Zhuang's mother wiped her tears and continued, "Remember, child, I don't know why you don't want to tell the whereabouts of that person, but many things, it's not that you can't see it, you don't want to, it doesn't exist, you have to face it, and if the family is almost, it's fine, but in fact, you must be good to you, good character, so that parents won't object much!"

Zhuang's mother thought it was family and other reasons, so Zhuang Ya was reluctant to say it.

Then Zhuang's mother said something more.

Talking, talking, Zhuang Ya, suddenly cried and said, "I don't know the problem, he doesn't know...... I don't know how to find him, and ...... I really don't know, I don't know, don't ask, don't ask me!"

Mother Zhuang was actually surprised, "Child, your own ...... Why don't you know what the situation is, don't panic, you explain the situation to your mother, and we'll figure it out. ”

Zhuang Ya hesitated, but still refused to say it.

Zhuang's mother said, "Do you have to hide until when, when the child lands, or everyone next to you laughs to death, we are not afraid of people laughing, but the child has to have a father after all!"

"Actually, I've always, I've always thought about it, if I run away with the child, or go incognito, will he think about me more, and also think, together, alas...... I don't know either!" Zhuang Ya clenched her hand into a fist *hammer* hammer* head several times, very distressed, "Actually, I don't know what I say or think!"

Zhuang Ya always has a very rebellious thought in her heart, she wants to take her child to live quietly in a place, and no one can find her.

Sometimes I think that I suddenly appeared in front of Ying Hanchu with my child, and then let him regret it, say a few words, and then leave in style, leaving him with pain and reminiscence.

Yes, until now, she understands a little, as if she was wrong, and she also knows how much Ying Hanchu may be for herself, maybe it's just playing, playing, but she takes it seriously, even very seriously.

During this time, especially the attitude of the stone family, she understood more and more that sometimes it is more telling to be when she is not around, and to help when she needs it, instead of, as before, avoiding it.

Some things are always understood after a long time, but it seems to be too late.

She had too many things on her mind to tell her mother, and she didn't want to disappoint and worry her.

In fact, it's uncomfortable to hold back, but it's a little relaxed.

Zhuang's mother said, "Why are you so stupid, so stupid, what are you thinking, when you give birth to a child, there is still half a year to go, anything can happen, do you know!"

Zhuang's mother breathed a sigh of relief and said slowly, "He may like other girls, or he may have other developments, and you say that you don't know how to find him, if he leaves too far or has other plans at home, then what should I do? Maybe in the end you can't even find anyone, and your thoughts like this are meaningless, meaningless, understand?

"But I'm ......" Zhuang Ya held back at the moment she was about to speak, because the fat woman became a pimple in her heart.

And in that scene, whenever she thought that she was just someone else's random prey, she felt extremely uncomfortable and regretful.

She even gave up on herself and wanted to give birth lightly, but when the family said that she was a corpse of marriage, she was a little lucky, feeling that no matter who she married, it was her own retribution and the current retribution for her sins.

She was already a little broken, she said, "I don't know, I don't know, maybe I'm not worthy of love, it's too late, it's too late!"

"What, what is this called?" Mother Zhuang was a little angry.

After some persuasion, Zhuang Ya said directly, "Mom, don't persuade me, I actually, in fact, what I like is a prodigal son, a gambler, a person with a family, I can't find him, it's impossible! Don't persuade him!"

Zhuang's mother was very angry, "Child, why are you, so stupid, how do others think of our family, how do you ......"

Mom and Dad lost their temper that day.

When Zhuang's mother told Zhuang's father what Zhuang Ya said, Zhuang's father looked for Zhuang Ya, but she said that the situation was getting worse and worse, as if she was a person who didn't need to be loved, had gone astray, and was hopeless.

That day, my father was angry, my mother cried into tears, and then my parents persuaded me, and finally when I was angry, my father's body was trembling and trembling with anger.

Maybe he has experienced too many blows during this time, the child is off the list, he can't study, and the marriage is an oolong, it's all a joke, and there is a "baggage" that can even be said to be a "bomb", and the child is a bomb that will detonate at any time.

One blow after another, Zhuang's father was very angry with Zhuang Ya and beat Zhuang Ya hard.

