembered that I blamed the stone for being ignorant, but at the moment she felt funny, and at this moment she also had the idea of giving up Ying Hanchu.
But she knows that the child is fine, just a little weak, make up for nutrition and other advice, Zhuang Ya feels, inexplicably feels that her road may be just the beginning, and there is no way to put it down like that, her life is estimated to be inextricably related to the father of this belly, whether happy or not!
She will marry Ying Hanchu, or what is waiting for her, Zhuang Ya doesn't know, but she feels that even if she wants to retreat this time, she has no cost and choice, and there is no way out, thinking about it a lot, she suddenly feels a sense of powerlessness at the end of her life, really powerless, and very decadent.
Zhuang Ya felt and understood that in the small place where she was, such a big thing was not allowed, and it was also very sad.
But there is no turning back.
It felt very fast, and it didn't take long for her to be arranged in the car, but she didn't take a good look at the car, and there were people, so she felt a little more warm.
Regarding their care and the instructions for the medicines they bought, Zhuang Ya had an inexplicable thought, "What if...... If I can be their daughter-in-law, it would be good, right? Yes, it's just, it's just...... There's no going back!" she knew that no matter what, she would have to pay for her actions and her decisions.
She also thought about other possibilities, but in that small place, as well as her thinking and memory, there was no other way out, and she was inexplicably afraid to face everything at home.
The car swayed, and when she finally arrived at the place, she got down a little tired, but her family was worried, so she was half-pulled, and finally let two young relatives, as well as the woman, carry them to Zhuang Ya's house and put them on the bed*.
The two women instructed a few words about the order of taking the medicine, and how many pills at a time, and then said a few polite words, and the stone parents said a few words, and left.
Almost all the words were said to Zhuang's mother, because Zhuang's father avoided it, went to another room to be busy with something, didn't come out, just didn't come out, he didn't know how to face it, what to say, he also somewhat understood his grievances.
What can Zhuang mother say, just uh, trouble, thank you.
Then she was worried that she hadn't heard about the medical bills, and she wanted to talk and stopped, but she didn't ask after all, but she breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, thinking about what would happen after that.
Not long after they left, the crowd of people who were watching the excitement gradually dispersed.
It seems that the clouds in the sky began to move the moon, and then the dark clouds gradually closed the moon, and then shrouded, and even when it was dark, there were no dark clouds to be seen, and there were no stars, accompanied by a bright moon, but still unabated that kind of depression, and seemed to be a dull feeling.
And the surface of the house has finally been torn off*, and it has become hideous and a little scary.
Zhuang Ya knew what to face.
Zhuang's mother was fine, but she was just concerned about asking something, and Zhuang's father asked straight to the point, "Child!
Raising her eyebrows and looking at Zhuang Ya like that, Zhuang Ya felt a sigh in her heart, feeling that she was not ready, this opening was too direct, the speed, there was no transition at all, and there was no buffer.
Zhuang Ya pursed her mouth and bowed her head silently.
Father Zhuang gritted his teeth with some breath, and could hear his father's teeth rubbing, bumping, and gurgling.
Zhuang Ya was inexplicably afraid, and she was worried a lot, a lot, in her mind, but she still didn't speak, for fear that she would accidentally provoke something bad, and her mind was associated with many bad things.
Father Zhuang turned his back, and then, with a side face, said, "It's not a stone, is it?"
Zhuang Ya can feel the heat of Zhuang's father's afterglow, and the feeling of taking *people's * medicine.
Zhuang Ya opened her mouth and couldn't speak.
There was a terrible aura in the air, which made people feel suffocated and breathless.
Father Zhuang sneered.
Seeing this, Zhuang's mother said, "Child, the child has just come back, take a break, break the meeting, answer these questions again, and then talk about it!"
Zhuang Mu said, "I'll talk about it later!" and also pulled Zhuang Yaxiang into the room.
But Zhuang's father said, "Wait, you can't go back to the room if you haven't finished talking today, what kind of children you are used to, you don't know, if you don't usually say much, you look at the always talk about learning, learning, as a result, learning, no, now your situation is a mess." ”
Mother Zhuang did not speak.
She didn't want to, but now that this is the case, she also feels that it is useless to say anything, so she just stood there silently, looking at Father Zhuang, as if she was ready to help pull Zhuang Ya again if something was wrong.
It's like a mother chicken looking at her chicks, the kind she protects.
Zhuang Ya knew that she couldn't hide, and whispered, "No...... I'm actually, actually...... I don't want to!"
The words were said very quietly, and Zhuang Ya felt that she could only hear them, but Zhuang's father and Zhuang's mother still heard them.
Zhuang's mother asked, "What happened, you say slowly, don't be afraid, we" looked at Zhuang's father's appearance, and continued to say a little against his will, "I will protect you, I will, don't be afraid!"
But Zhuang Ya didn't know what to say, Zhuang's father was making fun of him on the side, and he had the feeling of hating iron but not steel, and he was even more helpless, "What happened, I don't know? Do you want to, others can't pull you!"
Zhuang's mother also persuaded Zhuang Ya to speak out.
But Zhuang Ya still didn't speak, Zhuang's father was angry, beat Zhuang Ya a few times, holding a thin bamboo branch, but it still hurt a little when it fell on her body, Zhuang's mother protected it, and some of the beatings were on her body.