Zhuang Ya expected that she would die like that, but she would simply do it.

But I don't know why, after the beating, Zhuang's father also red-eyed and said, "It's all because our family has no money, and you were cheated away by others with small profits like that, really, alas, it's ...... like this."

Silence will be, Zhuang's father said, "Then you take the child away, and then we will find a way." We don't think we're going to do anything wrong with someone else's house!"

Yes, my own child has now become such an angry third party, can I not be angry if I get involved?

This is the word "small * three" in the 24th century!

Zhuang Ya thought that the family was talking, although her mother still persuaded her as usual, she couldn't stop her tears, and it didn't take long for this matter to become a household name.

In the countryside, it is difficult to have that kind of impermeable wall.

People gradually look at their homes with more curiosity and disdain.

Zhuang Ya suddenly felt that something was wrong, how could she say that, fabricate a falsehood, and then tell the truth.

Seeing that Zhuang's mother was always red-eyed compared to before, even if she didn't speak, she didn't know what was wrong with her.

What are you going to say, explain, what you say is false, don't take it to heart.

But thinking of the endless explanations that followed, and having to go back to square one, Zhuang Ya was a little reluctant to do so.

Whatever they do, even if it's not good for the child, whatever!

Since I have quarreled a few times, considering that she has a child, there is no other feasible way at present, but the family still tries to get something delicious, and the mother occasionally gives Shimoda something, and collects money to add food to her at home.

The foreign debt is still there, and life is a little difficult.

But Zhuang Ya will not be hungry, even if she eats medicine in the middle of the night, Zhuang's mother is still busy.

Zhuang Ya was a little moved, feeling that her parents, who she didn't want to see before, would be warm to her when they really needed it.

She suddenly realized that in addition to the fault of letting herself get pregnant, she suddenly thought, isn't it, she shouldn't lie to her family like this, but in fact, she didn't know how to say those words, and the more she made it up, the more it seemed to be true.

At first, I just didn't want to answer, so as not to always ask questions and give answers.

"Well, I'm a fool to be blacked out like this, right?"

"What's wrong with me, huh, how did I get it like this?"

Zhuang Ya felt a headache.

But the heart is very clear.

That day, she rubbed the Internet to contact again, friends, I don't know who to talk to, including Xu Yu, people who are so far away, but they still don't know how to speak, and they don't want to be asked, answering a lot of questions, very annoyed.

She lost a few QQ drifting bottles.

A few questions were asked, and there were blessings.

When Zhuang Ya saw the concern that someone replied, she suddenly felt as if her heart was shining into the sun.

One of the QQ netizens of "I am Chu Yang, Chu Yang is me!".

chatted a lot with Zhuang Ya, and Zhuang Ya suddenly felt a lot more relieved.

In her heart, habitually, she called him "Chu Yang!"

Yes, she felt that the netizen was like the screen name written here, shining into her heart and becoming a touch of light.

Chu Yang told himself to be strong and sunny, saying that those who are sorry for themselves do not deserve their own love.

Talking and talking, for such warm words, Zhuang Ya felt very happy at this time, and at the same time felt a little inferior, she even wondered, does this Chu Yang like herself, isn't it.

"If you don't like it, how can you contact yourself like this, and chat with yourself!"

"Alas, maybe it's just a friend, sympathy, I'm not cute, not pretty, too ordinary, I don't dazzle in the crowd, alas, how can I like it?"

I even wonder if I'm going to lie to myself, but I don't have anything left!"

"What can you deceive me, no one is here, you can't see it, let alone money, no one else has mentioned it, I also said that the poor, maybe sympathize, let's talk about it! Pity and pity me!"

Thinking like this, the little joy I thought I liked was nothing, and I felt that the idea that God had asked him to save himself was also drowned!

"By the way, I haven't said that I already have a baby, he should be interested!"

"Alas, I don't know, I don't know...... Headache, don't want to!"

It's just that after thinking like this, Zhuang Ya reduced the contact and what she expected, because she didn't want to be disappointed.

I am also afraid that others will say that I like me, and I will not be able to respond to this sincerity.

But I can't help but want to see if he has a reply or something.

I felt so stupid, but I was looking forward to something, what he said, even if she simply cared about eating and drinking, she still couldn't help replying.