Father Zhuang scolded for a while, looked at the two of them who were a little sobbing, and finally said, "Think about it yourself, bring that person back to meet you in the next two days!"
Then he casually dropped the broom, which was originally a bamboo strip, but it was broken, and then the wooden stick, and finally the broom was also used.
After this, Zhuang Ya washed and lay on the bed*.
Mother Zhuang persuaded her beside her, and came out of the room very late.
The next day, I still persuaded her, but it didn't have much effect, but in the evening, Zhuang's mother still said meaningful words, and at the same time said, "You are like this, I'm afraid I can't protect you, since you have been called out like this, let's talk, maybe others are also happy, and then the two families discuss the day to marry!?"
Then he stroked Zhuang Ya's arm, "You are like this, do others know, I heard that it is already May!"
"May? I don't seem to have ......," Zhuang Ya blurted out and looked at Zhuang's mother.
"You don't understand this, the algorithm is different from daily life!" Zhuang Mu said softly.
Zhuang Ya: "Oh!" stopped talking.
It's just that I don't know what to expect or worry about, thinking about the pregnancy in October, how long it will take to give birth to the child, and the father of the child.
"Yes, these have to be faced! It's not a simple escape!" Zhuang Ya thought and couldn't help but shed tears.
"Don't cry, I'm thinking that you still have to wear a wedding dress, prepare something, don't you have time, and there is a banquet, a day!" and then Zhuang's mother said and muttered to herself, "I'm afraid that the wedding dress will be difficult to wear, the bigger it is, the harder it will be to find this wedding dress, and it will have to be customized, and"
Zhuang's mother said with a sigh of relief, "The teacher over there (Zhuang Mi) feels ...... It is estimated that there is no drama, there is always no word to come, and now it's like this again, this small place, it is estimated that every household knows about it, we have to solve your matter as soon as possible, and we are all at ease, and you can't wait for this "looked at Zhuang Ya's stomach." ”
Meaning, they can be slow, but children can't.
Zhuang Ya also suddenly thought for a moment about the appearance of herself wearing a wedding dress and Ying Hanchu, as well as the appearance of holding the child, as well as those warm pictures, and companionship.
She had some expectations.
Even suddenly, I felt that the fat woman, the fat woman she had seen, the fat woman who stayed with Ying Hanchu, even if there were other people, but the child, just one, she had his child, not someone else's!
But I am also aggrieved in my heart, if he marries because of the child, it is a little against his own intentions, but after thinking about it, after a long time, stay together anyway, and always live a good life, too smooth, what is too careful.
Even if someone else has him, but only for a while, but he can have his future and every second from now on.
She also believes that children can be more or less drawn into each other's relationships......
Thinking about it this way, she was relieved.
Listening to Zhuang's mother, how to live in the future, and what kind of day the child will be born.
She had some expectations.
It's just that the two sentences that her mother said later, Zhuang Ya was a little uncomfortable.
Zhuang's mother said, "Mom!"
Zhuang Mu took Zhuang Ya's hand, put it in her palm, and said, "In the future, you have to be good, good, you know? I can't do it, my mother is too, I sometimes think, if my mother is here, or gone, leave something for us, or arrange everything before leaving, will it be different!"
Zhuang's mother said, her eyes couldn't help but moisten a little, "Child, in fact, I don't know, this is good, but we, including your father, don't have much wisdom, just like you went to the hospital, we couldn't see you, I feel very useless, very powerless! But your father said!"
"At first, he didn't let me go out to see you, and I blamed him for coming, thinking that he had taken the wrong medicine, but after that, I asked him, including later, and he said the reason, child!" Zhuang's mother looked at Zhuang Ya, her tears were already majestic.
Zhuang Ya wiped her mother's tears and said, "Don't say it, don't say it!"
"No, I want to say, I want to say!" Zhuang's mother grabbed Zhuang Ya's hand and said, "Child, I'm afraid that if I don't say it now, I won't have a chance in the future, there will be no suitable opportunity, and I'm even more afraid that you will misunderstand something and make a decision against your will!"
Then Zhuang's mother pursed her lips, and then said slowly, "I don't know what to tell you, in fact, your father is also very powerless, he said, he said...... I don't know much about our family's money, and I don't know what to think, but I also know that she actually worries about you!
You don't know what your dad said, there is no money at home, there are debts, if what, I don't know what to do, in fact, that night, after you left, we haven't slept all the time, and then your dad organized people to go, but I wanted to have more people to help, I don't know what happened, but your dad was very unhappy when he came back!"
Zhuang Mu smiled a little bitterly and said, "You don't know, I sometimes think, is there not many people who go, those people, really, too practical, what happens, really go, really (rarely) ......"
Zhuang's mother wiped her tears, and Zhuang Ya kept saying, "Don't say it, don't say it!"
But Zhuang's mother still insisted on saying, "You may not feel, in fact, the family has long owed a lot of money, a lot, a lot, sometimes I think of these hairs have to fall a lot, all night and all night to say bad, I lie down, always thinking about so many people's debt collection, and how much money is owed, the family field can't collect much money, alas!"
"If ......," Zhuang's mother suddenly didn't want to mention this, and said, "Child, it's good if you remember these few words!