If you don't see the message, or your reply doesn't respond, you go crazy.

There is no giveaway, even a sudden interruption in the chat, no signal madness.

Her parents still found out her secret, thinking that no one knew about her sneaky contact, and no one would know.

Zhuang's mother was very angry, and once she chatted with her mobile phone after watching her family fall asleep as usual at night.

That time, my mother came in the middle of the night, probably afraid that she would be hungry, and found out her secret, and asked herself who she was talking to or what she was doing, why she didn't sleep.

Zhuang Ya replied, "Oh, nothing!"

Mother Zhuang replied, "Then show me!"

Zhuang Ya didn't let it, and put the phone in the quilt.

Zhuang's mother was a little angry, "What are you talking about, sometimes I feel weird about you, I don't want to have a supper at night for the past two days, and I was hungry before...... Give it to me, give it to me, do you hear it? But under the stalemate, Zhuang Ya hid the phone deeper.

Zhuang's mother was about to lift the quilt, but thinking that she was pregnant, she gave up.

just said slowly, "Don't do things that are sorry for other people's families, it's already like this, just accept it, alas, it's really a sin, can't the ancestors see it?"

Zhuang Ya moved her lips, ready to say something, but she didn't say it.

Then Mother Zhuang said some words, people are exhausted.

Finally left.

But actually looking at Zhuang's mother's back, Zhuang Ya still spoke, "No, it's not what you think!"

"What is that? It's already like this, we can't destroy other people's families, that's not right!" said Zhuang's mother, turning her head.

"No, no destruction!" replied Zhuang Ya.

"That'...... What are you doing?" Zhuang Mu asked suspiciously.

Zhuang Ya thought about it, and said, "Oh, it's a stone, it's a stone, I feel sorry for people, so I said a few sorry words to him, he comforted me, and asked me something!"

"Really, you didn't lie to me! Although we are poor, we can't destroy other people's families, so my father and I will never spare you!" said Zhuang's mother sternly pointing at Zhuang Ya.

Zhuang Ya replied, "Yes, how could I lie to you!"

But in his heart, he thought, "The stone is persuaded to persuade herself, comfort herself, it's not a lie, at least let her worry, and it's okay to be at ease!"

Looking at the white hair on Zhuang's mother's head, I don't know when I have added a lot, it seems that I have been insomnia recently, because of myself, I haven't rested well, and I haven't been completely relaxed.

Zhuang Ya suddenly felt sorry for her family, at that moment she hated herself very much, hated herself for being so stupid, listened to others, hated her own stupidity, and always sometimes rebellious and ignorant, she felt very undeserved.

However, it doesn't seem to be very important, and now that I realize that I can't change anything, I can't help but sigh.

But I found that Zhuang's mother also sighed, and even reddened her eyes.

"You...... Alas!" Mother Zhuang stopped talking a little, wiping her tears.

Zhuang Ya said, "What's the matter, Mom, why are you crying again! Why are you so fond of crying lately! Are you sick?"

"No, no, maybe the sand is lost" The windows are closed at home, how can there be wind, Zhuang's mother said again, "Oh...... So what...... Old, old, out of the way, out of the way, just fine with you, just fine!"

Then Zhuang's mother said, "You, if, even now, I still wonder, will I be mistaken, in fact, in fact, my child is not like that, no, how can you, possibly...... Pregnant with someone else's child, or ......" Zhuang's mother did not speak.

Zhuang Ya didn't squeak.

"It's useless to explain now, it's useless to say anything, so be it, let it be, let it be!" Zhuang Ya thought and didn't speak.

"You said you, how, how...... The child is really not a stone point, how good that child is, how good!" Zhuang's mother seemed to be a little unable to accept the facts, "Look, for so long, the medical expenses have not been told us a cent before, and it is estimated that the ones that are silently carried around are nothing to them, but we can't bear it! So, I sometimes think, if there is no change, there is nothing in between, how good it is for you to be with him, how good!"

"He won't charge for medical expenses," Zhuang Ya said.

Zhuang Muhu **suspicious* looked at Zhuang Ya, "I forgot to say it, I saw that you didn't mention it, I was in the hospital, I asked about this, and the stone said that it was compensation owed to me, and it would not be repaid!"

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